In my world, nothing is okay, but every single time that I sit up and think a little, I say to myself, all gonna be fine, all gonna be fine. And here I'm, saying to myself the same thing every time. When I listen to songs, I ask to myself, really? all is gonna be fine?

Name: reid avery

- Single or taken: taken by the sexiest man in the world? JOKES. FOOLE.D He's cute

- Sex: Male

- Birthday: Doesn't matter never will matter

- Sign: ^^^

- Hair color: like, copper or something loool

- Eye color: blue

- Height: Avg

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Ugh

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't know whatever they have

- What are you listening to right now?: TEENAGE DISTORTION MUSIC IT'S MY FAVORITE

- Who is the last person that called you?: Baby boy

- How many buddies are online right now?: Idk not gonna check neither

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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Bugs

- Colour: RED BRIGHT F***ING RED

- Drink: I really like chocolate milk but only a certain brand w/the bitchbunny on it

- Element: FIRE!

- Food: i like cake and hamburgers and hotdogs and shniz

- Game: i don't know

- Movie: i think I HAD one at one point but now i DONT so just take that answer because i don't gonna think too hard about it idfk

- Song: Caroline Please Kill Me and Boom

- Subjects in school: Science/Chemistry

- T.V.: The news

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yes baby boy sweet angel

- Smoked?: Yes..

- Bungee jumped?: No?

- Made yourself throw up?: Yes of course ._.

- Skinny dipped?: I want to

- Ever been in love?: Yeah maybe maybe not!

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I didn't have 2 make myself do anything i just did but yes i Could. I have that ability, yes.

- Pictured your crush naked?: All the time, another hobby

- Actually seen your crush naked?: I've seen all my crushes naked before *_*

- Cried when someone died?: No

- Lied: It was my favorite sport *-*

- Fallen for your best friend?: No. I've never "fallen" for Lou and now i dont have a best friend.

- Used someone?: Um maybe not? I can do things on my own i dont need to use anyone for it

- Done something you regret?: No/Yes

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Tank top and jeans just in bus

- Desktop picture: Skinny skinny very skinny girl

- CD in player: N/A

- DVD in player: N/A

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Jerry all over

- Hugged: Jerry

- You kissed: Jerry

- You IMed: Actually maybe my pops...demon pops. not actual. He probably doesn't even know how to IM.

- Talk to online: Jerry

- You sexed it up with: Jerry ❤ . ❤

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: No and yes

- Open-minded?: TOO

- Arrogant?: ?

- Insecure?: ?

- Random?: ?

- Hungry?: No...yea...no? Yea.YEa?

- Smart?: ?

- Moody?: ?

- Organized?: Maybe

- Shy?: No?

- Difficult?: ?

- Bored easily?: Eh>E:obrutuhtuh4

- Entertained easily?: No?

- Obsessed?: ?

- Lazy?: No

- Angry?: ?

- Happy?: ?Loaded

- Hyper?: ?

- Trusting?: No f***
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: Sex

- Love is: Sex

- I dream about: Sex

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Sex

(notice: i did not want to answer these questions)

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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: I don't know

- Makes you smile: Jerry

-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Jerry
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes sometimes

- Wish you were younger?: NonoononononononononnonoNOOOOOOO

- Cry because someone said something to you?: No not lately

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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1

- Of Cd's: 3

- Of scars on my body: 8

- Of bones I've broken: 2,3,4?

BELIEVE THE LIES FOR YOUR EYES, CREDIT CARDS AND APPLE PIE

[ NEW MUSE ; REID AVERY ]

My mind is a funny puzzle so if you'd like a peek into what a piece can even offer that's where my blog comes into play.

( The blog is the only thing that matters on here. You can find poetry, writings, and other things there. )


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Hello, I'm Alex Turner of - eh... you know, we all know. Do I really gotta say it any farther than that? Here's my account full of sh*t. It's just a buncha bullsh*t honestly. Spam sometimes, or as the kids call it so it looks less annoying, sh*tposting. I assure you I'll manage to make it annoying nonetheless with whatever terminology though, don't you worry your pretty little head about that.

[ www.roleplay.me/blog/62006 - table of contents for his blog ] 

Y'know okay, I'm not gonna talk all about myself so if I were an Amazon gift or somethin' along those lines, these little comments would be my reviews:
> "Autistic, completely and extremely" (thank you mi)
>"Kind of a prick" (you know I don't mean it)
> Yeah, I do love Elvis and the BeAHtles. 
> I know I look like a weird bird. (Thanks to Mi again for pointin' it out before anyone else could)
> My Humbug hair? Cursed
> I have the titanic happenin' in my head whilst I'm kind of deadpanned. Showing no emotion is just kind of a thing to me, y'know? Not tryna be cool or nothin'


Could you feel my improving at the end
Bios? They're a lot harder than they look.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀What else... can't forget my boyfriend, Mi, @seaturtles 'e's got nice hands hasn't he? ( I was going to say, 'I point that out because his personality is SH*T', but I just spilled my pasta in a cup on me.,, 
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I think this was some sort of crappy communication tactic our Miles is playin' on me. Our Miles? F*** sorry, meant my Miles, mine ) ( Once I told my cat I loved it and y'know my cats name starts with an M, and Miles overheard and told me he loves me too, it was pretty funny. But that'd have to be our relationship  summed up in a tiny little palth ) ( palth isn't a word. ) Let's see if I use this account any more than the last two


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Straps Alex down
Ok hey it's the admin Jund. I had an old account dedicated to him called @openedheart , I remember getting a good amount of friend requests on there so if you recall him have fun.
My Alex is in an EXTREMELY dedicated relationship with Miles Kane, and only one Miles Kane. No romance roleplays will be allowed and if you make any advances for cheating, I WILL block you and Alex probably will make your muse feel bad beforehand.
Also, this account is social media for Alex, so he'll act different in real life. He'll be a bit more reserved.
(The profile's a bit blank because I've given up on profile layouts, I like the default)
Breathes

Thursday, June 13th, 2019, 9:54 AM

What's there left to say other than I wanna give up?

>9:57 AM

What's the point? What is it? Nobody cares if you prove anything to them, I don't care to prove anything to anyone either. Not one single thing, I'm not doing this for myself, I'm doing this for them. Now that it's reached that point, all I've asked myself is why? Why do I need to prove somethin to someone when they probably don't care and I know I don't either? What the f*** am I doing here? Why don't I just leave already?'

It's Thursday and I still wanna give up. F***in' Thursday, and we aren't even close to done with the day. Why am I still here. Why am I still here. I said I'll just give up, but they said I'm admitting defeat. I'm not, I just know what's gonna happen, it's a given. I'm... ugh. And so I ask myself; what do I want right now? I don't know for sure what I do want. I never know what I want anymore. If I drop out of this, then what do I do? I guess it would take the stress off my shoulders which is something I could really use. I really, really could. My head is starting to hurt and my clothes are a tad uncomfortable. I'm not in my element whatsoever, I can tell ya that. This is the opposite of what's my element, I want out so bad. F*** me, I want to leave.

Oh yeah, hey, I may or may not be back. With the way things are going I think I need to be back. I've got so much sh*t I don't realize I need to write out I think. I need to get back into writing, I need to get back into my own isolation, it's so much better in my world. I've felt a little disconnected from it lately. I need to come back to it, it feels so much better, it really really really does. F*** I need to start writing again.

10:28 AM

C'mon Alex, chill out. It's Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday. Next week is gonna be three more days, last two days aren't gonna be stressful. (even though they should be but whatever.)

Thursday, Thursday, Thursday. Don't freak out... don't freak out... I got this I think, even though I still know it won't mean sh*t. I guess I am trying to prove something to someone, that someone being myself. I've made it this far, if I drop now, I've wasted my time I spent here, which is a thought I hate. But I'm still wasting my time here since I know I'm not gonna achieve the goal as there's no way. But still... I've made it this far... Jesus Christ that phrase rules some of my life. I've made it this far. Luckily it works on me for lots of circumstances but it bothers the f*** out of me.