General Info on me


❥ I am just one of many—though one of the more centered Alts, I am just that. Most have an awareness and are open, but we are just cogs in a DID system. No you will not witness multiple Alts on this account—we have our own interests and accounts, there's no need to double up.
❥ This flesh vessel we inhabit is all wrong [too big, too small, too fem, too old, too young, too human, wrong eyes, hair, skin, etc.], but we have made great strides in coming to terms with things to such an extent we do not constantly feel like peeling off the disgusting meat prison. Welcome to Body Dysphoria—not dysmorphia. As much as the gender of this vessel plays a part in this [gender dysphoria]—the fact is it is not the correct form for each Alt; and to assuage this we have accumulated many wigs, coloured contacts, 4 distinct wardrobes and even have a variety of ears, tails, and horns.
❥ I am on the Autism Spectrum—writing is my focus, /words/ and their origins, "the rules of writing". Another interest is history—world history, I tend to get interested in something and then go down a rabbit hole of research finding out all I can about the where, when and why—the clothes, food and cultural traditions and significance, not to mention the uncanny similarities between seemingly unrelated peoples is fascinating to me. I also have a need to experiment—actively seeking to try things for myself so I can better my writing with personal experience, this can be anything, but mostly food, clothes, and kinks.

❥ Ennui is a constant companion, bringing along exciting friends like Existential Nihilism, Depression, and Self-Loathing. In such times focusing on writing is preferred.
❥ I get sick very easily—often going grocery shopping will result in me being ill and getting laid up for a week or more with a cold. Things were so nice during the height of COVID—social distancing, cleanliness, everyone having to wear masks. I could actually go out and not end up sick every time. I had been wearing facemasks long before the pandemic due to my sh*tty immune system.

❥ I am a homemaker. You will find that I am almost always online, this does not mean I am always available—
❥ I have agoraphobia—RP is my equivalent to "going out with friends".
❥ I am in a committed relationship, and have been since October 2010. Weekends are reserved for IRL time, and I am expected to make dinner most nights.

❥ I have RA and TMJ, which I have been dealing with most of my life—causes frequent migraines and I am at the mercy of the weather. I combat my pain and discomfort with THC, alcohol and painkillers, somedays it just isn't enough. Flare ups unfortunately can last an unbearable amount of time, still I will try to at the very least make status updates.
❥ I am partially deaf—so I don't always think to describe sounds.
❥ I deal with infuriating dietary issues and often reflect them in full or part in my characters as a sort of catharsis to help come to terms with it. Normalize it.

❥ I lived 4 years as a lifestyle pet with an Owner. Completely non-sexual. Wore a tail and collar, was taken for /walkies/, given treats and pets. And /no/ I am not a furry, explored /that/ it was not for me. My life partner however is a furry, a souvenir I picked up during my journey of 20-something self-exploration.
❥ I have regressive episodes brought on by stress and will often take a day or two away...
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