Well, haven't done one of these in a while.
Not sure why I would want to.

Every time I pick up that bloody--pen-- you know how I get.
Or maybe you don't. Perhaps I'm talking sh*te and expecting you to get what I mean. I think you do that a lot.

You're just... it's the usual, you know?
All my talk, you know.
Or all my write rather.
Makes much more sense to me.

But you aren't offended by it which makes me so grateful, you've no clue. Really, y'got no clue. And I know we both hate that word, "offended", because we aren't, y'know, in grade school anymore or any of that. But now that I'm like... what, 30? I don't really care what words I use anymore.

Which is why it gets harder to tell you how much I love you. Make no mistake, I love you. I think you're the greatest love I've ever had, - and have - and I know that's a lot, but - but just listen to me, I mean it.

And I hear you coughing in the other room and I don't know what to do other than leave you alone because people don't leave you alone. We're the same like that, except I don't want you to leave me alone, but I know you really do need to be left alone sometimes. I,- I'll never not love you, Mi.

The big awakening, where you realize you step and be able to see beyond the lies and illusions, when we say the "devil" has won we are not speaking of religion; we are speaking of the energy of many forms!
{ FEAR, PAIN, DESIRE, HATE, ANGER, LUXURY }
AND MORE.

What happens when everything connects and those who supposedly preach, protect, and make humanity "better" , are chained to this . . . ?

Well ... I'm here to expose and bring you hope.

But out there are owners of low energy. This low energy we see everyday. It's time to do change - wake up, acknowledge yourself, as a conscious being, you can take the hand of truth..

Say I'm on drugs because you're scared... (I don't do drugs) that's fine by me but once the hammer comes crashing down, you'll know.

Sometimes, my head fills with so much thought, and my chest fills with so much emotion, that it feels like my body is trying to find a new type of feeling, and it fails so it falls out of my mouth. I lean over the bed and puke up what could’ve been a new emotion onto the floor, and my body feels weak, so I stumble and fall into my puke. I’m laying there, half of me on the floor the other half still on the bed. My eyes are rolled into my head as I’m gushing puke, and until there’s nothing left, my body goes silent. Tears crack through my dead eyes and I look like a doll, laying there with no use of my vessel, like an uncanny wax figure. Bodies can change how they look in seconds, you just have to take out the soul. Caring so much has never been so gross with burning in your nose and choking on watery acid in your throat

Okay so if we're all energy and vibrate in one frequency, and that's what keeps us in this dimension. Energy dosent die, it just changes form, so say that changes the vibrational frequency and you then "fall down the hole" into the new dimension and new reincarnation. As you age in the new realm, you slowly lose the residual vibrations and memories from your previous dimensional experience.