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. .I wish there was another way out. .


   Music has always been very important
   to Quentin. It keeps him awake and
   it helps to calm him when he is feeling
   pretty miserable.

I'll Sleep When I'm Dead - Set it Off
   "Attention, all insomniacs
    Please raise your right hand
    and kindly, repeat after me
    'I guess I'll sleep when I am dead!'"

Bullet - Hollywood Undead
   "When you can't sleep, well you can't dream
    When you can't dream, well what's life mean?"

Tag, You're It - Melanie Martinez
   "Running through the parking lot
    He chased me and he wouldn't stop
    Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
    Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
    Took the words right out my mouth
    Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
    Can anybody hear me when I'm hidden underground?
    Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself?
    Saying, 'Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it'
    He's saying, 'Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it'"

Die in a Fire - The Living Tombstone
   "I hope you die in a fire
    Hope you'll be stabbed in the heart
    Hope you'll get shot and expire
    Hope you'll be taken apart
    Hope this is what you desire!"

Another Way Out - Hollywood Undead
   "Better run, better run, better run,
    yeah, I'm coming after you
    When you're sleeping at night,
    yeah, there's nothing you can do
    There's no place you can hide
    'cause I'm coming after you."

If I Killed Someone for You - Alec Benjamin
   "You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope it makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back."

Princes of the Universe - Queen
   "Born to be kings
    Princes of the universe
    Fighting and free
    Got your world in my hand
    I'm here for your love
    And I'll make my stand
    We were born to be
    Princes of the universe."

To Catch a Predator - Insane Clown Posse
   "I'm probably gonna burn for this
    Ain't no lesson to learn from this
    There's nothing I'ma learn
    But it sure is fun
    to catch a predator."

Parade - Get Scared
   "Tonight, tonight you know I’ll save you
    Tonight, tonight I’ll bring you back
    I’m gonna let this bitch burn!"

Hungover - Kesha
   "Now the party's over
    And everybody's gone
    I'm left here with myself and I
    Wonder what went wrong
    And now my heart is broken
    Like the bottles on the floor
    Does it really matter?
    Or am I just hung over you?"

Burning Pile - Mother Mother
   "All my troubles on a burning pile
    All lit up and I start to smile
    If I catch fire then I'll change my aim
    Throw my troubles at the world again!"

Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
   "Because the drugs never work, they're gonna give you a smirk
   'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
    They're gonna rip up your heads, your aspirations to shreds
    Another cog in the murder machine!"

Rät - Penelope Scott
   "I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true
    I wanted to be you and do what you do
    I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true
    I feel so stupid, and so used
    I feel so used."

Mama - My Chemical Romance
   "Well, mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue
    You should've raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son
    If you could coddle the infection, they can amputate at once
    You should've been, I could have been a better son."

The Wrecked and the Worried - NateWantsToBattle
   "Chances taken, smile 'til you fake it
    None of this seems right
    Two times for the wrecked and the worried
    Your tainted mind will be your judge and your jury
    Chances taken, smile 'til you fake it
    Sick of it, yet I keep coming back."

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     . .All lit up and I start to smile. .


RULES

I'm a pretty chill guy, but I do have some rules. So, just respect them and we'll be good!

1. No God-modding! I cannot tell you how much this irks me!

2. No kind of racism, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, etc! I don't wanna see any of the icky sh*t anywhere near my goddamn account. I will insta-block without a second thought.

3. Please don't come to me for any kind of ooc drama. I don't have the patience for it. Likely, I don't give enough of a sh*t about you to deal with it. So I will probably just block.

4. This is my account, I will portray Quentin how I see fit. I go along canon a good bit, but I obviously have my own thoughts regarding him. So, please don't argue with me if you disagree with a headcanon or something.

5. I get distracted very easily. I can't really help it. That being said, don't rush me for replies. I might be busy. I might just not want to reply in the moment. Whatever the reason is, I will eventually reply.

6. Don't come at me for an ooc relationship. I'm aromantic. I don't feel those feelings.

7. I beg you to just have decent grammar when we roleplay. (Use text talk only ooc, please. Full words when roleplaying.) I just need to understand what you're saying when you write. I understand occasional mistakes of course.

8. I can write all sorts of genres! It doesn't have to be horror or anything! I can absolutely do calm, slice of life roleplays! That's something I do not mind doing!


ADMIN STUFF

Hi, I'm Zak. I'm just a local dipsh*t with too many accounts on this damned site. I'm bi and transmasc. Uhhh- Been roleplaying for aboooout 6 years? Give or take? I don't know, I still suck at it despite that. I have Discord, so feel free to ask for that! And if anyone wants to play DBD, I'm willing to pass on my tag there too!
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          . .You look down on me so casually. .


   Friends are few and far between for Quentin.
   For that reason, he does his best to be nice.
   Not to say he can't be quite mean at times.
   Generally though, he is easy to get along with.

   @H0THEAD - Friend
   Any friend of Minnie is a friend of Quentin's, honestly. Even if not for that, Emma is great company. She's very patient with Quentin and understanding of his situation. It's something he appreciates deeply. He kind of reminds him of himself, always willing to help people.

   @eatmypallets - Close friend
   Probably Quentin's closest friend. He adores the chaotic bunny of the Fog. She's the first person he goes to for mischief. He's always happy for help her where he can. He adores his bun.

   @BURNS - Enemy
   To say Quentin hates Freddy is quite the understatement. Any word to describe what Quentin feels for the man isn't nearly enough. The utter torture Quentin has been put through because of this man does nothing but drive him nearly insane.

   @solitary - Friend
   Quentin likes Jake for the fact that he is a wonderful listener. He's amazed by the silence of the man. Equally amazed by the time he has spent in the Fog and the experience he has. Quentin appreciates Jake's sass with the flat delivery he has. He actually finds Jake quite funny.

   @unkillable - Neutral
   Michael and Quentin have an understanding of sorts. Neither of them like Freddy. When it comes down to the burned bastard, the big guy is often willing to help out. Quentin knows it's more for Michael's interest rather than his own, but he doesn't really care. He finds the big guy to be scary as ever. How is that behemoth so quiet?

   @ghosted - Friend?
   Quentin has no idea what to call his relationship with Danny. They get along, all things considered. But can't bring himself to actually like Danny at all. It's an odd thing. He's decided to talk to the killer a little more to understand.

   @RENEGADE - ???????
   Quentin has yet to understand his relationship with Frank. Yeah, yeah, he knows what Frank wants from him. But Quentin seems to find it sometimes endearing what Frank does for him. Such as giving him his Zoneral or letting Quentin borrow his varsity jacket. He's conflicted, ultimately.

   @OfHearts - Friend
   Quentin quite likes Ace. He likes having an older trans guy around. It makes him feel a lot better himself. Without that though, Ace is just pretty cool. Though he wishes he'd stop flirting with the killers and just y'know... take chase or do gens instead.

   @MASHTYX - Friend
   Nea is really cool. Quentin admires her fire, it's a lot like Min's. Which explains why the women are such good friends too. Nea is fun to have around and often makes Quentin laugh and generally feel pretty good. Though one time she called him spaghetti legs and he has not forgotten it.

   @distressed - Neutral
   Billy... Kind of annoys Quentin. However, Quentin tends to find it at least a little bit amusing, so it balances out in the end. He has a bad feeling about him, really. But he won't go judging or pointing fingers.

   @STRIPES - Ew
   Quentin does not like clowns. Or child murderers. But at least this guy isn't on Freddy levels, so, there's that. But that's putting the bar low. Ultimately, Quentin doesn't care for the demonic clown and finds him utterly disgusting.

   @BENTLEY - Interested
   Quentin is rather intrigued by the man (or not man? Quentin has gotten conflicting answers from the redhead). He's an interesting man that he'd like to get to know better.

   @GARAGEWORK - NOPENOPENOPE-
   Quentin is utterly terrified by this man. He had a bad feeling from the start but his first and last interaction was enough to solidify it.

   @wax - nononono-
   Quentin likes Vincent significantly more, but is still terrified by the masked man. At least Vincent hesitated to kill him.

   @HOTLINE - No way.
   Billy brings up horrible things. Things that send Quentin spiraling. He prefers to simply avoid the deranged bastard if he can.

   @emo - Friend
   Twin! Quentin loves Colin! He's really cool! It's weird that they look identical. But Quentin loves this guy's vibe. He'd love to dress more alternative himself.
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          . .I can barely shut my eyes. .


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THE BASICS
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Name: Quentin Jasper Smith
Role: Resolute Dreamwalker (Survivor)
Nicknames: Quen (Most people), Sleepyhead (Feng Min), Sleepy Bean (Yun-Jin Lee), Quennie (Ghostface)
Gender: Male (transgender, doesn't talk about it)
Birth Date: October 26th, 1991 (Aging has stopped since taken to The Fog)
Orientation: Bisexual. His relationship with feelings and sex is odd. He falls for people quite quickly. He can end up being sexually active in order to feel better about himself, he can't explain why.
Currently Living: Nightmare Realms of The Entity (a.k.a The Fog)
Species: Human
Astrology Sign: Scorpio
Chinese Animal: Goat
Blood Type: A+
Chinese Element: Earth
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PHYSICAL FEATURES
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Height: 5'11
Weight: 169 lbs
Build: Not particularly wimpy or anything. He has a lean build. A bit of muscle, but still appears skinny. A bit stronger than he seems.
Skin Color: Peachy
Hair Length: Shaggy and fluffy
Hair Color: Dark brown
Eye Color: Blue-grey
Tattoos: None
Scars: Dozens all over his body. Hasn't got any on his face yet. Claw marks from Freddy, mostly. Plus a nasty scar through his left shoulder, on the front and back of his body. Due to being hooked.
Other Notable Accessories: A silver chain with two pendants of the same color on it, one is a cross (not religious, just needs the protection) and the other is circular that reads "Sacred hearts above us • Have mercy on us". He has a few piercings, one in each lobe and a tongue piercing. He wants to get snake bites.
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Favorite Food: "I dunno…"
Favorite Drink: "Any energy drinks, honestly."
Favorite Sport: "Don't see why it matters, but it's swimming."
Favorite Book: "I really don't know…"
Favorite Movie: "I haven't seen a movie in a while…"
Favorite Music: "Classical is nice, but I do like rock...Rock keeps me awake."
Favorite Color: "Blue."
Clothing Style: "Casual I guess...I just dress however. My appearance hardly matters anymore. As long as it doesn't restrict movement or anything."
Hobbies: "I draw from time to time...I don't have much time for hobbies, honestly."
Likes: Most of his fellow survivors are alright in his book. He enjoys helping others out whenever he can. He'd love to sleep although that's unlikely.
Dislikes: All of the killers, really. But particularly Freddy, of course.
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Good Traits: Quentin is very determined. He's pretty resilient and can think on his feet rather quickly.
Negative Traits: His determination can be too strong at times. To the point of being straight-up stubborn. He also tends to doze off randomly, sometimes at the worst moments.
Habits: Fidgets with his beanie and the edges of his sleeves. He struggles to sit still due to the fact that he doesn't want to fall asleep. And ADD. He also tends to ramble without thinking a lot.
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Team Affiliations: Survivors of The Fog.
Abilities (Perks): Wake Up!, Pharmacy, and Vigil.
Weaknesses: Falls asleep at bad times. Easily scared by the smallest things.
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Character Theme Song: I'll Sleep When I'm Dead - Set It Off
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       . .Daddy chimed in 'go for the throat'. .


~ As tired as he is, he can be very observant at times.

~ His mood often swings wildly. It's nothing personal, his brain is just so messed up that he can't even process his own emotions and it frustrates him.

~ He is either easily irritated or impossible to piss off.

~ He has fallen asleep in trials, standing up, he sleep-walked places he shouldn't, you name it.

~ He is feral and will bite you in a fight.

~ He often swipes epinephrine shots off of the Doctor and the Nurse when he can. For the adrenaline, of course.

~ Often seen with Danny's phone, blasting music in his ears to stay awake. Sometimes Danny just lets him use it for a while out of pity.

~ He really misses swimming, but has no use for it in the Fog. So, whenever he escapes the Fog for a while, he takes an opportunity to go for a swim anywhere he can.

~ He is transmasc, if you ever happen to see his chest, you will find dozens of scars, including from his operation. If he is asked, he will brush it off as him not remembering like any of his other scars. He would rather not tell people he's trans, scared he'll be treated differently.

~ His nose will often start bleeding violently when he wakes up after a dream with Freddy

~ He will immediately panic at any touching he wasn't prepared for. Do not come up behind him and touch him. He will cry. Especially if he doesn't know you well. He panics a little less when he knows you well enough and likes you.

~ He has a hard time distinguishing reality from dreams. He is constantly walking that very fine line between the waking world and the dream world. He may look at you very confused, wondering if you are real or not. He will likely ask you, as odd as it may seem.

~ Quentin has a very special ability to control his dreams to an extent. He can also bring others into his dreams, come into other's dreams, and at times can escape the dreams himself. He has a very weak grasp on this ability though, and often opts to not use it.

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