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== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
94% Dominant
93% Switch
88% Brat tamer
84% Master/Mistress
82% Degrader
81% Rigger
78% Primal (Hunter)
77% Daddy/Mommy
53% Vanilla
53% Exhibitionist
51% Sadist
50% Owner
49% Ageplayer
40% Voyeur
30% Experimentalist
0% Non-monogamist
94% Dominant
93% Switch
88% Brat tamer
84% Master/Mistress
82% Degrader
81% Rigger
78% Primal (Hunter)
77% Daddy/Mommy
53% Vanilla
53% Exhibitionist
51% Sadist
50% Owner
49% Ageplayer
40% Voyeur
30% Experimentalist
0% Non-monogamist
Bdsm test results
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
97% Daddy/Mommy
97% Brat tamer
87% Dominant
86% Vanilla
77% Master/Mistress
66% Exhibitionist
63% Ageplayer
51% Owner
47% Voyeur
46% Primal (Hunter)
33% Boy/Girl
31% Degrader
7% Non-monogamist
4% Rigger
4% Submissive
3% Experimentalist
3% Brat
0% Rope bunny
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Primal (Prey)
0% Masochist
0% Pet
0% Sadist
0% Switch
97% Daddy/Mommy
97% Brat tamer
87% Dominant
86% Vanilla
77% Master/Mistress
66% Exhibitionist
63% Ageplayer
51% Owner
47% Voyeur
46% Primal (Hunter)
33% Boy/Girl
31% Degrader
7% Non-monogamist
4% Rigger
4% Submissive
3% Experimentalist
3% Brat
0% Rope bunny
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Primal (Prey)
0% Masochist
0% Pet
0% Sadist
0% Switch
Idk make a title for me
I had to grow up fast
Your normal and mine aren't the same
Wish I could've had a childhood but that's in past
Feelin like I'm going insane
Yeah I stay in my own lane
Home went from somewhere I never wanted to be
Now I don't wanna leave cuz my anxiety's gotten the better of me
I've had so many people leave me
You really are the reason I stay
Every time we talk my heart pops like champagne
Used to be a nobody, then I leaned out got a bit of a glow and a voice
Now the ones who left are tryna car pool in my lane
Hey
Wanna try me you can't stop me, been through hell and I'm still standing
You're mad and shows but me? I'm doin okay
Your normal and mine aren't the same
Wish I could've had a childhood but that's in past
Feelin like I'm going insane
Yeah I stay in my own lane
Home went from somewhere I never wanted to be
Now I don't wanna leave cuz my anxiety's gotten the better of me
I've had so many people leave me
You really are the reason I stay
Every time we talk my heart pops like champagne
Used to be a nobody, then I leaned out got a bit of a glow and a voice
Now the ones who left are tryna car pool in my lane
Hey
Wanna try me you can't stop me, been through hell and I'm still standing
You're mad and shows but me? I'm doin okay
Lotte this is the story for ya!
So back in 8th grade I was on this bus and there was this girl I was really good friends with at the time and she complained and told me about everything.... Whether I wanted to hear it or not so one day were heading home on the bus we were the last stop so it was pretty much just us and she had just recently got into a new relationship and she looked super uncomfortable in her seat and I was like "hey something wrong?" And she was like "yeah I'm just super sore" and I made the mistake of askin "what from?" And she said out loud not quiet at all "from getting f***ing railed by my boyfriend yesterday " and I was like "f***ing what?" And she was like "railed ya know Jack hammered?" And I was like " the f***?" And she was like "he f***ed me" and I was like "WELL I DIDNT NEED TO KNOW THAT" and I ended up dating sed girl for the majority of 9th grade for her to cheat on me for half the relationship with that toxic guy and manipulated the f*** out of me uwu
If you still wanna know what I was talking about
Well
Where to start.......
About 6-7 years ago both my mom's side and my dad's side of the family turned their backs on my dad and my mother, which also means they turned their backs on me (I was 10 or 11 at the time) which caused me to have horrible abandonment issues
About a year or so before that happened (when I was 9-10) we'd visit my grandmother (on my mom's side) who was an alcoholic, she used to get wasted and verbally abuse me, my mother, and my father, so much so that I ended up going to therapy for it because I had become so depressed from it, and since then I've been overly insecure, which is why I act so confident, I fake it so people believe when in reality I feel like every little thing is being judge by someone
And then there's my ex girlfriend, we broke up early in the summer, she was extremely abusive verbally and manipulated the f*** out of me.... She cheated on me right infront of me and manipulated me into thinking she was forced to, and knowing her verbally and physically abusive ex that she did cheat with I didn't doubt it because it sounded like something he'd do....
All her lying and manipulating and up and leaving me for him then lying about being with him after our break-up has kinda made all those things worse and worst of all I was starting to move past alot of them, now they're all twice as bad, I have anxiety attacks more often and I overthinking a hell of a lot, the cherry ontop being all these things are, I don't know the right word but I'll just use triggers, triggers that make my adhd spike, anxiety attack? Adhd won't let me stand still? Overthinking? Adhd makes me get lost in those thoughts to the point where I've spent hours in my head
I know this probably sounds like a pitty party and I've opened up to people who've told me that it was and they were a**holes to me afterwards thinking I was so desperate for attention I was using this as an exscuse for it..... So yeah
Where to start.......
About 6-7 years ago both my mom's side and my dad's side of the family turned their backs on my dad and my mother, which also means they turned their backs on me (I was 10 or 11 at the time) which caused me to have horrible abandonment issues
About a year or so before that happened (when I was 9-10) we'd visit my grandmother (on my mom's side) who was an alcoholic, she used to get wasted and verbally abuse me, my mother, and my father, so much so that I ended up going to therapy for it because I had become so depressed from it, and since then I've been overly insecure, which is why I act so confident, I fake it so people believe when in reality I feel like every little thing is being judge by someone
And then there's my ex girlfriend, we broke up early in the summer, she was extremely abusive verbally and manipulated the f*** out of me.... She cheated on me right infront of me and manipulated me into thinking she was forced to, and knowing her verbally and physically abusive ex that she did cheat with I didn't doubt it because it sounded like something he'd do....
All her lying and manipulating and up and leaving me for him then lying about being with him after our break-up has kinda made all those things worse and worst of all I was starting to move past alot of them, now they're all twice as bad, I have anxiety attacks more often and I overthinking a hell of a lot, the cherry ontop being all these things are, I don't know the right word but I'll just use triggers, triggers that make my adhd spike, anxiety attack? Adhd won't let me stand still? Overthinking? Adhd makes me get lost in those thoughts to the point where I've spent hours in my head
I know this probably sounds like a pitty party and I've opened up to people who've told me that it was and they were a**holes to me afterwards thinking I was so desperate for attention I was using this as an exscuse for it..... So yeah