How I want to be remembered

I don't want to be remembered as Steve's friend. I don't want to be remembered as The Winter Soldier. I want to be remembered as Bucksters or even like, Dr. James B. Barnes. I worked hard on being better. The nightmares do come back on occassion, but overall I am happy. I am in a good place. Despite a few failed relationships. I just want to find the peace in being me.

Oh sure I miss my superhero friends but now I am kind of a superhero to the kids I save. I mean, I just changed my uniform from cool to scrubs right?

Do I miss saving the world, sometimes sure. Do I enjoy making kids smile, yes definitely. I hope that someday I get people to see me as more than a pretty face, just Steve's friend, or worse the Winter Soldier.