I've decided to open up to a new fandom, that being Hazbin Hotel. I'm not willing to play canon characters and I'm still working on what my oc's will look like, but I have a pretty basic idea.
I want to play as Corey and Kitty (in my characters blog) and possibly be a situation where Charlie is trying to convince Corey to come to the hotel for redemption. Due to Corey's past with religious trauma, they would shut her down immediately.
Anyway, I think it's an interesting idea and I'd like to try it.

I just wanna preface this with an apology, because I have absolutely no idea where to post it. I've literally been thinking about it since I woke up.
I've spent most of my life feeling "broken". I guess as someone who's gender identity is fluid and autistic, this makes sense. I got bullied a lot as a kid and spent most of my teen years with my head down. I was always too loud, too sensitive, too literal, and always too obsessed with my current interest. My spouse and I have been working on my trauma and my sensitivities and I've made a lot of progress since then.
I guess my main takeaway is that I'm thankful to live in a time where I can talk about this stuff and live a mostly normal life.
My main way of coping is to put little shards of my soul into my characters, my most precious ones being Corey and Kitty. I can't relate to all of their traumas, but Corey holds my religious trauma and Kitty holds my history of feeling not enough for the adults in my life. I'm coming up with tattoo designs for them, they've gotten me through so much in the 10 years I've had them close to my heart. I'm glad to have a roleplay with Corey living a mostly normal life. They deserve it.
Even if we have different backgrounds, traumas, and personalities, they will always hold a part of me. Even if that little piece is just sharing a favorite song, a favorite dessert, how they drink their coffee, or how they order their boba tea.
My precious creations have saved me time and time again. My thoughts are worlds, exponentially expanding and creating. Where would they go if I died? Would they die along with me? Would someone I love pick them up and carry the torch for me?
I love you, my darlings. Even if my stories go nowhere, I hope at least one person gets some joy out of them. I hope they can take a little piece of my soul and carry it with them, whether or not they know it. That's how I want to live on.
Anyway, if you've read this, thank you. I just needed to put my feelings into words.

The Spirit's Eye guild was created by Nicci Barlowe, to aid those who haven't been able to join a normal guild. It's illegal, as she doesn't care what the magic council thinks. She's willing to house criminals and those with a bounty on their head.
If your character is an outcast, a criminal, or someone who simply hasn't felt right in a legal guild, its even better for the roleplay :)
I do have a roleplay idea, basically you'd be helping Lee collect ingredients to break a spell, but I'm also very willing to have a separate plot!

Fairy Tail
I have a super long list of FT characters (I have a homemade guild called Spirit's Eye) but I'll highlight the main ones
Lee Barlowe: 23, male, "straight", requip user, bright green hair, red eyes, pale skin, elf-like ears, member of Spirit's Eye, comes with a mystery plot I'm happy to explain through roleplay :)
Florence Barlowe: 26, female, bisexual, plant magic user, dark green hair, violet eyes, tanned skin, elf-like ears, member of Spirit's Eye, older sister to Lee
Nicci Barlowe: 23, female, lesbian, copy, absorption, and memory make magic, white hair, red eyes, pale skin, Lee and Florence's adopted sister, leader of Spirit's Eye, comes with a boatload of trauma
Nicci is missing an eye, an arm, and both legs, one below the knee and the other completely
Cass Barlowe: 22, male, aromantic, fire devil slayer, white hair, blue eyes, pale skin, biological cousin to Nicci, adopted brother to Lee, Florence, and Nicci, member of Spirit's Eye, also comes with a boatload of trauma

Soul Eater:

Lady Death: 19, female, lesbian, meister, white hair, gold eyes, pale skin
Yeah I'm ngl this is a character I made when I was 13 and revamped recently, she's the oldest child of Lord Death (though she's not a shinigami) and sometimes works at the DWMA as a substitute teacher

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure:

Joan Takahashi y Espejo: 18, female, bisexual, stand user, black hair, green/brown heterchromia, light brown skin
Joan can be any age, as the fic I'm working on with her sees her between the ages of 17-45
She also comes with a boatload of trauma and an already constructed plot
Joan's story takes place in the summer of 1990 right after part 3 (but tbh she can be used for part 3, 4, 5, or 6)

Juliet Bulgarelli: 19, female, straight, stand user, strawberry blonde, blue/Green heterochromia, light brown skin
Juliet has a somewhat constructed plot I'm happy to go over, she's from part 5

Sword Art Online:

Katsumi Nishikawa: 23, female, lesbian, black hair, black eyes, pale skin
Kat is a survivor of SAO as well as being the head of the art department for the game. She is paralyzed from the waist down and requires a wheelchair when moving around irl
Amelia Bo: 21, female, bisexual, streamer, red hair, green eyes, light brown skin
Amy is a survivor of SAO, originally from the US but moved to Japan for her girlfriend, Kat, after her accident that left her handicapped

Creepypasta:

Corinna "Corey" Brar: 23, non-binary, pansexual, ex-youtuber, black hair, white eyes, light brown skin
Corey is dead, brought back to life by Slenderman as a proxy, thus the white eyes
Kittiara "Kitty" Lune" 23, female, straight, crazy bitch, blue hair (dyed), violet eyes
Kitty is kind of batsh*t crazy, Corey is usually their common sense keeping her from doing anything too impulsive. They've known each other for 18 years and Corey was adopted by Kitty's parents when she was 14 due to familial problems
Both of these characters come with a boatload of trauma (obviously), and you can read about it in my fanfiction, Madness and Insanity on quotev

I also have a long list of original characters that I can use