Jewells vows

@codysio

Cody..you have changed my life in so many ways since the first time we met. Every one of those ways have been so wonderful and to know that I have the support of the person that means the most to me truly warms my heart.

When death takes my hand, I will hold you with the other and promise to find you in every life time. Every timeline, I want you and you alone. You are the missing piece of me that I, for so long, thought I would never find.

I’ve gone through my whole life feeling unloved and unwanted until I met you and Maxx. You two were the first real thing to me. Showing me what true love and compassion looks like. Even after, when we found out I DO have a brother. You supported me in finding him.

The way you care for those you love is one of the things I admire most about you. Even the first time you came to me. I still remember your goofy grin holding pillows to come watch movies with me because I hadn’t moved yet. How excited and how happy you were. Every night you play a show and meet the people that listen. You’re such a kind, caring soul, and I can’t even put into words how lucky I am to be the one you choose to spend your life with.

I could stand here and list the billions of reasons I love you, but I’ll just give you my top three. Your humor, your passion, and the way you hold me. Feeling your head leaned against my shoulder as we sleep makes me feel a kind of safe I’ve never been able to fully explain.

You always have been and always will be my biggest supporter. I know if there’s some outlandish thing I want to try or if I want to help someone, I know I have your support, and that means the world to me.

I know, for a while now, we’ve been calling eachother husband and wife but today it’s real…today I am your Mrs. Carson….that doesn’t mean I won’t stop bullying you and calling you Carson, though so keep wishing. So, Cody, here’s to day one of our forever.