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oc character - Blake Smith


Name: Blake Smith

Age: 15

Species: human

Height: 5 ft 8

Personality: short tempered, loyal keeps to himself usually but tries his best to be friendly with others but tends to have trouble in social endevours but once you get to know him his a pretty nice guy

Hair: semi dark brown hair

Any distinct features/items: none but is most often seen Wearing sunglasses

Abilities; can move things with his mind but has some difficulty controlling his ability and keeping his black tinted frames help for some reason but for human standards he can run pretty well

Other charactetistics: being short tempered stubborn and has trouble forgiving others if his been betrayed in any way but likes to play the bass

((Willing to drop his ability of moving things with his mind if you want a non supernatural character and is open to most any kind of rp))
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0 | 0 Comments | by Shadey | Dec 16th 2015 18:29

Fear's Past [2023 Edition]


April 1st, 2001
I was born. Yes, my birthday is on April Fools day. I was a month early actually. When I was pulled out, there was no man next to my mother. Well, her age at least. My parents were divorced before I was born so I don't know much about my father. Just his name, Kenneth, and the state he resides in, Pennsylvania. I..was a f***ed up child, I won't lie. I had 3 open heart surgeries. This makes my heart beat faster than normal people's and I can't jog as long as other people can. I also have a joint in my left thumb that doesn't work. I can't bend the second half of it. But that's not important to my story. My life was fine for a few years..until I turned six..

There are three abuses that I have been forced to take. Verbal, physical, and psychological. Psychological abuse I guess is when someone convinces you're something that you're not. We'll get to that in a bit. When I was six, (I can't remember much really..) I would get an ass whooping all the time. Now, that's just punishment. Some people have to learn the hard way. Most people do in my opinion. But my mother beat me. She would slap my face, threatened to punch me, hit me with the nearest object, etc. Before I get to the one mini story, my mother convinced me I was a fatass for four years (6-10) I look pudgy when I sit down because that's relaxed muscle in my abdomen area. I don't exercise a lot really. But I currently weigh 115lbs. Fatass, right? I think not. This was the second house we lived in and she had her second bf. Marshall. Marshall, at the time, was a druggie and a gold digger. Her first one was a druggie. One day, my mother and I were doing P90X (A workout CD program). I couldn't do squats correctly. I would always tilt my back a bit forward. After countless tries and countless screams at me from my mother, she got so mad that she bit me for a good 20 seconds. I sh*t you not..she bit me. It left an oval bruise on it. Now, my mother told me to NEVER tell my grandma but I always did. I became depressed really quickly and tried to get as much attention as I wanted..negative or positive. I was that annoying kid that people hated. But at home..I was wearing a sad and depressed face. My mother would always ask why and I answered, 'I dunno.' Then she would scream at me, screaming the same question. The truth was..I never wanted to be around my mother. I had no way to channel my anger. The only time I did was when I yelled at my grandma. I knew she wouldn't hit me. I expressed my feelings in anger and hatred...

This one will be a short one since its just another abuse story. I was eight-ten when this happened and we were in our 3rd house. First let me introduce you to Trey. Trey and I were best friends at the time. But..my mother didn't like him all that much so I had to end the friendship. I went to the local park one day and I saw Trey and Trey saw me. We hung out a bit and then I came back home. My mother was half awake at the time when I got in. She asked me to make her a sandwich. Now at the time, I was too lazy to put mayo on my sandwiches. My mother didn't ask for mayo..just ham and cheese or turkey and cheese..I forget. I don't think she said mayo. I made it and gave it to her and she took a bite. She was still in bed at the time. She then chucked the sandwich at me and got up. She made her own sandwich and asked what I was doing at the park. I said I was hanging out with Trey. I forget the next part but she thought I was lying to her and started to scream at me. She then got a fork and threw it at me, prongs or stabby things first. I moved but it chipped some of my ear off. She then threw a milk jug at me and that hit me in the leg. And that was the end of it I think.

When I turned 11, my grandparents had enough. They called CPS (Child Protective Services) and this really cool guy came over and talked to me. My mom and her..5th boyfriend, Jimmy, were at the beach celebrating her birthday. I was at my grandparents. I can't really what happened during the weeks ahead but we had a court battle a month or two later. My mother lied to the judge, saying she didn't do anything to me. But, we had a photo of the bite mark from when I was six. That was the only thing that she admitted to. Cause we had proof. I had to stay in the deli with one of my uncles since no one under 18 was allowed inside the court room itself. Another one of my uncles was paying for my mother's lawyer so I lost all respect for him. We won after a few hours.

Second court battle a few months later...
My mother tried to fight to get custody of me and I had to stay in the deli again. I should point out that our lawyer was 15 grand each ($15,000) so it would be 30 Gs in total. I actually went to speak to the judge (really nice lady) alone in her office. We talked a bit and she said she couldn't charge her because evidence fades away over time. And all this was years ago. We won again but she sent me to a family reunification therapist for five months, once a week. Did nothing for me. She was a bitch. She was trying to get me back with my mother. I'm all like..'Hell to the no.' But she kept pushing it and it got annoying. The five months passed and I still do not wish to see my mother. F*** you mom! xD

Last year...
I had been living with my grandparents since the first court battle and life was good..until the detectives came. Yeah, one day two detectives came to our door. My grandma was at work and my grandpa is retired. I went into the garage and my grandpa went to go and talk to them. I can't remember much of what he said but I learned that he was looking at child p0rnography which is illegal. CPS came again and this time it was a woman. We went into my room and she asked my if I was being like touched or anything. And no, he wasn't. I'm fine. The closest thing of touching me was putting a frozen breakfast on my back. xD My grandpa packed his stuff and went to live with his niece or something. I rode with the CPS lady to her office and she contacted my grandma and told her all about this. The detectives took my grandpa's computer and they found a picture of a young boy on his computer. Like I said, I'm fine. After all this other stuff, he moved back in. But he f***ed up again and did it again. My grandma and I moved out to live with my aunt and uncle for 6-8 months.

While living with them, one of my aunt's disks in her spine popped out and was hitting her nerve. You know when you have muscle spasms? Imagine having that all day, all night, everyday. She recently got surgery so she's fine and she can walk on her own again. My grandma and I got our own place not far from my aunt and uncle's and we're living with two doggies. I also have the most wonderful and amazing girlfriend. ^-^ My life is now in a more happy stage now.
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Guys, my point is that you just need to wait it out. Life is too precious to throw away because you never know when something will happen. Sure, some bad things will happen. A lot of bad things will happen. But you never know when something good will come to you..

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In November of 2017 my uncle had a stroke caused by the doctor not keeping an eye on him. His pulse/o2 was in the fifties and had extreme hypertension. He was paralyzed from the belly button down. His initial stroke was so massive that until February he kept having smaller strokes throughout the night. From November to February I watched him from my loft. I watched him deteriorate slowly and painfully. I literally watched him die. Seeing him in active end of life was the hardest part for me. I walked into the back door from school and I see him groaning in pain, and my aunt administrating Morphine. When they told me what was happening I don’t believe I comprehended it at first, but then soon cried my eyes out. I knew that one of my most lively family members had a few days left to live. He did teach me one thing though. Don’t be afraid of death. Live your life how you want to, no matter the choices. My uncle didn’t care about anything because he knew that the only thing that was important was his friends and family. He knew his choices weren’t the best, but that didn’t stop him from doing whatever the hell he wanted.

Ayo, but fast forward to 2019. My dumbass graduated high school with the transcript of freshman, freshman, junior, senior and still graduated with the boys. Yes, I failed freshman year and skipped sophomore year. I’m just that stupidly smart. I’ve been through some sh*t, been out of some sh*t. Helped some people, made some f***ing enemies.

I’m back with my mom now but I still live with my grandma. I got some mother f***ing dreams now from being a SWAT Medic to a psychiatric nurse to a flight nurse. I wanted to be in the Navy and be a SARC but my heart gave me the middle finger.

As you can see, my stupid ass is now just ‘no f***s given’ and f***ing angry. I don’t roleplay as much anymore but I’m trying to get back into it. Can’t believe I’ve been on this bullsh*t site for almost five years now.

Ay but lemme say this. Chase your dream. Excel at what you love. Don’t let nobody hold you down. Only you hold you down, trust me I know.

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Its now 2022. I got my Certified Nursing Assistant. I've been a CNA for two and a half years. Going for my EMT this month (August). I also exterior detail cars as a side thing.

Got my heart broken. I think about her everyday for a year now. I hate her, I have so much I just want to say for keeping me going like that for four f***ing years. I love her too though. She was the one.

F*** these women, just chase money. Money can't play games with you.

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I've been working in healthcare for three years now as a CNA, its been good but rough. I've done my fair share of 16 hour shifts almost back to back and even back to back before, I got a better job, and I've gone through EMT class. I'm scheduled to take my NREMT (National Registry Emergency Medical Technician) exam May 30th and I will be working as an EMT in California. EMT class is no f***ing joke, man, that sh*t's hard. After that I'm going to be starting the road to Practical Nursing school to become an LPN. My stepfather got accepted into Stanford and has gotten an Alpha and Omega award. I can't wait to be like my mom. She's the best paramedic I know and its surreal tat I'm going to be like her. Gonna be chasing my dream of working for like FEMA or an international aid company to help out during things like the earthquakes in Turkey; as well as become a flight medic. Maybe work on a Mercy ship or a military base as a civilian. SWAT medic is always an option too.

As of mid 2022, I've gotten back with my girlfriend that I ranted about. God, that was such a long and bad year but I needed it, we both did. I love her dearly, always had even through the hate. Hah, when she came back.. maaaan I've never screamed so damn much in ten minutes. I was so angry. It's okay though, we're good. No one will understand my feelings for her, but she's the one.

My best friend came back from Saudi Arabia and Kuwait being in the Army. He's changed now. He isn't crazy or anything like that, just changed. I plead whoever reads this, always check up on your best friends and say you love them. You never know when it'll be the last time. Other than that..

Life's good.

That’s all for now. Enjoy the song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8CcTYsMHYU
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15 | 12 Comments | by Fear | Dec 13th 2015 20:56

First time user


I have plenty of Facebook accounts.but i figure why not have another RP account especially with fb going around disabling accounts left and right x.x
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4 | 0 Comments | by SerenaHunterKogan | Dec 13th 2015 18:38

Game...continued


This is shiro...the name kept throwing me off.
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0 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Dec 7th 2015 09:30

raven


continuing my game, i now post a girl named raven, she is insane and cute and even a little shy....i lied on the last part
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1 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Dec 2nd 2015 19:57

Alexander Lidelse


Name: Alexander Lidelse
Race: Human
Height: 6'4''
Age: 22
Personality: Friendly, but can become very protective.
Powers: Fire bending
History: Alex is an only child for one of the lesser islands, but one with a mighty trading node nontheless. He was only allowed out of the castle when he and his parents went to visit important parties and the coronation of the new empress.
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32 | 4 Comments | by Flabberoo | Dec 2nd 2015 10:36

Game...continued


How I imagine serna, a stuck up full of herself samari....I don't like her.....I mean the character not the actual person
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0 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Dec 1st 2015 13:48

Game...continued


This next pick is Bruno...in his late teens he has a cross bow and is happy to use it, plus he is unique for reasons I can't yet reveal....it might ruin a plot twist in my forum....
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0 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Dec 1st 2015 13:43

Noah (Vangurd/Yu-gi-oh)


Yu-gi-oh (non-cannon deck, will nerf it at the start and reveal its true stregth later on):
First storyline:
Name: Noah kiba
Deck type: Serpent
Best card: Rainbow dragon, serpent form
Alternate decks: Relic deck, magic deck, robot deck
Backstory: Born with Seto Kiba, i was raised to be the best, and my ego shows it, my mother is unkown
Romance?: Can happend, but i dont recommend
Second storyline:
Name: Noah ___(last name unkown)
Deck Type: Serpent
Best card: Rainbow dragon, Serpent form
No alternate decks
Backstory: At a young age, my parents were taken, to defeat the man who toke them, i need the millium items
Romance?: Yes, highly recommended


Vanguard: (non- cannon cards)
Name: Noah ___(last name unkown)
Deck type: Serpent/dragon
Surpior ride: Grass dragon
advatar: Grass dragon, released
Stragy: not saying
Romance: um....sure
Backstory: At a very young age my parents left me in the forest. Since then, i've grown up alone expect for one man who taught me everything i know, and my deck. Many have challeged me and i became known as the forest king, because of how i use the power of snakes to crush my enemy
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2 | 0 Comments | by alakazamlover4 | Nov 30th 2015 19:11

Game...continued


This is Amelia, a one eyed teen who tends to loose her sanity for short amounts of time...
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0 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Nov 30th 2015 12:23

殘酷的證明


Their first battle in Chi Feng's squad doesn't late to arrive, just, it is not what they were expecting.
Khai was told by Sao, but he didn't have the time to speak with Chi of this, due to the fact he is currently fighting hard with So's squad against the Tai's and Leung's men who attacked their camp in a double assault.

Choi feels ready, in truth, he was feeling worse tension before the start than when the fight actually begun.
He is mainly fighting with his katana, even though he is also carrying two smaller jian swords with him, which are definitely his favorite weapons choice, which he is leaving for when they will cut the enemies' numbers.

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0 | 39 Comments | by Junn | Nov 28th 2015 15:28

Game...continued


Next up I post a pick of James....I kinda did this one before but he was requested for a redo....
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1 | 3 Comments | by Cylie | Nov 24th 2015 17:59

Game...continued


This is how I believe a certain hegde clipper weioding maniac would look....I don't know his name....
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1 | 0 Comments | by Cylie | Nov 24th 2015 17:54

Best memory.


To be brief.

After the conversation with Dorian in which he found out that some special measures are taking into consideration for what concerns Weddings of young people, like in his case, he and Dorian got an appointment to Anthony to discuss the matter with him.
Choi explained the King that he must go to join the fights in the East, to honor his ancestors and to carry on what his father and brothers died trying to achieve: a better East of equality and honor; in other words, restore it to what it was, before it got ruined by a long list of dreadful rulers.
He knows there are serious possibilities that he will lose his life in the battles and the idea of "abandoning" his beloved Scheireen like that, without having the chance to leave anything concrete to her, dreaded him beyond belief and it's the only thing that kept him so hesitant for these months, regarding joining the fight.

After also having some private words with Dorian, who clearly was fully willing to guarantee for the young man, the King granted his authorization to he and Scheireen to get married despite she is just 16 and not yet 21. In cases in which one of the two might soon face death for whatever serious circumstances (with the exception of a legal execution), the King can grant underage people to get married, as long as:

1 The youngest of the two is 16 or older;
2 The oldest of the two is not older than 26;
3 Parents of the youngest one grant their blessings. (The only hard part, in other words.)

Knowing he has a chance to marry her before leaving for the battlefield gives Choi a huge motivation. Received the King's authorization, he doesn't wait a minute to go to /beg/ Shi's parents. Starting with Edward.
No, Edward doesn't kill him on sight, prepared to what he is going to ask him. He possibly would, if he was free, but of course he can not. Not just it doesn't exist one single possible reason in the world to not give Shi to Choi, it's also clearly the Gods' will and he can't go against it. Even if in truth, he is pretty jealous of his daughters, especially Scheireen. After a long number of promises Choi made to him, Edward indeed gave his blessings. The real problem there would be Shelly, and everyone knew.
He tries in every possible way to convince her he would never harm Shi, that he'd rather die, that they can kill him if he does the slightest wrong to her, but nothing worked. She didn't want to hear reason, to her it was a NO. Luckily enough, Sao was around. He tells Choi to go to propose to Shi and speaks privately to Xiu. Even he can't deny that this marriage is a good idea. It will motivate Choi to fight and survive and he is the best party she could possibly find. If everything will go as planned, Choi will become Emperor, thus Shi would be Empress. And she surely will never have another possible chance to be Queen anywhere else. Not to mention that if she forbid the wedding and Choi died, Shi's life would be ruined forever and she'd blame herself for it. In the end, Sao manages to open Xiu's eyes and even if she still doesn't fully approve and looks displeased and grumpy (the fact that Sid was sent to fight in the East a few days before doesn't help improve her mood), but she won't say anything else. She will never trust Choi. -She thinks.-

Since Choi will have to leave in three days, the wedding has to be organized very hastly and quickly, for the next day, so there is not the time for huge massive parties and such.
In the end, it turns out to be a very discrete and small thing just for the close relatives. How Edward likes it.
Ceremony at the Temple, celebrated by Priestess of Dessa and Zimkesha and Priest of Fiared and Morgan. Afterwards, a very small party. Even though this won't be RPed, family and friends were invited to participate, and in the end it turned out to be a rather nice wedding, despite very humble for the standards of High Nobility.
Murphy and Khai best men for Choi, Tomiel and Dexter for Shi. The whole thing took place in the evening and lasted till late night. Everything is done in Northern style 100%, including the couple's outfits. {When Choi will be Emperor, they will celebrate a second Wedding, in big style.}

The young couple will spend their first days as wife and husband -yes, including wedding night- by Edward's mansion, until Choi will have to leave for the East.
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1 | 1 Comment | by Junn | Nov 23rd 2015 18:16

深深的思念


In the last years, he has lived a rather wonderful life thanks to Dorian and his family. Despite everything, he really had no problems in the North, he felt good and relaxed like never before.
This until his 21st, when some new feelings started to spread in him. When he met Chi Feng back in the party in the East where they all went, he learnt about what they are fighting for, their struggles and brave sacrifices for a better East. The same cause his whole family died for. While being underaged, he could ignore this as he would be not be allowed to join any sort of real fight, but now...how could he just stay safe in the North where nothing can touch him, while his brothers in the East are dying for their country and his father's ideals? He must join them, he knows and feels this, he is ready, Sao has been preparing him for this for all this time, without ever mentioning it, he is not afraid to die for what he believes. There is onyl one thing that troubles him and restrains him from just make the decision and go: Scheireen.

He is deeply in love with her, for real. He doesn't want to leave her...the only thing that worries him to die there is to lose her forever, leaving her absolutely nothing more than a broken heart. For that, the only solution he sees to be able to go there with some more peace in his heart would be to marry Shi before leaving for the East. And he thinks it's impossible and undoable. She is just 17 and to what he knows, underaged people can't get married no matter what. Not to mention that her mother would never, ever give her blessing to them considering how badly she hates Eastern men. Plus Edward does not look like an especially understanding man. And least but not last, she is Sao great-niece. How could he even have the guts to ask them Scheireen's hand? The very thought makes him feel a little sick.
And his undecision makes quite some mess in their plans. He has to go there and fight, he has to prove himself, Chi himself has to recognize him as his Emperor and convince him to be that. But if Choi doesn't go to fight in the East, everything will be screwed up.

One thing that is not very known, since in the North only selected, trained soldier joining the army out of their free will are sent to fight, is an old *exception law, for what concerns marriage common laws. Back in the times when the army wasn't organized like the modern one is, and when draft in case of wars was still a thing, this specific exception law was made in order to grant young in-love boys to go to fight with a lighter heart and more motivation to go back, by granting them to get married with their beloved without undergoing the typical laws.
According to this law, if a boy is to go to fight in circumstances that might potentially cause his death, even if the bride is underage (only if she be older than 16 and the groom being no older than 30) the wedding could be authorized by a royal special granting.
In other words, if a young man is going to a mission that will potentially get him killed, he has the right to bring the matter to the King and beg him for a special granting in order to be married before leaving. That way, if the man dies, all of his belongings will also be given to the young widow rather than someone else or get lost.
{{{Johnny knows of this law}}}

Right now, Choi looks rather thoughtful and depressed, training by himself in their home's garden, under the rain.
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1 | 16 Comments | by Junn | Nov 23rd 2015 11:43