7/16/22

So, Cody dumped me the other day. Said there wasn't a connection anymore pretty much. I get that, I don't care. I don't care anymore. I'm just worried about myself, I need to figure out what I want and what I'm gonna do for highschool. Where I'm going with my life. I don't need anybody right now. I'm taking a break for a while from relationships. I don't need anybody but myself honestly, I really thought I'd be sad but I just feel, free. Like for once my moods not dependent on Cody or anybody else but myself. It's nice.

It's just sad how many reminders there are everyday of him. It's depressing. I miss him, but I don't want him back. He hurt me so f***ing much. I wish the best for him, and I hope he figures his sh*t out before he gets another girl, or I hope he at least treats her better while he can.

-4:04am- love you