Journal~ 5/31/21

i think the scariest part about this break up is that i know i’ll never stop loving you and i’ll never truly be able to get over you. you were and still are my first true love and the only man that has ever cared about me even at times when i didn’t deserve it. the only man that helped me build myself up to be the confident woman i am now. i hate how our last few days together ended because it didn’t represent the good that we had in our relationship of almost two years. regardless, i love you. i really f***ing love you. and i hope you’ll always love me too.