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t r a p p e d i n t h i s n i g h t m a r e ( ! )


biographical mumbo jumbo .



❝ a young woman surprised me the other day. she is another guest in this nightmare i cannot seem to wake up from. she came running, passed by a wounded girl and didn't stop. just a glance behind her, and she was off again. with a determined look on her face, like she had something important to do. a lone wolf maybe? i am not sure what i should call this new person.
— BENEDICT BAKER

THE COMPETITOR is one of numerous victims trapped inside the entity's realm. an objective-focused technician who can quickly adapt her strategy to meet a vast range of challenging situations. her personal perks; lithe, technician, and alert, help her with repairing generators and locating the killer. she can silently work on generators and notice the killer before they notice her and will be long gone before the killer can do anything.

ROLE
survivor
▪ prey of the fog
▪ champion of the trial

TITLE
shining lion

FULL NAME
feng min

WRITTEN
凤敏

PRONOUNCED
fong · min

NICKNAMES
minnie
chinadoll
stinky
mouse / rat / rodent
bun
兔子
floppy ears
cottontail
little lop
작은꽃
lioness

GENDER
female

RACE
human

NATIONALITY
chinese

AGE
irrelevant
▪ early twenties
▪ doesn't seem to age
▪ immortal

PLACE OF BIRTH
香港

RESIDENCE
nightmare realms of the entity
▪ also known as the fog
▪ nexus of entwined dimensions

YEAR TAKEN
2018

FAMILY
unnamed parents

OCCUPATION
professional e-sports player ( formerly )
▪ member of laser bear gaming ( formerly )
survivor in the fog
▪ member of eternal souls

FAVORITE SURVIVORS
nea karlsson
jill valentine
cheryl mason
quentin smith

LEAST FAVORITE SURVIVORS
nea karlsson
mikaela reid
ash williams
jane romero
zarina kassir

FAVORITE KILLERS
the hillbilly
the demogorgon

LEAST FAVORITE KILLERS
the knight
the skull merchant
▪ will go out of her way to make it known

FAVORITE REALM
raccoon police department ( both wings )
▪ from the very start, knows the layout like the back of her hand
▪ will be an absolute menace to catch on that map

PHYSICAL
stands as the shortest survivor at around 5'0"-5'2". 119lbs, petite frame, lightly toned physique. attire varies. cosmetic queen! mostly recognized by the bunny hoodies ( affectionately referred to as 'rabbies' ) that she wears. a faint scent of rust, booze, and nectarine clings to her.

FEATURES
a heart shaped face framing a dainty round nose and lush lips. doey eyed. chocolate brown hues, baby blue with contacts. supple skin, ivory beige complexion. hair naturally black. dyes it often. cerulean nails/toenails. covered in traces of blood and soot. suspiciously clean(er) than companions. looks like she's been through some sh*t. sensitive scars.

BLEMISHES
▪ nicks and scrapes and small gashes.
▪ missing a chunk of her thigh after a body swap with a cannibal. keeps it well covered with clean bandages.

ORIENTATION
hell if she knows / pan probably / demi definitely
▪ just wants a meaningful connection with someone
▪ but ain't got no time for love, too busy running laps around killers
▪ also afraid of repercussions

STATUS
? ? ? ? ?

ADDICTIONS
gaming
adderall ( overcome )
alcohol ( overcome )

FEAR
losing the long game

DISORDERS
insomnia ( self-induced )
acute stress ( severe )
post traumatic stress disorder
amnesia ( sporadic )
kleptomania ( mild )
depression ( overcoming )

ORIGIN
 Feng Min was a young girl when she first picked up computer games, and she was instantly hooked. The brand-new worlds enchanted her with colors, sounds and explosions – a chance to be somewhere else, or someone else. Her parents saw no wrong with a few minutes in front of the screen, but as minutes turned into hours and sometimes days, they finally decided to pull the plug and force Feng Min to put more efforts into her studies.
 She felt smothered by her parents who refused to see the potential of a future in games, so she left home and spent her time in internet cafés and LAN parties where the old rules didn't apply. She spent hours playing, streaming, competing to rise to the top. Her parents became what she called "holiday parents" as she never saw them outside the holidays, and she became the black sheep of a one-child-family. In the gaming world, however, she finally found respect. Nicknamed the "Shining Lion," she was invited to join a prestigious e-sports team and to live in their dorms, where she found a sanctuary free of the misconceptions and prejudice she had felt from her parents and the non-gaming world.
 Feng Min pushed her limits to prove she was the best. Sleep was less important to her than training. At the top of her game, she filled stadiums with fans who adored her. But it couldn't last forever; The pressure to be the best grew stronger and stronger. She pushed herself too far, slept too little, and her performance began to slip. She started to lose. At night, she would stay up, tormented by the thought of disappointing her parents… and her fans.
 She spiraled out of control and fell into a pattern of self-destruction. She started wandering the streets and visiting bars, where no one knew of e-sports, waking up in places she didn't remember. One day she woke up somewhere completely different… in a never-ending nightmare. Feng Min did not despair – as she learned more about the challenge she was up against, she realized this was what she had been training for her entire life.
 Now, she was going to win.


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r u n n i n g , h i d i n g , w a i t i n g


headcanons ahoy !


feng min's english has improved a great deal since awakening in the nightmare realm for the first time. language barriers are a common problem among foreign survivors, so group meetings are routinely set up to break down these barriers and promote better communication. with english being the universal language, feng min picked up on it fairly quick and can now speak it fluently.

ad. she speaks with a heavy chinese accent.

ad. she has an interest in learning other languages, most notably korean.

her memories aren't always lost after a cycle. instead, everything that's happened before a death feels like a dream when she reawakens beside the campfire. some memories can leave a lasting impression on her while other memories can be forgotten in a matter of minutes. feng min may forget some events and / or conversations if she's not quick enough to detail them in her journal.

ad. afflictions or scars she received during a survival cycle reverse upon death and subsequent resurrection at the campfire. it's the entity's intent to wipe the slate clean so she can relive the horror all over again.

feng min has put an end to her drinking habits since being taken by the entity. not that she had much of a choice. liquor is hard to come by in the nightmare realm. needless to say, quitting cold turkey wasn't exactly a seamless transition for our resident hare. in the beginning she suffered terrible withdrawals that kept her awake during intervals and had a negative impact on her trial runs. eventually though, feng min overcame her sorrows and put her focus toward severing her connection to the entity, believing if she beats the "ultimate game", she can return home, her tarnished reputation restored.

ad. part of feng min fears what she may return to should the realm cease to exist. will she even have a world? a home to go back to? or will she have been forgotten in time? after learning that the entity has a tendency to take people who were on the brink of death, she also wonders if the hypothetical end of the realm would mean a permanent end for her.

as an avid collector of flashlights, feng min will often trade scavenged goods with the other survivors for medical supplies.

ad. she has a preference for gel dressings, anti-haemorrhagic syringes, and self-adherent wraps.

ad. her favorite flashlight is the will o wisp. she likes the cartoonish ghost lens and orange hue produced by the bulb. she thinks it's cute and loves the irony of blinding the ghostface with it. feng min wont trade her will o wisp for anything, no matter how tempting the offer.

feng min is a member of eternal souls, a secret group created by the pariahs to combat the entity. her endless drive, stealth, resourcefulness and habit to write down all her experiences made her a perfect candidate. she leads the trial side of the group's endeavors; orchestrating game plans and contingencies and working closely with felix richter to develop clock systems for each of the realms. during intervals she is tasked with venturing deeper into the fog in hopes of uncovering further secrets. it keeps her mind occupied and gives her something to do other than prepare for upcoming trials, even if her side missions don't always end well.

ad. other members of eternal souls include: élodie rakoto, ash williams, cheryl mason, bill overbeck, haddie kaur and vittorio toscano. feng min can often be seen partaking in trials alongside one or more of these survivors.


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p u p p e t s o n a s t a g e


thoughts on other fog dwellers.



 NEA KARLSSON
my ride-or-die dìyī. everything i learned i picked up from her. if you think i am bad, you are in for a treat if you meet this sassy sweed. she is the smartest, snarkiest, most cunning of us all. a fearless lynx whose craftiness warrants immediate respect. vindictive sometimes. one time she got mad and set all the cornfields ablaze. no f***s are given, which explains why she is a horny degenerate all the time. hah! if we are not arguing, we are sharing a smoke at the back of wreckers' yard, coming up with ways to wreck the lives of our enemies. the sh*t we get up to would make the entity shed a tear of joy. maybe that is why it has not punished us yet. meg and i have this little competition with her to see who can piss off the most killers. she is winning by a landslide, but i am catching up~


 WILLIAM ( BILL ) OVERBECK
tough, wise old man. keeps soldiering on. when i first met him, i thought for sure he would not last in this world. boy was i wrong. heh. man is the definition of unbreakable. relentless energy backed by years of hardship. he taught me to dig deep. get up, keep fighting. do not be a quitter no matter how dire the situation may seem. he has pulled me through my darkest hours. for that, my respect for him will never falter. the others worry about how much he pushes himself, but i know, he is right where he wants to be.


 KATE DENSON
sunflower. probably the purest soul you will meet. so full of hope. no wonder the entity wanted her so bad. she is too good for this world. i never really appreciated acoustics until one night her music lolled me to sleep. she just has this way of changing the somber mood around the campfire. more often then not, i find myself drawn to her uplifting vocals. i do not like to be dependent on anyone, but i will be the first to admit she is the first person i go to when i want to escape, if only for a bit.


 YUI KIMRUA
has the heart of a winner. a champion like me. rejects tradition. will not let anyone tell her who she needs to be. that is a quality i greatly admire in a person. she is the definition of a kindred spirit, but something more. she adapted to the fog quicker than most do when they first come to. her arrival brought the inspiration i was lacking. gave me the push forward that i needed to amp up my game. she is not afraid to challenge rules thought to be set in stone. her versatility makes trials interesting. knows her mechanics well. has some seriously strong pallet game! and anyone who makes hell for the killers is a saint in my book.


 THE HUNTRESS
fiercely territorial yet lonely rabbit with a mega mommy complex, but she takes it to the next level. listen to me when i say, if you hear her lullaby, turn the other way. you do not want to catch her eye, or her hatchet. wish i knew how to get rid of the hare mask she gave me. smashing, burning, throwing it away―nothing. works.
▫ 躲避斧头。躲在大物体后面,以免被击中。


 QUENTIN SMITH
i often wonder how a guy can seem like he is asleep all the time but is actually awake. somehow quentin manages to do it, like he is trapped somewhere in the twilight—not quite asleep but not quite awake. when i think about the horrid demon that chases him relentlessly, i start to get where he stands. our insomnia is one thing we share in common, but he is too much of a bleeding heart even if he does not see it. i mean, to be willing to sacrifice himself to prevent that same demon from hurting the girl he loves? that takes heart. he has got this notion that me and the others need to be saved. he is not wrong, but it is sometimes nauseating how selfless the guy is. but at the same time... i admire his drive. even while he is in a constant state of delirium, he keeps pressing on. i will let him continue to think he is making a difference, if only to safeguard that resolve, and keep him strong.


 THE TRAPPER
they are not built bigger or brawnier than this guy. you would think being around as long as he has would make him predictable, but ol maccie still finds ways to amp up his game. lowkey respect.
▫ 小心高的草。慢点走。小心脚。在角落和楼梯上小心。撤消陷阱。


 MEG THOMAS
oh megadeath. she is not perfect, but she tries her baby best. she always seems to be there for me even when i am not there to return the favor. ugh. how can a girl be so forgiving? in my written memories, i have left her to die on the hook, and she would just be okay with it! why would anyone be okay with that? i used to get mad at her for no reason at all. why does she not get mad? why is she so compassionate? why does she put everyone before herself? she puts on a strong, competitive front so no one will worry about her, but anyone with a working pair of peepers can tell she is slipping. how long until she ends up in the void..?


 THE CLOWN
far from funny. this guy is faster than he looks. odious in every shape and form, with disgusting strength to boot. just being remotely close to him makes me want to douse myself in bleach. he is a total creep. finger lickin nasty. i think he actually enjoys it here. even more than me. saw one of my fingers hanging from his key ring, like... some kind of trophy. he makes me sick.
▫ 避免瓶子。提前放下木板。不要运行危险的循环。



 ( will i ever add more to this ?! the newcomers keep newcomin ! )



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i n t h e e n t i t y ' s r e a l m 


connections. ♡



     —— @H0THEAD
     [ brazen, witty, fun spirited ]
     floofy curls and cute freckles for daaaays! emma has shaped up to become as close a friend to feng min as nea herself. her fearlessness and firey nature are qualities feng min admires in her. she loves the simple fact that emma isn't afraid to speak her mind. there's always some kind of witty remark or quip to be made, which makes conversing with emma fun and engaging.


     —— @UNAVOIDABLEDISASTER
     [ meanyhead, poopyhead :( ]
     one of these days, feng min will pass amanda's tests and prove once and for all that she is w o r t h y of booping the snoot and living to tell the tale. she doesn't care what it takes.


     —— @SLASHED
     [ eerie, unstable, crazy? ]
     in a nightmarish world where fog creeps into the deepest, darkest recesses of a person's mind, driving them with whispers to commit violent acts... jasper stands as an enigma. feng min can't seem to get a read on her and that bugs her to no end. she trusts jasper even less than the killers who fall at her hands. who's to say she won't snap and set her sights on survivors? feng min prefers to keep her distance from this one.


     —— @DREAMWALKER
     [ dauntless, vigilant, altruistic ]
     to say that feng min holds a certain fondness for her favorite sleepyhead would be an understatement. she has a mega soft spot for quentin and will go out of her way to protect him, even if that means breaking her own principles to do so. feng min has grown to deeply admire him. she might even say his compassionate nature has rubbed off on her. perhaps a vestige of feeling still remains in her heart, though she'll never act on it.


     —— @SOLITARY
     [ calm, reclusive, yet solicitous ]
     crow boi. what even is his deal with the crows? it baffles feng min to see how calm the crows are around jake. she sees them as what they are: spies from the shadows, eyes of the entity. and yet, they don't react to jake's presence as they would others. they don't alert the killers to his location. why is that? what's his secret? these are questions that pop into feng min's head every time she sees jake interact with the crows. he seems to enjoy their company more than people, which is fair. jake is a lot like her when she first woke up in the nightmare realm. bit of a loner, prefers to keep people at arm's length. that's the rational thing to do when at any time, the most precious of bonds can be tarnished by the world they live in. despite that, feng min knows he'll have her back when it counts.


     —— @GHOSTED
     [ unusual, oddly meticulous ]
     truly the biggest oddball of all the ghosts. feng min delights in poking fun at him whenever she can. plans on stealing his beloved philly and flooding his gallery with random pictures of the realm and pyramid head's ass just to hold leverage over him.


     —— @WESKER
     [ arrogant, stern, observant ]
     if she'd been told that she'd be running from albert wesker alongside jill valentine and other characters from one of her favorite video game franchises, feng min would've laughed it off as nothing more than a jest. it boggles her mind to see video game characters in the flesh. she seems to have caught wesker's eye with her extensive knowledge of him and the world he came from. the man practically gravitates toward her both in and out of the trials. of all the killers she must face, wesker is the killer who pushes her the hardest... almost as if he is testing her. his reasons continue to elude her, and she can only speculate that he might have some kind of plan for her. it is a terrifying thought.


     —— @GHOSTLY
     [ first impressions ]
     connection . . .



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