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⠀ ⠀⠀which do i believe in?
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▮▮ PRELIM. : LISTED : #NARRATIVES.
"i promised myself to you but, i can’t lose connection, direction, with myself. i think it’s better that i chose me.."
⠀ ⠀⠀tropes: beauty-brains-brawn, "the embodiment of all things needed to be the three faces of eve, the 'perfect' woman. think
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ powerpuff girls .. but as one person." mama-bear, "a mother & her cub; an unbreakable bond. dare anyone sever that tie and feel
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the wrath of a protector scorned." silk-hiding-steel, “femininity masking brutality just below the surface. she is delicate but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ roses still have their thorns.“ the-amazonian-beauty, "a woman coined by her strength, size, and aggression; beautiful and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ feminine still." everyone-loves-blondes, "the desirable prom queen; miss queen bee. long—haired, hour—glassed, intelligent and ..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ fair—haired? doesn't matter. everyone loves her." man-eater, “a creature with a certain appetite for the male species, both
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ figuratively and actually.“ beauty-as-a-disguise, “looks can be very perceiving if you don’t bother to look behind the curtain.“
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prominent, amazonian beauty, mama bear and silk hiding steel.
⠀ ⠀⠀aesthetics, figure 8's, the birth of venus by botticelli or any depiction of venus in art & literature, fresh fruit on spring afternoons,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ freckled skin, writing on polaroids, grainy portraits or any picture with film grain, off-white corsets with flowy skirts, bedroom
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ eyes, the planetary body: venus and saturn, light touching the sea, wet hair sticking to skin, arching backs, out of focus
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cinematography, stretch marks, water damaged books with smudged ink, fly traps, open clam shells with nesting pearls, the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sound of hums in quiet room, padded footsteps and children giggling, orange trees, powerful smelling candles filling a home.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby blue or any light blue, using flowers as privacy coverings, the sound running water makes in fountains, soft gold light.
⠀ ⠀⠀privotal-story-arcs, grew up primarily in bulgaria and the united kingdom. became a competitive swimmer at the age of 5. birth of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brother, raymond. at the age of 11, her brother moved in with her grandmother due to complications at home. terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her swimming career whilst in college. became a spokesperson and ambassador for body positivity. diagnosed with bipolar one
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at 21. diagnosed with alcoholism at 24. adopted her bestfriend as her brother, anton. acknowledged her attraction to women at
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the age of 25. fell in love with a woman, her best friend. engaged and almost married to andrew taggart; relationship terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ due to abandonment + verbal abuse. near-death of her brother, anton. death of her best-friend, due to childbirth. fell into a deep
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ depression, treated for alcoholism + s* ideation and vowed to keep up sobriety due to her newfound motherhood. the birth of her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ first daughter, blair. began date to a woman named daria. insemination, gave birth to her triplets. engaged. relapsed following
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the end of relationship with daria after battles with tightly wound toxicity and struggles with mental health. terminated her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with her brother, anton, & hasn't spoken to him since. socially distanced herself for a while to recoup, hasn't pulled
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ herself out of that rut since.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀please-note, this list is in chronological order from birth to current events. not everything iskra has experienced will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ listed, only the important events. also note, nothing will have an exact date. iskra has been a main muse for a while and i do not
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ have exact times or dates for every-[any]-thing.
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #BASIC_IDENTIFICATION_OF_ISKRA_LAWRENCE.
"and, lord, don’t let me break this. let me hold it lightly. give me arms to pray with, instead of ones that hold too tightly."
⠀ ⠀⠀biological-name: iskra arabella lawrence. nicknames, primarily issy + is. also goes by bella + sparks [by her mother], blondie, etc..
⠀ ⠀⠀birthdate + birthplace, september eleventh, nineteen ninety-four. worcester, united kingdom. western-natal-chart, virgo sun,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gemini moon, virgo mercury, virgo venus, gemini mars, virgo ascendant.
⠀ ⠀⠀race-ethnicity, caucasian. raised with bulgarian and english customs and cultural aspects, but otherwise, she's just white. < 3
⠀ ⠀⠀gender-pronouns, cisgendered woman; goes by she, her, or they, them in appropriate settings. despite this, she prefers
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ masculine forms of gender expression over feminine identifiers. [ie. masc. titles, such as, mister, sir, king, etc.]
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #LIFESTYLE_CAREER_AND_RELATIONS.
"if you're closer to the window, maybe you can hear the rain. much closer to my heart, maybe you can feel my pain."
⠀ ⠀⠀education, high school graduate and received a full-ride to a university for competitive swimming. dropped out after realizing
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ swimming wasn't her passion. has since received multiple degrees from online classes. ( b.a. in business administration,
⠀ ⠀⠀occupation, supermodel. body positive advocate & ambassador. producer, actress, activist, brand owner. future-goals, unsure.
⠀ ⠀⠀primary-residence, 7-bedroom + 9 bathroom home in pacific palisades, los angeles, california. her grandiose dream home; half-an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ -arce of land fitted with a swimming pool, guesthouse, wine-cellar, home-theater and large backyard. jokingly often says, she's
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ going to die in this beautiful home.. but far often than not, that's entirely too true.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀secondary-residence, a) 3-bedroom + 2 bathroom lakehouse in okol lake park——gorni okol, bulgaria. a vacation home
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra is having built for her children, in hopes of it being passed on from generation to generation. so her family, no matter how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ far away they are, will always have a home in bulgaria.
⠀ ⠀⠀vehicle, matte black, 2022, land rover range rover. silver, 2022 kia carnival.
⠀ ⠀⠀social-financial-status, born middle class; left wing, now upper class; liberal. financially stable. no subject to change.
⠀ ⠀⠀criminal-history, none at all.
⠀ ⠀⠀religion, non-religious; tries to practice spirituality regularly (mediation, chakra-healing, etc.) but cannot seem to grasp concepts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ for long periods of time.
⠀ ⠀⠀dietary-habits, consumes a lot of dairy and protein. developed a habit of eating bigger meals and refusing to snack inbetween
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ meals regardless of hunger. regularly consumes protein shakes [almost every morning]. more to be written.
⠀ ⠀⠀fitness-regime, exercises two--three times a week dependent on schedule. mostly to maintain her physique and health rather than
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gain or lose weight.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.A. : LISTED : #INTERPERSONAL_RELATIONSHIPS.
"please don’t think i’m heartless, i’d rather think with my brain. [...] it broke me apart, so i promised not to break again."
⠀ ⠀⠀family, doug lawrence [father], wilma lawrence [mother], raymond lawrence [younger brother], anton zaslavski [adoptive brother].
⠀ ⠀⠀children, listed from most significant positive relationships to least.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀blair-lawrence, eldest daughter and first biological child, she had blair fairly young but after adopting nadir and giving
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up alcohol to raise her, and thus, blair watched issy struggle with the second part of her addiction: recovery and withdrawal.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra was a helicopter parent to blair. heavily involved in any and everything pertaining to her daughter and soon after became
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ VERY protective of blair, so much so that she wouldn't allow blair to interact with others' without supervision for the longest
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ time. but after both, blair sticking up for herself and iskra going to intensive therapy. she has since loosened the reigns on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her daughter. blair has since moved out of her house and exists in a world apart from her mother, however, iskra and blair
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still speak often, ie., weekly check-ins, random memes back and forth, bi-monthly dinners, gift exchanges, impromptu
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby-sitting of her siblings, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀ivyrose-lawrence, malakai-lawrence, kameron-lawrence, the triplets. the youngest of her children. maintains a strong
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with all of the triplets and is the main guardian in her childrens' lives. she has formed the strongest bond with the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ youngest of the triplets, ivy-rose. given her name by someone iskra no longer speaks to. these are the only children of hers that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ reside in her home and that she cares for regularly. they captivate her attention; becoming the driving force of her life and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (possibly) the reason for her never-ending headaches. but she adores her glowbugs anyway.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀nadir-lawrence, her first and only adopted son——she adopted nadir young. only 24 with a teenage son to raise while she was
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still raising herself. and so, their relationship reflected that. being young and being dumb, sent ripples and cracks throughout
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ their entire relationship only begging the question, 'when was it going to end?', to which——it did. the two no longer speak,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and more often than not, iskra will deny he exists to strangers. their relationship is broken beyond repair, and issy believes,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ knows, that is entirely her fault. he watched iskra suffer with addiction, heavily. a lot more than all of her other children,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ therefore never saw the maternity he had been denied his whole life, and has since resented her for it. because i mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ how many times can you expect someone to love the mother they're always saving from broken bottles and terrible men?
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ he was exhausted and frustrated, and she doesn't blame him for no longer returning her calls, texts, wire transfers, or gifts.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but whenever the pair do find themselves together in this small world, they argue like no other. and even so, iskra always
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ caves in to her sons whims because she loves him. no matter what.
⠀ ⠀⠀friends, uhm.
⠀ ⠀⠀pets, a grey pitbull named lola + a samoyed named sammy. ponders having more pets but doesn't know at this moment in time.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.B. : LISTED : #REGARDING_INTIMACY.
"brown sugar. you stick to me like molasses; sweet & candy—born, love the way you taste."
⠀ ⠀⠀sexuality: identifies as sapphic or a lesbian, dependent on who she's speaking to. sexuality had always been pretty fluid for iskra
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ until most recent years. more often than not she has little-to-no attraction to any cis-het-men or masculine looking people.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ placement: dominant, domme to be very specific. does not switch for anyone she doesn't trust.
⠀ ⠀⠀sexual-activity: very active. one sexual partner, undisclosed.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀libido: very, very, very high. tries to engage in intimacy as often as she can, if she had a stagnant partner i wouldn't be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ surprised if she had sex multiple times a day, every day. as of right now... let's say she has sex multiple times a week. maybe once,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if she's hitting a dry spell.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-partner: iskra has an affinity to lead people on due to both her struggles with her mental health and past romantic endeavors.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ promising more things she can provide in every sense but physical and thus, she can be quite a disappointing partner [outside of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the physical intimacy]. she doesn't trust others with her heart; she has been burned, poisoned and broken more times than she
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has the patience or willpower to admit, and in turn has done the same, and will continue, to do the same to others. she's a toxic
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ lover; a jealous, possessive, overbearing, love-bomber with a heart gold buried so deep beneath the surface it might as well
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be myth. but when she chooses to allow herself to love, she loves hard. her partner becomes the center of her universe, her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gravity, her muse and deepest obsession.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀relationship-preference: would prefer to steer clear of relationships for an indefinite amount of time, possibly forever.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she prefers no-strings-attached, non-disclosed arrangements.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-lover: a completely different monster. dominance takes the forefront of almost all of her intimate interactions, whether the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ person she is speaking to is dominant or submissive, or neither. most of her interactions are built on power play, whether that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be for sexual gratification or pure amusement━━━iskra seems to get a kick out of making people deem her as almighty; divine.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this, however, does not deter away from other worldly pleasures; whether that be for herself or her partner. she is an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ excellent and attentive lover when she cares for her partners; a giver and receiver, just as long as she is allowed her placement
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at the top of each exchange. more will be added if iskra ever decides to take up more submissive roles again, but until then. ♡
⠀ ⠀⠀current-partner: not available.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀status: not available. important-dates: not available.
⠀ ⠀⠀previous-partners:[seven past ships on and off site, only mentioning the most prominent to her story: labeled most significant
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to least] daria fox, austin post, olivia culpo, andrew taggart, sarah-rose mcdaniel.
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▮▮ PRELIM. : LISTED : #NARRATIVES.
"i promised myself to you but, i can’t lose connection, direction, with myself. i think it’s better that i chose me.."
⠀ ⠀⠀tropes: beauty-brains-brawn, "the embodiment of all things needed to be the three faces of eve, the 'perfect' woman. think
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ powerpuff girls .. but as one person." mama-bear, "a mother & her cub; an unbreakable bond. dare anyone sever that tie and feel
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the wrath of a protector scorned." silk-hiding-steel, “femininity masking brutality just below the surface. she is delicate but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ roses still have their thorns.“ the-amazonian-beauty, "a woman coined by her strength, size, and aggression; beautiful and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ feminine still." everyone-loves-blondes, "the desirable prom queen; miss queen bee. long—haired, hour—glassed, intelligent and ..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ fair—haired? doesn't matter. everyone loves her." man-eater, “a creature with a certain appetite for the male species, both
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ figuratively and actually.“ beauty-as-a-disguise, “looks can be very perceiving if you don’t bother to look behind the curtain.“
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prominent, amazonian beauty, mama bear and silk hiding steel.
⠀ ⠀⠀aesthetics, figure 8's, the birth of venus by botticelli or any depiction of venus in art & literature, fresh fruit on spring afternoons,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ freckled skin, writing on polaroids, grainy portraits or any picture with film grain, off-white corsets with flowy skirts, bedroom
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ eyes, the planetary body: venus and saturn, light touching the sea, wet hair sticking to skin, arching backs, out of focus
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cinematography, stretch marks, water damaged books with smudged ink, fly traps, open clam shells with nesting pearls, the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sound of hums in quiet room, padded footsteps and children giggling, orange trees, powerful smelling candles filling a home.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby blue or any light blue, using flowers as privacy coverings, the sound running water makes in fountains, soft gold light.
⠀ ⠀⠀privotal-story-arcs, grew up primarily in bulgaria and the united kingdom. became a competitive swimmer at the age of 5. birth of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brother, raymond. at the age of 11, her brother moved in with her grandmother due to complications at home. terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her swimming career whilst in college. became a spokesperson and ambassador for body positivity. diagnosed with bipolar one
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at 21. diagnosed with alcoholism at 24. adopted her bestfriend as her brother, anton. acknowledged her attraction to women at
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the age of 25. fell in love with a woman, her best friend. engaged and almost married to andrew taggart; relationship terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ due to abandonment + verbal abuse. near-death of her brother, anton. death of her best-friend, due to childbirth. fell into a deep
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ depression, treated for alcoholism + s* ideation and vowed to keep up sobriety due to her newfound motherhood. the birth of her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ first daughter, blair. began date to a woman named daria. insemination, gave birth to her triplets. engaged. relapsed following
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the end of relationship with daria after battles with tightly wound toxicity and struggles with mental health. terminated her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with her brother, anton, & hasn't spoken to him since. socially distanced herself for a while to recoup, hasn't pulled
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ herself out of that rut since.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀please-note, this list is in chronological order from birth to current events. not everything iskra has experienced will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ listed, only the important events. also note, nothing will have an exact date. iskra has been a main muse for a while and i do not
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ have exact times or dates for every-[any]-thing.
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #BASIC_IDENTIFICATION_OF_ISKRA_LAWRENCE.
"and, lord, don’t let me break this. let me hold it lightly. give me arms to pray with, instead of ones that hold too tightly."
⠀ ⠀⠀biological-name: iskra arabella lawrence. nicknames, primarily issy + is. also goes by bella + sparks [by her mother], blondie, etc..
⠀ ⠀⠀birthdate + birthplace, september eleventh, nineteen ninety-four. worcester, united kingdom. western-natal-chart, virgo sun,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gemini moon, virgo mercury, virgo venus, gemini mars, virgo ascendant.
⠀ ⠀⠀race-ethnicity, caucasian. raised with bulgarian and english customs and cultural aspects, but otherwise, she's just white. < 3
⠀ ⠀⠀gender-pronouns, cisgendered woman; goes by she, her, or they, them in appropriate settings. despite this, she prefers
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ masculine forms of gender expression over feminine identifiers. [ie. masc. titles, such as, mister, sir, king, etc.]
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #LIFESTYLE_CAREER_AND_RELATIONS.
"if you're closer to the window, maybe you can hear the rain. much closer to my heart, maybe you can feel my pain."
⠀ ⠀⠀education, high school graduate and received a full-ride to a university for competitive swimming. dropped out after realizing
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ swimming wasn't her passion. has since received multiple degrees from online classes. ( b.a. in business administration,
⠀ ⠀⠀occupation, supermodel. body positive advocate & ambassador. producer, actress, activist, brand owner. future-goals, unsure.
⠀ ⠀⠀primary-residence, 7-bedroom + 9 bathroom home in pacific palisades, los angeles, california. her grandiose dream home; half-an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ -arce of land fitted with a swimming pool, guesthouse, wine-cellar, home-theater and large backyard. jokingly often says, she's
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ going to die in this beautiful home.. but far often than not, that's entirely too true.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀secondary-residence, a) 3-bedroom + 2 bathroom lakehouse in okol lake park——gorni okol, bulgaria. a vacation home
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra is having built for her children, in hopes of it being passed on from generation to generation. so her family, no matter how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ far away they are, will always have a home in bulgaria.
⠀ ⠀⠀vehicle, matte black, 2022, land rover range rover. silver, 2022 kia carnival.
⠀ ⠀⠀social-financial-status, born middle class; left wing, now upper class; liberal. financially stable. no subject to change.
⠀ ⠀⠀criminal-history, none at all.
⠀ ⠀⠀religion, non-religious; tries to practice spirituality regularly (mediation, chakra-healing, etc.) but cannot seem to grasp concepts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ for long periods of time.
⠀ ⠀⠀dietary-habits, consumes a lot of dairy and protein. developed a habit of eating bigger meals and refusing to snack inbetween
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ meals regardless of hunger. regularly consumes protein shakes [almost every morning]. more to be written.
⠀ ⠀⠀fitness-regime, exercises two--three times a week dependent on schedule. mostly to maintain her physique and health rather than
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gain or lose weight.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.A. : LISTED : #INTERPERSONAL_RELATIONSHIPS.
"please don’t think i’m heartless, i’d rather think with my brain. [...] it broke me apart, so i promised not to break again."
⠀ ⠀⠀family, doug lawrence [father], wilma lawrence [mother], raymond lawrence [younger brother], anton zaslavski [adoptive brother].
⠀ ⠀⠀children, listed from most significant positive relationships to least.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀blair-lawrence, eldest daughter and first biological child, she had blair fairly young but after adopting nadir and giving
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up alcohol to raise her, and thus, blair watched issy struggle with the second part of her addiction: recovery and withdrawal.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra was a helicopter parent to blair. heavily involved in any and everything pertaining to her daughter and soon after became
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ VERY protective of blair, so much so that she wouldn't allow blair to interact with others' without supervision for the longest
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ time. but after both, blair sticking up for herself and iskra going to intensive therapy. she has since loosened the reigns on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her daughter. blair has since moved out of her house and exists in a world apart from her mother, however, iskra and blair
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still speak often, ie., weekly check-ins, random memes back and forth, bi-monthly dinners, gift exchanges, impromptu
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby-sitting of her siblings, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀ivyrose-lawrence, malakai-lawrence, kameron-lawrence, the triplets. the youngest of her children. maintains a strong
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with all of the triplets and is the main guardian in her childrens' lives. she has formed the strongest bond with the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ youngest of the triplets, ivy-rose. given her name by someone iskra no longer speaks to. these are the only children of hers that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ reside in her home and that she cares for regularly. they captivate her attention; becoming the driving force of her life and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (possibly) the reason for her never-ending headaches. but she adores her glowbugs anyway.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀nadir-lawrence, her first and only adopted son——she adopted nadir young. only 24 with a teenage son to raise while she was
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still raising herself. and so, their relationship reflected that. being young and being dumb, sent ripples and cracks throughout
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ their entire relationship only begging the question, 'when was it going to end?', to which——it did. the two no longer speak,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and more often than not, iskra will deny he exists to strangers. their relationship is broken beyond repair, and issy believes,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ knows, that is entirely her fault. he watched iskra suffer with addiction, heavily. a lot more than all of her other children,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ therefore never saw the maternity he had been denied his whole life, and has since resented her for it. because i mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ how many times can you expect someone to love the mother they're always saving from broken bottles and terrible men?
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ he was exhausted and frustrated, and she doesn't blame him for no longer returning her calls, texts, wire transfers, or gifts.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but whenever the pair do find themselves together in this small world, they argue like no other. and even so, iskra always
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ caves in to her sons whims because she loves him. no matter what.
⠀ ⠀⠀friends, uhm.
⠀ ⠀⠀pets, a grey pitbull named lola + a samoyed named sammy. ponders having more pets but doesn't know at this moment in time.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
▮▮ FIG. 3.B. : LISTED : #REGARDING_INTIMACY.
"brown sugar. you stick to me like molasses; sweet & candy—born, love the way you taste."
⠀ ⠀⠀sexuality: identifies as sapphic or a lesbian, dependent on who she's speaking to. sexuality had always been pretty fluid for iskra
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ until most recent years. more often than not she has little-to-no attraction to any cis-het-men or masculine looking people.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ placement: dominant, domme to be very specific. does not switch for anyone she doesn't trust.
⠀ ⠀⠀sexual-activity: very active. one sexual partner, undisclosed.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀libido: very, very, very high. tries to engage in intimacy as often as she can, if she had a stagnant partner i wouldn't be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ surprised if she had sex multiple times a day, every day. as of right now... let's say she has sex multiple times a week. maybe once,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if she's hitting a dry spell.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-partner: iskra has an affinity to lead people on due to both her struggles with her mental health and past romantic endeavors.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ promising more things she can provide in every sense but physical and thus, she can be quite a disappointing partner [outside of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the physical intimacy]. she doesn't trust others with her heart; she has been burned, poisoned and broken more times than she
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has the patience or willpower to admit, and in turn has done the same, and will continue, to do the same to others. she's a toxic
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ lover; a jealous, possessive, overbearing, love-bomber with a heart gold buried so deep beneath the surface it might as well
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be myth. but when she chooses to allow herself to love, she loves hard. her partner becomes the center of her universe, her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gravity, her muse and deepest obsession.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀relationship-preference: would prefer to steer clear of relationships for an indefinite amount of time, possibly forever.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she prefers no-strings-attached, non-disclosed arrangements.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-lover: a completely different monster. dominance takes the forefront of almost all of her intimate interactions, whether the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ person she is speaking to is dominant or submissive, or neither. most of her interactions are built on power play, whether that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be for sexual gratification or pure amusement━━━iskra seems to get a kick out of making people deem her as almighty; divine.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this, however, does not deter away from other worldly pleasures; whether that be for herself or her partner. she is an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ excellent and attentive lover when she cares for her partners; a giver and receiver, just as long as she is allowed her placement
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at the top of each exchange. more will be added if iskra ever decides to take up more submissive roles again, but until then. ♡
⠀ ⠀⠀current-partner: not available.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀status: not available. important-dates: not available.
⠀ ⠀⠀previous-partners:[seven past ships on and off site, only mentioning the most prominent to her story: labeled most significant
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to least] daria fox, austin post, olivia culpo, andrew taggart, sarah-rose mcdaniel.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
▮▮ FIG. 4 : LISTED + PICTURED : #VISAGE.
"tell me how sacred i am." without hesitation, she cooed, "venus, you're soft like a flower. your body, it's carved out of marble. "
⠀ ⠀⠀current-faceclaims: iskra lawrence; public figure, model, ambassdor. miranda harrison; public figure, photographer + musician.
⠀ ⠀⠀hair: born a light—caramel brunette, cascades down past her arm-pits but not much farther. not entirely bone—straight but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ very close. natural highlights when exposed to the sunlight for long periods of time.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀usual-style: worn down with a very loose wave towards the end of her locks. often parted down the middle and tousled to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ frame her face.
⠀ ⠀⠀eyes: round in shape, and glossy. grey or gun—metal blue in hue. long lashed, usually elongated with mascara.
⠀ ⠀⠀scarring-blemishes: scar across left palm from cliff jumping, burn marks on thighs [reason disclosed], scar across back [car
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ crash in august 2016]. freckles litter her body, facial ones are usually covered by make-up or correction of some kind.
⠀ ⠀⠀tattoos: cherub behind her right ear, beneath the wings of cupids are the numbers, [ VII.X.⠀:⠀II.XIV.⠀:⠀IV.II.], each symbolizing the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ birthdates of her children.
⠀ ⠀⠀piercings: lobes on both ears. healed—closed industrial on her left ear, healed—closed central tongue.
⠀ ⠀⠀stature: stands and sits tall; chest out, chin up, the physical embodiment of confidence she was taught to exude for most of her life.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to be written more in depth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀height: six feet, zero inches. [6'0] or one hundred and eighty-two centimeters [182cm].
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀weight: two hundred and one pounds. [201lbs.] or ninety—one kilograms [91kg].
⠀ ⠀⠀style-overall-aesthetic: very average instagram model attire with a side of 70's roller-rink flare from time to time.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀go-to-outfit: for a causal fit, she would be wearing high-waisted blue jeans (maybe some bell-bottoms), a graphic tee, black
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ burberry sunglasses, and white air forces. or she's wearing really skimpy lingerie paired with nice slacks and a jacket. she's a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mother, okay? she can't be a fashionista all the time.
⠀ ⠀⠀scent: a dreamy coconut with warm french vanilla and hibiscus notes, from both her body wash, body scrub, body cream and body
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mist; from assorted brands but.. mostly bath and body works. ❤
⠀ ⠀⠀extras: sunflower engagement ring on a silver chain sits across her neck, often tucked in shirts and inbetween breasts. don't ask
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ about it; what it is, where it came from, who bought it, or it's story——i promise you won't get the truth.
▮▮ FIG. 5 : LISTED : #PHYSICALITY_VERBIAGE.
"i made her laugh one time at dinner. she said i’m funny and then i thanked her. but now i know i’m funny."
⠀ ⠀⠀physical-habits, a starer, has made it a habit to hold contact with others when speaking, frequently zones out when doing so .. don't
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be surprised if she heard nothing being said. sits almost completely stationary, only movement is either involuntary from
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ outside forces or breathing. issy likes confusing people and appearing more complex than she really is, therefore, her body
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ language often doesn't mirror her words, thoughts or feelings. clenches her jaw and fist before swallowing back anger, becomes
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ beat-red in the face when frustrated too. smiles are far more toothy than lipped, always bright too. cracks her knuckles often,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ intimidation and as a pastime. pinches forefinger and thumb between her bottom lip when thinking really hard, also scrunches
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up her face when pondering or mimicking others. thumbnail is almost always in her mouth, between her teeth, or resting on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her lips. hands often caresses her own sides, hip dips or thighs absentmindedly, stops as soon as she notices she's doing it.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀facial-expressions, tendency to look aggressive when neutral, coined as a 'resting bitch' face.
⠀ ⠀⠀verbal-habits, yawns very loudly when bored. cusses like a sailor, and kind of expects others to do the same. will use just about
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ every excuse in the book to turn sentence into something sexual. infuses bulgarian into her dialect when angry, struggles to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ keep her accent in check when she's enraged too. chuckles at everything, laughs are booming and are often hidden because
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ of their volume. elongates vowels when unsure about something. often says, 'soooooo..' when awkward silence lingers for too
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ long. scoffing, followed by eyerolls, and the repetition of the topic when she finds something stupid funny. has the hardest time
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ whispering when excited. makes clicking sounds when counting instead of using numbers. refers to everyone as 'baby', 'babe',
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 'angel', 'sweetheart', or 'love'.
⠀ ⠀⠀languages, fluent in bulgarian, turkish, german, and english; bulgarian being her mother tongue. knows basic russian, willing to learn
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ more if the time ever rose.
⠀ ⠀⠀personal-dialects-tones, usually extremely flirtarious, vulgar, or condescending. has a tendency to seem naturally degradative or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ uplifting, has never found a healthy balance of either. west—coast slang usage.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀voice, pitch can be described as a soothing, velvet. volume resonates as dulcet; sweet and low, almost sultry but stern in
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ most settings. very moderate bulgarian accent, only prevalent when pronouncing certain words.
▮▮ FIG. 6 : LISTED : #FOR_COMFORT.
"i know that this don't mean a thing, i know, not blind for the fame, i know. [...] i know what you really like."
⠀ ⠀⠀skills-hobbies-other-attributes, bakes cakes, it's like.. the only thing she can bake successfully. a handy-woman, can and will fix
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ anything presented to her. swimming, she's a phenomenal swimmer and takes the time to swim whenever she's feeling up to it.
⠀ ⠀⠀likes, lingerie, late night phone calls, any forms of intimacy (bear hugs, kisses, cuddling, hand-holding, sex, etc.), 'i miss you's', 'i love
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ you's', 'i'm proud of you's, warm coffee on cold mornings, big sweaters, nicknames, 70's clothing or no clothing at all, nice-looking
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ tan-lines, hip-dips and love-handles, the beach, going on lil’ adventures, milkshakes (especially chocolate-cherry), baths with far
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ too many bath bombs, animals (tigers and lions, especially), red velvet cake, getting cute nicknames, cooking, flowers, puns and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cheesy or vulgar pick lines, listening to the rainstorms, flirting excessively, messy hair, makeup, peak winter and spring weather,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ modeling + photography, the look of faded polaroids. more to come.
⠀ ⠀⠀dislikes, sushi (although she's never tried it), rude misogynist people, bad names, raisins (seriously, ew), sexism/racism/homophobia,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ things on the bottom shelf, the smell of lavender, clowns, monsters, sharks, extremely hot weather, spiders or any bug really,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ disorganization, drama, meaningless music [like edm</3], being in small places or being alone, really bad smells, peanut butter
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and banana sandwiches, lazy people, liars, cheaters, thieves, unnecessary violence. more to come.
⠀ ⠀⠀favorites, black swan [movie, always changing], game of thrones [tv show], pastels; baby-pink, baby-blue [color], strawberries +
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ warm cookies [scent], sunflowers and pale pink tulips [plant], lemon tree by post malone [current song, changing], red velvet
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cake [food], sweetened iced tea [drink], not available [person], sunflower field with daria (also her most painful one) [memory].
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
▮▮ FIG. 4 : LISTED + PICTURED : #VISAGE.
"tell me how sacred i am." without hesitation, she cooed, "venus, you're soft like a flower. your body, it's carved out of marble. "
⠀ ⠀⠀current-faceclaims: iskra lawrence; public figure, model, ambassdor. miranda harrison; public figure, photographer + musician.
⠀ ⠀⠀hair: born a light—caramel brunette, cascades down past her arm-pits but not much farther. not entirely bone—straight but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ very close. natural highlights when exposed to the sunlight for long periods of time.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀usual-style: worn down with a very loose wave towards the end of her locks. often parted down the middle and tousled to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ frame her face.
⠀ ⠀⠀eyes: round in shape, and glossy. grey or gun—metal blue in hue. long lashed, usually elongated with mascara.
⠀ ⠀⠀scarring-blemishes: scar across left palm from cliff jumping, burn marks on thighs [reason disclosed], scar across back [car
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ crash in august 2016]. freckles litter her body, facial ones are usually covered by make-up or correction of some kind.
⠀ ⠀⠀tattoos: cherub behind her right ear, beneath the wings of cupids are the numbers, [ VII.X.⠀:⠀II.XIV.⠀:⠀IV.II.], each symbolizing the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ birthdates of her children.
⠀ ⠀⠀piercings: lobes on both ears. healed—closed industrial on her left ear, healed—closed central tongue.
⠀ ⠀⠀stature: stands and sits tall; chest out, chin up, the physical embodiment of confidence she was taught to exude for most of her life.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to be written more in depth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀height: six feet, zero inches. [6'0] or one hundred and eighty-two centimeters [182cm].
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀weight: two hundred and one pounds. [201lbs.] or ninety—one kilograms [91kg].
⠀ ⠀⠀style-overall-aesthetic: very average instagram model attire with a side of 70's roller-rink flare from time to time.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀go-to-outfit: for a causal fit, she would be wearing high-waisted blue jeans (maybe some bell-bottoms), a graphic tee, black
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ burberry sunglasses, and white air forces. or she's wearing really skimpy lingerie paired with nice slacks and a jacket. she's a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mother, okay? she can't be a fashionista all the time.
⠀ ⠀⠀scent: a dreamy coconut with warm french vanilla and hibiscus notes, from both her body wash, body scrub, body cream and body
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mist; from assorted brands but.. mostly bath and body works. ❤
⠀ ⠀⠀extras: sunflower engagement ring on a silver chain sits across her neck, often tucked in shirts and inbetween breasts. don't ask
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ about it; what it is, where it came from, who bought it, or it's story——i promise you won't get the truth.
▮▮ FIG. 5 : LISTED : #PHYSICALITY_VERBIAGE.
"i made her laugh one time at dinner. she said i’m funny and then i thanked her. but now i know i’m funny."
⠀ ⠀⠀physical-habits, a starer, has made it a habit to hold contact with others when speaking, frequently zones out when doing so .. don't
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be surprised if she heard nothing being said. sits almost completely stationary, only movement is either involuntary from
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ outside forces or breathing. issy likes confusing people and appearing more complex than she really is, therefore, her body
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ language often doesn't mirror her words, thoughts or feelings. clenches her jaw and fist before swallowing back anger, becomes
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ beat-red in the face when frustrated too. smiles are far more toothy than lipped, always bright too. cracks her knuckles often,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ intimidation and as a pastime. pinches forefinger and thumb between her bottom lip when thinking really hard, also scrunches
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up her face when pondering or mimicking others. thumbnail is almost always in her mouth, between her teeth, or resting on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her lips. hands often caresses her own sides, hip dips or thighs absentmindedly, stops as soon as she notices she's doing it.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀facial-expressions, tendency to look aggressive when neutral, coined as a 'resting bitch' face.
⠀ ⠀⠀verbal-habits, yawns very loudly when bored. cusses like a sailor, and kind of expects others to do the same. will use just about
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ every excuse in the book to turn sentence into something sexual. infuses bulgarian into her dialect when angry, struggles to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ keep her accent in check when she's enraged too. chuckles at everything, laughs are booming and are often hidden because
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ of their volume. elongates vowels when unsure about something. often says, 'soooooo..' when awkward silence lingers for too
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ long. scoffing, followed by eyerolls, and the repetition of the topic when she finds something stupid funny. has the hardest time
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ whispering when excited. makes clicking sounds when counting instead of using numbers. refers to everyone as 'baby', 'babe',
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 'angel', 'sweetheart', or 'love'.
⠀ ⠀⠀languages, fluent in bulgarian, turkish, german, and english; bulgarian being her mother tongue. knows basic russian, willing to learn
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ more if the time ever rose.
⠀ ⠀⠀personal-dialects-tones, usually extremely flirtarious, vulgar, or condescending. has a tendency to seem naturally degradative or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ uplifting, has never found a healthy balance of either. west—coast slang usage.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀voice, pitch can be described as a soothing, velvet. volume resonates as dulcet; sweet and low, almost sultry but stern in
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ most settings. very moderate bulgarian accent, only prevalent when pronouncing certain words.
▮▮ FIG. 6 : LISTED : #FOR_COMFORT.
"i know that this don't mean a thing, i know, not blind for the fame, i know. [...] i know what you really like."
⠀ ⠀⠀skills-hobbies-other-attributes, bakes cakes, it's like.. the only thing she can bake successfully. a handy-woman, can and will fix
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ anything presented to her. swimming, she's a phenomenal swimmer and takes the time to swim whenever she's feeling up to it.
⠀ ⠀⠀likes, lingerie, late night phone calls, any forms of intimacy (bear hugs, kisses, cuddling, hand-holding, sex, etc.), 'i miss you's', 'i love
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ you's', 'i'm proud of you's, warm coffee on cold mornings, big sweaters, nicknames, 70's clothing or no clothing at all, nice-looking
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ tan-lines, hip-dips and love-handles, the beach, going on lil’ adventures, milkshakes (especially chocolate-cherry), baths with far
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ too many bath bombs, animals (tigers and lions, especially), red velvet cake, getting cute nicknames, cooking, flowers, puns and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cheesy or vulgar pick lines, listening to the rainstorms, flirting excessively, messy hair, makeup, peak winter and spring weather,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ modeling + photography, the look of faded polaroids. more to come.
⠀ ⠀⠀dislikes, sushi (although she's never tried it), rude misogynist people, bad names, raisins (seriously, ew), sexism/racism/homophobia,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ things on the bottom shelf, the smell of lavender, clowns, monsters, sharks, extremely hot weather, spiders or any bug really,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ disorganization, drama, meaningless music [like edm</3], being in small places or being alone, really bad smells, peanut butter
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and banana sandwiches, lazy people, liars, cheaters, thieves, unnecessary violence. more to come.
⠀ ⠀⠀favorites, black swan [movie, always changing], game of thrones [tv show], pastels; baby-pink, baby-blue [color], strawberries +
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ warm cookies [scent], sunflowers and pale pink tulips [plant], lemon tree by post malone [current song, changing], red velvet
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cake [food], sweetened iced tea [drink], not available [person], sunflower field with daria (also her most painful one) [memory].
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀the light in your eyes ..
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #MENTAL.
"i love you, even if you're broken & beaten." ( TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE, SELF-HARM. )
⠀ ⠀⠀diagnosis, bipolar disorder. diagnosed at 18; a pattern of severe depressive and mild hypo-manic episodes.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀type: bipolar two, has been misdiagnosed with one before due to her battle with addiction.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior-in-mania:⠀feel very “up,” “high,” or elated, increased activity levels/becoming more active; “jumpy” or “wired”,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ trouble sleeping, talking really fast about different subjects, be agitated/irritable/cranky, unable to process all her own thoughts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at once, multitasking to the extreme, doing risky things (spending an excessive amount of money, fighting, gambling, drinking,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ partying, having reckless sex, etc.).
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior-in-despression:⠀ feeling very sad, down, empty, or hopeless, having decreased activity levels, she is known for
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ having very irregular sleeping schedules (too much or too little), feeling unfulfilled and worried, having trouble concentrating,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ forgetful, irregular eating habits, feeling tired or “slowed down”, thinking about death, being harm to herself or suicide.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀causes, unsure, the cause of bipolar disorder can come from a number of things. in iskra's cause, she believes its' part of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brain chemistry & constant abuse of alcohol from an early age.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀treatment: see 'therapy' below.
⠀ ⠀⠀diagnosis: alcoholism, diagnosed at 24; .. a disease that causes; cravings, lack of control while drinking, physical dependence
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (withdrawal symptoms), tolerance issues, aggression and blackouts.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior, she tends to want to drink her feelings away during (but not limited to) depressive episodes, will probably try to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 'persuade' people into driving her to a bar or store for a drink, tendency to be aggressive or standoffish when drunk,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ no self-control, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀causes, unsure. believes watching her father drink his issues away when met with conflict led to her need to do the same.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀treatment: abstains from alcohol and similar vices completely, has gone to aa meetings and regularly collects her chips.
⠀ ⠀⠀triggers: mentions of her previous engagements, mentions of her mood disorder, being around alcohol [especially the smell of it],
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ being stable especially in relationships.
⠀ ⠀⠀stability: stable. has been stable for a while, possibility for change.
⠀ ⠀⠀therapy: used to go to family-focused therapy (fft) and group psycho-education (ge) when her eldest daughter was old enough to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ understand her mother's disorder. went to behavioral therapy for several months after her hospitalization in 2017, has since
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ stopped going but continues to use the knowledge she learned from her sessions. plans on taking her youngest children to (fft)
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and (ge) at some point, hasn't found the strength to do so.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀suggested-coping-mechanisms: fitness, working out. using her body to expel everything rummaging around in her head. it
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ works, most of the time. other times, she tries something new; cooking a new recipe, reading a new book, watching a new show,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ etc. if that fails... she tends to write. sprawling out all her frustrations on a page before burning it, or throwing it away, or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ submerging it in water before watching it dissipate.
⠀ ⠀⠀medications: risperdal, mood stabilizer, taken once or twice daily.
⠀ ⠀⠀addictions-vices: as a recovering addict, most of the things listed are previous vices that she strays away from unless stated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ otherwise.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀drinking-habits: used to be a heavy drinker. when she drank, she had a tendency to go hard or go home. although it's been
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ frowned upon she still has the philosophy, 'if you're not blacking out, what's the point?'
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀smoking-habits: avid smoker; only marijuana and refuses to indulge in anything else.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀drug-habits: has tried a couple things party drugs before; like cocaine, codeine and acid, but has never liked the way they
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ made her feel.
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #PERSONALITY.
" here lies my dirty little secrets——drenched in mud, sprinkled in dirt, lies & sin. "
⠀ ⠀⠀sense-of-self: physically, she believes she's endless. divinity in motion, guardian of light and the embodiment of confidence on two
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ legs. mentally, she believes she's a coffee stain. something imperfect, accidental, and waiting to be thrown away, just like every
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ other human being that exists on this earth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀worldly-perception: she honestly doesn't know how other people see her. that was scares her the most. that people are
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ unpredictable and can resent her at any time for anything. given her track record though, she believes others see her as a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ guardian or a bully.
⠀ ⠀⠀fears: feeling weak, losing her children above all else or not being able to provide for them, resentment because of her mental
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ health, hospitals.
⠀ ⠀⠀innate-beliefs: there's someone for everybody, i'm pretty sure. clothes are incredibly overrated. if i had a dollar for every time a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ man disappointed me, i'd be a millionaire——oh wait——i am. you can be a friend to your children as well as a mother. i don't know..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but classic music helps you think. lingerie is for yourself, not for others.
⠀ ⠀⠀moral-alignment: true neutral.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀generalized-temperament: sanguine and choleric..
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀character-archetypes: the caregiver + the ruler, she cares with her heart of gold and she controls with an equally as
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mighty scepter.
⠀ ⠀⠀average-confidence-level: abnormally high. has a tendency to seem inconsiderate or self—centered because of it.
⠀ ⠀⠀general-sense-of-humor: relentless & ruthless, huge fan of dark humor and thus, her own humor reflects that. would suggest if
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ you're faint of heart .. please do not joke with her, or take much that she says seriously.
⠀ ⠀⠀positive-traits: has always been doughty and intrepid, doesn't remember a time in her life where she was afraid to express how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she felt or thought; can lead to a lot of negative reactions but, who cares? confident, and makes attempts to spark the same in
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ others, she's an up-lifter once you get to know her. eloquent and elegant. captivating, infectious, alluring, grabs a hold of the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ attention of others and embeds herself so deeply it's very hard to forget her. a libertarian, possessing an open-mind (only
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sometimes). intelligent and responsible. playful and light-hearted, can take a joke and in turn returns the favor.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prevalent-trait: confidence, and dear god, does she wear it with pride.
⠀ ⠀⠀negative-traits: tendency to … embellish the truth, whether for the sake of comedy or survival. extremely individualistic, although
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this isn't exactly a bad thing when pertaining to others——with her, it's a nightmare. etc. incredibly disrespectful
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if her buttons are pushed (and they're easily pushed), she has a habit of turning into a completely different person. sarcastic,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ condescending and belittling, has a habit of allowing her thoughts just slip out and more so, people take it as her being...
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ well... a bully. she lacks a .. filter, in almost ever aspect, she believes she doesn't even need one. perceived as mean, is also mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but she'd like to think she's not.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prevalent-trait: uh... being mean + unapologetic about it. ❤
▮▮ CON. : LISTED : #MISCELLANEOUS.
"i’ll be the ship with black sails that crashes against rocky cliffs, begging to mended before i sink."
⠀ ⠀⠀trust-issues: due to being hurt in the past, repeatedly -- iskra has unapologetically cut herself off from friends, family, and even
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ romantic/sexual partners. she only seems to trust to the people who always return to her and leaves the deserters astray. this
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has caused complications in the past and will continue to do so in the future; her inability to trust has left her paranoid,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ triggered constant emotional turmoil and a very bitter and distasteful attitude toward newcomers in her life and the lives
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ of those closest to her. if you spark her interest, consider yourself lucky -- you're one in a million; act accordingly or you will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ tossed out and forgotten rather quickly.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀more? not at the moment.
⠀ ⠀⠀stability: this may seem like an odd fear for most people, considering this is what everyone usually strives for; iskra fears
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ consistency. she believes that everything terrible that has happened in her life was ruined because she wasn't in control or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ was in too much control. kinda crazy? kinda superstitious? trust me, i know. whenever she feels herself falling into a routine
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ whether it be; depending on someone, taking medicine regularly, visiting a place often, or even being happy or sad for an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ extensive period of time -- she will try her hardest to disrupt that rhythm. she doesn't care who or what she hurts in the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ process. this paranoia has caused her to ruin relationships, friendships, business opportunities and even, her self-worth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀more? not at the moment.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #MENTAL.
"i love you, even if you're broken & beaten." ( TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE, SELF-HARM. )
⠀ ⠀⠀diagnosis, bipolar disorder. diagnosed at 18; a pattern of severe depressive and mild hypo-manic episodes.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀type: bipolar two, has been misdiagnosed with one before due to her battle with addiction.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior-in-mania:⠀feel very “up,” “high,” or elated, increased activity levels/becoming more active; “jumpy” or “wired”,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ trouble sleeping, talking really fast about different subjects, be agitated/irritable/cranky, unable to process all her own thoughts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at once, multitasking to the extreme, doing risky things (spending an excessive amount of money, fighting, gambling, drinking,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ partying, having reckless sex, etc.).
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior-in-despression:⠀ feeling very sad, down, empty, or hopeless, having decreased activity levels, she is known for
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ having very irregular sleeping schedules (too much or too little), feeling unfulfilled and worried, having trouble concentrating,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ forgetful, irregular eating habits, feeling tired or “slowed down”, thinking about death, being harm to herself or suicide.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀causes, unsure, the cause of bipolar disorder can come from a number of things. in iskra's cause, she believes its' part of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brain chemistry & constant abuse of alcohol from an early age.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀treatment: see 'therapy' below.
⠀ ⠀⠀diagnosis: alcoholism, diagnosed at 24; .. a disease that causes; cravings, lack of control while drinking, physical dependence
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (withdrawal symptoms), tolerance issues, aggression and blackouts.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀behavior, she tends to want to drink her feelings away during (but not limited to) depressive episodes, will probably try to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 'persuade' people into driving her to a bar or store for a drink, tendency to be aggressive or standoffish when drunk,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ no self-control, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀causes, unsure. believes watching her father drink his issues away when met with conflict led to her need to do the same.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀treatment: abstains from alcohol and similar vices completely, has gone to aa meetings and regularly collects her chips.
⠀ ⠀⠀triggers: mentions of her previous engagements, mentions of her mood disorder, being around alcohol [especially the smell of it],
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ being stable especially in relationships.
⠀ ⠀⠀stability: stable. has been stable for a while, possibility for change.
⠀ ⠀⠀therapy: used to go to family-focused therapy (fft) and group psycho-education (ge) when her eldest daughter was old enough to
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ understand her mother's disorder. went to behavioral therapy for several months after her hospitalization in 2017, has since
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ stopped going but continues to use the knowledge she learned from her sessions. plans on taking her youngest children to (fft)
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and (ge) at some point, hasn't found the strength to do so.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀suggested-coping-mechanisms: fitness, working out. using her body to expel everything rummaging around in her head. it
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ works, most of the time. other times, she tries something new; cooking a new recipe, reading a new book, watching a new show,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ etc. if that fails... she tends to write. sprawling out all her frustrations on a page before burning it, or throwing it away, or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ submerging it in water before watching it dissipate.
⠀ ⠀⠀medications: risperdal, mood stabilizer, taken once or twice daily.
⠀ ⠀⠀addictions-vices: as a recovering addict, most of the things listed are previous vices that she strays away from unless stated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ otherwise.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀drinking-habits: used to be a heavy drinker. when she drank, she had a tendency to go hard or go home. although it's been
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ frowned upon she still has the philosophy, 'if you're not blacking out, what's the point?'
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀smoking-habits: avid smoker; only marijuana and refuses to indulge in anything else.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀drug-habits: has tried a couple things party drugs before; like cocaine, codeine and acid, but has never liked the way they
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ made her feel.
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #PERSONALITY.
" here lies my dirty little secrets——drenched in mud, sprinkled in dirt, lies & sin. "
⠀ ⠀⠀sense-of-self: physically, she believes she's endless. divinity in motion, guardian of light and the embodiment of confidence on two
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ legs. mentally, she believes she's a coffee stain. something imperfect, accidental, and waiting to be thrown away, just like every
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ other human being that exists on this earth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀worldly-perception: she honestly doesn't know how other people see her. that was scares her the most. that people are
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ unpredictable and can resent her at any time for anything. given her track record though, she believes others see her as a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ guardian or a bully.
⠀ ⠀⠀fears: feeling weak, losing her children above all else or not being able to provide for them, resentment because of her mental
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ health, hospitals.
⠀ ⠀⠀innate-beliefs: there's someone for everybody, i'm pretty sure. clothes are incredibly overrated. if i had a dollar for every time a
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ man disappointed me, i'd be a millionaire——oh wait——i am. you can be a friend to your children as well as a mother. i don't know..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but classic music helps you think. lingerie is for yourself, not for others.
⠀ ⠀⠀moral-alignment: true neutral.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀generalized-temperament: sanguine and choleric..
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀character-archetypes: the caregiver + the ruler, she cares with her heart of gold and she controls with an equally as
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ mighty scepter.
⠀ ⠀⠀average-confidence-level: abnormally high. has a tendency to seem inconsiderate or self—centered because of it.
⠀ ⠀⠀general-sense-of-humor: relentless & ruthless, huge fan of dark humor and thus, her own humor reflects that. would suggest if
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ you're faint of heart .. please do not joke with her, or take much that she says seriously.
⠀ ⠀⠀positive-traits: has always been doughty and intrepid, doesn't remember a time in her life where she was afraid to express how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she felt or thought; can lead to a lot of negative reactions but, who cares? confident, and makes attempts to spark the same in
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ others, she's an up-lifter once you get to know her. eloquent and elegant. captivating, infectious, alluring, grabs a hold of the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ attention of others and embeds herself so deeply it's very hard to forget her. a libertarian, possessing an open-mind (only
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sometimes). intelligent and responsible. playful and light-hearted, can take a joke and in turn returns the favor.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prevalent-trait: confidence, and dear god, does she wear it with pride.
⠀ ⠀⠀negative-traits: tendency to … embellish the truth, whether for the sake of comedy or survival. extremely individualistic, although
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this isn't exactly a bad thing when pertaining to others——with her, it's a nightmare. etc. incredibly disrespectful
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if her buttons are pushed (and they're easily pushed), she has a habit of turning into a completely different person. sarcastic,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ condescending and belittling, has a habit of allowing her thoughts just slip out and more so, people take it as her being...
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ well... a bully. she lacks a .. filter, in almost ever aspect, she believes she doesn't even need one. perceived as mean, is also mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but she'd like to think she's not.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prevalent-trait: uh... being mean + unapologetic about it. ❤
▮▮ CON. : LISTED : #MISCELLANEOUS.
"i’ll be the ship with black sails that crashes against rocky cliffs, begging to mended before i sink."
⠀ ⠀⠀trust-issues: due to being hurt in the past, repeatedly -- iskra has unapologetically cut herself off from friends, family, and even
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ romantic/sexual partners. she only seems to trust to the people who always return to her and leaves the deserters astray. this
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has caused complications in the past and will continue to do so in the future; her inability to trust has left her paranoid,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ triggered constant emotional turmoil and a very bitter and distasteful attitude toward newcomers in her life and the lives
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ of those closest to her. if you spark her interest, consider yourself lucky -- you're one in a million; act accordingly or you will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ tossed out and forgotten rather quickly.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀more? not at the moment.
⠀ ⠀⠀stability: this may seem like an odd fear for most people, considering this is what everyone usually strives for; iskra fears
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ consistency. she believes that everything terrible that has happened in her life was ruined because she wasn't in control or
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ was in too much control. kinda crazy? kinda superstitious? trust me, i know. whenever she feels herself falling into a routine
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ whether it be; depending on someone, taking medicine regularly, visiting a place often, or even being happy or sad for an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ extensive period of time -- she will try her hardest to disrupt that rhythm. she doesn't care who or what she hurts in the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ process. this paranoia has caused her to ruin relationships, friendships, business opportunities and even, her self-worth.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀more? not at the moment.
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⠀ ⠀ ⠀or the darkness i see?
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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀...⠀⠀the girl i wanna save is
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀like a danger to my health.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀try being with somebody that wanna be somebody else
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ i always thought she was perfect———when she was being herself..
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀don't even know how to help.
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⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀but⠀⠀...⠀⠀i guess that's just the motion. ⠀⠀
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀#END_NOTE: ISSY, APRIL. 20.
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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀...⠀⠀the girl i wanna save is
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀like a danger to my health.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀try being with somebody that wanna be somebody else
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ i always thought she was perfect———when she was being herself..
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀don't even know how to help.
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⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀but⠀⠀...⠀⠀i guess that's just the motion. ⠀⠀
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀#END_NOTE: ISSY, APRIL. 20.
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