tachycardia "I guess a rehab out of state or constant supervision..."

tachycardia "...I guess I can trust you."

tachycardia "It's just so difficult."

tachycardia "I need to be better. If not for anyone but her. I don't want her to have the kind of parents we did."

tachycardia "...I know. It just doesn't seem like it sometimes."

tachycardia "Everyone else was encouraging it."

tachycardia "Are you talking about Regulus? Everyone wanted us to get along."

tachycardia "You just don't understand how hard it is until you go through it yourself. I tried stopping. I tried ignoring it. But the temptation is so f***ing strong. Especially when Regulus hits me up saying he can break me out and he's got everything I might want."

tachycardia "But my brain just wants to keep going back to what made it feel so amazing."

tachycardia "...No but I can't help it."