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Tsar Ustinov [Modern Crime, Fandomless + AUs]


DISCLAIMER: Incomplete! Corrections, alterations, & additions are in process.

      BASICS

NAME Устинов Царь Тимофе́евич (anglicized: ustinov tsar timofeyevich)

NICKNAME(S) none

ALIAS(ES) igor drago (occasionally), the queen (homophobic pejorative)

AGE thirty

D.O.B january 16th

P.O.B beachwood, ohio, usa; totma, russia (v. inherit the tragedy)

CURRENT RESIDENCY cleveland, ohio, usa; saint petersburg, russia (v. inherit the tragedy)

LANGUAGE(S) russian & english (dual native languages), fenya (russian cant language, fluent), yiddish (fluent, mild accent), italian (passable, strong accent)

GENDER | SPECIES male | human

ORIENTATIONS homosexual, homoromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS committed to (avishai genz, secretly, v. god complex); single (v. inherit the tragedy)

OCCUPATION owner and manager of little lavender (gay bathhouse), owner and manager of head to toe (rub-and-tug massage parlor), vor v zakone (thief-in-law, professional criminal), pakhan of the cleveland bratva (claimant, position contested by czeslaw zieba & allies)

AFFILIATION cleveland bratva (ohio-based russian crime syndicate), zino 'the kingmaker' mesyats (mentor), czeslaw 'the mouth' zieba (godfather & former mentor, enemy), solntsevskaya bratva (partners & allies), mexican cártel de juárez (ditto), colombian national liberation army (partners)

ORIGIN fandomless original character

      PHYSICAL

FACE CLAIM alec utgoff

EYES green

HAIR light brown

SKIN fair

HEIGHT 5' 10''

ETHNICITY finnish, german, ossetian, russian

TATTOOS ornate rose on left breast (denoting that he turned 18 in jail); eyes on lower abdomen (denoting homosexuality); detailed madonna and child on back (thieves' talisman, denoting his being a thief from youth); epaulets with three stars on shoulders (denoting hostility for authority, in this sense american government); twin eight-pointed stars under clavicles (denoting a high-ranking thief); khokhloma designs on both backs of hands

OTHER DISTINGUISHING FEATURES strong slavic look; left ear lobe piercing; heavily tattooed; typically in semi-casual attire

      PERSONALITY

MORAL ALIGNMENT lawful neutral

TRAITS controlling, dogmatic, tenacious, obstinate, phlegmatic, dour, rigid, pragmatic, stalwart, vigilant, clear-headed, prudent, ambitious, methodical, intelligent, peremptory, blunt, composed, guarded, soft-spoken, compassionate (towards innocent souls such as animals and children)

GOALS live by the thieves' code; take the cleveland bratva throne/execute the kingmaker's design (partially succeeded); affirm his claim as pakhan & unite the bratva behind his leadership; quell czeslaw zieba's rebellion

FEARS failing to prove his worth as pakhan; losing the civil war/failing to reunite the bratva; losing turf to rivals; losing avi (v. god complex)

HOBBIES exercising; maintaining a healthy lifestyle; fostering animals (especially cats)

      MORE

NATIONALITY american

CRIMINAL RECORD assault with a deadly weapon (charged w/ felony adw, fined $15,000 & served two years), burglary (as a minor, charged w/ felony burglary, pleaded guilty & served 7 months in jail for misdemeanor burglary), grand theft auto (charged w/ felony gta, fined $25,000 & served 18 months in state prison), resisting arrest (as a minor, sentence related to burglary charge)

CRIMES COMMITTED armed robbery, arms trafficking, arson, assault with a deadly weapon, attempted murder, breaking and entering, bribery (indirectly, by association), burglary, compulsory prostitution (indirectly, by association), drug trafficking, extortion, first-degree murder (by proxy), fraud, grand theft auto, home invasion, human trafficking, intimidation, kidnapping, manslaughter, murder (in the first & second-degrees), racketeering, resisting arrest, sex trafficking (indirectly, by association), torture

PHYSICAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS astigmatism (corrected via laser eye surgery)

FAMILY evelina ustinova (née kharebova, mother, estranged), timofey ustinov (father, estranged), miron & sasha ustinov (younger brothers, identical twins, estranged), czeslaw zieba (godfather), avishai genz (lover, v. dependent), catherine "cat the great" (rescued pet russian blue cat), ivan & grigori (foster birman cats)

RELIGION agnosticism (raised eastern orthodox)

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS rarely | no | no

SONG(S) Like Moths to Flames' "YOTM" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjKeNcKs9cI), Konvent's "Chernobyl Child" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvtSgCetCYQ), & RAM's "Паразит (Parasite)" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=pP50-RLIY9g)

      STORY (W.I.P)

coming soon!
  
      VERSES (W.I.P)

GOD COMPLEX; tba
HABITUAL DECLINE; tba
INHERIT THE TRAGEDY; tba
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Nico Céspedes [Historical Drama, Fandomless]


DISCLAIMER: Incomplete!  Corrections, alterations, & additions are in process.  

      BASICS

NAME nicolás lucián céspedes morel

NICKNAME(S) nico

ALIAS(ES) vicente salazar (secretly, as salazar's body double), el mimo/the mime (by salazar, v. 'foreign coast'), nico "ojos trágicos/tragic eyes" (by salazar, v. 'sin and sentence')

AGE thirty-five/thirty-six (as of 1986)

D.O.B april 10th, 1950

P.O.B zénoidino, provincia nueva francia, isla bonaparte (zénaïda, province nouvelle france, île bonaparte)

CURRENT RESIDENCY palacio de la soledad, ciudad de las luces, provincia paradisíaca, isla bonaparte (château de solitude, ville de lumières, province paradisiaque, île bonaparte)

LANGUAGE(S) french (native), spanish (fluent), english (fluent), portuguese (limited)

GENDER | SPECIES male | human

ORIENTATIONS bisexual, biromantic 

RELATIONSHIP STATUS single

OCCUPATION foreign language teacher/french teacher (1972-81), playwright & community theatre actor (1975-81, predominately unpaid), political decoy/body double (for vicente salazar, 1981-present)

AFFILIATION institución de idioma francés de marc (as a teacher, formerly), theatre de hurtado (as an actor, formerly), vicente salazar (presidente of isla bonaparte, as salazar's decoy), benjamín sáenz (personal aide & bodyguard), julián arboleda (bodyguard), serge de villepin (ditto), ricardo alcabú (u.s. appointed governor of isla bonaparte, executed in '83), reuben carvallo (leader of the vocal reformation movement), ivan de la cruz (chair of the nationalist progressive party), general joaquin venegas (chief of staff of the isla bonaparte national guard), damián escribano (head of the secret police), estela cadaval (cuban diplomat), césar medina serrano (brazilian diplomat), benito tenorio (colombian diplomat), rolando abellán (venezuelan diplomat), coniglio-alessi mafia clan (venezuelan-based sicilian clan), pascual arrabal (panamanian drug trafficker), emiliano cortés (panamanian money launderer)

ORIGIN fandomless original character 

      PHYSICAL

FACE CLAIM alberto ammann

EYES hazel; dark brown (occasionally, altered with colored contacts)

HAIR light brown; dark brown (dyed)

SKIN tanned

HEIGHT 6' 2'' (roughly the same height as salazar) 

ETHNICITY basque (distant), french, german, spanish

TATTOOS paper plane with the shadow of a real plane (on left inner arm, removed in '81 via dermabrasion)

OTHER DISTINGUISHING FEATURES striking vicente salazar doppelgänger; beauty mark under right eye (removed in '81 via dermabrasion); small salmon birthmark at base of spine (ditto); naturally straight teeth (altered in '81 to match salazar's crooked smile); perfectly mimics salazar's gait, way of speaking, mannerisms, habits, & tics (frowning, sniffing, finger movements, leg bouncing)

      PERSONALITY

MORAL ALIGNMENT lawful neutral

TRAITS conscientious, diffident, allocentric, meticulous, creative, unpretentious, introspective, observant, social, educated, acquiescent, reticent, wary, alluring (as himself); debonair, free-spirited, protective, obtrusive, cocksure, astute, ostentatious, proud, defiant, rakish (traits displayed as salazar)

GOALS serve his country/do his part to maintain peace (v. foreign coast); repay a life debt to salazar (v. sin and sentence)

FEARS arachnids & reptiles (especially goliath birdeaters, cuban crocodiles, fer-de-lances, & bonaparene tree boas); presidente vicente salazar (v. 'sin and sentence'); dying for the wrong reason/for a man he loathes (ditto); harm coming to his family (ditto)

HOBBIES acting; playwriting; theatre set production; dancing (salsa, cumbia, flamenco, bolero)

      MORE

NATIONALITY bonaparene, american (non-citizen national)

CRIMINAL RECORD none

CRIMES COMMITTED none

PHYSICAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS none; tic disorder (as salazar)

FAMILY ana morel (mother), jairo céspedes (father), sebastian gaona (godfather), amand castex (ex-boyfriend), kimberly céspedes (older brother), estefania céspedes de varela & agustín céspedes (younger siblings, fraternal twins), facundo varela (brother-in-law via estefania), priscila sáez (sister-in-law via kimberly, deceased), raúl varela céspedes (godson & nephew via estefania, b. 1974), matías céspedes sáez (nephew via kimberly, b. 1980)

RELIGION roman catholicism 

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS rarely | yes | no

SONG(S) Trivium's "Catastrophist" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNgyzREsaAA), Unprocessed's "Prototype" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBGptjTkXuo), & Veil of Maya's "Outsider" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rlh_hxjmSvc)

      STORY (W.I.P)

coming soon!

      VERSES (W.I.P)

FEAR TOMORROW; [Prior to Salazar, modernized AU available] 
FOREIGN COAST; [Benevolent Rule, modernized AU available] when reviled, we bless; when persecuted, we endure.
SIN AND SENTENCE; [Tyrannical Rule, modernized AU available] be sober-minded; be watchful. your adversary the devil prowls around like a. roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.  They pulled the rag over his head, holding it in place and robbing him of any possible relief.  His nasal cavity burned and lungs constricted as water smothered him.  As quickly as it started, it stopped.  He choked and gagged and gasped for air once they took the rag away.  The ringing in his ears drowned out the sound of his racing heartbeat.  It all came in short bursts.  They covered his face, poured the water, and let his body panic until they ran dry.  They allowed him a moment of respite, asking a single question as he tried to recover.  When he refused to answer, they repeated the process.  He couldn't have said how long they kept it up.  It felt like an eternity before they abruptly ceased, releasing him from crude restraints.  One man offered a meager towel whilst another told him he was free to go. "You're cleared," he continued, and just like that he returned to the palace.  Upon his arrival, Vicente Salazar demanded his immediate presence.  He beamed at Nico and clapped him on a damp shoulder.  How proud he was that the body double passed his test.  Nico's mock torturers had asked where the real Vicente Salazar was hiding, yet he said nothing.  Salazar assumed blind loyalty, but it was fear that kept Nico chained to the barbarous leader. Fear that his loved ones would be killed, fear that more innocent people would be killed, fear that he would be killed.  In truth, he never knew his president's whereabouts.  The man was drowning in the violence and chaos he created, and Nico hoped he had the strength to break the imaginary shackles before it was too late.

      EXTRA (A Brief History of Isla Bonaparte, for those interested; W.I.P)  

coming soon!
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Rasha [Historical Drama, Fandomless + AUs]


      BASICS

NAME ingegärd hoskuldsdottir

NICKNAME(S) inge (by ibba)

ALIAS(ES) hǫggvinkinna (cut-cheek), rasha (in the east), amazon (in the byzantine empire, v. dependent)

AGE twenty-eight or twenty-nine (by 888)

D.O.B circa 859

P.O.B västergötland, götaland 

CURRENT RESIDENCY nomadic; constantinople, byzantine empire (v. dependent)

LANGUAGE(S) old east norse (native tongue), old east slavic (old novgorod dialect), kurdish (limited), byzantine greek (limited)

GENDER | SPECIES female | human

ORIENTATIONS pansexual, panromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS single (twice widowed, once divorced)

OCCUPATION varangian rus' warrior, varangian volga trader (of furs, silver, varangian-crafted weapons, & occasionally slaves), khagan/chieftain (of a geatish-varangian nomadic war band, v. dependent), naval warfare commander (as khagan, v. dependent), enslaved bodyguard & performing armed combatant (v. dependent)

AFFILIATION harald finehair (king of norway & conqueror of götaland, enemy), norwegians (enemies), erik eymundsson (king of sweden & kin to finehair, enemy), swedes (enemies), rus' khaganate (873-79), prince oleg of novgorod (supreme leader of kievan rus', under oath of fealty, 879-present), byzantine empire (tentative traders; enemies, v. dependent), florian melodus (owner, v. dependent)

ORIGIN fandomless original character

      PHYSICAL

FACE CLAIM gaia weiss

EYES blue

HAIR red-brown

SKIN fair

HEIGHT 5' 9''

ETHNICITY baltic (unspecified), greuthungian gothic, norse (geatish), slavic (unspecified)

TATTOOS both forearms covered with elder futhark runes, elaborate norse knots, & intricate patterns; huginn (on right shoulder blade) and muninn (on left); gungnir on spine (tip stopping at hairline & end of shaft stopping at tailbone); valknut between breasts; troll cross on right rib cage

OTHER DISTINGUISHING FEATURES scar stretching from between eyebrows down nose & right cheek; scar running from right corner of mouth to right ear; typically wears dark eyeliner; half-shaved head (right), long blonde hair (left); perpetual scowl

      PERSONALITY

MORAL ALIGNMENT chaotic neutral

TRAITS adaptable, headstrong, sedulous, valorous, adventurous, materialistic, uncivil, decisive, opportunistic, astute, ferocious, commanding, innovative, licentious, venturesome, extroverted, domineering, blithe, hostile, vigorous, temerarious, hedonistic, independent, vengeful, shameless, loyal

GOALS grow wealthy & powerful; destroy her enemies (especially harald finehair); escape chains/freedom (v. dependent)

FEARS being worthless; dying a captive (v. dependent)

HOBBIES raiding/pillaging/sacking byzantine suburbs; treasure hunting

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NATIONALITY geatish, kievan rus' (as of 879)

CRIMINAL RECORD [not applicable]

CRIMES COMMITTED [not applicable]

PHYSICAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS none | situational depression (v. dependent)

FAMILY katla (mother, deceased), hoskuld (father, deceased), visäte (first husband, deceased), zlatan (second husband, deceased), hæming (third husband, divorced), nasi (son via visäte), solvor (daughter via zlatan), thyri (daughter via zlatan), orøkia (son viahæming), ibba hoskuldsson (younger brother, estranged v. dependent)

RELIGION ásatrú (norse paganism)

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS yes | no | sometimes

SONG(S) After the Burial's "Exit, Exist" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbd-rA2O2_4), Defamed's "Circles" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsFEx7vv9SQ), & InVisions' "Good for Nothing" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUa_0BoGUtY)

      STORY (W.I.P)

(rewrite in process) tba

      VERSES (W.I.P)

HAIL THE LOST; [873-79] (rewrite in process) tba
OF GLORY; [879-88] (rewrite in process) tba
GARDEN OF THORNS; [889-??] Demoralization, humiliation, and crass vulgarities; such was life in gilded Byzantium for a humbled warrior.  Greco slave owner, Florian Melodus, boasted about his taming of the barbarian queen Rasha.  He spun a great tale, recounting a battle in which he overtook the Varangian.  How heinous and savage he painted her and her ilk, and how valiant and powerful he painted himself.  Of course, it was all a lie.  No skirmish was fought in the traditional sense of the word.  Jealous of her status and personal wealth, Ibba Hoskuldsson sought to undermine his older sister and assume command of her Geatish-Varangian band.  Initiating a shadow war against Rasha, Ibba met with his sister's enemies, Melodus and other Byzantine nobles.  He promised to deliver the scourge of the Empire in exchange for a ceasefire and a lucrative trading arrangement.  So, they came in the night, as quiet and as deadly as the horned viper, and took her without bloodshed.  They confined her to a cage, she, the wild beast, who terrorized inhabitants of the Byzantine Empire.  Melodus relished the opportunity to exploit her battle skills, forcing her to fight as "Amazon."  It belittled and insulted her as a Geat to fight under the Greek-given moniker, but she did not protest.  She would live this life until the gods showed her the way back to Kiev.  Then she would have her revenge.
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Holiday Kipper [Historical Crime, Fandomless]


      BASICS

NAME thomas john kipper (né toma koz pernaska)

NICKNAME(S) tom (by his parents & layla), holly, hol 

ALIAS(ES) holiday kipper, henry kastel (rarely)

AGE thirty-three (as of 1949) | thirty-four (as of 2020)

D.O.B february 10th, 1916 | feb. 10th, 1986 (v. dependent)

P.O.B pogradec, korçë, albania

CURRENT RESIDENCY paterson, new jersey, usa

LANGUAGE(S) albanian & english (dual native languages)

GENDER | SPECIES male | human

ORIENTATIONS pansexual, pan-demiromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS divorced

OCCUPATION delivery coordinator (for quicker kipper shipping), ceo of QKS (v. dependent), smuggler

AFFILIATION quicker kipper shipping (family company, as an employee), cody kipper (father, owner of QKS, employer), orville 'orrie' kirkland (criminal partner & QKS human resources manager), usi mansour (criminal associate & QKS driver), ismad al-sani (ditto), victor 'vic' landry (ditto), tulir maxhuni (ditto), nelson mcmillan (ditto), guy knox (fixer), edmund 'eddie' chambers (arms dealer, criminal patron), clayton 'clay' bennett (moonshiner, criminal patron), miralles cartel (peruvian drug cartel, criminal patrons), roscoe huber (rival smuggler, enemy), kenneth 'ken' klein (huber's henchman, murder victim), wayne mcpherson (ditto), jay spears (ditto), mark kipper (older brother, murder victim, v. dependent)

ORIGIN fandomless original character

      PHYSICAL

FACE CLAIM michael malarkey

EYES black

HAIR black

SKIN lightly tanned

HEIGHT 5' 10''

ETHNICITY albanian, arab (unspecified), greek, italian

TATTOOS none

OTHER DISTINGUISHING FEATURES ear piercing (left lobe); long scar down right forearm (via layla w/ cleaver); slightly crooked nose (from repeated fracturing)

      PERSONALITY

MORAL ALIGNMENT neutral evil

TRAITS mercurial, astute, egotistical, resentful, unscrupulous, vain, animated, irascible, officious, educated, impulsive, brazen, argumentative, violent, ostentatious, entitled, blunt, malapert, callous, imaginative, avaricious

GOALS become wealthy (by any means, partially succeeded); take over the family company (partially succeeded; succeeded, v. dependent); prove he is superior, especially to competitor smugglers & enemies

FEARS harm coming to zahra/failing to protect his legacy; losing his wealth/inheritance; imprisonment

HOBBIES gambling; dancing; attending the cinema (watching old movies, v. dependent); starting fights/brawling

      MORE

NATIONALITY albanian (by birth); american (naturalized in 1935)

CRIMINAL RECORD assault with a deadly weapon (charged w/ felony adw, acquitted in a court of law), disturbing the peace (fined $450), domestic battery (fine of $1,000 & 1-year probation), resisting arrest (fine of $2,500 & 3 months jail time)

CRIMES COMMITTED accessory to murder, aiding and abetting, arms trafficking, assault with a deadly weapon, attempted murder, bootlegging (absinthe, moonshine), cigarette smuggling, disturbing the peace, domestic battery, domestic violence, driving under the influence, drug trafficking, fratricide, harboring known fugitive(s), human trafficking, kidnapping, manslaughter, mayhem, money laundering, murder (in the first & second degrees), obstruction of justice, people smuggling, resisting arrest, tax evasion, wildlife smuggling

PHYSICAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS narcissistic personality disorder, hypomania episodes (occasionally, following amphetamine use)

FAMILY fanny kipper (née fatima hasani, mother), cody kipper (né koz pernaska, father), layla al-hatim (ex-wife), mark kipper (né marsel pernaska, older half-brother, deceased), laury madani-kipper (née floure pernaska, older half-sister), selene kipper (née stavridi, sister-in-law), yousef madani (brother-in-law), zahra kipper (daughter, b. 1942), nadia agatha kipper (niece via mark, b. 1935), aisha madani-kipper (niece via laury, b. 1937), harun madani-kipper (nephew via laury, b. 1938), bette & joan (pet turkish angoras, indoor cats), lloyd, chaplin, & keaton (pet american pit bull terriers, guard dogs), abbott & costello (pet doberman pinschers, guard dogs)

RELIGION irreligious (ethical solipsist)

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS yes | yes | yes

SONG(S) Whitechapel's "Third Depth" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LUWVC9jspg), Jinjer's "On the Top" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=BROMMobZVbQ), & Orbit Culture's "Redfog" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=la21crvpjpk)

      STORY (W.I.P)

   'Paterson is a cesspool of wicked people and immoral deeds,' they said of the immigrant-laden New Jersey city.  'Home to the ambitious self-serving, to the entitled pricks, to the predators and scavengers.'  The heir to Quicker Kipper Shipping, an opportunistic smuggling extraordinaire, called Paterson home and surprised none.  Since 1936, QKS had been corrupted by the young heir's greed, transforming the company into something his father no longer recognized.  Once a proud and authentic company, nowadays QKS deliveries carried more than they legally claimed.  From illegal goods like drugs and girls to products merely aiming to evade the government's tax, anything could be hidden amongst legitimate merchandise.  For the unprincipled, the scum of Paterson, Holiday Kipper of QKS was there to provide an invaluable service.  It made the heir King of the Gutters, King of the Dishonest, King of Smuggling.

   Though he reaped in riches, the smuggling business wasn't without its unique hazards and obstacles.  Law enforcement posed the greatest risk to Holiday's operation, but they weren't what kept him up at night.  Rivals and enemies made along the way didn't play like the cops.  Police officers wouldn't spray his place with a couple of Thompsons, they wouldn't harm his precious little girl, they wouldn't bring mayhem down on Holly's whole world.  After several assassination attempts and delivery truck bombings, Holly realized who sought his hide.  Roscoe Huber had been a rival from the getgo.  He ran a similar operation, but it was primitive and lacked a law-abiding facet to divert prying eyes.  Huber was jealous, having lost much of his credibility to frequent cop seizures and many of his patrons to Holly.  Despite the genuine threat Huber posed to him, considering their numerous altercations, Holiday thought it impossible to lose to Huber.  Arrogance blinded the younger man to the point of underestimating Huber.  Though remaining vigilant, he tricked himself into believing in his invincibility.  

      VERSES (W.I.P)

RISE; [Paterson, New Jersey; 1936-49, modernized AU available] tba
DECENNIUM; [Reno, Nevada; 1950-60, modernized AU available] Huber was dead, found in his own home half-skinned (presumably whilst alive).  Mark Kipper was dead, his head caved in with a marble ashtray.  Cody Kipper was dead, too, dying from a broken heart hardly a year after his older son.  During his father's funeral, the realization sank in: it was all his now.  Everything he desired, he now had.  Yet, he wanted more.  Holiday began to eye a growing Nevada city, and in 1950 moved QKS headquarters to Reno.  His aggressive expansion now centered in the western state raised countless eyebrows.  Especially from those in Vegas.  'Ah, just like home,' and he smiled.
LOVELACE; [historical & modern AUs available] Holiday's narcissism knew no bounds.  Never having outgrown his self-centeredness in childhood, it flourished to define his adulthood.  Money and power were ever the covet of QKS's dark prince, and he never had enough.  Despite witnessing again and again how greed dictated his actions, his wife, siblings, and parents pleaded ignorance of his egotistical character.  Some would have loved them for it, but Holly detested their willful nescience.  It weighed him down as he felt compelled to put up a facade to soothe their distaste for his true nature.  Veiled by a silver tongue's glib words, Holiday maintained the role of 'Tom,' a modest and thoughtful man, whilst around family.  'Tom' was no criminal, that was Holiday.  Oh, how he craved to embrace his true character with someone who understood, someone akin.  But did anyone like that exist?
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Ira Diamond [Modern Drama, Fandomless + AUs]


CONTENT WARNING: This blog post contains mentions of a past suicide attempt and complications of the attempt!

      BASICS

NAME ira alexander diamond

NICKNAME(S) none

ALIAS(ES) black diamond (pre-accident), the tin painter (post-accident), the fortune teller (v. dependent)

AGE twenty-nine

D.O.B march 3rd

P.O.B provo, utah, usa

CURRENT RESIDENCY hartford, connecticut, usa | stratton's transitory exhibition (secretly, v. dependent)

LANGUAGE(S) english

GENDER | SPECIES male | human

ORIENTATIONS pan-demisexual, pan-demiromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS single

OCCUPATION bank teller (pre-accident), freelance artist (post-accident), freakshow performer (secretly, v. dependent)

AFFILIATION bastion financial (bank, formerly), diamond banking family (estranged), ian diamond (bastion bank owner, estranged father), ari diamond (wealth management advisor, estranger older brother), emerson harmon (primary physician, formerly), mia garner (speech-language pathologist/speech therapist, formerly), simon allen marsh (occupational therapist), kendyll long (interpreter), soloman stratton (v. dependent)

ORIGIN fandomless original character 

      PHYSICAL

FACE CLAIM jack huston

EYES brown

HAIR black

SKIN fair

HEIGHT 6' 4''

ETHNICITY danish, german, italian, mizrahi jewish, scotch-irish, welsh

TATTOOS none

OTHER DISTINGUISHING FEATURES disfigured left half of face (missing left eye, most of cheekbone, & left half of upper jaw); tin mask to cover disfiguration

      PERSONALITY

MORAL ALIGNMENT lawful neutral (pre-accident); chaotic neutral (post-accident)

TRAITS creative, melancholic, empathetic, self-critical, anxious, insecure, curious, perceptive, self-denying, serious, intuitive, meticulous, allocentric, compliant, troubled, sensitive, self-effacing, pessimistic, messy, bashful, sedulous

GOALS make his father proud (pre-accident, failed); feel in control of his own life (ditto); live for himself (ditto); communicate with others (post-accident); discovering new & unorthodox methods of communication (ditto)

FEARS spiraling out of control (pre-accident); failing to live up to others' expectations (pre-accident, less so post-accident); firearms (especially rifles & shotguns, post-accident); total vision & hearing loss (ditto)

HOBBIES reading plays; listening to old radio dramas, podcasts, & audiobooks; sketching; painting; whistling (to key)

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NATIONALITY american

CRIMINAL RECORD attempted suicide (committed to a mental hospital for eleven months) 

CRIMES COMMITTED attempted suicide

PHYSICAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS near-sightedness, clinical depression, tinnitus (post-accident), broca's aphasia (ditto), vision loss (missing left eye, ditto), difficulty chewing (due to partial loss of jawbone, ditto), minor nerve damage (to left cheek, ditto)

FAMILY ava diamond (née ware, estranged mother), morgan roy-diamond (estranged step-mother), ian diamond (estranged father), ari diamond (estranged older brother), renee diamond (née gorman, estranged sister-in-law), carly diamond (estranged niece), key (pet harz roller canary)

RELIGION agnostic

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS sometimes | no | [prescription only]

SONG(S) Bury Tomorrow's "Choke" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkINM0KEoA4) & Gojira's "L'Enfant Sauvage" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGHlZwMYO9g)

      STORY

   Just a few weeks prior, when Ira Diamond would look at himself in the mirror, he did not know the man who stared back.  He saw only a hollow figure, trapped in a soulless, miserable existence.  But after the accident, for the first time in a long time, he felt like he recognized himself.  His remaining eye brightened with an unfamiliar liveliness, his hair felt thicker and healthier, his skin was soft and glowed.  Ira had finally killed the power his family had over him, and he wished he had done it so much sooner.  Although it wasn't the intended outcome, his disfigurement, it was the very thing he needed to escape their clutches.  Once they learned of his attempt, they stuck him in a mental hospital and abandoned him.  The doctors recommended he pursue reconstructive surgery, but Ira outright refused.  He feared the procedure would return to his old ways.  He couldn't live like that again, always pleasing others and dying that little bit more inside with every self-denying action.  He couldn't let them undo everything.  He wouldn't go back to that little room with a gun in his shaking hand.  A second chance had been given to him and he wouldn't throw it away so easily.

   Despite embracing his new physical form, he did not fare as comfortably mentally.  His doctor explained that brain trauma resulted in his having developed Broca's aphasia, a language disorder.  Before he was diagnosed, he had never heard of Broca's aphasia (why should he have?)  It was one of the better aphasias to have, his therapist insisted, but that didn't mean it didn't have its own trials.  All facets of language output were effected; speech, writing, even manual if he had learned sign language.  He retained an overall competent comprehension of others but struggled to speak anywhere near as fluently.  Even with the progress made every single day, Ira grew despondent with his communication difficulties.  His speech therapist suggested art therapy to help him cope and express himself.  Art became his crutch and his saving grace.  Though he still worked on his speech, Ira began to prefer sketching and painting to communicate.  He knew he'd never talk like he used, so he practiced and experimented with his new craft.  After eleven months in the hospital, he was discharged without officials fearing he'd try to off himself.  Ira left Utah for Connecticut where he intended to start over as a painter.

      VERSES

GIFT OF GUILT; Bastion Financial owner, Ian Diamond, is known to his friends, colleagues, and clients as a kindly middle-aged man, unfailing in hospitality and agreeableness.  Behind closed doors, however, he is an overbearing and belligerent man.  None knew that side of Ian better than his youngest son, Ira.  Growing up in the Diamond household, Ira was never good enough.  He was the Diamond black sheep for reasons he could never determine.  Whilst the eldest, Ari, was showered with praise and affection for average achievements, Ira knew only criticism and ridicule in spite of his excellence.  Still, for all his apparent flaws and unworthiness, he was expected to follow his father and brother into the family business.  Ari advanced his career quickly, ever the apple of Ian's eye.  Ira, on the other hand, incurred his father's wrath at every sign of ambition.  Was he truly to stay a lowly bank teller his whole life?  God, help him.
THE ART OF DYING; Ira utilized and honed various art forms for different manners.  He drifted towards surrealism when confronting negative people or unpleasant things.  Rich and dark colors, harsh lines, and oil paints dominated these pieces.  Realism stole the show when he found himself in a positive environment, especially around people he liked.  Whilst in the hospital, he gifted his therapist and doctors with portraits and flattering sketches to show his appreciation.  However, when confused by someone or something, he often answered with expressionism.  Rarely, he also expressed humor in an abstract expressionist manner.  Having developed skills for several different artistic styles, it helped others learn how he communicates despite his disability.  Still, he knew not all of his Hartford clients would be understanding and accomodating, so he hired an interpreter to speak for him.  With Kendyll Long at the helm, Ira felt as if he finally had a leg up in the world.  He was doing something with his life, doing what he wanted.  Perhaps the accident was the best thing to happen to him after all.
MAN IN THE BOX; It wasn't a surprise to Ira that there were folks out there who still gawked at the "freaks" of the world.  It was, however, surprising that they wanted to gawk at him.  Whilst in the hospital, he was approached by a handler, a scout of sorts.  The stranger offered to house, clothe, and feed him in exchange for active participation in their employer's underground freakshow.  They wanted his work, his talent for painting an accurate discernment of any given individual, and his marred face.  No one would miss him if he disappeared, not his family who never understood him.  Not his friends who never cared.  He accepted the proposition, feeling as though he had no other alternative.  Besides, could performing for rich bastards with too much time and money on their hands really be so bad?
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