[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead

[Refrain]
'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me f***ing crazy
You made me miserable

[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead

[Verse]
Yeah, yeah
Why you always gotta have the last word?
You know all my passwords
Watch you walk away, I'm bendin' backwards
Don't tell me that you love me and you miss me when you're plastered
We can f*** each other over faster, disaster
You make me worse, not better
You act like, "So, whatever"
Mistake my pain for pleasure
You changin' mind like the weather

[Chorus]
Cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (Maybe I'm just better off dead)

[Post-Chorus]
(Better off dead)

[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (Maybe I'm just better off dead)

[Verse- Me]
Yeah can't keep the demons inside of me, they come from the dark makin me go crazy, even just the thought of you and him makes me wish I could put a bullet in my head but I'm not weak enough to do it, I know I deserve better but I'm so use to the toxicity, it's been really cloudy and here comes the thunder you know I always wondered if you ever really loved me obviously not because your back with him I can see it all in my headdd

[Refrain]
'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me f***ing crazy
You made me miserable

*dakota leaned back in his chair recalling the memories he had with dezi scratching his chin* "well let's start with when the sisters he's so found of showed up yeah?" *He took a deep breath*


*Dakota sat in dezi's dorm looking at him*
"You're walking a thin line of no return walker, you're sisters worried about you, I'm worried about you man, you're causing problems that don't need to be caused, you can't protect everyone, I know you want to after what happened to rose-

*Dezi instantly snapped* "No dakota you don't f***ing know, you have no idea, how would you feel if jasmine did in your arms? Looking into your eyes? Just because you moved her the wrong way? Knowing you very well could've saved her?"

*Dakota sighed* "I mean I guess you're right, I would be just as hurt and upset and depressed as you, have you found out anything more about the guys who killed her?"


*Dezi groaned* "nope, just that their still alive and apart of the monarchs gang, f***ing monarchs........ They'll pay once I find them"


*Dakota smirked* "so you and that new girl huh what's that about? You think she's cute? I mean if jasmine wasn't available I'd probably go for her sister, what's her name Vanessa? Dakossa? Has a nice ring to it"


*Dezi rolled his eyes* "she's pretty and doesn't have powers, reminds me alot of how rose was when I first met her *he paused as the same girl they were just talking to fell into the dorm*


"Speak of the devil, *dakota said* I'll leave you two to it"





*Dakota leaned forward in the chair* "now let's fast forward to a party about a month or so ago"



*Dakota jasmine dezi and Vanessa were all sitting up in the royals section*


*Dezi had a devious smirk on his face like he was trying to make a plan* "you know bub I still throw better parties these royal balls, never really have been my style"


*Dakota raised and eyebrow, and pointed to his scared and blind eye* "well neither am I put as King I'm stuck with them, I don't even look the part"

*Dezi smirk* "alright cyclops I get it go ahead and greet the guests"

*Dakota who playfully shoved dezi's head* "f*ck you too zombie" *he grabbed jasmines hand walking out to the front door greeting the guests, he looked back and dezi and Vanessa his arm around her, was he trying to make a move on her? He thought*


*The two seemed to get really close really quick, he remembered thinking as he watched dezi pull her onto the dance floor*


"Look at the love birds" *said jasmine mockingly*

*Dakota also noticed sabrina staring at the pair dancing, very fluently dancing*
"I know what he's doing, he's trying to make that girlie wanted to be jealous, I know sabrina really wanted them together, looks like they've resorted to jealousy"


*Jasmine and dakota both watch the kids dance the night away until they part ways and dezi goes to the porch to have a drink, I couldn't hear what was said but I did watch ivy try to rub up on him and Vanessa seemed to get very defensive of him, once ivy left the pair left too but with a third girl dakota didn't know*

(Blue butterfly in a glass ball, butterfly obviously represents Sabrina and the glass ball being Vanessa, idk she's can read people's minds and that makes me think glass ball XD

*Dezi layed sprawled out on the couch, letting elias stay in his room until they got the dorm situation settled for him, he murmured in his sleep something about someone not doing something as he shifted around slowly*


He was having yet another nightmare, a relieving of the murder of rose, he'd been having them alot more now that sabrina had left him and didn't want to talk,

~Dezi was walking down the street with rose hand in hand swinging them back and forth
like little kids the way she like, "come on dez loosen up, give me a smile something baby " *she teased her curly pink locks covering her face* ~he gave a weak smile, his depression was peaking at the time of her death~ "better than nothing dez" *she wrapped her arms around his laying her head on his arm as they waited for their ride* "hey dezzzzzzzz, how much do you love?" ~he smiled a bit bigger~ "enough to by you a dozen roses" *she looked up at him* "well Romeo I want 13 soooooo I'm definitely going to go let my father marry me off to a rich merchant" *she went on her tippy toes kissing his cheek* "are they almost here ?" ~dezi sighed~ "no clue, my step dad is supposed to be here by now, he's probably running late, he did have to pick up ellias from school" * a gunshot rang out and dezi instantly put rose behind him pulling out his dagger of fire his eyes lighting up searching for the gunmen, his mistake for assuming there was only one* "dez I'm sca-" *another shot rang out, this time from behind, dezi felt something wet hit him and rose collapse he screamed and turned to look at rose, bleeding out on the ground, she coughed* "d-dez c-come here" ~he held her tight not caring about the mess or the blood getting on him, as she leaned up and weakly kissed him her lips already starting to get cold* "Dez, i-i love you s-so m-muc-........" *She slowly went limp not even able to finish the sentence* "I love you to rose, I promise I'll find whoever did this and I'll make them pay I promise I promise" *he said tearing up, he knew she wasn't there, she couldn't hear him she died right in his arms, he held her tight petting her hair* "I promise he'll pay" *tears ran down his face, he just lost the love of his life, all because he didn't think about all the possibilities of putting her behind him, ~if I only I moved, if only I made her go somewhere else, if only I *the thoughts of if only I continued, he blamed himself for this, and he would never forgive himself* "he'll pay" *he repeated before carrying her over the the now speeding ambulance, her face, her words, haunting him*




*He awoke with a sweat and a jolt up trying to catch his breath, this was bad, he needed someone, he thought about Vanessa, ~don't bother nessy she probably asleep with esmeralda right now,......~ *he then called a contact he hadn't called in months, my butterfly, with a blue heart next to it*

"Please pick up sabby, I want you, I need you, please, please, please" *he wiped his tears trying to collect himself*

(Image is a rose and butterfly in a burning blue heart )

Jasmine walker is Dezi's only blood that's still alive, her and dakota are the picture perfect couple, she's always kept dumb and dumber in check (dezi and dokota) she has been with dakota for 7 years and they rarely ever fight, she's a shy mellow person, the opposite of dezi, she looks like dezi, she has the natural red eyes but her hair? Yeah not actually red, she's actually a blonde who would've guess?

"step brother" *he corrected the nurse* "Alexander is my step brother, he goes by the name Dezi? You must've heard of him" *the nurse just smiled and nodded slightly, no way was the little guy related to dezi in anyway he'd be much more powerful* "just sign here hun" *elias signed the paper* "can I go now? I want to start looking for my brother" *the nurse sighed* "yeah go look for your *she paused and said mockingly* brother" *she turned and walked away* ~jeez is everyone so mean around here, I hope I find dezi maybe then people will be nicer to me~ *he thought cheerful as he set out onto the town, little did young elias walker knew what he was getting himself into*