❝ no grave can hold my body down. i'll crawl home to her, ❞ / basics & introductory information.
  full name: kazuha shougen /﹙カズハ・ショウゲン﹚
  birthplace: fujinomiya, japan
  age: twenty six
  zodiac & chinese zodiac: leo / ox
  personality type: entp
  race & ethnicity: japanese & asian
  gender & pronouns: female, she/her/hers
  occupation: currently a bar singer
  relationship status: single
   [**] romantic orientation: homoromantic
   [**] sexual orientation: homosexual
  languages: japanese, english


❝ i slithered here from eden, just to sit outside your door, ❞ / appearance & characteristics.
 5'7, alabaster, spotless skin. tends to wear revealing clothes that show off her
 arms, bust, shoulder and thighs. usually smells of lilies, jasmine & cigarettes.
 regularly wears leather jackets, ripped tights, short skirts and dresses, and
 sometimes even goes as far as leaving the house without her panties.
 full lips turn into a smug smile, she wears darker toned lipsticks & makeup.
 her favorite shade is black honey, and she wears fake eyelashes all the time.
 chic shaped, thin eyebrows. there is a beauty mark under her right eye.
 her hair cascades down to her shoulders, usually styled and taken care of.
 has two earlobe piercings, and a belly-button one. loves minimalist accessories.



❝ i was born sick, but i love it, ❞ / family & relationships .
   does not keep contact with her family.



❝ lay me gently in the cold, dark earth, ❞ / personality & mental .
　　 > positive traits: confident, independent, brutally honest, open-minded, hard-worker,
　　talkative, curious, debater.
　　 > negative traits: arrogant, condescending, impatient, judgemental, intolerant,
　　emotionally unavailable, slightly narcissistic, has a god-complex.

　 fears: being controlled, mediocrity, commitment.


❝ honey you're familiar, like my mirror years ago, ❞ / habits (physical+verbal).
　 > physical habits ... smug smirk, always smiling. very touchy. fiddles with her hair.
　 looks others in the eyes. her body-language is forward; flirty. gets impatient easily.
　 controlling. her general demeanour is controlling, dominant. she doesn't show
　 too much genuine emotion. never stims. taps nails on surfaces while teasing.
　 > voice ... like warm-honey; sultry, deep, fruity. a bit singsong-y.
　 > verbal habits ... rarely curses; keeps composure in general. can come off as
　 rude/mean to insecure people; she's just very confident. states facts - will pick
　 a fight with just about anyone. elongates words while teasing. loves to tease verbally.


❝ no other version of me i would rather be tonight, ❞ / favorites (likes+dislikes).
   likes: crime shows, being outdoors, obedient girls, intelligence,
   when her curiosity is piqued, coffee & cigarettes, social smoking,
   late night walks, the rain, colder seasons, confident girls, thigh-highs,
   horror movies, late nights at the bar, motorbike gals, a clash of power.
   dislikes: disgusting things, overly sweet beverages, weak people,
   weird smells, unsolicited interactions, superficiality, fakeness,
   romance movies, girls who play too hard to get.
   favorites: coffee (drinks), deep fried tempura maki rolls (food),
   black (color), grunge/goth (aesthetic), hydrangea (flower),
   eyes (features on others), mother mother (band), grunge horror (artstyle)
 

It is not a diary.
 
   「 YES 」

ㅤㅤ♡ vanilla
ㅤㅤ♡ pet play
ㅤㅤ♡ mistress
ㅤㅤ♡ collars, claiming, public claiming
ㅤㅤ♡ light bondage
ㅤㅤ♡ lingerie
ㅤㅤ♡ possessiveness
ㅤㅤ♡ obsession
ㅤㅤ♡ height difference
ㅤㅤ♡ revealing outfits
ㅤㅤ♡ maids
ㅤㅤ♡ bratty subs
ㅤㅤ♡ requested dressing up
ㅤㅤ♡ cunnilingus
ㅤㅤ♡ grinding (clothed / not)
ㅤㅤ♡ lap dance
ㅤㅤ♡ fingering
ㅤㅤ♡ breast groping
ㅤㅤ♡ marking
ㅤㅤ♡ voyeurism
ㅤㅤ♡ shibari
ㅤㅤ♡ heavy bondage
ㅤㅤ♡ bdsm
ㅤㅤ♡ biting, licking, force
ㅤㅤ♡ breath-play / choking
ㅤㅤ♡ dry humping
ㅤㅤ♡ degradation
ㅤㅤ♡ praise
ㅤㅤ♡ gaslighting
ㅤㅤ♡ mind - control
ㅤㅤ♡ ass touching
ㅤㅤ♡ anal
ㅤㅤ♡ spanking
ㅤㅤ♡ vibrators / other toys
ㅤㅤ♡ wax, ice
ㅤㅤ♡ face sitting
ㅤㅤ♡ edging
ㅤㅤ♡ orgasm denial
ㅤㅤ♡ orgasm ignore
ㅤㅤ♡ shower / bath sex
ㅤㅤ♡ strip-tease
ㅤㅤ♡ nipple play (clamps, etc.)
ㅤㅤ♡ clothed sex
ㅤㅤ♡ hair pulling
ㅤㅤ♡ lactation / big breasts / breastfeeding (sparingly)
ㅤㅤ♡ sexual pain
ㅤㅤ♡ rimming (sparingly)
ㅤㅤ♡ slapping
ㅤㅤ♡ physical / sensual restrictions
ㅤㅤ♡ strap-ons
ㅤㅤ♡ tit-fṳcking
ㅤㅤ♡ hate sex
ㅤㅤ♡ squirting
ㅤㅤ♡ minor age play
ㅤㅤ♡ manipulation
ㅤㅤ♡ roughness
ㅤㅤ♡ cigarette - burns
ㅤㅤ♡ consensual non-con (extremely sparingly)


   「 NO 」

ㅤㅤ❀ knives
ㅤㅤ❀ mutilation
ㅤㅤ❀ rape/incest
ㅤㅤ❀ bathroom stuff
ㅤㅤ❀ gore, vore, scat
ㅤㅤ❀ leather suits
ㅤㅤ❀ body modification
ㅤㅤ❀ kidnapping
ㅤㅤ❀ farts / piss / etc.
ㅤㅤ❀ creepy age differences
ㅤㅤ❀ non-con
ㅤㅤ❀ feet
ㅤㅤ❀ furries
ㅤㅤ❀ minors
ㅤㅤ❀ inflation
ㅤㅤ❀ gaping
ㅤㅤ❀ fisting
ㅤㅤ❀ diapers
ㅤㅤ❀ mmlg
ㅤㅤ❀ prolapses
 

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ㅤ♡ don't be an așșhole

ㅤ♡ no empty profiles (it shows lack of effort)

ㅤ♡ also no profiles with too many friends

ㅤ♡ no one-liners, no men, no minors

ㅤ♡ no spamming, no god-modding

ㅤ♡ absolutely zero tolerance for lazy characters

ㅤ♡ no hatred, racism, sexism, homophobia, etc.

ㅤ♡ discord: ask. - accepting people i've written 1+ month(s) with.

ㅤ♡ modern universe and original characters only

ㅤ♡ you add, you talk. common courtesy

ㅤ♡ i know you are here to live out your fantasies, so talk about them

ㅤ♡ smut is fine

ㅤ♡ trigger warnings apply, approach with caution

ㅤ♡ trust me i'll block you without hesitation if you're rude or lazy (or an illiterate man)

ㅤ♡ single-muse account (not single-ship)

ㅤ♡ dark, mature themes encouraged; discuss limits

ㅤ♡ girls only (lesbian character & admin)

ㅤ♡ heart the blogpost if you read it

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