BETTER RUN
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⧽ Keeps a journal where he writes poems, jots down thoughts, notes, lists. Journal is locked up in a small safe along with a couple other 'special items'.
⧽ Robert enjoys the rain. He thinks it's the earth being depressed and so the earth is crying out in pain.
⧽ Sometimes, Robert will randomly tear up. His mind wanders into the past. How fxcked his life is. He deeply misses everyone that he has lost and it shows. Despite his desperate attempts to 'move on'.
⧽ Robert has low self esteem from years of continuous bullying and getting beat on. He doesn't exactly know how to take a compliment seriously.
⧽ Despite his many flaws, Robert loves. He loves hard. And with every ounce of his being. If you are his friend, he will be there to support through everything and anything without expecting anything in return.
⧽ Robert is easily distracted and lacks focus on most things. Unless he truly cares about the subject in question, getting him to pay attention is nearly impossible.
⧽ HATES MORNINGS. Unless there's coffee involved. Coffee makes the world go round.
⧽ Has a knife collection that he keeps in pristine condition. Will be highly angered if they are touched without his permission.
⧽ Robert did get expelled for bringing a few knives to school during his Freshman year. Despite him simply bringing them to protect himself.
⧽ His birth father suffered a fatal heart attack when Robert was 8. His mother raised him afterwards, until her death when Robert was 14. She was killed during a robbery at the salon she worked at.
⧽ Has a corgi, Ziggy, that his mom got for him a year before her death. He cherishes the dog as Ziggy helps him to remember her, bringing him some form of comfort when he needs it most.
⧽ Robert taught Ziggy how to skateboard. Doggy Style.
⧽ During the Summer, he prefers sleeping naked.
⧽ Robert's bedroom used to be the family basement. The Lawrences live in a nice two story home, complete with a decent sized basement and garage.
⧽ Keeps a journal where he writes poems, jots down thoughts, notes, lists. Journal is locked up in a small safe along with a couple other 'special items'.
⧽ Robert enjoys the rain. He thinks it's the earth being depressed and so the earth is crying out in pain.
⧽ Sometimes, Robert will randomly tear up. His mind wanders into the past. How fxcked his life is. He deeply misses everyone that he has lost and it shows. Despite his desperate attempts to 'move on'.
⧽ Robert has low self esteem from years of continuous bullying and getting beat on. He doesn't exactly know how to take a compliment seriously.
⧽ Despite his many flaws, Robert loves. He loves hard. And with every ounce of his being. If you are his friend, he will be there to support through everything and anything without expecting anything in return.
⧽ Robert is easily distracted and lacks focus on most things. Unless he truly cares about the subject in question, getting him to pay attention is nearly impossible.
⧽ HATES MORNINGS. Unless there's coffee involved. Coffee makes the world go round.
⧽ Has a knife collection that he keeps in pristine condition. Will be highly angered if they are touched without his permission.
⧽ Robert did get expelled for bringing a few knives to school during his Freshman year. Despite him simply bringing them to protect himself.
⧽ His birth father suffered a fatal heart attack when Robert was 8. His mother raised him afterwards, until her death when Robert was 14. She was killed during a robbery at the salon she worked at.
⧽ Has a corgi, Ziggy, that his mom got for him a year before her death. He cherishes the dog as Ziggy helps him to remember her, bringing him some form of comfort when he needs it most.
⧽ Robert taught Ziggy how to skateboard. Doggy Style.
⧽ During the Summer, he prefers sleeping naked.
⧽ Robert's bedroom used to be the family basement. The Lawrences live in a nice two story home, complete with a decent sized basement and garage.
FASTER THAN
〷── Yes, this is a 'triggering' subject. Let this be a warning to you. Robert is a mass shooter. He will/has killed 'innocents'. His personal views are rather messed up and rather offensive. There will also be major references to GUNS, GORE, DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, EXTREME IDEOLOGIES. If ANY of this bothers you, let me know AHEAD of time.
〷── 18+ only.
〷── No homophobia/transphobia OOC. If can be a part of the rp, because I do know how to differentiate. Just don't be rude OOC.
〷── I try to be a respectful, friendly guy. Really, I do. UNLESS I am provoked. It isn't difficult for my anger to get the best of me.
〷── Don't nag me for replies. Sometimes my RL gets busy and when that happens I'll usually post an update. If we have an rp going, I'll even shoot you a PM to let you know.
〷── I do have discord, and am open to rp on there instead. If it is preferred.
〷── I require a para AT LEAST. I understand people have lives or simply get writers block, I am very patient when it comes to rp. So please don't feel rushed.
〷── If you have added me, I expect you to message first. I'll be cleaning out my friends list from time to time, so people who've never spoken to me will get removed.
〷── Please do help in the collaboration. I don't like being the only one coming up with ideas. It makes me feel like I'm being overly controlling. And I want my writing partners to enjoy the rp just as much as me.
〷── Please be aware that, just because my character may have some offensive views on the world, I do not share those beliefs. I am not my character.
〷── 18+ only.
〷── No homophobia/transphobia OOC. If can be a part of the rp, because I do know how to differentiate. Just don't be rude OOC.
〷── I try to be a respectful, friendly guy. Really, I do. UNLESS I am provoked. It isn't difficult for my anger to get the best of me.
〷── Don't nag me for replies. Sometimes my RL gets busy and when that happens I'll usually post an update. If we have an rp going, I'll even shoot you a PM to let you know.
〷── I do have discord, and am open to rp on there instead. If it is preferred.
〷── I require a para AT LEAST. I understand people have lives or simply get writers block, I am very patient when it comes to rp. So please don't feel rushed.
〷── If you have added me, I expect you to message first. I'll be cleaning out my friends list from time to time, so people who've never spoken to me will get removed.
〷── Please do help in the collaboration. I don't like being the only one coming up with ideas. It makes me feel like I'm being overly controlling. And I want my writing partners to enjoy the rp just as much as me.
〷── Please be aware that, just because my character may have some offensive views on the world, I do not share those beliefs. I am not my character.
MY BULLET
◉ GENERAL ◉
name⧴ ROBERT Hawkins
nicknames⧴ Rob, Robbie, Bobby, 'Tot'
birthdate⧴ April 13
birthplace⧴ Oakland Park, Florida
nationality⧴ American
ethnicity⧴ Irish/English/Italian
age⧴ 16-18 (negotiable)
gender⧴ Male
pronouns⧴ HE/HIM
sexual orientation⧴ HOMOSEXUAL
religion⧴ Atheist
◉ PHYSICAL ◉
faceclaim⧴ Dylan O'Brien
height⧴ 5'10
weight⧴ 134 Ibs
hair color⧴ Dark Brown/ Black
eye color⧴ Brown
scars⧴ Left bicep ( scissor attack ), various self harm scars
tattoos⧴ None
piercings⧴ ears
◉ MENTAL ◉
disorders⧴ ADHD, Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety
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║⊲personality⊳║
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✔ good⁝ Creative, Caring , Quiet, Loyal , Passionate , Quirky, Artistic
✘ bad⁝ Shy, Sad, Resentful, Reckless, Defensive, Detached, Withdrawn
◉ HOBBIES/HABITS ◉
drinks⧴ Occasionally
smokes⧴ Yes
likes⧴ guns, knives,video games,coffee,p0rn, his dog, skateboarding, his guitar, 'comix', tactical gear
dislikes⧴ Most People, Women, Homophobia, Dentist, Loneliness, Sleep, G-rated films,Country Music, cold weather
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│FAVORITES
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│food⥤ tater tots, french fries, chicken nuggets, corn dogs
│drink⥤ loves Coffee, energy drinks. Vanilla coke
│music⥤ Lil Peep, Gizmo, NIN, Radiohead, Nirvana, BMTH
│movie⥤ Halloween (1978), 31 (2016)
│tv shows⥤ Beavis & Butthead, South Park, Tales From Crypt
│videogame⥤ DOOM
│color⥤ Green/Black
│dessert⥤ Tiramisu
│snacks⥤ Sour candies, gummy worms, Cheetos, Jalapeno flavored stuff
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◉ RELATIONSHIPS ◉
father⧴ William Myers (deceased), Joseph Lawrence (foster father)
mother⧴ Lynda Myers (deceased), Eva Lawrence (foster mother)
siblings⧴ Rebecca Lawrence, Mark Lawrence ( adopted),
friends⧴ Zach Bates @Horror, Sam Ward
significant other⧴ Evan Quinn ( deceased )
◉ EDUCATION/EMPLOYMENT ◉
current education⧴ Sophomore at Oakland High ( held back a year because of poor grades/ lack of attendance )
employment⧴ Grocery Store Cashier ✖ fired for constantly being late and poor work ethic ✖
Hot Topic Sales Associate ✖ fired for being late/ not showing. Stealing ✖
Pizzano's Pizza Employee ✔ ( current )
name⧴ ROBERT Hawkins
nicknames⧴ Rob, Robbie, Bobby, 'Tot'
birthdate⧴ April 13
birthplace⧴ Oakland Park, Florida
nationality⧴ American
ethnicity⧴ Irish/English/Italian
age⧴ 16-18 (negotiable)
gender⧴ Male
pronouns⧴ HE/HIM
sexual orientation⧴ HOMOSEXUAL
religion⧴ Atheist
◉ PHYSICAL ◉
faceclaim⧴ Dylan O'Brien
height⧴ 5'10
weight⧴ 134 Ibs
hair color⧴ Dark Brown/ Black
eye color⧴ Brown
scars⧴ Left bicep ( scissor attack ), various self harm scars
tattoos⧴ None
piercings⧴ ears
◉ MENTAL ◉
disorders⧴ ADHD, Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety
╔▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎╗
║⊲personality⊳║
╚▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎╝
✔ good⁝ Creative, Caring , Quiet, Loyal , Passionate , Quirky, Artistic
✘ bad⁝ Shy, Sad, Resentful, Reckless, Defensive, Detached, Withdrawn
◉ HOBBIES/HABITS ◉
drinks⧴ Occasionally
smokes⧴ Yes
likes⧴ guns, knives,video games,coffee,p0rn, his dog, skateboarding, his guitar, 'comix', tactical gear
dislikes⧴ Most People, Women, Homophobia, Dentist, Loneliness, Sleep, G-rated films,Country Music, cold weather
┌━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
│FAVORITES
│
│food⥤ tater tots, french fries, chicken nuggets, corn dogs
│drink⥤ loves Coffee, energy drinks. Vanilla coke
│music⥤ Lil Peep, Gizmo, NIN, Radiohead, Nirvana, BMTH
│movie⥤ Halloween (1978), 31 (2016)
│tv shows⥤ Beavis & Butthead, South Park, Tales From Crypt
│videogame⥤ DOOM
│color⥤ Green/Black
│dessert⥤ Tiramisu
│snacks⥤ Sour candies, gummy worms, Cheetos, Jalapeno flavored stuff
└━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
◉ RELATIONSHIPS ◉
father⧴ William Myers (deceased), Joseph Lawrence (foster father)
mother⧴ Lynda Myers (deceased), Eva Lawrence (foster mother)
siblings⧴ Rebecca Lawrence, Mark Lawrence ( adopted),
friends⧴ Zach Bates @Horror, Sam Ward
significant other⧴ Evan Quinn ( deceased )
◉ EDUCATION/EMPLOYMENT ◉
current education⧴ Sophomore at Oakland High ( held back a year because of poor grades/ lack of attendance )
employment⧴ Grocery Store Cashier ✖ fired for constantly being late and poor work ethic ✖
Hot Topic Sales Associate ✖ fired for being late/ not showing. Stealing ✖
Pizzano's Pizza Employee ✔ ( current )