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`` Do you still wake up
searching for an empty space ?``
FIRST NAME: Tomas
meaning: “twin,” Tomas has been considered a biblical name, owing to the Christian apostle, St.
pronunciation: The H isn't pronounced
origin: Aramaic and Greek
LAST NAME: Sanchez
meaning: derives from the Latin word sanctus, meaning “holy” or “sacred.”
pronunciation: [SAN] + [CHEZ]
origin: ancient Christian Kingdoms of northern Spain and southern France
NICKNAME(S): El Demonio Mexicano
Le Diablo
Big Dog
AGE: 32 (currently)
GENDER: male; cis
gender assigned at birth: male
pronouns: he/him/his
RACE: biracial, Italian history
ETHNICITY: latino
BLOOD TYPE: o-
BIRTHDATE: april 28th
zodiac: taurus
cusp: aries
sun horoscope: taurus
moon horoscope: leo
ascendant horoscope: taurus rising
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish, italian, latin
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: complicated, single
previous relationships:
God.
marital history: never wed.
. . . ( MAJOR EVENTS ) . . .
AGES 0 - 5 (INFANCY)
tba.
AGES 6 - 9 (CHILDHOOD)
tba.
AGES 10 - 12 (TWEENS)
tba.
AGES 13 - 18 (TEENS)
tba.
AGES 19 - 23 (YOUNG ADULTHOOD)
tba.
AGES 24 - PRESENT (ADULTHOOD)
tba.
. . . ( GEOGRAPHICAL ) . . .
BIRTHPLACE
country: mexico
city: tijuana
CURRENT RESIDENCE
country: united states of america
city: new york city
. . . ( APPEARANCE ) . . .
HEIGHT: five foot, eight inches
WEIGHT: two hundred, and five pounds
FACE SHAPE: square
SKIN: light, bronze
EYES: brown; light or dark (depending on mood)
HAIR: brown
PHYSICAL DISORDERS: n/a
PAIN TOLERANCE: mid-tolerance
. . . ( PERSONA ) . . .
MOST COMMON MOOD: cheerful
MBTI: the mediator (INFP)
INSECURITIES: his thoughts, he has yet to be
content with being read like an open book. His sexuality.
NERVOUS HABITS: biting the inside of his lip, sighing
SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL: 8/10
SELF ESTEEM LEVEL: 6/10
FEARS: being alone, not being accepted, unloved, ignored
ARE THEY . . .
optimistic / pessimistic
both: realistic
daredevil / cautious
logical / emotional
working / laidback
introverted / extroverted
confident / unsure
night owl / early bird
both
messy / neat
both
AFFINITY: birds, dogs
PATIENCE: low
. . . ( TRAITS ) . . .
MOST PROMINENT TRAIT: Selfless
WORST TRAIT: hypersexual
ENNEAGRAM: type two, the giver
PRIMARY GOAL: love
TRAUMAS: his childhood; The Church, turning 30
HABITS: smirking, rushing around, sighing
when intense emotions come into play, frowning
. . . ( HEALTH ) . . .
ALLERGIES: penicillin, grass
UNHEALTHY HABITS: doing drugs, thrillseeker, smoking cigarettes
DRINKING HABITS: a social and non-social drinker
DRUG HABITS: Yes (on/off)
SMOKING HABITS: when stressed
. . . ( EMOTIONAL ) . . .
EQ: mid
OPINIONS ON
marriage: marriage is something that Tomas would
like to achieve someday, and to settle down.
children: he loves children, though he would
never have any of his own (unless it's animal), however he likes to
be a Father figure in other peoples eyes.
sex: Tomas finds sex hard to accept for religious reasons and how
he was raise, albeit he suffers greatly from hypersexual thoughts, and
motivations in which
he suppresses out of fear of intimacy, judgment, and sexuality.This in
turn leaves him deprived, and touch starved, even obsessed. In fact,
until the first time he is with someone, he doesn't appear to show this
fault at all.
love: love is right there next to sex for Tomas. He wants it and
wants to
give it. He is a dreamer, and romantic at heart.It is something though
that he feels himself giving often, and too easily, and because of this,
he finds it hard to love himself.
religion: Catholic, struggling with the concept.
. . . ( MENTAL ) . . .
IQ: one hundred, twenty-five
HANDWRITING: small fine print, square, delicate, hard to read w/o squinting
ETIQUETTE: Tomas is overly polite, chivalrous
and is prone to put others first before himself
OUTLOOK ON LIFE: Grey, morbidly bleak.
. . . ( PSYCHOLOGICAL ) . . .
MENTAL ILLNESSES: depression, anxiety,
ptsd, c-ptsd, DID (Jekyll/Hyde)
BEST QUALITY: Supportive, honest
CHARACTER FLAWS: broody, too giving,
afraid of intimacy, impulsive
FEARS / PHOBIAS: abandonment, unrequited love, judgment, appearing vulnerable, intimacy (takes some time for him to warm up to it), he knows it brings feelings most don't wish to be had occur.
HOBBIES: dancing,painting,fashion,cooking,
reading,working over-time,traveling, learning
STRENGTHS: compassionate, paternal, intelligence
WEAKNESSES: impatient, restless, attention seeking
. . . ( LIKES / DISLIKES ) . . .
FAVORITE WEATHER: rainstorms
DISLIKES: muggy weather,snow storms, crowded and
chaotic areas, losing control
LIKES: the beach, the moon,the sunrise, animals, gardening, rain,
Fall festivities, art, surfing, sketching clothes, city lights,
loud music/clubs, orchestras/operas, the Gym, weapons, food
PREFERRED TIME OF DAY: midnight
. . . ( FAVORITES ) . . .
FAVORITE . . .
alcoholic drink: Merlot
animal: mongoose
book: dracula ; bram stoker
color: brown
country: paris, france
dessert: peach cobbler
flowers: tropical white morning-glory
flavor: sweet
food: paella
gemstone: lapis lazuli
holiday: halloween
number: two
season: autumn
smell: vanilla extract
. . . ( LEAST FAVORITES ) . . .
LEAST FAVORITE . . .
alcoholic drink: bud light
animal: cats
book: harry potter
color: bright red
country: texas, usa
dessert: hard candy
flower: chrysanthemums
flavor: black coffee
food: dark chocolate
gemstone: peridot
holiday: 4th of july ; prolonged, extra loud noises
number: nine
season: summer
smell: burnt popcorn
. . . ( LOVE ) . . .
LOVE INTERESTS
n/a, tba.
WAYS OF SHOWING AFFECTION
sentimentalism ; touching ; giving more of himself than what is required as a helping hand ; picking at/teasing (once he's aware of a bond) ; praise
. . . ( RESIDENTIAL ) . . .
HOME: an apartment, room 203.
. . . ( WEALTH ) . . .
SOCIAL CLASS: mid
INCOME LEVEL: financial & dependent independence
. . . ( IMMEDIATE FAMILY ) . . .
MOTHER: Alisa Burrato
relationship: low.
emotionally abused Tomas as a kid.
STATUS: deceased
FATHER: Carlos Sanchez
relationship: distant.
occupation: gang leader
constantly abused Tomas as a kid.
STATUS: alive
NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: three
YOUNGER SISTER: Elliot Sanchez (twin)
relationship: arms length
STATUS: alive
OLDER BROTHER: Santiago Sanchez
relationship: n/a
STATUS: alive
OLDER BROTHER: Alejandro Sanchez
relationship: terrible.
STATUS: alive
layout by : material
• EXTRA
Plays the Devils "Passenger" role [aka: open to manipulation, corruption, major character development].
Is not as innocent as he portrays.
Has ferried souls of the deceased to Heaven.
Memory loss can be recovered
Recognizable [Traveler]
Tomas is also a virgin sworn into chastity; depending on the rp romance/smvt isn't a requirement. I'm also ok with the whole "Dean & Sam" vibe.
Father Tomas is torn between his call as a conservative Catholic priest and the secret life of a young thrill seeker. During the day, he's at Church, but come night time, he can be found outside of his attire; living it up. On the flip-side, he lives his life as any Priest might be suspected to live, revealing that the Church is his sanity, and the only thing that holds him together is his faith in something greater than himself. Albeit, following an altercation in a Cemetery where he was visited by the dead in whom told Tomas that this higher power frowns on his dishonesty, claiming that he needs to come clean on the dark secrets he harbors; Tom finds himself soon frowned upon by the Church.
In Tom's plight for redemption, he tries turning his back on his other life to follow the path of righteousness, especially after he received a warning that he would lose it all; everything he ever had in a heartbeat. Including his family, and his friends. Tom began to feel paranoid, unbeknownst that every little thing that he did was being watched. The Church, they knew about it all, down to the last dollar he spent and where. One evening, he receives a phone call from his sister who flew in to see him with a confession.
Upon hearing the confession consisting of the horrors she also endured, Tomas enters an intensely emotional, spiritual struggle while trying to decide on morals regarding religion, and having to choose between one life over the other.
Voice/Acting:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZtKnrsKv3E
searching for an empty space ?``
FIRST NAME: Tomas
meaning: “twin,” Tomas has been considered a biblical name, owing to the Christian apostle, St.
pronunciation: The H isn't pronounced
origin: Aramaic and Greek
LAST NAME: Sanchez
meaning: derives from the Latin word sanctus, meaning “holy” or “sacred.”
pronunciation: [SAN] + [CHEZ]
origin: ancient Christian Kingdoms of northern Spain and southern France
NICKNAME(S): El Demonio Mexicano
Le Diablo
Big Dog
AGE: 32 (currently)
GENDER: male; cis
gender assigned at birth: male
pronouns: he/him/his
RACE: biracial, Italian history
ETHNICITY: latino
BLOOD TYPE: o-
BIRTHDATE: april 28th
zodiac: taurus
cusp: aries
sun horoscope: taurus
moon horoscope: leo
ascendant horoscope: taurus rising
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish, italian, latin
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: complicated, single
previous relationships:
God.
marital history: never wed.
. . . ( MAJOR EVENTS ) . . .
AGES 0 - 5 (INFANCY)
tba.
AGES 6 - 9 (CHILDHOOD)
tba.
AGES 10 - 12 (TWEENS)
tba.
AGES 13 - 18 (TEENS)
tba.
AGES 19 - 23 (YOUNG ADULTHOOD)
tba.
AGES 24 - PRESENT (ADULTHOOD)
tba.
. . . ( GEOGRAPHICAL ) . . .
BIRTHPLACE
country: mexico
city: tijuana
CURRENT RESIDENCE
country: united states of america
city: new york city
. . . ( APPEARANCE ) . . .
HEIGHT: five foot, eight inches
WEIGHT: two hundred, and five pounds
FACE SHAPE: square
SKIN: light, bronze
EYES: brown; light or dark (depending on mood)
HAIR: brown
PHYSICAL DISORDERS: n/a
PAIN TOLERANCE: mid-tolerance
. . . ( PERSONA ) . . .
MOST COMMON MOOD: cheerful
MBTI: the mediator (INFP)
INSECURITIES: his thoughts, he has yet to be
content with being read like an open book. His sexuality.
NERVOUS HABITS: biting the inside of his lip, sighing
SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL: 8/10
SELF ESTEEM LEVEL: 6/10
FEARS: being alone, not being accepted, unloved, ignored
ARE THEY . . .
optimistic / pessimistic
both: realistic
daredevil / cautious
logical / emotional
working / laidback
introverted / extroverted
confident / unsure
night owl / early bird
both
messy / neat
both
AFFINITY: birds, dogs
PATIENCE: low
. . . ( TRAITS ) . . .
MOST PROMINENT TRAIT: Selfless
WORST TRAIT: hypersexual
ENNEAGRAM: type two, the giver
PRIMARY GOAL: love
TRAUMAS: his childhood; The Church, turning 30
HABITS: smirking, rushing around, sighing
when intense emotions come into play, frowning
. . . ( HEALTH ) . . .
ALLERGIES: penicillin, grass
UNHEALTHY HABITS: doing drugs, thrillseeker, smoking cigarettes
DRINKING HABITS: a social and non-social drinker
DRUG HABITS: Yes (on/off)
SMOKING HABITS: when stressed
. . . ( EMOTIONAL ) . . .
EQ: mid
OPINIONS ON
marriage: marriage is something that Tomas would
like to achieve someday, and to settle down.
children: he loves children, though he would
never have any of his own (unless it's animal), however he likes to
be a Father figure in other peoples eyes.
sex: Tomas finds sex hard to accept for religious reasons and how
he was raise, albeit he suffers greatly from hypersexual thoughts, and
motivations in which
he suppresses out of fear of intimacy, judgment, and sexuality.This in
turn leaves him deprived, and touch starved, even obsessed. In fact,
until the first time he is with someone, he doesn't appear to show this
fault at all.
love: love is right there next to sex for Tomas. He wants it and
wants to
give it. He is a dreamer, and romantic at heart.It is something though
that he feels himself giving often, and too easily, and because of this,
he finds it hard to love himself.
religion: Catholic, struggling with the concept.
. . . ( MENTAL ) . . .
IQ: one hundred, twenty-five
HANDWRITING: small fine print, square, delicate, hard to read w/o squinting
ETIQUETTE: Tomas is overly polite, chivalrous
and is prone to put others first before himself
OUTLOOK ON LIFE: Grey, morbidly bleak.
. . . ( PSYCHOLOGICAL ) . . .
MENTAL ILLNESSES: depression, anxiety,
ptsd, c-ptsd, DID (Jekyll/Hyde)
BEST QUALITY: Supportive, honest
CHARACTER FLAWS: broody, too giving,
afraid of intimacy, impulsive
FEARS / PHOBIAS: abandonment, unrequited love, judgment, appearing vulnerable, intimacy (takes some time for him to warm up to it), he knows it brings feelings most don't wish to be had occur.
HOBBIES: dancing,painting,fashion,cooking,
reading,working over-time,traveling, learning
STRENGTHS: compassionate, paternal, intelligence
WEAKNESSES: impatient, restless, attention seeking
. . . ( LIKES / DISLIKES ) . . .
FAVORITE WEATHER: rainstorms
DISLIKES: muggy weather,snow storms, crowded and
chaotic areas, losing control
LIKES: the beach, the moon,the sunrise, animals, gardening, rain,
Fall festivities, art, surfing, sketching clothes, city lights,
loud music/clubs, orchestras/operas, the Gym, weapons, food
PREFERRED TIME OF DAY: midnight
. . . ( FAVORITES ) . . .
FAVORITE . . .
alcoholic drink: Merlot
animal: mongoose
book: dracula ; bram stoker
color: brown
country: paris, france
dessert: peach cobbler
flowers: tropical white morning-glory
flavor: sweet
food: paella
gemstone: lapis lazuli
holiday: halloween
number: two
season: autumn
smell: vanilla extract
. . . ( LEAST FAVORITES ) . . .
LEAST FAVORITE . . .
alcoholic drink: bud light
animal: cats
book: harry potter
color: bright red
country: texas, usa
dessert: hard candy
flower: chrysanthemums
flavor: black coffee
food: dark chocolate
gemstone: peridot
holiday: 4th of july ; prolonged, extra loud noises
number: nine
season: summer
smell: burnt popcorn
. . . ( LOVE ) . . .
LOVE INTERESTS
n/a, tba.
WAYS OF SHOWING AFFECTION
sentimentalism ; touching ; giving more of himself than what is required as a helping hand ; picking at/teasing (once he's aware of a bond) ; praise
. . . ( RESIDENTIAL ) . . .
HOME: an apartment, room 203.
. . . ( WEALTH ) . . .
SOCIAL CLASS: mid
INCOME LEVEL: financial & dependent independence
. . . ( IMMEDIATE FAMILY ) . . .
MOTHER: Alisa Burrato
relationship: low.
emotionally abused Tomas as a kid.
STATUS: deceased
FATHER: Carlos Sanchez
relationship: distant.
occupation: gang leader
constantly abused Tomas as a kid.
STATUS: alive
NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: three
YOUNGER SISTER: Elliot Sanchez (twin)
relationship: arms length
STATUS: alive
OLDER BROTHER: Santiago Sanchez
relationship: n/a
STATUS: alive
OLDER BROTHER: Alejandro Sanchez
relationship: terrible.
STATUS: alive
layout by : material
• EXTRA
Plays the Devils "Passenger" role [aka: open to manipulation, corruption, major character development].
Is not as innocent as he portrays.
Has ferried souls of the deceased to Heaven.
Memory loss can be recovered
Recognizable [Traveler]
Tomas is also a virgin sworn into chastity; depending on the rp romance/smvt isn't a requirement. I'm also ok with the whole "Dean & Sam" vibe.
Father Tomas is torn between his call as a conservative Catholic priest and the secret life of a young thrill seeker. During the day, he's at Church, but come night time, he can be found outside of his attire; living it up. On the flip-side, he lives his life as any Priest might be suspected to live, revealing that the Church is his sanity, and the only thing that holds him together is his faith in something greater than himself. Albeit, following an altercation in a Cemetery where he was visited by the dead in whom told Tomas that this higher power frowns on his dishonesty, claiming that he needs to come clean on the dark secrets he harbors; Tom finds himself soon frowned upon by the Church.
In Tom's plight for redemption, he tries turning his back on his other life to follow the path of righteousness, especially after he received a warning that he would lose it all; everything he ever had in a heartbeat. Including his family, and his friends. Tom began to feel paranoid, unbeknownst that every little thing that he did was being watched. The Church, they knew about it all, down to the last dollar he spent and where. One evening, he receives a phone call from his sister who flew in to see him with a confession.
Upon hearing the confession consisting of the horrors she also endured, Tomas enters an intensely emotional, spiritual struggle while trying to decide on morals regarding religion, and having to choose between one life over the other.
Voice/Acting:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZtKnrsKv3E
3 | Aug 18th 2023 14:53