PAXTON'S PLOT IDEA'S.. Will be adding too over tim
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story plot tile:- 'Passengers of Time: Saving Paxton'
Trigger warning: This post contains sensitive subject matter such as sexual abuse, self-harm, and emotional well-being. The mention of sexual content can be avoided if necessary, and open discussion is encouraged. Moving on to the topic at hand.
Time travel has been a topic of fascination for centuries. The idea of being able to go back in time and change events or witness historical moments has captured the imaginations of many. While time travel remains a hypothetical concept, it has been a popular theme in science fiction and has sparked endless debates and theories. And now, with the advancements in technology, the possibility of time travel is becoming more plausible. One such example of this is the time travel program in the future, where agents known as passengers are sent back in time to save people from their tragic fates
One such passenger is.... YOUR CHARACTER, (you will bring the passenger agent to life how you wish too) their mission case is of Paxton.
He is a young boy who suffers from a troubled past, with his mother passing away when he was just fourteen and his father struggling to connect with the young boy, as Paxton push's him away due to his secretive relationship with his uncle Silas. What makes Paxton's case even more tragic is the fact that his uncle is not only sexually abusing him but also physically and mentally. This abuse has taken a toll on Paxton, leading to self-harming, depression, and an eating disorder. As he grows older, his obsession with writing about death and murder becomes his way of coping with the pain and trauma he has endured.
But this is where the time travel program comes into play. A passenger is sent back in time to help Paxton. Their mission is to ensure that Paxton makes it past his nineteenth birthday, the day he ultimately kills his uncle, in an act of self-defense, before killing himself. (if you fail, Paxton will not meet you in your future time, meaning Paxton can die in this roleplay) The passenger is not just there to prevent this traumatic event but also to help Paxton find the confidence to stand up to his uncle and finally speak out about the abuse before it's too late.
The way I see this working is that the passenger and Paxton will share the same body. It's like having two souls inhabiting one body. The passenger will have the power to take control of Paxton's actions but cannot force him to do something he doesn't want to, like telling his father or anyone else about the abuse. This shared control will create an interesting dynamic, where both the passenger and Paxton will have to work together to find a solution.
The passenger will not only have to navigate through the physical world but also delve into Paxton's mind and emotions to understand the extent of his trauma and how it has affected him. It will be a delicate balance of respecting Paxton's boundaries and pushing him out of his comfort zone to help him heal.
Through this journey, both the passenger and Paxton will learn valuable lessons. While the passenger will gain a unique insight into the complexities of the human mind and the power of empathy, Paxton will finally find closure and the strength to overcome his fears and speak his truth.
One of the most significant aspects of this concept is the idea of being able to change the past and shape the future. It raises questions about the consequences of our actions and the ripple effect they can have on the course of our lives. Is changing the past a risk worth taking? And what are the moral implications of such a power? These are just some of the thought-provoking questions that this idea of time travel and the passenger and Paxton's journey can explore.
In conclusion, the idea of a time travel program and the concept of passengers going back in time to save people from their tragic fates is a compelling one. It not only opens up a world of possibilities but also highlights the importance of empathy, understanding, and resilience in the face of trauma. As we continue to make progress in technology, who knows, maybe one day, time travel will no longer be just a figment of our imagination, but a reality. Until then, we can only imagine the endless possibilities of this concept and the impact it can have on our lives.
story plot tile:- 'Passengers of Time: Saving Paxton'
Trigger warning: This post contains sensitive subject matter such as sexual abuse, self-harm, and emotional well-being. The mention of sexual content can be avoided if necessary, and open discussion is encouraged. Moving on to the topic at hand.
Time travel has been a topic of fascination for centuries. The idea of being able to go back in time and change events or witness historical moments has captured the imaginations of many. While time travel remains a hypothetical concept, it has been a popular theme in science fiction and has sparked endless debates and theories. And now, with the advancements in technology, the possibility of time travel is becoming more plausible. One such example of this is the time travel program in the future, where agents known as passengers are sent back in time to save people from their tragic fates
One such passenger is.... YOUR CHARACTER, (you will bring the passenger agent to life how you wish too) their mission case is of Paxton.
He is a young boy who suffers from a troubled past, with his mother passing away when he was just fourteen and his father struggling to connect with the young boy, as Paxton push's him away due to his secretive relationship with his uncle Silas. What makes Paxton's case even more tragic is the fact that his uncle is not only sexually abusing him but also physically and mentally. This abuse has taken a toll on Paxton, leading to self-harming, depression, and an eating disorder. As he grows older, his obsession with writing about death and murder becomes his way of coping with the pain and trauma he has endured.
But this is where the time travel program comes into play. A passenger is sent back in time to help Paxton. Their mission is to ensure that Paxton makes it past his nineteenth birthday, the day he ultimately kills his uncle, in an act of self-defense, before killing himself. (if you fail, Paxton will not meet you in your future time, meaning Paxton can die in this roleplay) The passenger is not just there to prevent this traumatic event but also to help Paxton find the confidence to stand up to his uncle and finally speak out about the abuse before it's too late.
The way I see this working is that the passenger and Paxton will share the same body. It's like having two souls inhabiting one body. The passenger will have the power to take control of Paxton's actions but cannot force him to do something he doesn't want to, like telling his father or anyone else about the abuse. This shared control will create an interesting dynamic, where both the passenger and Paxton will have to work together to find a solution.
The passenger will not only have to navigate through the physical world but also delve into Paxton's mind and emotions to understand the extent of his trauma and how it has affected him. It will be a delicate balance of respecting Paxton's boundaries and pushing him out of his comfort zone to help him heal.
Through this journey, both the passenger and Paxton will learn valuable lessons. While the passenger will gain a unique insight into the complexities of the human mind and the power of empathy, Paxton will finally find closure and the strength to overcome his fears and speak his truth.
One of the most significant aspects of this concept is the idea of being able to change the past and shape the future. It raises questions about the consequences of our actions and the ripple effect they can have on the course of our lives. Is changing the past a risk worth taking? And what are the moral implications of such a power? These are just some of the thought-provoking questions that this idea of time travel and the passenger and Paxton's journey can explore.
In conclusion, the idea of a time travel program and the concept of passengers going back in time to save people from their tragic fates is a compelling one. It not only opens up a world of possibilities but also highlights the importance of empathy, understanding, and resilience in the face of trauma. As we continue to make progress in technology, who knows, maybe one day, time travel will no longer be just a figment of our imagination, but a reality. Until then, we can only imagine the endless possibilities of this concept and the impact it can have on our lives.
!!Rules!!
1- If you send me a message, please reply first!
2- if we’re talking about me, baby, please don’t try and pry me to tell my personal life if I don’t want to it creeps me out >_<
3- when I say no, I mean no! Don’t try and persuade me I don’t like it :(
4- please don’t start any drama I’m just trying to have fun
2- if we’re talking about me, baby, please don’t try and pry me to tell my personal life if I don’t want to it creeps me out >_<
3- when I say no, I mean no! Don’t try and persuade me I don’t like it :(
4- please don’t start any drama I’m just trying to have fun
OCs for various Fandoms
I will put blurbs for the OCs, most will have more detailed profiles that I will share if someone grabs your attention. These will be a WIP
Baldur's Gate OC's
Fae'ryal T'sarran - Drow - Dark Urge - Bladesong Wizard/Assassin Rogue
Female - Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Zevlor, Raphael, OCs
Carcius Blackstone - Tiefling - Dark Urge - Oath of Conquest Paladin
Male - Homosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Rolan, Halsin, OCs
Morgan Locke - Half Drow - House of Hope Errand Runner - Gloomstalker Ranger
Female -Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Zevlor, Halsin, Gale, OCs
Evelyn Marris - Tiefling - Grave Cleric
Female - Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Zevlor, Astarion, Gale, Ketheric Thorm, Halsin, OCs
Caliban Stormsorrow - Tiefling - Gift of Selûne - Twilight Cleric/Lunar Sorcerer
Male - Demisexual | Preferred Pairings - Astarion, Halsin, Shadowheart, Karlach, OCs
Tathlyn - Half Drow - Wild Magic Sorcerer
Male - Asexual | Preferred Pairings - Halsin, Astarion, OCs
Red Dead Redemption OCs
Prudence Simmons
Armand de Luca
Desmond Nowak
Anise Lithgow
Baldur's Gate OC's
Fae'ryal T'sarran - Drow - Dark Urge - Bladesong Wizard/Assassin Rogue
Female - Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Zevlor, Raphael, OCs
Carcius Blackstone - Tiefling - Dark Urge - Oath of Conquest Paladin
Male - Homosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Rolan, Halsin, OCs
Morgan Locke - Half Drow - House of Hope Errand Runner - Gloomstalker Ranger
Female -Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Enver Gortash, Zevlor, Halsin, Gale, OCs
Evelyn Marris - Tiefling - Grave Cleric
Female - Heterosexual | Preferred Pairings - Zevlor, Astarion, Gale, Ketheric Thorm, Halsin, OCs
Caliban Stormsorrow - Tiefling - Gift of Selûne - Twilight Cleric/Lunar Sorcerer
Male - Demisexual | Preferred Pairings - Astarion, Halsin, Shadowheart, Karlach, OCs
Tathlyn - Half Drow - Wild Magic Sorcerer
Male - Asexual | Preferred Pairings - Halsin, Astarion, OCs
Red Dead Redemption OCs
Prudence Simmons
Armand de Luca
Desmond Nowak
Anise Lithgow
High School Swimmer
Full Name: Nina Stilas
Age: 18
Date of birth: August 3rd
Race: Human
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Current residence: Murrieta, California
Social status: Middle Class, High School Student
Physical Appearance
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 135 lbs
Eye color: Blue
Skin color: Slightly Tan
Hair color: White
Hair style: Short Straigh
Complexion: Fair
Piercings: Ear Piercings
Is seen by others as: A beautiful woman with a sweet appearance
Personality
Likes: Sweet things, Spending time with friends, The idea of falling in love, Swimming, Hiking, Reading
Dislikes: Getting Dirty, Too much noise, being left alone, mathematics, being cat called
Personal goals: Graduate high school and become a swim coach
General attitude: Sweet, Gentle and Calm
General intelligence rating: 8/10
General sociability rating: 6/10
Relationships
Parents:
- Matthew Stilas
- Annabelle Stilas
Siblings:
None
Any enemies (and why): None
Children: None
Friends: Unknown
Combat
Peaceful or violent: Peaceful
Weapon (if applicable): None
Style of fighting: She is extremely peaceful and will not try to fight anyone in a physical fight but has no problem defending herself or someone verbally.
Age: 18
Date of birth: August 3rd
Race: Human
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Current residence: Murrieta, California
Social status: Middle Class, High School Student
Physical Appearance
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 135 lbs
Eye color: Blue
Skin color: Slightly Tan
Hair color: White
Hair style: Short Straigh
Complexion: Fair
Piercings: Ear Piercings
Is seen by others as: A beautiful woman with a sweet appearance
Personality
Likes: Sweet things, Spending time with friends, The idea of falling in love, Swimming, Hiking, Reading
Dislikes: Getting Dirty, Too much noise, being left alone, mathematics, being cat called
Personal goals: Graduate high school and become a swim coach
General attitude: Sweet, Gentle and Calm
General intelligence rating: 8/10
General sociability rating: 6/10
Relationships
Parents:
- Matthew Stilas
- Annabelle Stilas
Siblings:
None
Any enemies (and why): None
Children: None
Friends: Unknown
Combat
Peaceful or violent: Peaceful
Weapon (if applicable): None
Style of fighting: She is extremely peaceful and will not try to fight anyone in a physical fight but has no problem defending herself or someone verbally.
|| Rules ||
HEAVY WIP
Remembering my time on various sites, rules are always necessary to ensure both parties enjoy their scenes together and don't step on each other's toes. As such, I will be posting and modifying this post as time goes on when I can think of more to add. For now, the basics.
- Either roleplayer has the right to stop the scene should they either become disinterested or too bothered by subject/context in order to continue. We're here to enjoy ourselves, not enact dark fantasies.
- If you send a friend request first, you talk first. If I send a friend request, I'll talk first. That easy.
- 1*8+/N*FW themes are allowed.
- This will always be randomly in the list to prove that the rules are being read, but if you accept these rules as they are written, comment your favorite TV show.
- If your profile says any age less than 18, I'm sorry but we will not be doing anything together.
Remembering my time on various sites, rules are always necessary to ensure both parties enjoy their scenes together and don't step on each other's toes. As such, I will be posting and modifying this post as time goes on when I can think of more to add. For now, the basics.
- Either roleplayer has the right to stop the scene should they either become disinterested or too bothered by subject/context in order to continue. We're here to enjoy ourselves, not enact dark fantasies.
- If you send a friend request first, you talk first. If I send a friend request, I'll talk first. That easy.
- 1*8+/N*FW themes are allowed.
- This will always be randomly in the list to prove that the rules are being read, but if you accept these rules as they are written, comment your favorite TV show.
- If your profile says any age less than 18, I'm sorry but we will not be doing anything together.
Victoria 'OC'
『PERSONALITY』
Victoria has a serious and determined personality on the battlefield but as a princess she is both soft and graceful. She carries herself in a noble manner and radiates an air of poise that captures admiration from onlookers.
『BACKSTORY』
Victoria Van Rensselaer was born into nobility. Being the daughter of King Charles Van Renssalaer meant that her life would be easy and simple. Despite this fact Victoria grew tired of everyday life as princess to a Kingdom. She dreamed of being something that she knew her father wouldn't approve of. A knight. Since seeing how the knights of the kingdom were trained Victoria wanted to train and best serve her country on the battlefield and not inside a stuffy castle being waited on hand and foot.
Victoria would soon make her wish a reality. When Victoria was just twelve she disguised herself as a male knight and entered into training as a new recruit. Through this training Victoria was put through hell. Being smaller than the average male she was targeted by the instructors for harder training. By the end of her training Victoria was a bonafide knight. Swordplay, battle tactics and hand to hand combat was now second nature to Victoria. It wouldn't take long after her training that her father found out about her secret.
At first her father was angry but after seeing how determined she was he forgave her and allowed her to continue to serve as a knight for as long as her identity was never discovered. Between her duty as a knight and her everyday life as princess Victoria had her hands full.
Victoria has a serious and determined personality on the battlefield but as a princess she is both soft and graceful. She carries herself in a noble manner and radiates an air of poise that captures admiration from onlookers.
『BACKSTORY』
Victoria Van Rensselaer was born into nobility. Being the daughter of King Charles Van Renssalaer meant that her life would be easy and simple. Despite this fact Victoria grew tired of everyday life as princess to a Kingdom. She dreamed of being something that she knew her father wouldn't approve of. A knight. Since seeing how the knights of the kingdom were trained Victoria wanted to train and best serve her country on the battlefield and not inside a stuffy castle being waited on hand and foot.
Victoria would soon make her wish a reality. When Victoria was just twelve she disguised herself as a male knight and entered into training as a new recruit. Through this training Victoria was put through hell. Being smaller than the average male she was targeted by the instructors for harder training. By the end of her training Victoria was a bonafide knight. Swordplay, battle tactics and hand to hand combat was now second nature to Victoria. It wouldn't take long after her training that her father found out about her secret.
At first her father was angry but after seeing how determined she was he forgave her and allowed her to continue to serve as a knight for as long as her identity was never discovered. Between her duty as a knight and her everyday life as princess Victoria had her hands full.
★Lazarus★
name: lazarus j. callidora
alias: laz
sex/gender/pronouns: amab, male, he/him
age/birthday/star sign: 1700 yrs (appears 22), december 18, sagittarius
sexuality: gay
species: vampire, previously human
birth place: unknown
occupation: actor
height/weight:
( 5’8 ) — ( 172lbs )
body shape: kind of curvy with a few muscles here and there
complexion: pale
eyes: grayish green, siren eyes
hair: dark red (blackish red), hair is above neck length and very curly/kind of has a lot of volume, has V shaped bangs
tattoo/piercings/scars/accessories: septum piercing, angel fangs, fake silver cross earrings, eyebrow piercing (left side), vintage red gold outline slime sunglasses, different kinds of rings
apparel: gothic
personality: he’s kind of c*cky and thinks the world revolves around him. he’s not much of the sympathetic type nor is he easy to manipulate. laz is also somewhat of a “play boy” and isn’t very loyal when it comes to relationships.
traits:
( positive ) — none
( negative ) — rude, arrogant, disrespectful
likes:
✓. blood
✓. acting
✓. mostly being at parties
✓. sweets
dislikes:
✗. annoying people
✗. being belittled
extrovert or introvert: extrovert
past times:
⌦. staying home
⌦. taking care of his pet rabbit
physical state:
10 / 10
status: [ stable ]
health state:
10 / 10
status: [ stable ]
psychological state:
??? / 10
status: [ stable/unstable ]
hearing & sight:
sight: [ excellent ]
hearing: [ excellent ]
smoker or drinker:
smoker: [ yes ]
drinker: [ kind of ]
background: laz was born sometime in the 17-1920’s and grew up rather healthy and had a pretty normal childhood. sometime in his 20’s he managed to get awfully sick with a sickness that didn’t have a cure which would of course result in him dying due to the doctors not knowing what to do but let him live out his last moments. on one special rainy day, he had a visitor that wasn’t a family member who had turned him into a vampire against his will. laz was of course beyond happy to continue being able to live his life and spend time with family and friends, but as time continued he was the only one who hadn’t aged. as centuries passed he began to watch his loved ones all slowly die, leaving him on his own with no one to go to or morn their deaths.
extra: he has a pretty thick southern accent which can become thicker when he’s upset. he can be very flirty even when he doesn’t intend to be which can cause problems for him at times. he treats his pet rabbit as if it were a child of his own, he cares deeply about it and wouldn’t be able to live if something were to happen to it. he gets bored rather quickly so he needs to be continuously entertained if someone wants to keep talking to him or being around him. he’s quite the celebrity due to his acting career. he has fangs that can come out at will and go away anytime he wants which makes hiding his identity as a vampire more easy. his face is very expressive even with glasses on. he usually takes the blood of the people he sleeps with since it’s easier than having to go out and do that.
alias: laz
sex/gender/pronouns: amab, male, he/him
age/birthday/star sign: 1700 yrs (appears 22), december 18, sagittarius
sexuality: gay
species: vampire, previously human
birth place: unknown
occupation: actor
height/weight:
( 5’8 ) — ( 172lbs )
body shape: kind of curvy with a few muscles here and there
complexion: pale
eyes: grayish green, siren eyes
hair: dark red (blackish red), hair is above neck length and very curly/kind of has a lot of volume, has V shaped bangs
tattoo/piercings/scars/accessories: septum piercing, angel fangs, fake silver cross earrings, eyebrow piercing (left side), vintage red gold outline slime sunglasses, different kinds of rings
apparel: gothic
personality: he’s kind of c*cky and thinks the world revolves around him. he’s not much of the sympathetic type nor is he easy to manipulate. laz is also somewhat of a “play boy” and isn’t very loyal when it comes to relationships.
traits:
( positive ) — none
( negative ) — rude, arrogant, disrespectful
likes:
✓. blood
✓. acting
✓. mostly being at parties
✓. sweets
dislikes:
✗. annoying people
✗. being belittled
extrovert or introvert: extrovert
past times:
⌦. staying home
⌦. taking care of his pet rabbit
physical state:
10 / 10
status: [ stable ]
health state:
10 / 10
status: [ stable ]
psychological state:
??? / 10
status: [ stable/unstable ]
hearing & sight:
sight: [ excellent ]
hearing: [ excellent ]
smoker or drinker:
smoker: [ yes ]
drinker: [ kind of ]
background: laz was born sometime in the 17-1920’s and grew up rather healthy and had a pretty normal childhood. sometime in his 20’s he managed to get awfully sick with a sickness that didn’t have a cure which would of course result in him dying due to the doctors not knowing what to do but let him live out his last moments. on one special rainy day, he had a visitor that wasn’t a family member who had turned him into a vampire against his will. laz was of course beyond happy to continue being able to live his life and spend time with family and friends, but as time continued he was the only one who hadn’t aged. as centuries passed he began to watch his loved ones all slowly die, leaving him on his own with no one to go to or morn their deaths.
extra: he has a pretty thick southern accent which can become thicker when he’s upset. he can be very flirty even when he doesn’t intend to be which can cause problems for him at times. he treats his pet rabbit as if it were a child of his own, he cares deeply about it and wouldn’t be able to live if something were to happen to it. he gets bored rather quickly so he needs to be continuously entertained if someone wants to keep talking to him or being around him. he’s quite the celebrity due to his acting career. he has fangs that can come out at will and go away anytime he wants which makes hiding his identity as a vampire more easy. his face is very expressive even with glasses on. he usually takes the blood of the people he sleeps with since it’s easier than having to go out and do that.
MUSES
This list will change (either more added, or removed, depends on my mood). So far I'm just going to have Hazbin / Helluva Boss muses for now. Note that I'll try to play as canonically as possible but this is still my account so there may be some changes. Also, these are not in order. HEAVY WIP.
HAZBIN HOTEL
Sera
Vaggie (exorcist or not.)
Lilith
Alastor
Husk
Lucifer
Molly
Angel Dust
HELLUVA BOSS
Fizzarolli
Barbie Wire
Beelzebub
Loona
Stolas
HAZBIN HOTEL
Sera
Vaggie (exorcist or not.)
Lilith
Alastor
Husk
Lucifer
Molly
Angel Dust
HELLUVA BOSS
Fizzarolli
Barbie Wire
Beelzebub
Loona
Stolas
꒰ YEYING ꒱ㅤ.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ⸸ㅤㅤㅤwhy do i fear becoming a river?ㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ⊹.ᐩㅤWHAT MOUNTAIN BROUGHT ME SUCH SHAME ? .ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤTABLE OF CONTENTS
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤi. ...................................... general.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤii ................................ appearance.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤiii. ㅤ............................ personality.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤiv. ㅤ................................... health.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤv. ㅤ............................... romance.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤvi. ㅤ................................ lifestyle.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤGENERALㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . NAME . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤjin - yeying . / 晋 • 夜鷹 (yèyīng)
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . NICKNAMES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤying . yeyi . most often called - ms. jin .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . AGE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤthirty .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . BIRTH . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhaikou, china . does not live in the country anymore .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . GENDER IDENTITY . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤcis female . goes by she/her/hers .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . ETHNICITY&NATIONALITY . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤasian / chinese .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . LANGUAGE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤfluent in chinese & english, understands a variety of languages .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤAPPEARANCEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . BODYSHAPE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshort, thin . lacks curves or any remarkable features .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HEIGHT&WEIGHT . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤ5 ' 2 (~157cm) .&. 99 lbs (~45kg) - barely normal weight .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . SKIN . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤdry hands - a few prominent birthmarks on her arms, otherwise, clean .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HAIR . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlighter in the summer and darker in the winter -- brown .
ㅤㅤㅤmessy, somewhat overgrown bangs . un - styled, thin hair .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . EYES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhoney - brown . beauty - mark under her left eye. long eyelashes.
ㅤㅤㅤnever wears make-up; enjoys chapsticks and lipbalms .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . STYLE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmost often comfortable business casual . muted tones,
ㅤㅤㅤpantsuits, no ties . does not accessorize outside of a single
ㅤㅤㅤthin gold chain around her right wrist . does not flaunt her
ㅤㅤㅤskin or wear revealing attire ever in public . loves turtlenecks,
ㅤㅤㅤcomfortably sewn pants, and a lack of clothes at home .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤPERSONALITYㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . OVERALL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe is the type to keep everything to herself . things gather,
ㅤㅤㅤboil and eventually overflow in her, as she never feels safe
ㅤㅤㅤenough to express her inner thoughts and the immense guilt
ㅤㅤㅤshe forces herself to live with . cold and unapproachable, ying
ㅤㅤㅤis fully out of tune with her own emotions, burying herself in
ㅤㅤㅤnot only her job, but excessive dosages of alcohol as well .
ㅤㅤㅤshe is the type to scold people and view herself both above
ㅤㅤㅤand under other people -- she is smarter than everyone, but
ㅤㅤㅤalso a complete idiot at the same time . has a tendency to
ㅤㅤㅤgive everyone a hard time and make sure everyone thinks the
ㅤㅤㅤworst of her due to her uncanny challenges and rigid attitude .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . LIKES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤstrong drinks and coffee, expensive tobacco, cats,
ㅤㅤㅤreading philosophy related books and articles,
ㅤㅤㅤgetting to stay home, analysing others, heaters,
ㅤㅤㅤwarm clothes, fall and spring, solitude, birdsong .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . DISLIKES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤforced interactions, loud people, pushy individuals,
ㅤㅤㅤpeople who are easily intimidated, when she is torn
ㅤㅤㅤout of her focus, cold coffee / tea, bugs, excessively
ㅤㅤㅤhot or warm weather, when people look down on her .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . HOBBIES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe has no idea what hobbies are; spends all her time working .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . HABITS&MANNERISMS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlacks them . emotions don't show on her facial features, and
ㅤㅤㅤshe is often slow-moving, seemingly unaffected by everything .
ㅤㅤㅤsometimes stims with her fingers when really stressed .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . FEARS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhigh places and hospitals .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . MOTIVATIONS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤclimbing the corporate ladder and leaving some sort of
ㅤㅤㅤan imprint on the world -- positively, that is .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤHEALTHㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . PHYSICAL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmore-or-less healthy physically; has a weak immune system .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . MENTAL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmanic depression . impulsive - and suicidal thoughts .
ㅤㅤㅤinsomniac & is haunted by nightmares .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤROMANCEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . SEXUAL ORIENTATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤopenly lesbian . doesn't talk about it, however .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . EXPERIENCE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe has plenty of experience .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . STATUS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤemotionally unavailable .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤLIFESTYLEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . OCCUPATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤteam leader for a project management team -
ㅤㅤㅤtheir projects include working with celebrities .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . EDUCATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤBA & MA in project and business management, plus
ㅤㅤㅤmultiple language certificates .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HOME . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlives in a well-equipped, considerably large apartment
ㅤㅤㅤthat she can barely take care of - cleaning-wise . no pets,
ㅤㅤㅤno spouses and no family lives with her . it is close to her
ㅤㅤㅤwork-place for a multitude of reasons . the home is simplistic,
ㅤㅤㅤand as muted as she is, giving away a modern vibe .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤSUMMARYㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
ㅤㅤㅤlilac vs writing mentally unwell emotionally f***ed characters
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . XOXO . ♡︎
⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ⸸ㅤㅤㅤwhy do i fear becoming a river?ㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ⊹.ᐩㅤWHAT MOUNTAIN BROUGHT ME SUCH SHAME ? .ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤTABLE OF CONTENTS
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤi. ...................................... general.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤii ................................ appearance.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤiii. ㅤ............................ personality.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤiv. ㅤ................................... health.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤv. ㅤ............................... romance.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤvi. ㅤ................................ lifestyle.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤGENERALㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . NAME . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤjin - yeying . / 晋 • 夜鷹 (yèyīng)
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . NICKNAMES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤying . yeyi . most often called - ms. jin .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . AGE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤthirty .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . BIRTH . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhaikou, china . does not live in the country anymore .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . GENDER IDENTITY . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤcis female . goes by she/her/hers .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . ETHNICITY&NATIONALITY . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤasian / chinese .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . LANGUAGE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤfluent in chinese & english, understands a variety of languages .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤAPPEARANCEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . BODYSHAPE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshort, thin . lacks curves or any remarkable features .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HEIGHT&WEIGHT . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤ5 ' 2 (~157cm) .&. 99 lbs (~45kg) - barely normal weight .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . SKIN . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤdry hands - a few prominent birthmarks on her arms, otherwise, clean .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HAIR . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlighter in the summer and darker in the winter -- brown .
ㅤㅤㅤmessy, somewhat overgrown bangs . un - styled, thin hair .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . EYES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhoney - brown . beauty - mark under her left eye. long eyelashes.
ㅤㅤㅤnever wears make-up; enjoys chapsticks and lipbalms .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . STYLE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmost often comfortable business casual . muted tones,
ㅤㅤㅤpantsuits, no ties . does not accessorize outside of a single
ㅤㅤㅤthin gold chain around her right wrist . does not flaunt her
ㅤㅤㅤskin or wear revealing attire ever in public . loves turtlenecks,
ㅤㅤㅤcomfortably sewn pants, and a lack of clothes at home .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤPERSONALITYㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . OVERALL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe is the type to keep everything to herself . things gather,
ㅤㅤㅤboil and eventually overflow in her, as she never feels safe
ㅤㅤㅤenough to express her inner thoughts and the immense guilt
ㅤㅤㅤshe forces herself to live with . cold and unapproachable, ying
ㅤㅤㅤis fully out of tune with her own emotions, burying herself in
ㅤㅤㅤnot only her job, but excessive dosages of alcohol as well .
ㅤㅤㅤshe is the type to scold people and view herself both above
ㅤㅤㅤand under other people -- she is smarter than everyone, but
ㅤㅤㅤalso a complete idiot at the same time . has a tendency to
ㅤㅤㅤgive everyone a hard time and make sure everyone thinks the
ㅤㅤㅤworst of her due to her uncanny challenges and rigid attitude .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . LIKES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤstrong drinks and coffee, expensive tobacco, cats,
ㅤㅤㅤreading philosophy related books and articles,
ㅤㅤㅤgetting to stay home, analysing others, heaters,
ㅤㅤㅤwarm clothes, fall and spring, solitude, birdsong .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . DISLIKES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤforced interactions, loud people, pushy individuals,
ㅤㅤㅤpeople who are easily intimidated, when she is torn
ㅤㅤㅤout of her focus, cold coffee / tea, bugs, excessively
ㅤㅤㅤhot or warm weather, when people look down on her .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . HOBBIES . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe has no idea what hobbies are; spends all her time working .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . HABITS&MANNERISMS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlacks them . emotions don't show on her facial features, and
ㅤㅤㅤshe is often slow-moving, seemingly unaffected by everything .
ㅤㅤㅤsometimes stims with her fingers when really stressed .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . FEARS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤhigh places and hospitals .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . MOTIVATIONS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤclimbing the corporate ladder and leaving some sort of
ㅤㅤㅤan imprint on the world -- positively, that is .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤHEALTHㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . PHYSICAL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmore-or-less healthy physically; has a weak immune system .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . MENTAL . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤmanic depression . impulsive - and suicidal thoughts .
ㅤㅤㅤinsomniac & is haunted by nightmares .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤROMANCEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . SEXUAL ORIENTATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤopenly lesbian . doesn't talk about it, however .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . EXPERIENCE . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤshe has plenty of experience .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ☆ 〕 . . . STATUS . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤemotionally unavailable .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤLIFESTYLEㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . OCCUPATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤteam leader for a project management team -
ㅤㅤㅤtheir projects include working with celebrities .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . EDUCATION . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤBA & MA in project and business management, plus
ㅤㅤㅤmultiple language certificates .
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ✿ 〕 . . . HOME . ♡︎
ㅤㅤㅤlives in a well-equipped, considerably large apartment
ㅤㅤㅤthat she can barely take care of - cleaning-wise . no pets,
ㅤㅤㅤno spouses and no family lives with her . it is close to her
ㅤㅤㅤwork-place for a multitude of reasons . the home is simplistic,
ㅤㅤㅤand as muted as she is, giving away a modern vibe .
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❲ ⠀˖⠀⠀ ݁⠀⸻ ◟ㅤㅤㅤ،،ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤSUMMARYㅤ ٫ ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‹3 )
ㅤㅤㅤlilac vs writing mentally unwell emotionally f***ed characters
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔♡〕 . . . XOXO . ♡︎
[ Quotes ]
"Yes, I'm still going to misbehave!"
"Nobody has more trust issues than 'that famous person'."
“I don’t care what people think about me. Never did, never will. Life is too short to be worrying about that sh*t.”
“If I died tomorrow, I would be a happy girl.”
“I like pin-up girls. I’m more of a boy than a girl. I’m not a lesbian, though – not before a sambuca anyway.”
“You know how you either grow up in a Michael Jackson house or a Prince house? For me it was Michael Jackson. I could never decide whether I wanted to be Michael Jackson or marry him. “
“A little bit of anorexia, a little bit of bulimia. I’m not totally OK now but I don’t think any woman is.”
“Some people reckoned that I looked healthier when I was bigger but I had terrible skin and no energy.”
"I do suffer from depression, I suppose. Which isn’t that unusual. You know, a lot of people do."
“Since I was 16, I’ve felt a black cloud hangs over me.”
“I’m happiest with my family around me.”
“I love to live and I live to love.”
"I'm a dirty little Jewish girl."
"Playing the guitar must be what it feels like to have a d*ck."
"I'm not Amy the star, I'm Amy the girl with the guitar."
"There's no point in saying anything but the truth."
“I believe in fate and I believe that things happen for a reason but I don’t think that there’s a high power, necessarily. I believe in karma very much though. There are so many rude people around and they’re the people that don’t have any real friends. And relationships with people — with your mum, your nan, your dog — are what you get the most happiness in life from. Apart from shoes and bags.”
“I am difficult if I am drinking. I can be a cruel person.“
"If you're nice to me I'll never write anything bad about you."
"Nobody has more trust issues than 'that famous person'."
“I don’t care what people think about me. Never did, never will. Life is too short to be worrying about that sh*t.”
“If I died tomorrow, I would be a happy girl.”
“I like pin-up girls. I’m more of a boy than a girl. I’m not a lesbian, though – not before a sambuca anyway.”
“You know how you either grow up in a Michael Jackson house or a Prince house? For me it was Michael Jackson. I could never decide whether I wanted to be Michael Jackson or marry him. “
“A little bit of anorexia, a little bit of bulimia. I’m not totally OK now but I don’t think any woman is.”
“Some people reckoned that I looked healthier when I was bigger but I had terrible skin and no energy.”
"I do suffer from depression, I suppose. Which isn’t that unusual. You know, a lot of people do."
“Since I was 16, I’ve felt a black cloud hangs over me.”
“I’m happiest with my family around me.”
“I love to live and I live to love.”
"I'm a dirty little Jewish girl."
"Playing the guitar must be what it feels like to have a d*ck."
"I'm not Amy the star, I'm Amy the girl with the guitar."
"There's no point in saying anything but the truth."
“I believe in fate and I believe that things happen for a reason but I don’t think that there’s a high power, necessarily. I believe in karma very much though. There are so many rude people around and they’re the people that don’t have any real friends. And relationships with people — with your mum, your nan, your dog — are what you get the most happiness in life from. Apart from shoes and bags.”
“I am difficult if I am drinking. I can be a cruel person.“
"If you're nice to me I'll never write anything bad about you."
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
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THE BASICS
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Name: Delsin Rowe
Nicknames: Del, D, Smokes, Del Taco
Gender: Cisgender Male (he/him)
Birth Date: September 10
Orientation: Bisexual with a lean towards feminine-presenting people
Currently Living:
Species: Human Conduit
Astrology Sign: Virgo
Chinese Animal/Zodiac Year: Dog
Blood Type: AB+
Family: Unnamed parents (deceased), Reggie Rowe (brother, deceased), Betty (mother figure, alive)
Friends: Abigail “Fetch” Walker and Eugene Sims
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PHYSICAL FEATURES
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Height: 6’3
Weight: 174 lbs
Build: Very lanky, not much muscle to him
Skin Color: Crushed cinnamon
Hair Length: Shaggy hair that falls to about his ears
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Brown
Tattoos: On his left arm, he has a blue and black tattoo resembling a bird (surl.li/rqmau)
Scars: None
Other Notable Accessories: Usually keeps a long chain wrapped around his wrist as a weapon. Usually wearing a red beanie as well.
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INTERESTS
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Favorite Food: The man lives for any pizza
Favorite Drink: Runs on energy drinks
Favorite Sport: He always liked boxing
Favorite Book:
Favorite Movie: Admittedly a sucker for bad movies. He loves The Room for how terrible it is.
Favorite Music: He's very open to most kinds of music, but you'll find him preferring metal, punk, and rap.
Favorite Color: Blue in any shade
Clothing Style: Grungy, casual. He likes anything he can move in.
Hobbies: Art, but particularly street art. He has a knack for music as well. He enjoys designing tattoos and being a part-time hero.
Likes: Freedom, music, justice. He loves discovering new powers he can use.
Dislikes: Being restricted, people holding power over others, the word “Bio-terrorist”, D.U.P.
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PERSONALITY
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Good Traits: He's got strong faith in his morals, and stands for a lot, falls for little. He's good at thinking quickly. He's easy-going and finds it easy to make friends, most of the time.
Negative Traits: Hard-headed, reckless, thinks with his heart over his mind. Reggie was the logic, Delsin is the heart. His easy-going nature leads to him trusting people faster than he should.
Habits: Drums on his thighs with his hands and swings his chain around. Plays with his hair when his beanie is off.
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ABILITIES
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Team Affiliations: Formed a semigroup of Conduits consisting of Fetch Walker and Eugene Sims
Abilities: Possesses powers relating to smoke, neon, video, and concrete (though you rarely see him use the final one).
Weaknesses: Can get caught up in his emotions and make mistakes that way
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EXTRA
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Character Theme Song: What's My Age Again? - blink-182
THE BASICS
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Name: Delsin Rowe
Nicknames: Del, D, Smokes, Del Taco
Gender: Cisgender Male (he/him)
Birth Date: September 10
Orientation: Bisexual with a lean towards feminine-presenting people
Currently Living:
Species: Human Conduit
Astrology Sign: Virgo
Chinese Animal/Zodiac Year: Dog
Blood Type: AB+
Family: Unnamed parents (deceased), Reggie Rowe (brother, deceased), Betty (mother figure, alive)
Friends: Abigail “Fetch” Walker and Eugene Sims
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PHYSICAL FEATURES
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Height: 6’3
Weight: 174 lbs
Build: Very lanky, not much muscle to him
Skin Color: Crushed cinnamon
Hair Length: Shaggy hair that falls to about his ears
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Brown
Tattoos: On his left arm, he has a blue and black tattoo resembling a bird (surl.li/rqmau)
Scars: None
Other Notable Accessories: Usually keeps a long chain wrapped around his wrist as a weapon. Usually wearing a red beanie as well.
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INTERESTS
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Favorite Food: The man lives for any pizza
Favorite Drink: Runs on energy drinks
Favorite Sport: He always liked boxing
Favorite Book:
Favorite Movie: Admittedly a sucker for bad movies. He loves The Room for how terrible it is.
Favorite Music: He's very open to most kinds of music, but you'll find him preferring metal, punk, and rap.
Favorite Color: Blue in any shade
Clothing Style: Grungy, casual. He likes anything he can move in.
Hobbies: Art, but particularly street art. He has a knack for music as well. He enjoys designing tattoos and being a part-time hero.
Likes: Freedom, music, justice. He loves discovering new powers he can use.
Dislikes: Being restricted, people holding power over others, the word “Bio-terrorist”, D.U.P.
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PERSONALITY
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Good Traits: He's got strong faith in his morals, and stands for a lot, falls for little. He's good at thinking quickly. He's easy-going and finds it easy to make friends, most of the time.
Negative Traits: Hard-headed, reckless, thinks with his heart over his mind. Reggie was the logic, Delsin is the heart. His easy-going nature leads to him trusting people faster than he should.
Habits: Drums on his thighs with his hands and swings his chain around. Plays with his hair when his beanie is off.
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ABILITIES
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Team Affiliations: Formed a semigroup of Conduits consisting of Fetch Walker and Eugene Sims
Abilities: Possesses powers relating to smoke, neon, video, and concrete (though you rarely see him use the final one).
Weaknesses: Can get caught up in his emotions and make mistakes that way
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EXTRA
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Character Theme Song: What's My Age Again? - blink-182
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He heard what happened with WonPil and the matter troubled him, but he is still offended at them, so he didn't go to meet them, he just kept an eye on them secretly and realizes soon enough their struggle. He feels bad, but he is also very prideful, he'd rather wait for them to come to ask him for some help.
He feels extremely lonely, nothing is going as he'd like lately, even things his 'past' self did such an ease. He is wandering Guyun streets like a lost soul, wondering how can he do something to help them out without them to know.
He feels extremely lonely, nothing is going as he'd like lately, even things his 'past' self did such an ease. He is wandering Guyun streets like a lost soul, wondering how can he do something to help them out without them to know.
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
[ Connections are a constant WIP heart to be added sooner if I remember lol ]
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I must confess that I feel like a monster!
Music is something Delsin holds close to him
It keeps him focused on whatever task he is doing
Gets him pumped up for things
And helps him express his emotions
Keep Myself Alive - Get Scared
When will this change?
Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait
All of this pain,
Oh! Will it, will it go away?
I ask myself this every day!
I just wanna leave this place behind!
Every time I see your face in mine!
Holiday - Green Day
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
This is our lives on holiday!
Heart-Shaped Box - Dead Sara
Hey!
Wait!
I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Monster - Skillet
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
What's My Age Again? - blink-182
No one should take themselves so seriously
With many years ahead to fall in line
Why would you wish that on me?
I never wanna act my age
What's my age again?
The Drug In Me Is You - Falling In Reverse
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house
I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!
King For A Day - Pierce The Veil
Scream until there's nothing left
So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore
The thought of you is no f***ing fun
You want a martyr? I'll be one
Because enough's enough, we're done
Na Na Na - My Chemical Romance
Make no apology
It's death or victory
On my authority
Crash and burn, young and loaded
Monster Truck - Jazmin Bean
And this world is a sick f!cking joke
Just masters and puppets and mirrors and smoke
So f!ck it, lets light it, let's go
I'm playing with fire
I'm planning to blow
DESTROYA - My Chemical Romance
They don't like who you are
You won't like where we'll go
Brother, protect me now
With blood they wash in the money!
American Idiot - Green Day
Well, maybe I'm the faggot, America
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda
Now everybody, do the propaganda
And sing along to the age of paranoia
This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race - Fall Out Boy
I am an arms dealer
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words
And don't really care which side wins
Long as the room keeps singing
That's just the business I'm in
Wrong Way - Sublime
I gave her all that I had to give
I'm gonna make it hard to live
Salty tears running down to her chin
It ruins up her makeup and never wanna give
I'm Not A Vampire - Falling In Reverse
I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness' sakes
Where is my self-control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope
Come Out And Play - The Offspring
It goes down the same as the thousand before
No one's getting smarter, no one's learning the score
Your never-ending spree of death and violence and hate
Is gonna tie your own rope, tie your own rope, tie your own...
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends