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† Rosa Radkova Ivanova †


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                  BASIC INFORMATON ♔
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Name: Rosa Radkova Ivanova
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Nationality: Bulgarian
Orientation: Lesbian
Role: Dominant
D.O.B: 22 February
Mental disorder: Chronic depression
Species: Human
Occupation: Software engineer
Languages known: English, Bulgarian
Virgin: No
Noticeable features: Dull, depressed eyes

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                  APPEARANCE ♔
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Body Shape: Tall with a lean built; usually mistaken for a guy
Skin color: Fair
Hair color: Black
Hairstyle: Worn down or tied into a pony tail or high bun
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 6'0"
Weight: 182 IBs
Tattoos: Chinese tattoo trailing down her spine, unknown tattoo on her hip - looks abstract and scorpion on her neck

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                  PERSONALITY ♔
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Summary: Rosa is a very messy person. Her neighbors always say she is rather aloof and some often refer to her as a man. She spends most of her days in her room coding until she has to go out for groceries or to a presentation for work
Alignment: True neutral

Fears: She is unaware of any fears but she gets a bit uneasy at the sight of lizards

Likes:
- coding
- anime
- wasting away in her apartment
- video games
- alcohol
- smoking
- coffee

Dislikes:
- herself
- her neighbor
- crowds
- outdoor events
- sunlight

Good Traits:
- she is really good at coding,
- romantic
- genuine
- understanding
- patient

Bad Traits:
- self- hate
- docile
- doesn't take care of herself
- distant

Bad Habits:
- smoking too much
- alcoholism
- forgetting to take her antidepressants
- taking her antidepressants and drinking afterwards
- self- harm
- suicide ideation

Pet Peeves:
- When her code doesn't do what she wants it to do
- being called a guy although she doesn't correct them

Kinks:
- Masochism
- sadism
- choking,
- bondage,
- teasing,
- strap on,
- dirty talking,
- orgasm denial

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                  BIOGRAPHY ♔
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In the picturesque town of Veliko Tarnovo, nestled amidst the rolling hills of Bulgaria, lived a young woman named Rosa. From a tender age, Rosa knew she was different. While other girls dreamed of their prince charming, Rosa's heart fluttered at the sight of her female classmates. As she grew older, Rosa's realization of her sexuality only deepened the chasm between her and the conservative society she called home. Her attempts to confide in friends were met with uncomfortable silences and sideways glances. Family gatherings became a minefield of awkward conversations and strained smiles.

Loneliness became Rosa's constant companion until one day, amidst the shadows of despair, she met Mia. Mia was everything Rosa had ever longed for – confident, charming, and unapologetically herself. Their connection was instantaneous, like two lost souls finding solace in each other's embrace. For a while, Rosa basked in the warmth of Mia's affection, believing she had finally found the missing piece of her heart. But behind Mia's captivating smile lurked a darkness Rosa had failed to see. As their relationship deepened, Mia's affection morphed into control, her love into possessiveness.

At first, Rosa brushed aside the signs, attributing Mia's jealousy to her own insecurities. But as the bruises on her skin multiplied, Rosa could no longer deny the truth. She was trapped in a cycle of abuse, shackled by her love for a woman who promised salvation but delivered only torment.With each blow, Rosa's spirit withered, her once vibrant soul fading into a shadow of its former self. The whispers of the townsfolk grew louder, their judgmental stares piercing through Rosa's fragile facade. She was alone once more, lost in the labyrinth of her own despair.

The final blow came on a cold winter's night, the echoes of shattered glass mingling with Rosa's broken sobs. As she lay on the floor, battered and bruised, Rosa realized she could no longer stay silent. With trembling hands, she dialed the number for help, her voice a whisper in the darkness. In the aftermath of their tumultuous affair, Rosa was left to pick up the shattered pieces of her life. The scars on her skin served as a reminder of the price she had paid for love, a testament to the strength she never knew she possessed.

Depression had become Rosa's constant companion, its tendrils wrapping around her like a suffocating shroud. She drowned her sorrows in bottles of alcohol, seeking numbness in the swirling depths of intoxication. Each sip was a temporary reprieve, a fleeting escape from the relentless ache in her chest.

But no amount of alcohol could silence the echoes of her past, the memories of Mia's abuse haunting her every waking moment. Rosa had thought she could bury the pain beneath layers of denial, but the wounds ran too deep, festering like open sores beneath the surface. Outside her apartment, life continued to move forward, oblivious to Rosa's silent suffering. The townsfolk whispered rumors of the reclusive woman who had once been the talk of the town, their curiosity overshadowed by fear of the unknown. But Rosa paid them no mind, her world confined to the four walls that surrounded her.

In the silence of her solitude, Rosa found herself drifting further and further away from the person she once was. Her dreams had been shattered, her spirit broken beyond repair. She was a mere shadow of her former self, a ghost trapped in a world of her own making.

† Meant for romance, psychological, drama and romance roleplay †
Theme song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PMKa3s2xp8

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                  MISC ♔
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- Rosa is a bit depressing but she is charming in her own way.
- A goofy and stubborn character is best suited for Rosa, someone with patience and willing to put down their foot with her
- She has a lot of character development

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                  QUOTES ♔
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             "Maybe I really am an abomination...I just
             want to let go of it all."

             "Don't you understand? I want to kill myself.
             I don't want to be here anymore.
             Haven't I suffered enough?"

             "Money and material things don't mean anything to me."

             "I'm wearing sunglasses because I've been up all night
             coding. They look horrible and the sun is too bright."

             "Yes, I am 32 and don't know how to cook.
             Does it really matter?"
    
             "I saw you staring at them so I bought them for you.
             Do you like them?

             "I love you."                  



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† Claudia Franz †


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                  BASIC INFORMATION ♔
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Name: Claudia Franz
Alias: The Hit
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Nationality: German
Orientation: Pansexual
Role: Dominant
D.O.B: 23rd January
Mental Disorder: Borderline Personality Disorder
Species: Human
Occupation: U.S Marine Corps (formerly) Contract jobs (currently)
Hitwoman ( currently)
Languages known: English, Japanese, German, Russian
Virgin: No
Noticeable features: A blank, cold stare unless she fancies you. Eye patch
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                  APPEARANCE ♔
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Body Shape: Slender yet curvy with a taut waist and a bit of muscle mass due to training.
Skin color: Porcelain
Hair color: Blonde
Hair style: Low ponytail
Eye color: Black
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 157
Tattoos: Dragon on her back
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                  PERSONALITY ♔
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Summary: Claudia is really good at whatever she is put to do, a perfectionist. People only have good things to say about her although she seems bored and cold majority of the time. She has a secret side to her however, a side she has tried her hardest to bury but will Y/C be the person to bring it out?
Alignment: Neutral Evil

Fears: Y/C finding out her secret, disappointing Y/C, being hated by Y/C

Likes:
- Y/C
- the beach
- perfection
- exceling in everything
- coffee
- cleaning her guns

Dislikes:
- anyone who disrespects/likes Y/C
- being abandoned
- making a mistake
- knifes

Good Traits:
- charming
- intelligent
- caring

Bad Traits:
- explosive anger
- manipulative
- unclear/shifting self-image,
- extreme emotional swings
- possessiveness
- chronic feeling of emptiness
- attachment issues

Bad Habits:
- Harming others
- Becoming obsessive and possessive

Pet Peeves:
- Someone interrupting her

Kinks:
- Pet play
- sadism
- bondage
- MMLB
- MMLG
- strap on
- age play
- branding
- choking
- orgasm denial
- spanking
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                  BIOGRAPHY ♔
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Claudia was moved from Germany to America at the very young age of 10. Thankfully, she never lost any of her cultural roots because of this and still enjoys German cuisine and speaks her mother tongue as her first language. On the outside, Claudia's family was seen as picture perfect but unfortunately everything isn't what it seems. Claudia's parents were terrified of their daughter. She was just...different. With no remorse for others and really possessive of them. She wanted no pets, no friends and made it adamant that she did not want any siblings. She was happy enough with them alone. She was a sweet girl around them, bright smiles and acted like the perfect little daughter but at school - all the complaints were the same. Heartless, cold and abusive to other students. She did not like sharing, she did not like talking and she always kept to herself. However, when her parents came to pick her up, that cold, mean girl converted back to their little princess. They believed everything was wrong, there was no way that their daughter was like that. But, slowly they both picked up on what a monster their daughter was.

They both as parents decided to buy their sweetheart a puppy. Upon arrival of the puppy, Claudia's face was monotone and the glare she gave the poor animal was frightening. "Don't you like it?" They asked and she would smile sweetly, taking the dog and petting it. "Of course mommy and daddy. Thank you so much!" They believed it was just their imagination. The very next day, the puppy was found in the road dead, hit by a car. The mother screamed and the father took the task of burying it. When her mother entered their daughter's room and told her the news, Claudia didn't take the news badly at all. She simply smiled and said "It's okay mommy. I have you, don't I?" All the mother could do was agree but there was this sick feeling in her stomach that the dog's death was nothing but a coincidence.

Years passed and different events occurred which only provoked them more into believing something was wrong with their daughter. She hit the boy next door with a rock, made a baby cry, scared away guests and much more. When Claudia was 15, they felt uncomfortable around her and sometimes they swore they could feel her presence watching them sleep by the doorway but they were too scared to look. What were they to do? This was still their daughter. Then everything turned for the worse. Claudia's mother found out she was pregnant and they both told their daughter the good news. Once again they were met with a coldness like no other, worse than the one they felt before when they had brought the puppy home but they were once again given a smile and a congratulations. "I can't wait to have a sister or brother!"

It was a Friday night, Claudia's father was still at work. She was left home alone with her mother. Her mother was walking up the staircase when she paused seeing Claudia at the top. The mother shakily asked if everything was okay but she was only met with cold eyes staring at her stomach. Claudia pushed her mother down the stairs who tumbled and tumbled before reaching the bottom, hitting her head against the board hard. Claudia started to panic, rushing down the stairs to check if her mother was still alive and thankfully she only had a concussion. Her father arrived home at that moment and handled the situation well, calling the ambulance and for some reason also the police. "Why are you calling the police Daddy?" Claudia would ask, jumping him. He stuttered out an excuse but Claudia's expression only went blank. "You saw didn't you?"

When the ambulance and police arrived, they were met with a crying Claudia and a still unconscious woman. Claudia's story was believable. A robber came into the house, her mother attempted to fight them off but was pushed down the stairs and her father? He had been stabbed to death.

Claudia's mother lost the baby and suffered a concussion affecting her memory. She couldn't remember anything that happened but every time she sees Claudia, she screams: "Monster!! Monster!! Get her out!!! Get her out!!" Medical personnel assume it's because of the lost of her baby that's affecting her this way and saw nothing by it. Her neurological health eventually deteriorated and she was sent to a mental institution. Every time Claudia comes to visit her mother, you hear the same thing all the time. "Monster!! You monster!! I remember!! You pushed me! I'm not crazy!!" But no one believes her.

Claudia joined the U.S marine corps, had her own taste of Afghanistan and made a name for herself. After her parent's incident, she has learnt how to keep her emotions under check as well as her possessiveness. She currently works as an assassin or sometimes, she takes some contract gigs to make some money. Every time she gets attached to someone, it turns for the worse so she needs to stay to herself, away from others...but that goes out of the window when she see Y/C.

† Meant for horror, psychological, gore, action and romance roleplays †
Theme song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=IO2aTF7ygPE
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                  MISC ♔
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Combat skills:
- High pain tolerance,
- peak human stamina,
- peak human durability,
- peak human reflexes,
- master markswoman,
- master martial artist (Brazilian jiu-jitsu, judo, jujutsu, sombo, aiki-jitsu, gun-jitsu),
- skilled physician,
- expert driver,
- stealth

Weakness:
- Mortality. Regardless of how skilled and strong she is, Claudia is human and can die.
- When angry, Claudia tends to make mistakes as she becomes a killing machine with her intent being her guide.
- Y/C. Claudia would do anything her love interest asks of her as long as it isn't for her to leave them alone...

Favorite weapons:
- Glock 18 (always carried)
- Colt Model 1903 Pocket Hammerless
- Barrett M95

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                  QUOTES ♔
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         "Why don't you love me? After everything
         I've done for you?"

         "But my little puppy you belong to me."

         "Good girl/boy."

         "But if you don't love me what the f***
         am I supposed to do?! I can't live without you!
         You understand?!"

         "You can't run from me and you can't hide.
         I'll hunt you down to the ends
         of the earth if I have to. I'll tie you to
         the bed so you can never leave."

         "We can be so happy if you just accept this. Okay?"

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♗ Kinks/Fetishes ♗


                   • Acarophilia
                   • Age play
                   • Amaurophilia
                   • Anal
                   • Asphyxiation
                   • Begging
                   • Blackmail
                   • Bondage
                   • Branding
                   • Choking
                   • Cross dressing
                   • Cumshots
                   • Cunnilingus
                   • DDLG/ DDLB
                   • Degradation
                   • Deepthroating
                   • Dirty talking
                   • Double penetration
                   • Edge play
                   • Electrostimulation
                   • Face f***ing
                   • Face sitting
                   • Female domination
                   • Frotting
                   • Futanari
                   • Gagging
                   • Knife play
                   • Haematomania
                   • Humiliation
                   • Impact play
                   • Masochism
                   • Menage
                   • Moaning
                   • MMLG/MMLB
                   • Nipple play
                   • Orgasm denial
                   • Pet play
                   • Rape fantasy/CNC
                   • Rimming
                   • Role playing
                   • Sadism
                   • Spanking
                   • Squirting
                   • Strap on
                   • Teasing
                   • Toys
                   • Voyeurism
                   • Wax play
                   • Watersports

             Please let me know what you are not okay with.
                 Below are my absolute limits:

                   • Amputation
                   • Body modifications
                   • Fisting
                   • Vomiting
                   • Incest
                   • Pedophilia
                   • Necrophilia
                   • Scat
                   • Vore

               Anything else, I may be open to.
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♗ Rules ♗


This legislation has been reviewed and approved by the King as of Feb 18, 2024


Rule 1: Mature Content

This account is meant for mature audiences only. Therefore, minors do not interact, you must be at least 18 years old before I consider roleplaying with you. I personally enjoy writing ero so if you do not partake in such then this devil is not the one for you. However, if you are only looking for er*t*c scenes then I am sorry to disappoint but I require a plot/story first. Please bare in mind that this account is NOT ero-focused. I love er*t*c scenes when done properly, but I usually do not like for them to overpower the roleplay. Keep in mind that although I am not ero-focused, there must be ero at some point. If you are not comfortable with that then don't add.


Rule 2: Length

Absolutely, no one liners nor semi-paragraphs. My usually writing length is multi-paragraphs and I prefer for my partners to match that length. However, one thing I really dislike is filler, if it does not add to the plot or story then please do not add it. I understand that further down in some long-term roleplays, only a mere paragraph is needed, so for LONG-TERM roleplays, the minimum length I require is that. Please note that a paragraph has at least 7 lines; 100 - 200 words. For new roleplays, my starters are usually long and I need at least 400 words. If you don't like to write a lot then that's find but I enjoy writing, a lot so there's that.


Rule 3: Literacy

Please be legible with correct spelling and grammar. I need to be able to understand what you are writing. I understand minor mistakes since no one is perfect and I tend to make errors myself. "." for dialogue. '.' for thoughts. / or (.) for out of roleplay comments. I do not roleplay with asterisks.


Rule 4: Personal life

I am a nursing student trying to maintain a 3.9 GPA so that alone should dictate how busy I can be. Roleplaying is a hobby, a stress reliever, so please understand that you do not pay my bills or put money in my pocket so don't be entitled. I also suffer from bipolar type 2 so sometimes I just need to take a step back to reevaluate my life. I usually am a very responsive person regardless of this and when I know I am busy, I put a notice by status on my profile so everyone can see. You are allowed to remind me of the roleplay but too many times and I will drop the roleplay. You are free to drop it as well if I take too long, no hard feelings. Because of how busy I am, I prioritize my replies so that the person who has been waiting the longest will get their response first whilst those who have only been waiting for a few hours or days will be postponed; I see that as fair. I was unfriended for this sequence, and I really don't have the time for impatience so if this isn't okay with you then don't friend me.

Rule 5: Respect

You respect me and I respect you. You disrespect me and I WILL disrespect you. In other words, if I give you a warning or I tell you NO and you still push my boundaries then you will be read to filth over the internet and blocked. I am a cis-gender woman, bisexual and also black so homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, pedophilia, racism and sexism will result in an automatic block. If I get a toxic energy from your profile, I will not add you and if I discover you abused someone else on here then you will be blocked. On that note,
FREE PALESTINE
BLACK LIVES MATTER
THERE ARE MORE THAN 2 GENDERS
WOMEN ARE ENTILITED TO MAKE CHOICES WITH THEIR BODIES AND THAT INCLUDES ABORTION.
MEN CAN BE ABUSED TOO
TRANS SHOULD BE ABLE TO ACCESS HEALTHCARE
DRAG QUEENS SHOULD BE ABLE TO PERFORM WHEREVER THEY WANT


Rule 6: Roleplay rules

We are here to have fun. Pick an OC that you prefer, and we can move on from there or perhaps I may like one of your characters and will make a character to suit them. If you add me then you speak first and vice versa. Do not control my character, this is something that really ticks me off. Don't do it. No God-modding. No canon or fandoms. No furries. If your character is yourself then I won't feel comfortable roleplaying with that, just feels uncreative in my opinion. I only use 2D face claims and would prefer if my roleplay partners use the same.


Rule 7: Effort

If we are discussing a plot, make an effort to add to it because if I realize that you're not too serious about it and you're being around the bush then I probably won't continue with you. I don't like one-sided effort. You add, you provide a plot idea or at least characters you fancy. Vice versa if the roles were reversed. I don't expect that you added me and then expect for me to develop a plot for you. I don't accept blank profiles, just seems like a risk I don't want to take, I like to at least have some information about you.


Rule 8: Time-limit

Generally, my time limit for a response is versatile. Respond whenever you feel is necessary as my life is very hectic because of nursing school and my mental health. However, inactive accounts and responses taking longer than nine months will result in an unfriend.


bonus

I am a pleasant person. I won't say I am perfect or the nicest but, on this site, you need to have boundaries and be stern or people will mess with you. I can be a goofball when you get to know me, feel free to interact outside of roleplay. Before I unadd, I send a notice explaining what you've done as I don't believe in unfriending without you knowing why, that's cruel unless you did something terrible.

With that said, please enlighten yourself to the acceptable kinks ^^ www.roleplay.me/blog/235235
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