when death takes my hand


˗ ˏ ˋ ( ᵘ ꒳ ᵘ ✼) STRAWBERRY_EYELIDS, SAFFRON_HAIR . . [ᵎᵎ] | Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ oh my, the world's on fire, and maybe i'm just chasing dreams, ❞ / basics & introductory information.
  full name: angela ziegler.
  birthplace: zürich, switzerland.
  zodiac: leo (this is entirely my headcanon of her, there's no official data on it).
  personality type: ENFJ / the teacher. enneagram: 9w1 / the peacemaker.
  race & ethnicity: white-caucasian, swiss.
    ↳ gender & pronouns: cis female, goes by she/her.
  occupation: first responder, field medic, doctor, researcher / scientist.
  relationship status: single.
    [**] romantic orientation: panromantic.
    [**] sexual orientation: pansexual.
  languages: german, german-swiss, french, english, russian, bits of japanese, and american sign language.

˗ ˏ ˋ ' ༘✧ (´• ᴗ •̥`✿) WE'RE_FLYING, DRIVING_TO_DIFFERENT_LANDS ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎[ᵎᵎ] | ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ in my head, i play a supercut of us ! ❞ / appearance & characteristics.
  5'5. alabaster, fair skin. tends to wear comfortable clothing when she's not wearing the valkyrie, like
 oversized, warm sweaters, turtlenecks and shirts with simple designs and farmer jeans. wears minimal
  accessories, the less that can annoy her at work, the better. still, her regular appearance consists of
 a neat smartwatch with an indigo rubber band and a silver necklace usually hiding under her shirt.
  she has no tattoos or piercings, but her nails are almost always properly taken care of. she enjoys
 short gel nails of many colors and regularly uses moisturizer specially for her hands. upon smiling,
  a straight set of white teeth is visible, as well as a dimple on the left. in the summer, there are freckles
 over the bridge of her nose and under her eyes. her eyebrows are neatly, self-plucked and thin,
  creating a youthful expression on her face. her hair blonde and wavy, generally clipped up
 with a butterfly hairclip, it is barely left without styling. her eyelashes are long and her upper lip
  meets under her nose in a gentle arch, forming a rather suggestice cupid's bow. her physique
 is petite, but she is definitely stronger than she looks. while wearing the valkyrie, she can
  lift a whole person and carry them in her arms. she's usually seen with darker spots under
 her eyes due to complications with sleep, but despite that, her attitude is generally kind and
  patient. the skin around her eyes crinkle when she smiles. she's generally polite, however,
 she doesn't refrain from making ironic comments or allowing her true feelings shine through.
  tends to smell like chemicals and medical soap, clean, on fancier occasions, smells like
 flowers or warm honey. she wears square shaped glasses in the laboratory to make sure her eyesight
  doesn't get worse.

˗ ˏ ˋ ' ( ´͈ ᵕ `͈ ) ♡°◌̊ YOU_MADE_ME_THIS_WAY ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎[ᵎᵎ] | ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ the mirror shows a different face & i've grown to look the other way ❞ / family & relationships .
   family ...
   angela has lost both of her parents during the omnic crisis in switzerland. the last day she saw her
   parents alive were when they left the house to volunteer at the local hospital as they usually did,
   as switzerland dealt with the consequences of the war. both of them were killed in an airstrike.
   waiting for them to come home, she learnt the truth when a police officer came to their home,
   delivering the bad news. despite this tragedy, angela was consumed not by a thirst for revenge,
   but by desire to aid the imperiled and be an advocate for peace.

    ❝ i wish i could remember the last thing my mother said to me before she walked out the door with
  my father on that morning all those years ago. it was cold and gray, a stifling haze hung over everything,
 including my memories. that was the last time i saw my parents alive (...) in the days after, people assured
  me that the hurt would lessen with time, but even today, that pain comes back at the slightest reminder. ❞

   friends ...
   listed here: tinyurl.com/2w626rm2

˗ ˏ ˋ ' ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱ BEING_WITH_YOU_HAS_OPENED_MY_EYES ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎[ᵎᵎ] | ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ .. they say it's my fault but i want her so much ! ❞ / personality & mental .
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  > positive traits: peacekeeping, communication, persuasiveness, natural leader, charismatic, empathetic,
  people-loving, organized. values balance, peace and kindness and always looks for a non-violent way of solving
  issues. reliable, open-minded, accepting, loyal to the bone. extremely smart, driven, methodical, optimistic and creative.
  > negative traits: tends to dive head in without fully examining or investigating something, easily becomes
  over-committed to something, struggles to make tough decisions, prioritizes people over her own needs, tends to be
  a little lonely. selfless and sensitive, she takes some critiques to the heart, occasionally too personally, even if it's
  constructive and meant to be positive. idealistic, she's surprised when someone disagrees with her ideas and
  methodology. sweeps personal things under the rug. forcefully independent, doesn't speak up, even if she would like
  the company.

   *** ༺ ˖࣪ ∗ ਏਓ ∗ ˖࣪ ༻
  fears: her technology used in ways that is harmful and offensive, not living up to her ideals,
  losing family members & friends and not achieving her goals & peace.

˗ ˏ ˋ ' ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚ I_'LL_SHOW_YOU_WHAT_I'M_MADE_OF ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎[ᵎᵎ] | ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ i drop, sit on the floor thinking i'll stop, can't take no more .. ❞ / habits (physical+verbal).
  > physical habits ... generally warm and affectionate, she is very approachable. despite that, some people
  still fear her due to the position and authority she's holding. she's always walking with a straight spine, her presence
  simply radiates confidence and knowledge. in her free-time, she seeks locations with friends rather than looking to
  be alone. when anxiety settles in, her shoulders tense up and her eyes dart around. generally maintains eye contact at
  all times, and she doesn't shy away from confrontational moves as well that generally describe dominance. she's overall
  polite and inviting, but keeps small-talk short or avoid it if possible. tends to make decisions on the spot without,
  thinking which costs her from time to time. she often neglects her own needs just to satisfy others. rubs eyes and
  yawns into hand when she's sleep-deprived. always clinks her nails on the side of her ceramic mugs. carries around
  tissues all the time, just in case. doesn't like to be touched without permission. as a means of comfort, she rubs
  other people's hands and knuckles to help them feel at ease. rubs her face or her temple when she is angry,
  her nose wiggles and crunches.
  > voice ... golden, like warm honey. sweet and singsong-y. she tends to elongate some of the vowels. generally
  she's soft-spoken, words heavy with her accent. rarely raises her tone and/or gets angry, but when she does, she
  switches to german, cusses to herself, then takes a deep breath and calms down.
  > verbal habits ... she will use her idealistic mindset in every conversation she gets into.
  she rarely meets people who do not share her ideals, and when it happens, she's generally confused.
  normally, angela is kind and joyful, she rarely shows the negatives that corrupt her mind so the
  people around her don't start worrying. she's a teacher and a peacemaker, that means she will probably
  start educating people without them ever asking for it. as a driven, self-sacrificing person, she will often
  take over other people's issues and try to deal with them instead of her own problems. rarely curses.
  she may come off as someone that thinks of herself as superior and/or rude. grumbles and mumbles
  when she's upset. she rarely gets flustered, she doesn't think much of social interactions and upfront
  flirting.

˗ ˏ ˋ ' "૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა THE_DARKER_THE_DAY_THE_MORE_YOU_SHINE ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎[ᵎᵎ] | *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ' ˎ ˊ ˗

❝ a heart full of fire .. looking at a fighter .. ❞ / favorites (likes+dislikes).
   likes: the sight of mountains and hills, snow, warm sunsets, take-out food, the scent of rain and pine-trees,
   watching educational holo-videos, iced tea with lemon and honey, diagrams that make sense, learning and
   teaching, helping people, healing people, fields with yellow and cotton-white dandelions, violet sprigs, homes that
   reflect the individual, feet in the shallow water, days off from work, playing with someone's hair, a cat falling
   asleep on her chest, handcrafted, thoughtful gifts, genuine smiles, aroma candles, when someone cooks for her,
   video games, museums, cottages, butterflies, cute pet names, close connections, warm hands (hers are cold).
   old books, classics, taking photographs with friends and of things she likes, dangling accessories & pachimaris.
   collects different types of pachimaris and keeps them lined up on a shelf.
   dislikes: pushy strangers, superior mentality, toxicity, violence, discrimination, being around people she
   doesn't necessarily agree with, negativity, when she doesn't get to see her friends for a long time, horror/gore
   movies, seeing her loved ones being sad, mourning, being restricted, being surrounded by negativity,
   dishonesty, chronic swearing, getting out of the bed once she already got comfortable, repeating herself
   over and over, crying in front of others, dirty/unclean spaces, inconsistency, when her
   technology is stolen, selfish people, recording holo-videos.
   favorites: shades of blue and purple (color), anything floral (scent), violet sprigs (flowers),
   string of pearls (indoor plants), modern, minimalist accents (design aesthetic), black coffee (drink),
   bündner nusstorte, zuger kirschtorte, caracs (snacks), eyes (facial features), mountains & hills (sight),
   a butterfly house she visited as a child with her parents (memory).


** ⁀➴ SIGNED_BY !! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა♡
   (ely). / 22, a mess .
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   aka raging asexual w
   gay tendencies n tears.
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