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Im not really sure what I should say... but lately I've been feeling so defeated... so alone. I feel like no matter what I do to make friends or try to find someone to call my own I never have any luck and someone shuts me down and makes me feel so small. I get that I do have friends who care about me on here.... a select few who actually speak to me and make sure I'm okay... but its just not worth it to feel this down. This is the worst i've felt since I've been here... and i've been here a long ass time ( Since July 9th, 2014). Ive taken a few brief hiatuses when times where just unbearable... but I think its time I step away for a while longer then I usually do. I've had a lot of fun with everyone these past few years but right now I just feel like everyone has forgotten about me.... I've had people claim they care about me, log on, and ignore me completely. People have claimed to love me and they turn around and flirt with every girl on their friends list. No matter how much I vent to my friend via messages I never feel like I've gotten all of my anger out... or frankly they don't care. Maybe people will miss me when Im gone and realize what I mean to them (if I really mean anything to them in the first place.)

With all of that being said as of today (October 22nd 2018) I'll be taking at least a month long hiatus until I feel better about things and or I think its the right time to come back. I do have KIK for those of you who want to keep in touch with me while I'm away... Just ask for it before I leave if you would like it. I won't be gone forever... like I said I just need time to reflect on how I feel about being here.

Best of luck to everyone in everything both in your roleplay lives and your personal lives. I love you.

Xoxo,
Mickie James