Amicitia (Natalia Rosiek)

TRIGGER WARNINGS: SEXUAL ABUSE, RAPE, MENTAL ILLNESS
~ The Basics ~

~Name~
Natalia Anna Rosiek (Birth Name)
Amicitia (Stage Name)

~Nicknames~
Talia, Nat, “Whore”

~Age~
19 - 23

~Zodiac~
Scorpio

~Birthday~
November 15th


~Gender~
Cis Female

~Preferred Pronouns~
She/her

~Species~
Human or Vampire (Depends on roleplay genres)

~Orientation~
Bisexual

~Current Occupation~
Rising Model
Part-time singer at a club/bar
(Alt.) An escort and/or stripper


~ Physical Appearance ~

~Height~
5'9

~Weight~
115 ibs

~Build~
Natural hourglass figure, tall and skinny.

~Breast Size~
DD

~Hair Color~
Golden Blonde with a pink-to-crimson tip ombre

~Hair Style~
Straight and waist-length, most usually worn down or in high ponytails. Sometimes artificially curled.

~Eye Color~
Chestnut brown

~Skin Tone~
Olive tan

~Scars/Tattoos~
She has a tattoo of a rose on her wrist.

~Personality ~
Charismatic, alluring, flirty and confident in her beauty to the point of vanity. She is easily frustrated and to some, it may seem like she cares little for the well-being of anyone but herself. In reality, however, she avoids meaningful relationships and friendships out of the fear of commitment and attachment. She protects herself with a facade of superiority and beauty to conceal her intense vulnerability. There is a big difference between ‘Amicitia’ and ‘Natalia’. ‘Amicitia’ is a persona she created, the talented model who’s giddy and playful and seductive. ‘Natalia’, at her core, is a woman who is afraid of losing those she loves and afraid of *herself*. She tends to push/pull the people she loves because she doesn’t love herself - so how can *they* love her?

~Likes~
Drinking, dancing, partying, singing, literature, blood

~Dislikes~
Being taken advantage of, being told what to do or how to act, forceful men


~Habits~
Heavy drinker (bordering alcoholic), smoker, bites her nails (has acrylics 99% of the time to hide her ugly nails)

~Fears~
Athazagoraphobia - The fear of being forgotten, ignored, or abandoned.
Autophobia - the fear of being alone or lonely.
Sexual Agraphobia (contreltophobia) - fear of sexual abuse


~Introvert or Extrovert~
Extrovert, cannot stand being alone - Natalia is a charismatic and somewhat manipulative woman. She’ll do anything she can as long as it means she isn’t alone with her thoughts.


~ Relationships ~

~Mother~
Name: Marzena Rosiek
Status: Deceased* (*Potentially…)
Other: Natalia never had a very good relationship with her mother. The two shared a mutual resentment for their entire lives.

~Father~
Name: Jan Rosiek
Status: Deceased
Other: Natalia was Jan’s precious little princess; she was his entire world. Until his death, he worked to give her the best possible life and wanted her to live life happily and carefree. Everything he did, he did for his daughter.

~Step-Father~
Name: Lucien Glidington
Status: Deceased* (*...Potentially)
Other: Natalia loathed Lucien to her core; he sexually abused her until she ran away from home.


~Aunt~
Name: Irys Eversweet (Nee; Rosiek)
Status: Deceased
Other: Much like Jan, she adored little Natalia; Irys and Jan would often spoil her rotten. Irys married William Eversweet, a wealthy man, and provided for her niece to the best of her abilities after Jan’s passing, but not many years afterwards she succumbed to a mysterious illness.

~Cousin~
Name: Kamila Cordelia Eversweet
Status: Alive
Other: The cousins did not grow up together because William, Kamila’s father, kept her sheltered for most of her life after Irys died. Still, they acknowledge their blood relation.


~Significant Other~
Name: Konrad Schmidt
Status: ???
Other: Natalia’s ex-lover. They had a passionate and intense whirlwind romance until Konrad raped and abandoned her.

~ Extra ~

~Hobbies~
Singing, dancing, drinking, playing the piano

~Dominant Hand~
Right

~Smokes?~
Yes

~Drinks?~
Often

~Addictions?~
Alcohol, Risperdal (Anti-psychosis meds)

~Scent~
Honey and roses

~Physical Ailments~
Recurring heartburn and a generally weak heart (a side-effect of Risperdal and long-term effect of bulimia)

~Mental Ailments~
Insomnia, Psychosis, Bulimia nervosa, anorexia nervosa, depression

~Biography~

Her biography differs slightly depending on the setting, but here is her normal backstory: (Below is her vampiric backstory for fantasy/supernatural roleplays!)

HUMAN:
The only daughter of Jan and Marzena Rosiek - Polish immigrants that moved from Kraków to England along with Irys Rosiek, Natalia’s aunt. Jan worked multiple low-end jobs, which didn’t pay well, much to Marzena’s dismay. She had expensive taste. Throughout her early childhood, Natalia’s parents fought often and violently, with many heated fights which she had to witness. Still, her father loved Natalia like nothing else in this world; she was his precious princess and though he couldn’t afford much Jan always did his best to provide for his daughter. Jan tragically died from a sudden, unexpected heart attack and left Marzena and Natalia alone in the world when the girl was merely nine. And thus, the only man who ever truly loved her died, and with him, any hope for her having a healthy future.

When Natalia was twelve, Marzena went on to remarry a man named Lucien Glidington, who became perversely obsessed with the young blonde. He saved them from near-poverty with his excessive wealth, but at what cost?
The cost of Natalia’s safety.

And, apparently, that was a cost Marzena was willing to pay, for she cared little about the harm happening to her own flesh and blood.

Her step-father is something Natalia does not like to look back on, because of his sexual and mental abuse of her. Her mother *knew* about it, but did nothing to stop it. In fact, she *blamed* Natalia for it - and, for this reason, it is her mother who Natalia resents more than anything else in this world.

For years, Natalia suffered her step-father’s and mother’s torment, being blamed for the harm which befell her. Natalia was always a pretty girl - but it made making friendships with other girls in school difficult, given how vindictive girls in school can be. So she spent her time alone, but she grew to be comfortable that way; nonetheless, she was terribly lonely.
She sought solace in religion, spending her free time at church, praying vehemently if only to cleanse herself of the filth her step-father forced upon her.

Enter Konrad.

A dream come true; her /salvation/ - so she believed.
Konrad was everything she could hope for; handsome, charming, charismatic, and oh-so-loving. He gave her the world - so it was at first. She believed he was going to take her far away from her suffering. That he was going to love her unconditionally, seeking his male validation that had been lacking for so many years.
The teenage girl fell so easily, not realising his intentions were impure, cruel, sinful.

He made her emotionally dependant on him, near-obsessed; she breathed for him, lived for him, would’ve /died/ for him - she needed him as she needed the sun to warm her skin and air to survive.
But to him, she was a temporary toy; something to play with and leave behind. He got a sick thrill from how much attention she dedicated to him, without dedicating the same to her - eventually he started asking her to sleep with him.
Natalia, ever-the-Catholic, refused him; she could not stop the sin Lucien was forcing onto her, but she would not forsake her faith further by willingly having non-marital sex; it was too bad, then, that Konrad wouldn’t take “No” for an answer.

His affection dwindled, making Natalia desperate for his favour to return to her - she pleaded and begged him to love her again, her sixteen-year-old heart wounded and unable to take the lack of his love, slowly shattering into a thousand pieces.

She was compelled to watch him cheat on her with various other girls, taunting her with the knowledge he could have anyone he wanted - he /chose/ to be with her despite her “prudishness”.

And yet, she stayed with him.
She needed him - /she would die without him/.
During this time, she developed her eating disorders, her desire to be attractive in his eyes and the pressure from her home life led to a life-long struggle with food and body ideals.


Until one night, when he had enough waiting around and took what he believed she ‘owed’ him, further ruining her fractured psyche.
And then, he abandoned her, apparently, his family moved away the following day, the only memory of his presence in her life was a broken heart, shattered soul and bruises on her wrists and thighs.

That was the night Natalia Rosiek died.
Her God had forsaken her.

From that point on, she felt as though she were an empty vessel wandering the earth.
On the eve of her seventeenth birthday, Natalia packed her things and ran - ran as far as she could go, having had /enough/ of everything. She stole as much money from Lucien as she was able to gather and left, going to [country of roleplay’s setting] and lived in the city. It was here that she was ‘discovered by a modelling agency and “Amicitia” was born.

She became the rising star she is today; a stunning model for a brilliant agency, wealthy and beloved by all - finally she was /adored/.

And yet, such a life is awfully superficial, as she soon came to find out.
Godless, forsaken and wounded.
With the world at her fingertips - but at what cost?

The cost of her sanity.

VAMPIRE BACKSTORY:


Natalia Anna Rosiek was born in 1916 to two Polish immigrants - Marzena and Jan Rosiek. Her parents argued often, mostly about money. Her father died when she was nine, having been stabbed to death in the streets after getting out a hefty loan from cruel individuals. Her mother remarried a man named Lucien Glidington soon after.

She befriended two boys from her street, Antonio and Elias Velez. She loved them both dearly and they were her closest friends. She and Antonio were always incredibly close and she was utterly in love with him. He was the first person she ever loved. The two of them were “childhood sweethearts”. Always together, *almost lovers*.

One night, Antonio rushed to her home with Elias, and she let them inside. Marzena and Lucien were away for the weekend for their anniversary. It was during that night that Natalia and Antonio made love for the first time, and she awoke only to find him and Elias gone, with only a note from Antonio with the promise of reunion. He’d murdered his abusive father and ran with Elias to hide from the consequences.

Natalia was alone.

Soon, however, her family moved away to France. WW2 happened, and Natalia was then forced to live in Nazi-occupied France. Her step-father was thrown into the army and forced to fight. Natalia and Marzena both tried to make ends meet despite the many supply shortages and Nazi oppression.
In her town, there was a young soldier boy and the son of a Nazi general who had a fondness for Natalia’s beauty, Egon Dreifuss. He constantly tried to force his affections upon Natalia, who refused them, still often thinking of Antonio and Elias and how they were, praying for them to still be alive whilst falling deeper into religion.
Some Allied force soldiers got stranded in her town and she hurriedly helped hide them. Amongst these young soldiers were two familiar faces - Antonio and Elia, sent on a mission to France to liberate the area. She hid them in her house, despite the risk of being caught by the Nazi officers who often surveyed the area.
She nursed them back to health and cared for them, all the while having to try and get any suspicion of her having Allied soldiers in her home on the low. In order to do this, she did become more...lenient with Egon’s advances for the sake of distracting him.

Over the next few weeks, she and Antonio started a passionate love affair and she fell deeper in love with him than she had ever done before. Soon, they got orders to return. Antonio begged Natalia to run back to America with him and she agreed.
Before they could, however, Natalia went missing.

She had been taken by Egon in the night and was ruthlessly raped by him before getting violently turned into a vampire. He sadistically declared it was her “punishment” and abandoned her alone in the woods to fend for herself, confused, distraught and ravenous.

The next thing Natalia knew, she awoke in the middle of the night, thirsting for blood. She tried to fight these new instincts, heading to her home. She didn’t know what day it was, but all she could think of was the hunger within.
She didn’t even know what she was doing when she attacked her mother, devouring her crimson blood until there was no drop of life within Marzena remaining.
Natalia was horrified at what she’d become, packing her things and immediately running away from her home, realising that Antonio and Elias had (fortunately) been long gone and were not at risk of...whatever she was.

Natalia spent the years after the war travelling constantly under different names, and moved from France to England, then spent a little while in Italy until, in 1975, she moved to [country of roleplay]. She lived a relatively normal life for the rest of the 20th century, moving around every decade or so under a new name. During this time, Natalia had countless lovers, desperate to fill the hole that Antonio had left in her heart. Yet, every time was the same - she was a beautiful woman but no one ever wanted *her*, just her body.

In the 2010s, “Amicitia” was ‘discovered’ for her beauty by a photographer called Gabriel Denouvelle, and soon started to be a modelling sensation, becoming in high demand over the years as her career developed.

Through the decades she tried anything - everything - to feel alive again. Drugs, alcohol, parties, sex - it never helped for long.

(the rest is optional and potential, it depends on the roleplay)


In 2013, she met Cyrus Halim, a werewolf with whom she fell deeply in love with. She was hesitant to be with him but he proved his love for her and the two soon married, after she was welcomed into his pack despite her vampiric status. In the eyes of the public, they were perfectly normal humans, and Amicitia continued to model and appear in public spaces.

Soon, Amicitia fell pregnant with Cyrus’ child and they were ecstatic. Amicita, however, was attacked by hunters one night when she was heavily pregnant, and Cyrus gave his life to save his pregnant wife.

She gave birth to Darius and had Cyrus’ pack helped her raise her fatherless son. She also threw herself into her career, to the point of overworking herself. Aside from modelling, she also launched a successful music career and even started to appear in acting. By the present day, She is incredibly famous. After Darius’ birth, Amicitia started to deal with her problems by heavy, excessive drinking, partying and f***ing.

She loves her son more than anything and knows that she isn’t a good mother. She wanted to be, but she just...couldn’t be what Darius needed her to be. Thankfully Auntie Zelia and Mariah were there to give her a helping hand.

On a trip to Italy, Amicitia met Fashion Designer Azelio Giovanni and had a rough love affair with him. Amicitia desperately didn’t want to be alone anymore, and she decided Darius needed a good second parental figure so she agreed to marry Azelio when he proposed to her. The marriage was posed as a wonderful event, but Amicitia only felt sour guilt in her heart, feeling as if she was betraying Cyrus by marrying a man who she did not love.
Azelio wanted to *own* Amicita, and cared little about her actual emotions and more so about her being *his* trophy wife. She continued her successful career in her large luxury penthouse, which she lived with Darius and Azelio. Amicitia suffered in her loveless marriage for the sake of her beloved son, who needed a bright, good future which she knew Azelio could provide.

Until she snapped.