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Anger.
The more time passes, the more he realises that there is something off.
When he thinks about it, many things don't seem to match, first of all, how did he end up on Earth? Christoph said she found him there, but there is no way his eomeoni would send him to another world. He is totally sure of it.
Another factor that makes him realise things don't match is that he can eat so well. It's simply impossible his stomach wouldn't react negatively to food, when being used for the first time in his life. He obviously had to eat before and for a while, to manage to stand food like this.
In addition to that, the weird behaviour of YiXing and Kori, the fact lots of people he never saw appear to know him so well, just seem to confirm that he must have suffered from a memory loss.
There is also that bag that he is sure not to be his, but that Christoph said she found with him. At first he was just so convinced it couldn't be his that it even felt wrong to touch it, but after coming to such considerations, now he simply must take a look at it.
He opens QinShi's back, clueless about everything and also particularly vulnerable; the awareness he might be suffering from amnesia causes him a huge stress.
The first things that catch his attention are the notebooks inside. What's more useful that written stuff?
He opens the first notebook and it's just a bunch of names he never heard. Although that notebook is actually less useless than it could seem, since it is a coded script, he can't pay attention to it in such moment and just puts it back.
The second notebook is full of medical notes and prescriptions, all signed by... Christophei Riddle. He doesn't need a crystal ball to guess what the owner of that book was suffering from: severe clinical depression. And considering the increasing dosage of antidepressants, the condition was getting worse rather than better, overyears.
When he reaches the third notebook, though, that's where he gets mad. QinShi's memories are all written in first person, for his side, so there is nowhere his own name in the whole thing. Only the names of other people, thus... it's quite easy for LaNi to get tricked, in that pretty weak mental state.
Of course, what he reads in that notebook leaves him totally baffled and also infuriated. How did himself reach that state to allow people to treat him like that? And how did those people dare to treat him like that in such difficulty moments?
As if he needed any more proof that the notebook was his, he finally realises that he has been wearing a wedding ring the whole time. He looks at it in his finger and feels his blood to boil.
He even finds the wedding portrait inside the backpack and that's the final strike.
He leaves everything there and stands up. "LianBi, JinGoo, SongYu. These bastards must think they can take profit of me... I'm going to show them!"
His first idea is to search on the internet, since many events described in the notebook happened there on Earth. He searches for LianBi, but it only leads to some Chinese ancient college. Then searches JinGoo and the only result is an abandoned Instagram account with just one selfie: www.roleplay.me/photo/2800350. Now he knows one of their faces.
Finding SongYu requires him to ask the people around and all he needs to hear is that he is the identical twin of Lay.
Tracking down LianBi, though, seems impossible. In the notebook, he addresses him as hyung-nim and later on as Jeonha. The only known LianBi is the first Emperor, but he is also known to be dead since many centuries. Could it be that person who forced him to marry SongYu?
He can't get that question answered, but at least he knows the faces of Song and Jin. Regarding the first one, he also knows where to find him.
In the late evening, he leaves Kori's home alone, making sure SeRan doesn't see him, and heads to Ri's house.
He starts to circle around it, studying the best way to sneak inside. He doesn't know that all he'd have to do is knock, to get welcomed inside warmly by pretty much anyone. XD
He goes behind the house and jumps over the fences, approaching the windows, starting to search if he can find SongYu anywhere there.
When he thinks about it, many things don't seem to match, first of all, how did he end up on Earth? Christoph said she found him there, but there is no way his eomeoni would send him to another world. He is totally sure of it.
Another factor that makes him realise things don't match is that he can eat so well. It's simply impossible his stomach wouldn't react negatively to food, when being used for the first time in his life. He obviously had to eat before and for a while, to manage to stand food like this.
In addition to that, the weird behaviour of YiXing and Kori, the fact lots of people he never saw appear to know him so well, just seem to confirm that he must have suffered from a memory loss.
There is also that bag that he is sure not to be his, but that Christoph said she found with him. At first he was just so convinced it couldn't be his that it even felt wrong to touch it, but after coming to such considerations, now he simply must take a look at it.
He opens QinShi's back, clueless about everything and also particularly vulnerable; the awareness he might be suffering from amnesia causes him a huge stress.
The first things that catch his attention are the notebooks inside. What's more useful that written stuff?
He opens the first notebook and it's just a bunch of names he never heard. Although that notebook is actually less useless than it could seem, since it is a coded script, he can't pay attention to it in such moment and just puts it back.
The second notebook is full of medical notes and prescriptions, all signed by... Christophei Riddle. He doesn't need a crystal ball to guess what the owner of that book was suffering from: severe clinical depression. And considering the increasing dosage of antidepressants, the condition was getting worse rather than better, overyears.
When he reaches the third notebook, though, that's where he gets mad. QinShi's memories are all written in first person, for his side, so there is nowhere his own name in the whole thing. Only the names of other people, thus... it's quite easy for LaNi to get tricked, in that pretty weak mental state.
Of course, what he reads in that notebook leaves him totally baffled and also infuriated. How did himself reach that state to allow people to treat him like that? And how did those people dare to treat him like that in such difficulty moments?
As if he needed any more proof that the notebook was his, he finally realises that he has been wearing a wedding ring the whole time. He looks at it in his finger and feels his blood to boil.
He even finds the wedding portrait inside the backpack and that's the final strike.
He leaves everything there and stands up. "LianBi, JinGoo, SongYu. These bastards must think they can take profit of me... I'm going to show them!"
His first idea is to search on the internet, since many events described in the notebook happened there on Earth. He searches for LianBi, but it only leads to some Chinese ancient college. Then searches JinGoo and the only result is an abandoned Instagram account with just one selfie: www.roleplay.me/photo/2800350. Now he knows one of their faces.
Finding SongYu requires him to ask the people around and all he needs to hear is that he is the identical twin of Lay.
Tracking down LianBi, though, seems impossible. In the notebook, he addresses him as hyung-nim and later on as Jeonha. The only known LianBi is the first Emperor, but he is also known to be dead since many centuries. Could it be that person who forced him to marry SongYu?
He can't get that question answered, but at least he knows the faces of Song and Jin. Regarding the first one, he also knows where to find him.
In the late evening, he leaves Kori's home alone, making sure SeRan doesn't see him, and heads to Ri's house.
He starts to circle around it, studying the best way to sneak inside. He doesn't know that all he'd have to do is knock, to get welcomed inside warmly by pretty much anyone. XD
He goes behind the house and jumps over the fences, approaching the windows, starting to search if he can find SongYu anywhere there.
1 | May 19th 2020 05:03
"Ye... I don't know in what state he will be, if he could even survive another punch from that Qiu." He sighs.
He sends a glance at LaNi, but he Is driving, so he can't focus. He turns the heating on.
LaNi. "What will happen to me now...?" he sobs.
Uh...he got punched by him? It must not have been nice. I mean, have you seen his body? How much does he train? He makes me look so thin!
First of all, you'll wash yourself then the dog? You will eat something tasty? Not sure, depends on you." As to reassure him. "You must be freezing, right?"
He nods. "He got many punches, but still... he got the car and drove it, so he must be in a decent enough state. He didn't even cause more accidents." He sighs.
LaNi. "Can the dog and I wash together, at the same time...?" He wants Lay to cry too.
"I'm feeling cold, ye..." he still sobs. He feels very bad due to the memory loss and the delusion his brain is making up to cope with it.
He narrows his eyes but luckily YiXing stops talking. It is something he shouldn't hear, for Binnie's own sake. XD
"Hm. He should be still alive, hopefully. No accidents, no corpses...
Ehm. Sure?" Lay will kill even Ri?
"Wear my coat, hug the dog, try to warm up before you can change that wet clothes."
He slightly nods. "He is alive for sure. I really wonder how he lived here all alone and most of all, why he came here making me think he died, without any warning..."
LaNi. "Gomapseumnida..." He Is also so confused and lost.