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got your hands on my skin


things i love abt kitty:
1. she's pretty
2. she's the prettiest girl i've ever met
3. she's my fairy princess twin
4. sometimes we kiss
5. when we kiss i get all flustered *blushes*
6. she's sooooo super kind
7. we both have red hair and that's super cool !
8. she makes me laugh
9. she probably smells so nice and pretty like when you walk into a bath and body works but not as chaotic and no one is shoving things in your face and trying to get you to buy 50 body sprays to get one free !
10. she would never hurt me and leave me for a man ! YUCK
11. she loves the hunger games
12. she loves the color pink
13. she saved the date for my return and now i'll never leave her again !
14. i'm her number one friend right now and that's pretty cool !
15. someone tried to gaslight us and failed bc it's me and kitty against the world ❤

GONNA ADD MORE LATER HEHEHE
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1 | 2 Comments | Mar 29th 2024 22:15

i didn't ask for this to end


⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ☄. *. ⋆ ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ and i obsess, i slow dance with the tension, can you taste it on my lips? ❞

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ GENERAL INFORMATION
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀full name: indina cecile daviau-auclair (auclair is her father's last name. indy has dropped it
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀and just adopted her mother's last name).
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nicknames: indy, dina, didi, red, flower, mon lapin (her mother)
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀pronouns: she/her/hers
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀place of birth: bordeaux, france
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀current residence: new york
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthday: april nineteenth [19], two thousand [2000]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀zodiac sign: aries
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀religion: atheist; displays some belief in magic and the healing power of crystals and herbal medicine.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀spoken languages: french, english
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation: florist / flower shop owner
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀htttps://education: high school diploma [ going back to school for business administration ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀pets: two (2) rabbits: blossom (f) and gizmo (m); one (1) kitten: richie (m)

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ APPEARANCE
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀height: 5 feet 4 inches [162 cm]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀eye color: dark brown
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀hair color: indy has naturally light brown hair, but when she was 18, she decided to dye it red. she loves
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀having red hair and keeps up with it consistently so that it doesn’t fade. she likes to say it suits her fairy aesthetic
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀more than brown hair.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀hair type: wavy, a bit on the thinner side. occasionally, indy curls her hair into tighter curls or even
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀straightens it. though, most of the time, she brushes it out and lets her hair do it’s own thing. on other occasions,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀she places little beads or berets for a little bit of extra flare.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀piercings: her ears are pierced – first and second hole. she also has her navel pierced
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(a black ring with black colored studs on the end).
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀tattoos: there are a few tattoos that indy has. on her right arm from top to bottom: lavender plant,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀an alien looking bug that her ex-boyfriend drew for her, green vines, and purple flowers. on the back of her
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀right arm: a beetle. on the middle section of her back: a small collection of flowers. behind her left ear: her mother’s
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀initials and birthday in roman numerals. on her stomach, curving around her belly button: one of her first drawings ever
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀– she’s not really sure how to describe it… it looks like some squiggly lines and a small turtle in the middle.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀on her right upper thigh: designs similar to a japanese dragon.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀skin details: some natural freckles along the bridge of her nose, sometimes covered up by make-up.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀natural pink tint to her cheeks. soft, ivory skin.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀clothing style: spends a lot of time in thrift stores, looking for fun things to wear. typically,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀wears jeans or brown khaki pants, a cropped shirt and something to go over top, whether that be a flannel,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cardigan, jacket, sweater. wears converse or boots.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀common accessories: always wearing earrings, mostly dangly ones. several necklaces, including
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a stone that her mother gave her for “protection”.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ FAMILY
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀father: philippe auclair [estranged; she dropped his last name, wanting no association with him]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀mother: estelle daviau [very close]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀stepmother: clara lauier [estranged – has actually never met her before]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀stepsiblings: lukas lauier-auclair [younger brother, 21], alice lauier-auclair [younger sister, 15],
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀penelope lauier-auclair [younger sister, 9]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀family history:
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the auclairs are a prominent family in Bordeaux. philippe, the heir to the auclair wine fortune, was raised up in money.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀having anything and everything he wanted, in every sphere of his life. his parents never learned the word ‘no’,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀especially not when it came to his darling boy. philippe developed a superiority complex and an extreme
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀amount of narcissism as a result. even though he had been able to have any of the women his parents picked out for him,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀he wanted someone who was not like him at all. someone who had a much simpler life. estelle came from a family
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ that owned a bakery and flower shop in town. their love was genuine from the beginning. and at some point,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀there was love and genuine connection between them. but everything seemed to come crashing down when
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀estelle fell pregnant with their only child. after years of struggling to conceive, it seemed as though philippe
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀had given up all hope. even when he had heard estelle was pregnant, he felt withdrawn. he had already begun slipping away.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀when the child was born, philippe had very little interest in the young girl’s life. her mother put her through
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀so many activities, things she hoped would get the attention of the girl’s father, but with no success.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀indy fought hard to gain her father’s attention and approval, only to be let down again and again. her mother, however,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀became her best friend. her mother loved her more than anything else in this world. once her parents died, estelle took over
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the bakery and flower shop for a few years, much to her husband’s dismay. when indy turned 12, her father had revealed
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀that he had been seeing a close family friend and they had had an affair for the last few years. they had even had
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a child together. estelle always assumed it was work that was keeping her husband away, but now the truth had
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ finally come out. he was leading a double life.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with the money she had saved up, estelle took her daughter to America, to get as far away from her now ex-husband
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀as she possibly could. once there, she bought a tiny apartment in new york as well as a small building that soon
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀became the flower shop that indy would grow up in and one day own herself. indy and her mother continued
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to grow closer as she got older. spending every waking moment in the shop with her mother when she wasn’t at
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀school, learning about and falling in love with flowers. another wave of pain would hit when in the same year,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀her ex-boyfriend passed away from cancer and her mother was diagnosed with cancer. once indy graduated
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀high school, she took over the operations of the shop, though, she struggled severely at first. she still continues
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to run it, while taking care of her mother as she still suffers from the effects of the breast cancer.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sexual orientation: bisexual [ no lean ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status: single
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀past relationships: has only had one serious relationship in her life. the way it ended has caused
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀indy to be extremely afraid of commitment. thus, she’s found herself spending many nights in other people’s beds,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀knowing that that’s the most she can commit to without getting hurt when people inevitably leave her.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀>. rowan meyers . her first and only long-term relationship. the two met in high school,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀freshman year, art class. the two shared many interests and quickly became friends. they spent a lot of time
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ together outside of class, soon developing feelings for one another. a typical high school romance. indy was
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀completely and utterly smitten with rowan. and the same could be said for rowan for indy. rowan was indy’s first
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀everything. they had planned a future together until news of rowan’s untimely diagnosis caused indy’s entire
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀world to crumble. diagnosed with leukemia, rowan faced extremely aggressive treatment that his body just
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀simply could not handle. indy sat in the hospital with him night after night, day after day, holding his hand and
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀making him smile. he died the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀night before prom. though it has been many years since, his death still affects indy to this day. she remembers
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀him fondly, though, it always hurts her to think about it too long.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀-- memories of me n u – strawberry ice cream. colored pencils. art school. apple juice from the hospital.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀harry potter. swinging on the swings at midnight. lavender. sandalwood. sunsets. the smell of freshly baked cookies.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀silly cartoons. mario kart. soft forehead kisses. tracing his skin. holding his hand. eraser shavings. greenhouses.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀deep dish pizza. honda civic that smelled of cigarettes. twinkling blue eyes. soft brown curls. sweet smiles.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ PERSONALITY
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀positive: gentle + sweet + loyal + empathetic
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀patient + protective + adventurous + optimistic
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀negative: hyper + careless + stubborn +
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀gullible + overcritical + indecisive + paranoid
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀mental health diagnosis: attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder, major depressive disorder
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[see more detailed description here : tba ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀medications: lexapro (antidepressant, SSRI used for major depressive disorder),
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ritalin (CNS stimulant, used to treat ADHD)
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀non-medical treatments: therapy [twice a week]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀coping mechanisms: biting her nails, smoking weed, pushing people away when things get hard
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀addictions: weed; though, she would also say sex.. has hit a dry spell recently.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love languages: physical touch, giving gifts, words of affirmation

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸺ FAVORITES
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀movie: 10 things i hate about you
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀tv show: winx club or jjk
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀color: sage green, navy blue, lavender
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀music: indie rock
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀scent: mint + vanilla
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀number: 19
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀food: crepes



// ADMIN INFO: mads, she/her, 23 ! i'm currently in my last semester of nursing school, so please be patient with me! there are some days i'm at the hospital all day long getting my clinical hours in. i'm almost done but i just need some patience :)) please feel free to reach out to me at any time! i'd love to get to know u guys ❤3
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didn't have to say goodbye


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but you didn't have to kiss my friend ༊*·˚


tba
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