Talkiing

ii 2wear one of the2e day2 ii am goiing to 2nap and then everyone wiill be worriied a2 f*** about iit, hone2ly ii wouldn't be 2urprii2ed iif ii 2nap ii mean f***iing gamzee 2napped 2o ii wouldn't be 2urprii2ed iif iit happened to one of u2, iit could happen to any of u2. ii don't mean to be a downer but iit'2 kiinda botheriing me? ii don't know. ii have alway2 been liike thii2 alway2 thiinkiing to hard about thiing2 but hone2tly ii ju2t worry about my friiend2 gettiing hurt y'know? ii have 2ome friiend2 ii really care about even iif ii don't 2ay iit..but yeah.

but 2eriou2ly what bother2 the 2hiit out of me iis that at any poiint iin tiime, gamzee or anyone of u2 could 2nap and ii thiink we 2hould all be aware of that though iit legiit could ju2t be me losiing haha, wouldn't be surpriised.
gue22 ii can't really come up wiith a rea2on on why ii feel liike thiis. but al2o liike ii've been more 2ad then u2ual, don't a2k why because hone2tly ii couldn't tell you even iif ii wanted to. gue22 thiis iis ju2t a way to get my miind out there wiith out haviing to go to aradiia about iit. anyway2 ju2t wanted to get thiis out there whiile iit'2 2tiill on my miind haha.

hold up, actually ii don't get to talk much 2o ii am goiing to keep talkiing,
iit'2 been ii don't even know how many year2 but not beiing iin that helliish game ii2 the be2t damn feeliing ever that game ii2 2omethiing not even my wor2t enemy 2hould go through, iit'2 the wor2t game ever and ii wii2h we had never played iit, 2ometiime2 ii thiink iit'2 my fault for iit, liike what iif ii never a2ked TZ to play iit and gather our friiend2 for iit..? could we have avoiided thii2 from happeniing? ii mean ii know ii can't beat my2elf over thii2 but 2ometiime2 ii wonder iif ii had never talked to TZ about thii2 game then maybe we would have all been aliive and well..and liike not have to 2ee everyone we care about diie.

though to be hone2t iit wa2 tho2e kiids fault for lettiing jack iinto our 2e22iion..but liike ii saiid before iit wa2 al2o eriidan's fault for kiiliing our friiend2 too..along wiith gamzee and..vriiska but ii thiink iif ii heard riight, 2he only kiilled one per2on. well ii thiink eriidan only knocked me out..but for the other2..ii thiink he kiiled them..stiill not forgiiviing hiim on that. but anyway2 ii gue22 thii2 ii2 ju2t goiing to get updated everyday? don't know they don't have mento2 on here whiich 2uck2 or biillboard type thiing they had iin our thiing iin the game anyway2 ii wiill update agaiin 2oon!


update tiime!
hii iit'2 me 2ollux tiime for a new update ii gue22. nothiing new happened ii ju2t wanted to talk haha, me and aradii have been chiilliing more whiich ii2 niice we don't really get to do that much anymore. we normally just chiill at my place ju2t 2o ii have someone to talk to iif need be, even though ii really don't giive her all the detail2 though 2ometiime2 ii thiink 2he catche2 on but doe2n't 2ay anythiing about iit.