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Athena.


Athena Ivy Bauer

// Trigger warning; Themes such as self harm, anxiety and bulemia are mentioned.

x basics x
age; 19
gender; female
ethnicity; american
born; Los Angeles, USA
sexuality; heterosexual
D/S/S; submissive
occupation; college freshman, studying arts´n´crafts

x looks x

skin; pale
eye color; light blue
hair color; blonde
height; 160 cm / 5"2
weight; 55 kg / 121 lbs

x story x

Athena is just your average girl. She comes from an ordinary family, with a mother, father and two younger brothers whom are twins. Except for one thing, she harms herself on purpose. When asked why her answer is simple;

"I don´t know why, but the pain feels good."

Athena doesn´t have any problems that bothers her, other than her low self-esteem, which is causing her decision to throw up every bite of food she eats. She´s good at hiding it thought, so unless you´ve caught her doing it you wouldn´t know she was doing it. Her family is loving, caring and supportive, and yet- the urge to feel some sort of physical pain is too strong for her to resist. You might think that what she does is dumb, but when your entire life has been a dance on roses and you´ve never experienced any form of pain, the desire to feel something different is strong.
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Agathe.


Agathe Gabriela Clement

// trigger warnings; mentioning of sexual abuse, trust issues and trauma.

x basics x
Age; 19 – 26
Ethnicity; Scandinavian
From; Stockholm, Sweden
Sexuality; Heterosexual
D/S/S; Submissive
Occupation; Hairdresser

x looks x
Skin color; pale
Eye color; light green
Hair color; natural redhead
Height; 170cm // 5´5”
Weight; 65kg // 143lbs

x story x

Agathe used to be a happy and cheerful girl when she was younger. Up until the age of 5 her parents were loving and caring. One day her father got hurt in a car crash, the injuries leading to his death. Her mother was devastated, falling into depression. She was still able to take care of Agathe with her physical needs, but not like before. A year later she found a new boyfriend, giving Agathe a new father. It was all fun and games in the beginning, and her mother seemed somewhat happy again. Once Agathe´s mother was back at work she left her new boyfriend with Agathe. Little did she know that this would cause more pain than she thought. Agathe´s new stepfather usually took playtime a bit too far. It took a year for Agathe´s mother to find out, because Agathe didn´t want to take her mother´s happiness away from her again. Years passed with therapists trying to help Agathe. Now as she has grown up, she´s put her past behind her and tries to live a normal life. Sometimes she gets meltdowns, but is luckily feeling good most of the time.
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Sebastian.


Sebastian Andrew Nygaard

// trigger warnings; anger issues, trust issues and is strongly autophobic.

x basics x

Age; 20 – 29
Ethnicity; Scandinavian
From; Copenhagen, Denmark
Sexuality; Bisexual
D/S/S; Switch
Occupation; Lawyer, but currently looking for a job

x looks x
Skin color; Tan
Eye color; Light brown
Hair color; Dark brown
Height; 190cm // 6´2”
Weight; 85kgs // 187 lbs

x story x

When Sebastian had just turned 14 both his parents died in a house fire. He was at school when the fire started. Since he now was an orphan, he needed a new family. The foster system thought it would be a good idea to move him into a different city and into a completely new family. For Sebastian this meant he had to start his life all over again. This resulting in his anger issues with his new foster parents being all too strict with him. When starting the new school, he was bullied, he tried trusting some of the people there, but they all abandoned him after a while. They meant he was boring and clingy. Sebastian slowly grew more and more afraid of trusting people, and more afraid to grow close to anyone because he was scared of losing them.

Now, years later after the incident he has learned to trust some people and is working on his anger management. He decided to be a lawyer, this to honor his dad. But as for now he is jobless due to the fact that he has anger issues needed to work on.
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Iben.


Iben Rosalina Adams.

// Trigger warning; Themes of depression, cancer and alcoholics are mentioned.

x Basics x
Age; 19 – 25 (Can be changed, depending on the play)
Ethnicity; Scandinavian
From; Oslo, Norway.
Sexuality; Bisexual.
D/S/S; Submissive.
Occupation; Studying to be a nurse.

x Looks x
Skin color; pale
Eye color; blueish green
Hair color; blonde
Height; 170cm // 5´5”
Weight; 60kg // 132 lbs.

x Story x

She grew up in a wealthy home, always having what she needed. She grew up as an only child, but in her later teens her parents got a divorce due to her father cheating on her mother. Her father got his mistress pregnant and decided to go live with her instead, but leaving the house, money, etc. for Iben and her mother. He still cares for her but she cares little for him. She doesn´t want to much with him to do, and she doesn´t want to meet her step sibling at all. Her mother got so heartbroken that she struggles with depression and drinking. Soon later Iben´s mother got sick with cancer and this meant that Iben had to help out a lot at home and help her mother with the sickness. This was really hard on Iben, and she got really tired and struggled with school. About three years after her father left them her mother died, and Iben was left alone. She did have the option to move in with her father and his new family, which she denied. Instead she started working at the local café to earn money to pay off rent at the apartment she found. As her father still cares for her, he sends her monthly allowances to help her out which she accepts.

- Now she´s in nursing school, working her best way to become a nurse. She wants to help people, like her mother was given the best care in her last years.
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Adelaine.


Adelaine Elizabeth Collins.

// TRIGGER WARNING; Character file includes topics as; Anxiety, abuse, sexual violation, depression, self-harm, anorexia & low self-esteem.

X Basics x
Age; 18 – 24
Ethnicity: White.
From; London, England.
Sexuality; Bisexual.
D/S/S; Submissive.
Occupation; Student at art academy.

x Looks x
Skin color; Tan
Eye color; Brown
Hair color; Brunette
Height; 175cm // 5´8”
Weight; 65kg // 143LBS

x Story x

Adelaine is a very sweet and simple girl. She has always been a kind girl, whom seek to find the best in everyone she meets. She is very obedient and does as she is told, she may almost seem like the perfect girl. At least at the surfaces it seems like that. Truth is that she is a very angsty and shy girl. Ever since Adelaine was born she has been abused. Her mother died during childbirth, and her father blamed Adelaine for his wife´s death. Adelaine soon began to believe that it was her fault that her mother died and did nothing to stop what her father was doing to her. She didn´t know better and was always told to not tell anyone, which she obeyed. Bruises and marks were a big part of her childhood and she was never allowed to do things like other children were allowed too. The one thing she always could rely on to trust and help her through her life was art. Any kind of it. Drawings, paintings, writing, books and music. It saved her from her terrible reality. Her art only improved by the years, and by the time she turned 16 her art was on top of the line. Then the most traumatizing thing happened to her as soon as she turned 16. Her body was now developed and her forms showing. Her father an alcoholic whom didn´t think straight. He saw more and more his beloved wife in Adelaine and not his daughter, this leading to him violating her sexually. It scarred her deeply and her art only became angrier and more intense with each day. As soon as she was old enough to apply to colleges she searched for the ones as far away from her father as possible.

- Now she lives by herself, struggling with anxiety, depression and anorexia, but she gets through the day as best as she can. Her art being the best in her class and only improving by each day.


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