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⠀ ⠀⠀which do i believe in?
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▮▮ PRELIM. : LISTED : #NARRATIVES.
"i promised myself to you but, i can’t lose connection, direction, with myself. i think it’s better that i chose me.."
⠀ ⠀⠀tropes: beauty-brains-brawn, "the embodiment of all things needed to be the three faces of eve, the 'perfect' woman. think
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ powerpuff girls .. but as one person." mama-bear, "a mother & her cub; an unbreakable bond. dare anyone sever that tie and feel
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the wrath of a protector scorned." silk-hiding-steel, “femininity masking brutality just below the surface. she is delicate but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ roses still have their thorns.“ the-amazonian-beauty, "a woman coined by her strength, size, and aggression; beautiful and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ feminine still." everyone-loves-blondes, "the desirable prom queen; miss queen bee. long—haired, hour—glassed, intelligent and ..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ fair—haired? doesn't matter. everyone loves her." man-eater, “a creature with a certain appetite for the male species, both
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ figuratively and actually.“ beauty-as-a-disguise, “looks can be very perceiving if you don’t bother to look behind the curtain.“
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prominent, amazonian beauty, mama bear and silk hiding steel.
⠀ ⠀⠀aesthetics, figure 8's, the birth of venus by botticelli or any depiction of venus in art & literature, fresh fruit on spring afternoons,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ freckled skin, writing on polaroids, grainy portraits or any picture with film grain, off-white corsets with flowy skirts, bedroom
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ eyes, the planetary body: venus and saturn, light touching the sea, wet hair sticking to skin, arching backs, out of focus
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cinematography, stretch marks, water damaged books with smudged ink, fly traps, open clam shells with nesting pearls, the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sound of hums in quiet room, padded footsteps and children giggling, orange trees, powerful smelling candles filling a home.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby blue or any light blue, using flowers as privacy coverings, the sound running water makes in fountains, soft gold light.
⠀ ⠀⠀privotal-story-arcs, grew up primarily in bulgaria and the united kingdom. became a competitive swimmer at the age of 5. birth of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brother, raymond. at the age of 11, her brother moved in with her grandmother due to complications at home. terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her swimming career whilst in college. became a spokesperson and ambassador for body positivity. diagnosed with bipolar one
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at 21. diagnosed with alcoholism at 24. adopted her bestfriend as her brother, anton. acknowledged her attraction to women at
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the age of 25. fell in love with a woman, her best friend. engaged and almost married to andrew taggart; relationship terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ due to abandonment + verbal abuse. near-death of her brother, anton. death of her best-friend, due to childbirth. fell into a deep
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ depression, treated for alcoholism + s* ideation and vowed to keep up sobriety due to her newfound motherhood. the birth of her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ first daughter, blair. began date to a woman named daria. insemination, gave birth to her triplets. engaged. relapsed following
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the end of relationship with daria after battles with tightly wound toxicity and struggles with mental health. terminated her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with her brother, anton, & hasn't spoken to him since. socially distanced herself for a while to recoup, hasn't pulled
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ herself out of that rut since.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀please-note, this list is in chronological order from birth to current events. not everything iskra has experienced will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ listed, only the important events. also note, nothing will have an exact date. iskra has been a main muse for a while and i do not
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ have exact times or dates for every-[any]-thing.
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #BASIC_IDENTIFICATION_OF_ISKRA_LAWRENCE.
"and, lord, don’t let me break this. let me hold it lightly. give me arms to pray with, instead of ones that hold too tightly."
⠀ ⠀⠀biological-name: iskra arabella lawrence. nicknames, primarily issy + is. also goes by bella + sparks [by her mother], blondie, etc..
⠀ ⠀⠀birthdate + birthplace, september eleventh, nineteen ninety-four. worcester, united kingdom. western-natal-chart, virgo sun,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gemini moon, virgo mercury, virgo venus, gemini mars, virgo ascendant.
⠀ ⠀⠀race-ethnicity, caucasian. raised with bulgarian and english customs and cultural aspects, but otherwise, she's just white. < 3
⠀ ⠀⠀gender-pronouns, cisgendered woman; goes by she, her, or they, them in appropriate settings. despite this, she prefers
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ masculine forms of gender expression over feminine identifiers. [ie. masc. titles, such as, mister, sir, king, etc.]
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #LIFESTYLE_CAREER_AND_RELATIONS.
"if you're closer to the window, maybe you can hear the rain. much closer to my heart, maybe you can feel my pain."
⠀ ⠀⠀education, high school graduate and received a full-ride to a university for competitive swimming. dropped out after realizing
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ swimming wasn't her passion. has since received multiple degrees from online classes. ( b.a. in business administration,
⠀ ⠀⠀occupation, supermodel. body positive advocate & ambassador. producer, actress, activist, brand owner. future-goals, unsure.
⠀ ⠀⠀primary-residence, 7-bedroom + 9 bathroom home in pacific palisades, los angeles, california. her grandiose dream home; half-an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ -arce of land fitted with a swimming pool, guesthouse, wine-cellar, home-theater and large backyard. jokingly often says, she's
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ going to die in this beautiful home.. but far often than not, that's entirely too true.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀secondary-residence, a) 3-bedroom + 2 bathroom lakehouse in okol lake park——gorni okol, bulgaria. a vacation home
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra is having built for her children, in hopes of it being passed on from generation to generation. so her family, no matter how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ far away they are, will always have a home in bulgaria.
⠀ ⠀⠀vehicle, matte black, 2022, land rover range rover. silver, 2022 kia carnival.
⠀ ⠀⠀social-financial-status, born middle class; left wing, now upper class; liberal. financially stable. no subject to change.
⠀ ⠀⠀criminal-history, none at all.
⠀ ⠀⠀religion, non-religious; tries to practice spirituality regularly (mediation, chakra-healing, etc.) but cannot seem to grasp concepts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ for long periods of time.
⠀ ⠀⠀dietary-habits, consumes a lot of dairy and protein. developed a habit of eating bigger meals and refusing to snack inbetween
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ meals regardless of hunger. regularly consumes protein shakes [almost every morning]. more to be written.
⠀ ⠀⠀fitness-regime, exercises two--three times a week dependent on schedule. mostly to maintain her physique and health rather than
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gain or lose weight.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.A. : LISTED : #INTERPERSONAL_RELATIONSHIPS.
"please don’t think i’m heartless, i’d rather think with my brain. [...] it broke me apart, so i promised not to break again."
⠀ ⠀⠀family, doug lawrence [father], wilma lawrence [mother], raymond lawrence [younger brother], anton zaslavski [adoptive brother].
⠀ ⠀⠀children, listed from most significant positive relationships to least.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀blair-lawrence, eldest daughter and first biological child, she had blair fairly young but after adopting nadir and giving
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up alcohol to raise her, and thus, blair watched issy struggle with the second part of her addiction: recovery and withdrawal.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra was a helicopter parent to blair. heavily involved in any and everything pertaining to her daughter and soon after became
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ VERY protective of blair, so much so that she wouldn't allow blair to interact with others' without supervision for the longest
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ time. but after both, blair sticking up for herself and iskra going to intensive therapy. she has since loosened the reigns on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her daughter. blair has since moved out of her house and exists in a world apart from her mother, however, iskra and blair
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still speak often, ie., weekly check-ins, random memes back and forth, bi-monthly dinners, gift exchanges, impromptu
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby-sitting of her siblings, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀ivyrose-lawrence, malakai-lawrence, kameron-lawrence, the triplets. the youngest of her children. maintains a strong
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with all of the triplets and is the main guardian in her childrens' lives. she has formed the strongest bond with the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ youngest of the triplets, ivy-rose. given her name by someone iskra no longer speaks to. these are the only children of hers that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ reside in her home and that she cares for regularly. they captivate her attention; becoming the driving force of her life and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (possibly) the reason for her never-ending headaches. but she adores her glowbugs anyway.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀nadir-lawrence, her first and only adopted son——she adopted nadir young. only 24 with a teenage son to raise while she was
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still raising herself. and so, their relationship reflected that. being young and being dumb, sent ripples and cracks throughout
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ their entire relationship only begging the question, 'when was it going to end?', to which——it did. the two no longer speak,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and more often than not, iskra will deny he exists to strangers. their relationship is broken beyond repair, and issy believes,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ knows, that is entirely her fault. he watched iskra suffer with addiction, heavily. a lot more than all of her other children,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ therefore never saw the maternity he had been denied his whole life, and has since resented her for it. because i mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ how many times can you expect someone to love the mother they're always saving from broken bottles and terrible men?
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ he was exhausted and frustrated, and she doesn't blame him for no longer returning her calls, texts, wire transfers, or gifts.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but whenever the pair do find themselves together in this small world, they argue like no other. and even so, iskra always
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ caves in to her sons whims because she loves him. no matter what.
⠀ ⠀⠀friends, uhm.
⠀ ⠀⠀pets, a grey pitbull named lola + a samoyed named sammy. ponders having more pets but doesn't know at this moment in time.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.B. : LISTED : #REGARDING_INTIMACY.
"brown sugar. you stick to me like molasses; sweet & candy—born, love the way you taste."
⠀ ⠀⠀sexuality: identifies as sapphic or a lesbian, dependent on who she's speaking to. sexuality had always been pretty fluid for iskra
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ until most recent years. more often than not she has little-to-no attraction to any cis-het-men or masculine looking people.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ placement: dominant, domme to be very specific. does not switch for anyone she doesn't trust.
⠀ ⠀⠀sexual-activity: very active. one sexual partner, undisclosed.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀libido: very, very, very high. tries to engage in intimacy as often as she can, if she had a stagnant partner i wouldn't be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ surprised if she had sex multiple times a day, every day. as of right now... let's say she has sex multiple times a week. maybe once,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if she's hitting a dry spell.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-partner: iskra has an affinity to lead people on due to both her struggles with her mental health and past romantic endeavors.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ promising more things she can provide in every sense but physical and thus, she can be quite a disappointing partner [outside of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the physical intimacy]. she doesn't trust others with her heart; she has been burned, poisoned and broken more times than she
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has the patience or willpower to admit, and in turn has done the same, and will continue, to do the same to others. she's a toxic
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ lover; a jealous, possessive, overbearing, love-bomber with a heart gold buried so deep beneath the surface it might as well
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be myth. but when she chooses to allow herself to love, she loves hard. her partner becomes the center of her universe, her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gravity, her muse and deepest obsession.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀relationship-preference: would prefer to steer clear of relationships for an indefinite amount of time, possibly forever.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she prefers no-strings-attached, non-disclosed arrangements.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-lover: a completely different monster. dominance takes the forefront of almost all of her intimate interactions, whether the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ person she is speaking to is dominant or submissive, or neither. most of her interactions are built on power play, whether that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be for sexual gratification or pure amusement━━━iskra seems to get a kick out of making people deem her as almighty; divine.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this, however, does not deter away from other worldly pleasures; whether that be for herself or her partner. she is an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ excellent and attentive lover when she cares for her partners; a giver and receiver, just as long as she is allowed her placement
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at the top of each exchange. more will be added if iskra ever decides to take up more submissive roles again, but until then. ♡
⠀ ⠀⠀current-partner: not available.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀status: not available. important-dates: not available.
⠀ ⠀⠀previous-partners:[seven past ships on and off site, only mentioning the most prominent to her story: labeled most significant
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to least] daria fox, austin post, olivia culpo, andrew taggart, sarah-rose mcdaniel.
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▮▮ PRELIM. : LISTED : #NARRATIVES.
"i promised myself to you but, i can’t lose connection, direction, with myself. i think it’s better that i chose me.."
⠀ ⠀⠀tropes: beauty-brains-brawn, "the embodiment of all things needed to be the three faces of eve, the 'perfect' woman. think
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ powerpuff girls .. but as one person." mama-bear, "a mother & her cub; an unbreakable bond. dare anyone sever that tie and feel
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the wrath of a protector scorned." silk-hiding-steel, “femininity masking brutality just below the surface. she is delicate but
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ roses still have their thorns.“ the-amazonian-beauty, "a woman coined by her strength, size, and aggression; beautiful and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ feminine still." everyone-loves-blondes, "the desirable prom queen; miss queen bee. long—haired, hour—glassed, intelligent and ..
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ fair—haired? doesn't matter. everyone loves her." man-eater, “a creature with a certain appetite for the male species, both
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ figuratively and actually.“ beauty-as-a-disguise, “looks can be very perceiving if you don’t bother to look behind the curtain.“
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀most-prominent, amazonian beauty, mama bear and silk hiding steel.
⠀ ⠀⠀aesthetics, figure 8's, the birth of venus by botticelli or any depiction of venus in art & literature, fresh fruit on spring afternoons,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ freckled skin, writing on polaroids, grainy portraits or any picture with film grain, off-white corsets with flowy skirts, bedroom
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ eyes, the planetary body: venus and saturn, light touching the sea, wet hair sticking to skin, arching backs, out of focus
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ cinematography, stretch marks, water damaged books with smudged ink, fly traps, open clam shells with nesting pearls, the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ sound of hums in quiet room, padded footsteps and children giggling, orange trees, powerful smelling candles filling a home.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby blue or any light blue, using flowers as privacy coverings, the sound running water makes in fountains, soft gold light.
⠀ ⠀⠀privotal-story-arcs, grew up primarily in bulgaria and the united kingdom. became a competitive swimmer at the age of 5. birth of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her brother, raymond. at the age of 11, her brother moved in with her grandmother due to complications at home. terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her swimming career whilst in college. became a spokesperson and ambassador for body positivity. diagnosed with bipolar one
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at 21. diagnosed with alcoholism at 24. adopted her bestfriend as her brother, anton. acknowledged her attraction to women at
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the age of 25. fell in love with a woman, her best friend. engaged and almost married to andrew taggart; relationship terminated
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ due to abandonment + verbal abuse. near-death of her brother, anton. death of her best-friend, due to childbirth. fell into a deep
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ depression, treated for alcoholism + s* ideation and vowed to keep up sobriety due to her newfound motherhood. the birth of her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ first daughter, blair. began date to a woman named daria. insemination, gave birth to her triplets. engaged. relapsed following
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the end of relationship with daria after battles with tightly wound toxicity and struggles with mental health. terminated her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with her brother, anton, & hasn't spoken to him since. socially distanced herself for a while to recoup, hasn't pulled
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ herself out of that rut since.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀please-note, this list is in chronological order from birth to current events. not everything iskra has experienced will be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ listed, only the important events. also note, nothing will have an exact date. iskra has been a main muse for a while and i do not
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ have exact times or dates for every-[any]-thing.
▮▮ FIG. 1 : LISTED : #BASIC_IDENTIFICATION_OF_ISKRA_LAWRENCE.
"and, lord, don’t let me break this. let me hold it lightly. give me arms to pray with, instead of ones that hold too tightly."
⠀ ⠀⠀biological-name: iskra arabella lawrence. nicknames, primarily issy + is. also goes by bella + sparks [by her mother], blondie, etc..
⠀ ⠀⠀birthdate + birthplace, september eleventh, nineteen ninety-four. worcester, united kingdom. western-natal-chart, virgo sun,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gemini moon, virgo mercury, virgo venus, gemini mars, virgo ascendant.
⠀ ⠀⠀race-ethnicity, caucasian. raised with bulgarian and english customs and cultural aspects, but otherwise, she's just white. < 3
⠀ ⠀⠀gender-pronouns, cisgendered woman; goes by she, her, or they, them in appropriate settings. despite this, she prefers
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ masculine forms of gender expression over feminine identifiers. [ie. masc. titles, such as, mister, sir, king, etc.]
▮▮ FIG. 2 : LISTED : #LIFESTYLE_CAREER_AND_RELATIONS.
"if you're closer to the window, maybe you can hear the rain. much closer to my heart, maybe you can feel my pain."
⠀ ⠀⠀education, high school graduate and received a full-ride to a university for competitive swimming. dropped out after realizing
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ swimming wasn't her passion. has since received multiple degrees from online classes. ( b.a. in business administration,
⠀ ⠀⠀occupation, supermodel. body positive advocate & ambassador. producer, actress, activist, brand owner. future-goals, unsure.
⠀ ⠀⠀primary-residence, 7-bedroom + 9 bathroom home in pacific palisades, los angeles, california. her grandiose dream home; half-an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ -arce of land fitted with a swimming pool, guesthouse, wine-cellar, home-theater and large backyard. jokingly often says, she's
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ going to die in this beautiful home.. but far often than not, that's entirely too true.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀secondary-residence, a) 3-bedroom + 2 bathroom lakehouse in okol lake park——gorni okol, bulgaria. a vacation home
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra is having built for her children, in hopes of it being passed on from generation to generation. so her family, no matter how
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ far away they are, will always have a home in bulgaria.
⠀ ⠀⠀vehicle, matte black, 2022, land rover range rover. silver, 2022 kia carnival.
⠀ ⠀⠀social-financial-status, born middle class; left wing, now upper class; liberal. financially stable. no subject to change.
⠀ ⠀⠀criminal-history, none at all.
⠀ ⠀⠀religion, non-religious; tries to practice spirituality regularly (mediation, chakra-healing, etc.) but cannot seem to grasp concepts
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ for long periods of time.
⠀ ⠀⠀dietary-habits, consumes a lot of dairy and protein. developed a habit of eating bigger meals and refusing to snack inbetween
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ meals regardless of hunger. regularly consumes protein shakes [almost every morning]. more to be written.
⠀ ⠀⠀fitness-regime, exercises two--three times a week dependent on schedule. mostly to maintain her physique and health rather than
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gain or lose weight.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.A. : LISTED : #INTERPERSONAL_RELATIONSHIPS.
"please don’t think i’m heartless, i’d rather think with my brain. [...] it broke me apart, so i promised not to break again."
⠀ ⠀⠀family, doug lawrence [father], wilma lawrence [mother], raymond lawrence [younger brother], anton zaslavski [adoptive brother].
⠀ ⠀⠀children, listed from most significant positive relationships to least.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀blair-lawrence, eldest daughter and first biological child, she had blair fairly young but after adopting nadir and giving
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ up alcohol to raise her, and thus, blair watched issy struggle with the second part of her addiction: recovery and withdrawal.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ iskra was a helicopter parent to blair. heavily involved in any and everything pertaining to her daughter and soon after became
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ VERY protective of blair, so much so that she wouldn't allow blair to interact with others' without supervision for the longest
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ time. but after both, blair sticking up for herself and iskra going to intensive therapy. she has since loosened the reigns on
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ her daughter. blair has since moved out of her house and exists in a world apart from her mother, however, iskra and blair
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still speak often, ie., weekly check-ins, random memes back and forth, bi-monthly dinners, gift exchanges, impromptu
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ baby-sitting of her siblings, etc.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀ivyrose-lawrence, malakai-lawrence, kameron-lawrence, the triplets. the youngest of her children. maintains a strong
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ relationship with all of the triplets and is the main guardian in her childrens' lives. she has formed the strongest bond with the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ youngest of the triplets, ivy-rose. given her name by someone iskra no longer speaks to. these are the only children of hers that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ reside in her home and that she cares for regularly. they captivate her attention; becoming the driving force of her life and
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (possibly) the reason for her never-ending headaches. but she adores her glowbugs anyway.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀nadir-lawrence, her first and only adopted son——she adopted nadir young. only 24 with a teenage son to raise while she was
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ still raising herself. and so, their relationship reflected that. being young and being dumb, sent ripples and cracks throughout
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ their entire relationship only begging the question, 'when was it going to end?', to which——it did. the two no longer speak,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ and more often than not, iskra will deny he exists to strangers. their relationship is broken beyond repair, and issy believes,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ knows, that is entirely her fault. he watched iskra suffer with addiction, heavily. a lot more than all of her other children,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ therefore never saw the maternity he had been denied his whole life, and has since resented her for it. because i mean,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ how many times can you expect someone to love the mother they're always saving from broken bottles and terrible men?
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ he was exhausted and frustrated, and she doesn't blame him for no longer returning her calls, texts, wire transfers, or gifts.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ but whenever the pair do find themselves together in this small world, they argue like no other. and even so, iskra always
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ caves in to her sons whims because she loves him. no matter what.
⠀ ⠀⠀friends, uhm.
⠀ ⠀⠀pets, a grey pitbull named lola + a samoyed named sammy. ponders having more pets but doesn't know at this moment in time.
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▮▮ FIG. 3.B. : LISTED : #REGARDING_INTIMACY.
"brown sugar. you stick to me like molasses; sweet & candy—born, love the way you taste."
⠀ ⠀⠀sexuality: identifies as sapphic or a lesbian, dependent on who she's speaking to. sexuality had always been pretty fluid for iskra
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ until most recent years. more often than not she has little-to-no attraction to any cis-het-men or masculine looking people.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ placement: dominant, domme to be very specific. does not switch for anyone she doesn't trust.
⠀ ⠀⠀sexual-activity: very active. one sexual partner, undisclosed.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀libido: very, very, very high. tries to engage in intimacy as often as she can, if she had a stagnant partner i wouldn't be
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ surprised if she had sex multiple times a day, every day. as of right now... let's say she has sex multiple times a week. maybe once,
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ if she's hitting a dry spell.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-partner: iskra has an affinity to lead people on due to both her struggles with her mental health and past romantic endeavors.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ promising more things she can provide in every sense but physical and thus, she can be quite a disappointing partner [outside of
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ the physical intimacy]. she doesn't trust others with her heart; she has been burned, poisoned and broken more times than she
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ has the patience or willpower to admit, and in turn has done the same, and will continue, to do the same to others. she's a toxic
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ lover; a jealous, possessive, overbearing, love-bomber with a heart gold buried so deep beneath the surface it might as well
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be myth. but when she chooses to allow herself to love, she loves hard. her partner becomes the center of her universe, her
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ gravity, her muse and deepest obsession.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀relationship-preference: would prefer to steer clear of relationships for an indefinite amount of time, possibly forever.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ she prefers no-strings-attached, non-disclosed arrangements.
⠀ ⠀⠀as-a-lover: a completely different monster. dominance takes the forefront of almost all of her intimate interactions, whether the
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ person she is speaking to is dominant or submissive, or neither. most of her interactions are built on power play, whether that
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ be for sexual gratification or pure amusement━━━iskra seems to get a kick out of making people deem her as almighty; divine.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this, however, does not deter away from other worldly pleasures; whether that be for herself or her partner. she is an
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ excellent and attentive lover when she cares for her partners; a giver and receiver, just as long as she is allowed her placement
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ at the top of each exchange. more will be added if iskra ever decides to take up more submissive roles again, but until then. ♡
⠀ ⠀⠀current-partner: not available.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>⠀status: not available. important-dates: not available.
⠀ ⠀⠀previous-partners:[seven past ships on and off site, only mentioning the most prominent to her story: labeled most significant
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ to least] daria fox, austin post, olivia culpo, andrew taggart, sarah-rose mcdaniel.
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