— i'll take you underground

TW | mention of self harm, drug use, gore, and general violence.

NOTES |

✶ this blog only covers wonbin himself- there will be a separate blog reviewing his three alters. this is because it’s important to recognize that these are completely separate identities who just happen to inhabit the same body.

✶ wonbin is intentionally written to be a bad person. i am not my character. i do not condone or excuse any of his behavior or his mindset at all.

☆ table of contents.

✶ general info.
✶ appearance.
✶ personality.
✶ health.
✶ relationships.
✶ favorites.
✶ additional info.
✶ trivia.

☆ general info.

name | park wonbin.
nicknames | none.
age | twenty two.
birthday | march 2, 2002.
zodiac sign | pisces.
gender identity | male.
pronouns | he/him.
sexual orientation | pansexual. very hypersexual.
romantic orientation | biromantic.
race / ethnicity | asian, korean.
country of origin | south korea.

☆ appearance.

faceclaim | wonbin of riize.
voiceclaim | wonbin of riize.
eye color | brown, but a dark enough brown to almost seem black.
skin tone | honey- it's a natural tone, and odd considering he doesn't nearly go outside often enough.
hair color | blonde. cheap dye, but it looks surprisingly good.
body type | slim. he’s a bit gangly.
height | 6’1.
weight | 135 lbs.
jewelry | silver cartilage piercings. always wears a golden star necklace.
scars | both old and fresh scars from self harm scattered along the wrists and thighs. track marks up and down the right arm.
notes | wonbin has wide, often blank eyes with slight dark circles beneath. he wears contacts, because he's practically blind without any sort of vision correction, but he owns glasses too and it isn't uncommon for him to wear them. he's notably attractive to many and stands out for his "90s heartthrob" visuals, but he doesn't believe himself to be anything close to what people prescribe. his physical presence can be uncomfortable and distressing due to his imposing height and odd mannerisms.

☆ personality.

overview | there isn’t any real way to describe wonbin that makes him seem like a shining example of character, because he truly isn’t one- his only fundamental truth is that behind his intensity, he has a resoundingly empty core, and is truly nothing inside. he doesn’t quite understand social cues, and lacks impulse control enough to say quite literally the first things he thinks of, most of which are often uncomfortable and strange due to a tendency to act erratically and develop unnatural fixations on gruesome subjects and violent imagery. wonbin is uncomfortably nosy, often trying to weasel himself into other people's business and not so subtly pressuring them to give him answers he doesn't have a right to know. despite being a bit lost on how to hold a normal conversation with others, wonbin can be incredibly manipulative, tending to feign politeness to make others trust him, and may or may not know more than he lets on about everyone.. including you.

mbti type | infj.

likes |

✶ gore.
✶ true crime.
✶ his pets.
✶ learning secrets.

dislikes |

✶ most people.
✶ his family.
✶ children.
✶ himself.

hobbies |

✶ programming.
✶ hacking.
✶ watching violent videos / films.
✶ stalking.

habits |

✶ talking to himself.
✶ random, inappropriate laughter.
✶ staring. wonbin has an awful staring issue, and does it both on purpose and accidentally.
✶ flat affect — severely restricted or nonexistent expression of emotion. wonbin attributes his prominent habit of using smiley faces to his inability to properly convey emotion in real life. flat affect is often seen in those with autism and schizophrenia spectrum disorders.

☆ health.

mental health | awful.
physical health | decent.
phobias | autophobia. in wonbin's case, an extreme fear of abandonment. this fear is notably one of nine symptoms of borderline personality disorder.
physical disorders | none.
mental disorders | severe major depression, panic disorder, borderline personality disorder, dissociative identity disorder, complex ptsd, obsessive compulsive disorder, substance abuse disorder. very likely autistic, and displays traits of schizoid and antisocial personality disorder, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia.
medications | none.
hygiene | decent.

☆ relationships.

mother | park haneul. alive. awful relationship.
father | park jaeyun. alive. awful relationship.
siblings | none.
friends |
✶ @VULPES - jeongin. (pretty teeth. seems to have a weak stomach.. no fun.)
✶ @temperament - jake. (relatable. a fan. says i'm beautiful, so he seems to idealize too easily..)
✶ @opia - clair / takara. (she likes animals and so do i. claims she doesn't scare easily? i don't believe that.)
pets | an axolotl named kemper and a cat named fish- named after edmund kemper and albert fish, two notably abhorrent serial killers.
enemies | none.
love interest | @lowkey - hanbin. ♡

☆ favorites.

color | red, grey.
season | autumn.
weather | fog.
flower | none.
book | rage by stephen king.
song | so called life, three days grace.
movie | martyrs (2008.)
game | hatred (2015.)

☆ additional info.

relationship status | taken. hanbin is his first.. and last. :)
education | dropped out of high school. never went to college.
profession | programmer. computer and cybersecurity hacker on illegal sites.
religious views | atheist.

☆ trivia.

✶ despite his preoccupation with gore, violence, death, and torture from a young age, only recently has wonbin began to physically harm other people. he has always suffered from serious homicidal and suicidal ideation, however.

✶ his biggest dream is to direct a snuff film, albeit amateur.

✶ his stalking tendencies are not out of extreme passion, love for someone, or obsession- rather, it’s a compulsive, sadistic urge to frighten or unsettle people.

✶ wonbin lives in an apartment, alone, with only his pets. he doesn't leave his home other than to run errands or occasionally meet with someone he knows, and is often in his bedroom. he likes it that way.

✶ despite his social ineptitudes, wonbin is highly intelligent, and scores around a 147 iq. he's extremely good with numbers and actually really enjoys riddles and deciphering codes.

✶ more to come. ♡