7/2/22

- 8:02 -

We went out for fireworks today, that's good I guess. It's my favorite holiday, hopefully it goes good. Might be my last honestly, I don't know how much more I can take of this sh*t. I can't do this anymore. It hurts, the possibility of my life being like this forever. I've asked and asked but now I realize he genuinely just doesn't have time for me. It hurts. I'm so tired of crying. I just want to get better.

I'm gonna take a nap and hopefully stay asleep for the rest of the day. I hate being alive. I f***ing hate it. I don't have anybody anymore. What the f*** happened to me..??


God please f***ing help me.




I love you stranger, I'm sorry for these 'emo' posts.