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@poohbear / kim yeonhwa
hedonistic serial killer , little space
trigger warning: blood , homicide , abuse

@uhgood / delilah reyes
cannibal , student
trigger warning: blood , gore , cannibalism , alcoholism

@sincerely / kim taerin
sociopath , little space , npd
trigger warning: blood , suicidal thoughts / words

@delicately / cam nguyen
ceo , designer , model

@nightlights / elliot choi
aus: the bye bye man , five nights at freddy's
trigger warning

@miracles / jeon naeun

@sunray / jung hoseok

@sweethearts / kim hyunah
idol , model
aus: ceo

@gorgeous / park ahn na
teacher , animal shelter volunteer

@hazy / mina seo

@storybook / winnie sanders
aus: winnie the pooh

@shatter / april huang
tattoo artist

@only / jung chaerin
Heart this
1 | 0 Comments | May 18th 2019 01:16

the saddest song

everything still hurts
and there's absolutely nothing that i can do to fix it
all i get to do is feel numb towards everything and everyone
until it's one or two am, like it is now
and it just, hits
and i cry and cry until i end up puking
and then i cry some more
because it hurts
everything hurts
and there's absolutely nothing that i can do to fix it

it's not fair
that the only two options i get
are to either be completely empty
or to be in so much pain
that i can't even open my eyes in the morning
Heart this
1 | 2 Comments | May 10th 2019 03:23

shot in the dark

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⤖ crying over things
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i never cried over
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀until i met you

Heart this
1 | 0 Comments | May 2nd 2019 12:24

. . . &

imagine telling someone that you're in love with them.
imagine that same person telling you that they are also in love with you.
and everything is fine for a bit after that.
you're happy for the first time in a long time.
everything is good for the both of you.

now imagine they start forgetting about you.
only remembering to pop up when they're sad or when you're sad.
but when you're sad they suddenly don't have time to talk about it or listen.
and then when they're sad it's like they have all the time in the world.
imagine they suddenly stop talking to you altogether.
they flirt with other people and tell them the same things they tell you.
but you don't exist to them anymore.
they forget about you completely.

until they're sad again and they need someone to be there for them.
and then they disappear again.
only apologizing and saying they miss you because you've decided to remove yourself from the situation.

and now they're everywhere and you just can't get away from them.
and now it feels like you're suffocating.
water in your lungs drowning.

they love you until they don't need you.
and then they expect you to be there and wait for them to need you again.
and when you're not?
well, better saddle up, because now you're the bad guy.
Heart this
1 | 6 Comments | Apr 28th 2019 00:59