7/3/22

- 2:13am -


Helped with the fireworks like I normally do. The ones we saw yesterday were beautiful, they literally got me emotional (Might just be getting close to that time of the month but still.) Still my favorite holiday. Didn't get to light all my stuff so in the leftover box it goes. Fireworks are expensive nowadays bro.

Debating on whether to go to Cody's tmrw or not. I know I'm just gonna get hurt somehow but he really wants me to go. He hasn't talked to me all day and it's scaring me. Hopefully he just fell asleep.

I really had a good day today, maybe I'm getting better..? I don't know. I'm gonna take a shower though. I broke the promise yesterday in the shower and I feel like sh*t about it. It sucks because it's not like I can tell him either.

Love you guys, I really do. - 2:17am -