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In the East there is not much information about werewolves, in the north there are hunters able to fight any night creature.
°Werewolves are not only beasts? God I passed all my life living like a beast, hunt like a beast, treated like a beast and then you say I can choose. You can choose when everyone is convinced of it? When you are convinced of it? What can you see in my heart that I am not able to see?° talking alone xD.
°WHAT THE HELL MADE MY LIFE SO IMPORTANT? YOU CRAZY NAIVE MORON!
What I can choose?° in that moment someone arrived, he was screaming on himself but looked at the man as he arrived. He stopped to talk and attacked him immediately. The fight was quite long and at the end he died he was able to see again all his life, he closed his eyes looking at XianYu.

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He saw again his eomma, °Xiaqu, the family is the most important place, you will always be at home with people that loves you.° it was just before the raid during the night that killed his eomma, his siblings, his appa.

When you witness something like that you cannot remain the same, he was 8 years old at the time and exactly 1 years after he joined the Hori sect.

They trained him, they gave him food, it was the kind of new home that his eomma described? She would be happy that he found a place where to stay like that? He hoped so.
He started to gain his name ZaiHai, the calamity even before to find out who were the people that killed his family, a small clan connected with the sect of Hori.
He destroyed it the day after, leaving only children and telling them °When you will be in look for revenge come at me.°

But when he returned to the sect the atmosphere wasn't as expected, they attacked him because it was obvious who would gain more strength at killing a clan of werewolves that wanted to go against them? In what hands he finished after that? They lied to him, they used him for purposes that made him go his own family. Now they tried to control him, to stop him.

He remained trapped for a years when they tried their best to control his mind but unsuccessfully. Until the day when he escaped making way killing any disciple on his road.
Then, then there is only Mian, that naive moron...
The real family he found, a person that he would like to present to his family, even if he was a KoZ?
What a strange family they made, a werewolf grown in the darkest of places and a KoZ came down from the clouds.

°Mian was so naive that I almost trust him for a moment, he convinced me for a moment that you can choose, you can really choose your destiny. Then he choose to die? He choose to save my rotten life for no reason, I cannot find a real reason for what he did. I would prefer to die that day, if we meet in another circumstances we would be different or only our lives? If I would be different I could be able to protect him?
That day I loose another family but it would be forever?

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°I closed my eyes in the peace but then they opened again... In a cage... I aimed to escape but the world was different, I was different.
Again the wrong choice, who would give me a second chance? I killed people, I stole, I tortured. I am not whorty to die and stay in peace? Living will be my punishment?
Among werewolves there is a thought, you and your soul mate are connected, twin souls will find each other during the centuries, in the life and in the death, etc. That could mean that if I had another chance I will be able to meet him again?°

For now his next steps will be:
- Make his wounds heal
- Find his weapons
- Get revenge of the scum

His weapons are a couple set of metal claws made in the Jamir, their metal cannot break so he wants to find them. After Lani's consultation about wounds he asked them where he can find Zhendongs. Who better than them to know where his weapons finished?
He went to Yichuan and it was strange at the beginning, Zixuan disappeared for months and when he returns he asks about strange weapons.
They had a small fight and he just went away, seriously having parents is not that good as he expected.
After that he remembered something, when Mian died he buried his body and the weapons with him. He promised to be a better person on his memory but broke that promise in the past life, he cannot do it twice. If he will fight he will be on the side Mian would choose.
He remembers exactly where his body was buried, will the weapons still be intact? He went to control and found them, there was no skeleton after all that time... He cleaned the weapons and his purposes for that new occasion.
Destroy the Hori sect.
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2 | 0 Comments | Apr 15th 2021 11:49

Who are you?


Why was Zixuan kidnapped? Obviously because they wanted him to become as his ancestor but more under their control.
He was so desperate that made that ritual to find the strenght to escape, what asked him to do is simple, he wants revenge against the ones thar forced him to that decision and he wants him to protect his family.
Who is the one that he called? He heard of him to be his ancestor, he was a werewolf and common legends say he was fierce and brave but in the family they know the truth, he was manipulated and then killed. Who if not him would have revenge desire?
His name is Zhendong Xiaqu.

When he woke up in the body he was initially stunned, what could have happened to cause that? He is back to life? What are those wounds on his body? Shouldn't they heal faster than that?
Obviously his first plan was to escape from that place and he succeded in it, after it he had to find out what happened and what is the situation around. His memory is a little confused and passed a lot of years.
He starts to concentrate about who he is firstly, luckily in the pockets there is a badge /Zhendong Zixuan, IG commander/ after that he has to find out what happened and who he was...
°Zhendong Xiaqu? Why this guy was so crazy to bring me back? Absurd... Maybe in the years my story was forgotten?
Who could forgot that his ancestor is a monster? Maybe because I am good at something? I am good at something else if not killing?° he ponders for a while if he really needs to become a killer again. But what to say, in that body the pulse is not as strong as before, °How my successors can be so good? They took absolutely nothing from me! But at least it seems they are rich° he takes a bag of money from his pocket, °I am eager to meet how the others are now.°
Obviously he has no clue about where Zhendong could be living...

Some memory from the past returned after a while, he remembers he was a murderer but he remembers too that he was used. Used as an animal and then kicked away when not necessary.
He wanted revenge for his family and he got it with the cost of being kicked away but it was not everything that happened... They tried to control him again and again but what they got was just a crazier werewolf thirsty of blood.
If they are alive then they will die of a painful death now that he is back.

What arrives after is what happened when he was crazy, that person, *stabbing pain* that person died.
That story is a little sad, he got crazy but not as crazy not to recognize that person... He was so good and also stupid... He thought that he could be able to save him from the evil. How can you remove the evil, the hate from someone's heart?
He thought that love could make me heal, that crazy jerk was stubborn, I remeber the day he died, he sacrificed for me as if my life was valuable enough to protect it. Maybe he was healing me but his death made my illness worse, I did things I regret but then I found death by the hands of XuanYu. Death was as painful as liberatory, I wouldn't be able to harm anyone else as Mian wanted...

STARTER:
He is unsure about what to do but certainly the sect of Hori doesn't count as killing people, a lot of people has a grudge against them so noone will blame him if he kills everyone right? They killed Mian and they deserve to die.
Among the first things he did there is finding his weapons or make some blacksmith forge them again.
On his road to find the Hori sect he finished to bump into Zhi sect, he thought that they could know something but they were already dead...
He looked around but he went to hide when he smelled a stench... He heard them talk and decided to approach the same. °You are going to tell me what happened here?°
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1 | 42 Comments | Apr 12th 2021 06:33

Double side


At some point something off occurred, he during his sleep walked and went into the house of Wolf. Arrived there the scars on his body started to light of an own light, during the night they clearly heard a scream but when the first person arrived the scene was this: Zixuan on the ground, not a single scar left on his body but he is unconscious. Particular trait: his hair are half fuchsia and half grey even his eyes are of two different colors.

On the back of his neck there is a mark, it seems like a tattoo but it is not, it is the symbol of the curse that was created in his body.
Someone made his elements stop being one thing, they made them split and as a result they started to fight. The balance stopped, as a outer effect the cuts starts to appear when he felt emotions but it was just a symptom. It was just the beginning.

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What remains unclear is, why he doesn't remember what happened when he was kidnapped? And how he managed to escape from them?

He investigated as he could but nothing seemed to give him any clue until one night he made a strange dream.
A white room, in the room only him and another person. °You arrived.°

°Who are you?°

°Can't you tell? I am you°

°My mind is starting to really go nut°

°It is not your mind, I am you but I have only beauty as an element. And you have only punishment°

°They are both part of me, I am just imagining things°

°Aniyo you just forget, this is finally my occasion to take everything°

°What I forgot?°

°Seems like you are not able to see what happens when I take control, they gave me the control°

°Who are they?°

°My allies. You really can't tell what is going on? Emotions, I am causing the pain, give me the control and I will make it stop°

°Never! This is my body I will not let you do a thing!°

°One day I will make you disappear forever°

°You said you took control but if I am here I already won against you°

°It is not that way, you were helped. My powers is growing stronger and you will not be able to stop me alone°

°You are part of me so if you are growing stronger then me too°

°That is the problem, you are so stubborn. We can do anything if you just let me take the control. Why continue to suffer?°

°You are blabbering too much, you say you can cause the pain and you think I will remain behind if you take my place?°

°You are too weak to harm me°

°Bullsh*t, if you were so sure why you have not taken the control?°

°Because I firstly need to take care of you°

°It is not because you need me? Shouldn't it be better to find a way to work together?°

°I don't work together with anyone°

°You will regret this°

°Aniyo you will regret this, I have a clear plan in mind just wait and see.°

°I will not remain quiet and look°

°But you will not tell anyone else, it will be me and you always because noone else will trust this. Zixuan you are just dreaming.°

He woke up during the night with his heart beating as crazy, during the sleep emotions flow free and he woke up for the pain.

°Bullsh*t, it is all bullsh*t°
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He remained unconscious for a week with his hair changing color from full fuchsia and fuchsia/grey also if he doesn't make a step outside.
And after that week he disappears.

(Spoiler he will make a long road to return home, Meng Yao way.)
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2 | 0 Comments | Mar 24th 2021 15:10

Rumors


A curse? An illness? There are any kind of rumor about the young lord Zhendong. Has he any feeling? He is just an heartless brat that likes to play with people?

"I heard that he had a illness, he is really really sick because of ancient wounds. You know, he was kidnapped when he was younger. People say that he returned really different from that experience. I heard from a servant that he doesn't permit neither servants to touch him. After the experience his eomma had to help him wearing clothes. Among servants started a voice that maybe his body is totally injured."

"Yeah he was kidnapped with some friends when he was younger, when his abeoji was still general. I heard that the asked the kidnappers to torture only him and free his friends. They made him drink a drug that made him change, now he feels no emotion at all. After it he even tried to kill his own friends."

"He certainly has something to hide, when he goes to wash outside the mansion he usually wears something to cover his body. He always had his own room when he had to change.
Do you think he is missing something?"

"Everything I know is that he saved my daughter from a thief, she tried to kiss him to thank him and he went away. My daughter is among the most beautiful girls in Xhuanghen!"

"You all forget the most scaring thing, I heard that one time his parents organized a combined marriage with a young girl and she after some months she disappeared. People think that he killed her to stop the marriage. Her corpse is still missing, who knows if she is alive kept who know where...."

"You are blabbering too much he is a flower boy and any girl would be lucky to be his fiancee. If not this old I would try on him."

"He is a man that can see only justice, among Imperial guards he is feared as the captain, he became commander and his zone became clear. No criminal dares to reach his look. He is called..." looks around, °Commander Zivhur. He tries his whip pass between criminal to good°.

"You can recognize him because when he is in service he wears a mask with the shape of a wolf's head. About him there are a lot of stories, people says that he has no feelings at all. He never ever looked at girls or... boys in that sense, among the young lords he is really loved but noone aimed to be liked back by him.
My father said that one time he said that he would rather marry someone that hates him instead of someone that likes him. So absurd."

"He can be what he want for me. He is probably cold in the outside but is waiting for someone to melt his heart"

°He is just a psycho I heard that when he whips people he laughs, he likes to torture.°

As it can seem less than half of these rumors are real xD.

Family dinner

Yichuan °I heard strange things about you °

°Now you trust rumors? They make me seem a monster°

Mako. °Common people like to talk about high personalities, we shouldn't worry about such lessers.°

°I just do my work, and not wanting a mate should be only my problem°

Yichuan °The problem is still there but we will find a way°

Mako °Just let me know if anyone hurts you, I will give them their medicine back°

°It wouldn't resolve the problem, I am accustomed to it now so there is no problem. I have no big feeling for anything in particular°

Mako °What I worry is that keeping down emotions will not be a solution forever. I worry about what could happen if you loose control after all that time.°

°I will bear it°

Mako °Remember the virtues of men made them big, don't waste energy in matter that shouldn't affect you. I will take care of everything.°
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2 | 0 Comments | Mar 20th 2021 16:49

Just a spoiled boy?


He and his group of IG decided to take a break and have some fun chat together so they went at an inn, Zixuan reserved the whole place to have really some relax.

At the place there are some young ladies, °What do you mean all reserved? There is noone here°

Owner. °I can only tell you to go away, I have no place for you tonight°

°There is any problem?°

Owner. °Oh oh Young lord Zhendong I was just telling them that you rented all the place for the evening°

°That's fine, send someone to serve us° and goes in the biggest room.

Young lady, °He rented the whole place for so few people? Lord don't worry we will remain and be quiet°

°You cannot be that quiet not to disturb me°

Owner. °I cannot let you in tonight please return another time°

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Young ladies chatting

°He is so a jerk he made the owner kick us out for no reason!°

°Always the same only because of his surname, this doesn't give him the permission to be that rude°

°Until people permit him to do so we cannot do anything°

°You now speak that way but some minutes before you were all "Oh I hope he will choose to marry me" so please now stop blabbering°

°It is only because he is cute sometimes, he is not usually that rude my father told me that he is among the most skilled young masters of Xhuanghen.°

°Aniyo he is not skilled, my brother is an IG and he always says how much he is annoying°

°It is because your brother always loses when they fight in the training camp. Your brother is only jealous!°

°Ahahhahaha but I could defeat her brother too it is not a big merit°

°My abeoji told me something strange lord Zhendong told that the young lord said that he will marry only someone that dislikes him because he is busy of girls that falls on his feet.°

°This is absurd, I dislike him because of what he just did so he can come to marry me°

°You are so silly as if he doesn't know you°

°Probably he was joking just to make people stay away from and not show any interest. He dislikes anyone else than himself.°

Name: Zixuan
Surname: Zhendong
Age: 22
Rank: Commander, the youngest to take that place in IG
Knight: Punishment and beauty

Like: To practice alone
Dislike: Being interrupted in general
Tattoos: One on the neck
Any particular mark: He has a strange scar on the back, he is sensitive about it so he rarely shows it.

Character: He is really serious with people he doesn't know and when he is in service in general. He relaxes a lot with people he knows and friends.
He is famous among young ladies for being cold and because of his beauty.
He used to go to play with Shisui so also him relaxes when with him, he tried to talk with him about when he closed himself into the prison but he had to work xD.
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2 | 0 Comments | Mar 19th 2021 12:48