個喔
After the war, he and the other assassin, go to kill the corrupted nobles and warriors... he is happy for the mission, because he hates the corrupted men.
^'°
Dopo la grande vittoria dei ribelli, Choi è stato incoronato e ora è l'Imperatore dell'Est.
Dato che non è un irriconoscente, lui intende ricompensare tutti coloro che hanno combattuto per lui in questa guerra, pertanto, un giorno Ryu è convocato al palazzo reale.
Dato che non è un irriconoscente, lui intende ricompensare tutti coloro che hanno combattuto per lui in questa guerra, pertanto, un giorno Ryu è convocato al palazzo reale.
所有稱讚皇帝
After the victory that put an end to the "old East", the Northern are indeed welcomed to come to the Royal Palace, to clean themselves, receive their healing and rest until the ceremony of the next day, in which, Choi of course wants them all to be present.
Jackil though, refused to go to stay there and claimed to be hosted by Khai Ming. He wants his daughter? He best be very convincing during the time he will spend in there. (He sure was expecting some normal Eastern house, at most in village, surely not a hut on a tree in the Wildlands). But it definitely tells him something about what kind of person Khai actually is.
Sao of course, went back to his main, real home with his wife and spent night and day with her. He too learnt something about Shushu, and he is pretty pleased of what kind of wife she is and to have decided to marry her. She is definitely the right one for him.
Richard and his sons are so hyped, they are probably making more noise than the Eastern soldiers celebrating, it's as if it was the coolest thing they've ever done in their life...and well, it's not far from the truth.
Benjamin, not to offend, after speaking with Choi returns to the North, saying he has to return to his wife and that they both will return the next day for the celebration.
Johnny and his wife return to the North as well, wanting to take their son back and they too intending to go to the ceremony the next day. It's a great day for Shi as well after all.
Edward returned to the North without a single word, but he will come back too, he can't miss, sadly for him.
Gregori doesn't need Choi to insist, he rushes to the Royal Palace and intends to enjoy every second there. He will eat like 150 pigs.
Desmond goes back to the North to hopefully never return. He couldn't care less about the coronation of the Eastern Emperor.
Dominic, well, some concubines found him cute enough to cuddle. XDDD
Xiong, after the bitterness left by seeing Xhoujing in Lian's arms, just leaves to go wander somewhere far from his old village and anywhere he could meet her again. He has basically nothing left to live for, not even his village.
Jackil though, refused to go to stay there and claimed to be hosted by Khai Ming. He wants his daughter? He best be very convincing during the time he will spend in there. (He sure was expecting some normal Eastern house, at most in village, surely not a hut on a tree in the Wildlands). But it definitely tells him something about what kind of person Khai actually is.
Sao of course, went back to his main, real home with his wife and spent night and day with her. He too learnt something about Shushu, and he is pretty pleased of what kind of wife she is and to have decided to marry her. She is definitely the right one for him.
Richard and his sons are so hyped, they are probably making more noise than the Eastern soldiers celebrating, it's as if it was the coolest thing they've ever done in their life...and well, it's not far from the truth.
Benjamin, not to offend, after speaking with Choi returns to the North, saying he has to return to his wife and that they both will return the next day for the celebration.
Johnny and his wife return to the North as well, wanting to take their son back and they too intending to go to the ceremony the next day. It's a great day for Shi as well after all.
Edward returned to the North without a single word, but he will come back too, he can't miss, sadly for him.
Gregori doesn't need Choi to insist, he rushes to the Royal Palace and intends to enjoy every second there. He will eat like 150 pigs.
Desmond goes back to the North to hopefully never return. He couldn't care less about the coronation of the Eastern Emperor.
Dominic, well, some concubines found him cute enough to cuddle. XDDD
Xiong, after the bitterness left by seeing Xhoujing in Lian's arms, just leaves to go wander somewhere far from his old village and anywhere he could meet her again. He has basically nothing left to live for, not even his village.
PLop
Lui va da @Vanvera1_0 e @Vanvera2_0 e si inginocchia al loro cospetto. «Maestri, insegnatevi vi imploro :D»
成熟期測出
Lui si trova al campo, sta chiacchierando con gli altri assassini che sono arrivati da poco, un po sorpresi del fatto che è vivo, e lui che loro si siano davvero uniti a loro...Gli altri assassini gli hanno parlato della reazione di Sao quando lui non è tornato, e altre vanvere... Loro 5 sono sparsi un po in giro per un piccolo spiazzo d'erba nella foresta.
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Lui è il primo figlio del capo di un clan dell'Est.
Lui aveva a malapena 2 anni, e il suo clan era in guerra, quindi il padre era impegnato nella lotta e assieme a lui c'era solo la madre. Al villaggio c'erano solo alcune donne e i bambini, il capo clan si pentí per il resto della sua vita di non aver lasciato degli uomini a proteggere il villaggio. Mentre gli uomini del villaggio erano occupati a combattere gli invasori, dei loro nemici attaccarono il e, uccisero tutte le donne rapirono i bambini, e infine diedero fuoco al villaggio.
Vedendo il fuoco che divampava il capo clan orfinó subito di tornare al villaggio, ma era troppo tardi, non c'erano superstiti, quell'avvenimento segnó profondamente il capo, per un errore così idiota aveva perso suo figlio e sua moglie, lui continuó la sua vita credendoli entrambi morti, mentre invece il bambino venne dato in affidamento ad una coppia di nobili.
Ryu crescendo dimenticó le sue origini, credendo che quelli che erano con lui fossero i suoi genitori... Solo che la sfortuna non lo aveva affatto abbandonato, infatti all'età di 6 anni la madre morí, lasciandolo solo con suo padre, che era sempre stato severo, ma dopo quell'avvenimento lo fu sempre di piú.
Il lutto del padre duró piú a lungo del previsto, e all'età di 8 anni mandó Ryu ad arruolarsi, alla fine dei 15 anni di addestramento lui tornó a casa, e le uniche parole che il padre gli seppe dire furono cosí dure che se ne andó, senza piú tornare da lui. Il padre peró non ebbe mai il coraggio di dirgli la verità sulle sue origini.(Quindi Ryu scoprirá di essere figlio di Yin sono in avvenimenti futuri...)
In seguito venne scelto per diventare un assassino, e dopo i successivi 5 anni di addestramento, diventó un assassino.
(E dopo si passa all'incontro con Khai xD)
Lui aveva a malapena 2 anni, e il suo clan era in guerra, quindi il padre era impegnato nella lotta e assieme a lui c'era solo la madre. Al villaggio c'erano solo alcune donne e i bambini, il capo clan si pentí per il resto della sua vita di non aver lasciato degli uomini a proteggere il villaggio. Mentre gli uomini del villaggio erano occupati a combattere gli invasori, dei loro nemici attaccarono il e, uccisero tutte le donne rapirono i bambini, e infine diedero fuoco al villaggio.
Vedendo il fuoco che divampava il capo clan orfinó subito di tornare al villaggio, ma era troppo tardi, non c'erano superstiti, quell'avvenimento segnó profondamente il capo, per un errore così idiota aveva perso suo figlio e sua moglie, lui continuó la sua vita credendoli entrambi morti, mentre invece il bambino venne dato in affidamento ad una coppia di nobili.
Ryu crescendo dimenticó le sue origini, credendo che quelli che erano con lui fossero i suoi genitori... Solo che la sfortuna non lo aveva affatto abbandonato, infatti all'età di 6 anni la madre morí, lasciandolo solo con suo padre, che era sempre stato severo, ma dopo quell'avvenimento lo fu sempre di piú.
Il lutto del padre duró piú a lungo del previsto, e all'età di 8 anni mandó Ryu ad arruolarsi, alla fine dei 15 anni di addestramento lui tornó a casa, e le uniche parole che il padre gli seppe dire furono cosí dure che se ne andó, senza piú tornare da lui. Il padre peró non ebbe mai il coraggio di dirgli la verità sulle sue origini.(Quindi Ryu scoprirá di essere figlio di Yin sono in avvenimenti futuri...)
In seguito venne scelto per diventare un assassino, e dopo i successivi 5 anni di addestramento, diventó un assassino.
(E dopo si passa all'incontro con Khai xD)
navi fletcher
name: navi fletcher (playby mavis dracula)
Race: vampyre
age: 17
height: 5' 1"
hair: jet black, cut just under her ear
eyes: red
complexion: pale
build: thin, has sharp k9 teeth that she tries to keep hidden, is a morphamagus and can turn into a black cat
personality: quiet, clever, alert, gentle, passionate lover, introverted, has a dark past that she never talks about, very independent
House: slytherin
Race: vampyre
age: 17
height: 5' 1"
hair: jet black, cut just under her ear
eyes: red
complexion: pale
build: thin, has sharp k9 teeth that she tries to keep hidden, is a morphamagus and can turn into a black cat
personality: quiet, clever, alert, gentle, passionate lover, introverted, has a dark past that she never talks about, very independent
House: slytherin
oc character - Blake Smith
Name: Blake Smith
Age: 15
Species: human
Height: 5 ft 8
Personality: short tempered, loyal keeps to himself usually but tries his best to be friendly with others but tends to have trouble in social endevours but once you get to know him his a pretty nice guy
Hair: semi dark brown hair
Any distinct features/items: none but is most often seen Wearing sunglasses
Abilities; can move things with his mind but has some difficulty controlling his ability and keeping his black tinted frames help for some reason but for human standards he can run pretty well
Other charactetistics: being short tempered stubborn and has trouble forgiving others if his been betrayed in any way but likes to play the bass
((Willing to drop his ability of moving things with his mind if you want a non supernatural character and is open to most any kind of rp))
Age: 15
Species: human
Height: 5 ft 8
Personality: short tempered, loyal keeps to himself usually but tries his best to be friendly with others but tends to have trouble in social endevours but once you get to know him his a pretty nice guy
Hair: semi dark brown hair
Any distinct features/items: none but is most often seen Wearing sunglasses
Abilities; can move things with his mind but has some difficulty controlling his ability and keeping his black tinted frames help for some reason but for human standards he can run pretty well
Other charactetistics: being short tempered stubborn and has trouble forgiving others if his been betrayed in any way but likes to play the bass
((Willing to drop his ability of moving things with his mind if you want a non supernatural character and is open to most any kind of rp))
Fear's Past [2023 Edition]
April 1st, 2001
I was born. Yes, my birthday is on April Fools day. I was a month early actually. When I was pulled out, there was no man next to my mother. Well, her age at least. My parents were divorced before I was born so I don't know much about my father. Just his name, Kenneth, and the state he resides in, Pennsylvania. I..was a f***ed up child, I won't lie. I had 3 open heart surgeries. This makes my heart beat faster than normal people's and I can't jog as long as other people can. I also have a joint in my left thumb that doesn't work. I can't bend the second half of it. But that's not important to my story. My life was fine for a few years..until I turned six..
There are three abuses that I have been forced to take. Verbal, physical, and psychological. Psychological abuse I guess is when someone convinces you're something that you're not. We'll get to that in a bit. When I was six, (I can't remember much really..) I would get an ass whooping all the time. Now, that's just punishment. Some people have to learn the hard way. Most people do in my opinion. But my mother beat me. She would slap my face, threatened to punch me, hit me with the nearest object, etc. Before I get to the one mini story, my mother convinced me I was a fatass for four years (6-10) I look pudgy when I sit down because that's relaxed muscle in my abdomen area. I don't exercise a lot really. But I currently weigh 115lbs. Fatass, right? I think not. This was the second house we lived in and she had her second bf. Marshall. Marshall, at the time, was a druggie and a gold digger. Her first one was a druggie. One day, my mother and I were doing P90X (A workout CD program). I couldn't do squats correctly. I would always tilt my back a bit forward. After countless tries and countless screams at me from my mother, she got so mad that she bit me for a good 20 seconds. I sh*t you not..she bit me. It left an oval bruise on it. Now, my mother told me to NEVER tell my grandma but I always did. I became depressed really quickly and tried to get as much attention as I wanted..negative or positive. I was that annoying kid that people hated. But at home..I was wearing a sad and depressed face. My mother would always ask why and I answered, 'I dunno.' Then she would scream at me, screaming the same question. The truth was..I never wanted to be around my mother. I had no way to channel my anger. The only time I did was when I yelled at my grandma. I knew she wouldn't hit me. I expressed my feelings in anger and hatred...
This one will be a short one since its just another abuse story. I was eight-ten when this happened and we were in our 3rd house. First let me introduce you to Trey. Trey and I were best friends at the time. But..my mother didn't like him all that much so I had to end the friendship. I went to the local park one day and I saw Trey and Trey saw me. We hung out a bit and then I came back home. My mother was half awake at the time when I got in. She asked me to make her a sandwich. Now at the time, I was too lazy to put mayo on my sandwiches. My mother didn't ask for mayo..just ham and cheese or turkey and cheese..I forget. I don't think she said mayo. I made it and gave it to her and she took a bite. She was still in bed at the time. She then chucked the sandwich at me and got up. She made her own sandwich and asked what I was doing at the park. I said I was hanging out with Trey. I forget the next part but she thought I was lying to her and started to scream at me. She then got a fork and threw it at me, prongs or stabby things first. I moved but it chipped some of my ear off. She then threw a milk jug at me and that hit me in the leg. And that was the end of it I think.
When I turned 11, my grandparents had enough. They called CPS (Child Protective Services) and this really cool guy came over and talked to me. My mom and her..5th boyfriend, Jimmy, were at the beach celebrating her birthday. I was at my grandparents. I can't really what happened during the weeks ahead but we had a court battle a month or two later. My mother lied to the judge, saying she didn't do anything to me. But, we had a photo of the bite mark from when I was six. That was the only thing that she admitted to. Cause we had proof. I had to stay in the deli with one of my uncles since no one under 18 was allowed inside the court room itself. Another one of my uncles was paying for my mother's lawyer so I lost all respect for him. We won after a few hours.
Second court battle a few months later...
My mother tried to fight to get custody of me and I had to stay in the deli again. I should point out that our lawyer was 15 grand each ($15,000) so it would be 30 Gs in total. I actually went to speak to the judge (really nice lady) alone in her office. We talked a bit and she said she couldn't charge her because evidence fades away over time. And all this was years ago. We won again but she sent me to a family reunification therapist for five months, once a week. Did nothing for me. She was a bitch. She was trying to get me back with my mother. I'm all like..'Hell to the no.' But she kept pushing it and it got annoying. The five months passed and I still do not wish to see my mother. F*** you mom! xD
Last year...
I had been living with my grandparents since the first court battle and life was good..until the detectives came. Yeah, one day two detectives came to our door. My grandma was at work and my grandpa is retired. I went into the garage and my grandpa went to go and talk to them. I can't remember much of what he said but I learned that he was looking at child p0rnography which is illegal. CPS came again and this time it was a woman. We went into my room and she asked my if I was being like touched or anything. And no, he wasn't. I'm fine. The closest thing of touching me was putting a frozen breakfast on my back. xD My grandpa packed his stuff and went to live with his niece or something. I rode with the CPS lady to her office and she contacted my grandma and told her all about this. The detectives took my grandpa's computer and they found a picture of a young boy on his computer. Like I said, I'm fine. After all this other stuff, he moved back in. But he f***ed up again and did it again. My grandma and I moved out to live with my aunt and uncle for 6-8 months.
While living with them, one of my aunt's disks in her spine popped out and was hitting her nerve. You know when you have muscle spasms? Imagine having that all day, all night, everyday. She recently got surgery so she's fine and she can walk on her own again. My grandma and I got our own place not far from my aunt and uncle's and we're living with two doggies. I also have the most wonderful and amazing girlfriend. ^-^ My life is now in a more happy stage now.
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Guys, my point is that you just need to wait it out. Life is too precious to throw away because you never know when something will happen. Sure, some bad things will happen. A lot of bad things will happen. But you never know when something good will come to you..
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In November of 2017 my uncle had a stroke caused by the doctor not keeping an eye on him. His pulse/o2 was in the fifties and had extreme hypertension. He was paralyzed from the belly button down. His initial stroke was so massive that until February he kept having smaller strokes throughout the night. From November to February I watched him from my loft. I watched him deteriorate slowly and painfully. I literally watched him die. Seeing him in active end of life was the hardest part for me. I walked into the back door from school and I see him groaning in pain, and my aunt administrating Morphine. When they told me what was happening I don’t believe I comprehended it at first, but then soon cried my eyes out. I knew that one of my most lively family members had a few days left to live. He did teach me one thing though. Don’t be afraid of death. Live your life how you want to, no matter the choices. My uncle didn’t care about anything because he knew that the only thing that was important was his friends and family. He knew his choices weren’t the best, but that didn’t stop him from doing whatever the hell he wanted.
Ayo, but fast forward to 2019. My dumbass graduated high school with the transcript of freshman, freshman, junior, senior and still graduated with the boys. Yes, I failed freshman year and skipped sophomore year. I’m just that stupidly smart. I’ve been through some sh*t, been out of some sh*t. Helped some people, made some f***ing enemies.
I’m back with my mom now but I still live with my grandma. I got some mother f***ing dreams now from being a SWAT Medic to a psychiatric nurse to a flight nurse. I wanted to be in the Navy and be a SARC but my heart gave me the middle finger.
As you can see, my stupid ass is now just ‘no f***s given’ and f***ing angry. I don’t roleplay as much anymore but I’m trying to get back into it. Can’t believe I’ve been on this bullsh*t site for almost five years now.
Ay but lemme say this. Chase your dream. Excel at what you love. Don’t let nobody hold you down. Only you hold you down, trust me I know.
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Its now 2022. I got my Certified Nursing Assistant. I've been a CNA for two and a half years. Going for my EMT this month (August). I also exterior detail cars as a side thing.
Got my heart broken. I think about her everyday for a year now. I hate her, I have so much I just want to say for keeping me going like that for four f***ing years. I love her too though. She was the one.
F*** these women, just chase money. Money can't play games with you.
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I've been working in healthcare for three years now as a CNA, its been good but rough. I've done my fair share of 16 hour shifts almost back to back and even back to back before, I got a better job, and I've gone through EMT class. I'm scheduled to take my NREMT (National Registry Emergency Medical Technician) exam May 30th and I will be working as an EMT in California. EMT class is no f***ing joke, man, that sh*t's hard. After that I'm going to be starting the road to Practical Nursing school to become an LPN. My stepfather got accepted into Stanford and has gotten an Alpha and Omega award. I can't wait to be like my mom. She's the best paramedic I know and its surreal tat I'm going to be like her. Gonna be chasing my dream of working for like FEMA or an international aid company to help out during things like the earthquakes in Turkey; as well as become a flight medic. Maybe work on a Mercy ship or a military base as a civilian. SWAT medic is always an option too.
As of mid 2022, I've gotten back with my girlfriend that I ranted about. God, that was such a long and bad year but I needed it, we both did. I love her dearly, always had even through the hate. Hah, when she came back.. maaaan I've never screamed so damn much in ten minutes. I was so angry. It's okay though, we're good. No one will understand my feelings for her, but she's the one.
My best friend came back from Saudi Arabia and Kuwait being in the Army. He's changed now. He isn't crazy or anything like that, just changed. I plead whoever reads this, always check up on your best friends and say you love them. You never know when it'll be the last time. Other than that..
Life's good.
That’s all for now. Enjoy the song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8CcTYsMHYU
I was born. Yes, my birthday is on April Fools day. I was a month early actually. When I was pulled out, there was no man next to my mother. Well, her age at least. My parents were divorced before I was born so I don't know much about my father. Just his name, Kenneth, and the state he resides in, Pennsylvania. I..was a f***ed up child, I won't lie. I had 3 open heart surgeries. This makes my heart beat faster than normal people's and I can't jog as long as other people can. I also have a joint in my left thumb that doesn't work. I can't bend the second half of it. But that's not important to my story. My life was fine for a few years..until I turned six..
There are three abuses that I have been forced to take. Verbal, physical, and psychological. Psychological abuse I guess is when someone convinces you're something that you're not. We'll get to that in a bit. When I was six, (I can't remember much really..) I would get an ass whooping all the time. Now, that's just punishment. Some people have to learn the hard way. Most people do in my opinion. But my mother beat me. She would slap my face, threatened to punch me, hit me with the nearest object, etc. Before I get to the one mini story, my mother convinced me I was a fatass for four years (6-10) I look pudgy when I sit down because that's relaxed muscle in my abdomen area. I don't exercise a lot really. But I currently weigh 115lbs. Fatass, right? I think not. This was the second house we lived in and she had her second bf. Marshall. Marshall, at the time, was a druggie and a gold digger. Her first one was a druggie. One day, my mother and I were doing P90X (A workout CD program). I couldn't do squats correctly. I would always tilt my back a bit forward. After countless tries and countless screams at me from my mother, she got so mad that she bit me for a good 20 seconds. I sh*t you not..she bit me. It left an oval bruise on it. Now, my mother told me to NEVER tell my grandma but I always did. I became depressed really quickly and tried to get as much attention as I wanted..negative or positive. I was that annoying kid that people hated. But at home..I was wearing a sad and depressed face. My mother would always ask why and I answered, 'I dunno.' Then she would scream at me, screaming the same question. The truth was..I never wanted to be around my mother. I had no way to channel my anger. The only time I did was when I yelled at my grandma. I knew she wouldn't hit me. I expressed my feelings in anger and hatred...
This one will be a short one since its just another abuse story. I was eight-ten when this happened and we were in our 3rd house. First let me introduce you to Trey. Trey and I were best friends at the time. But..my mother didn't like him all that much so I had to end the friendship. I went to the local park one day and I saw Trey and Trey saw me. We hung out a bit and then I came back home. My mother was half awake at the time when I got in. She asked me to make her a sandwich. Now at the time, I was too lazy to put mayo on my sandwiches. My mother didn't ask for mayo..just ham and cheese or turkey and cheese..I forget. I don't think she said mayo. I made it and gave it to her and she took a bite. She was still in bed at the time. She then chucked the sandwich at me and got up. She made her own sandwich and asked what I was doing at the park. I said I was hanging out with Trey. I forget the next part but she thought I was lying to her and started to scream at me. She then got a fork and threw it at me, prongs or stabby things first. I moved but it chipped some of my ear off. She then threw a milk jug at me and that hit me in the leg. And that was the end of it I think.
When I turned 11, my grandparents had enough. They called CPS (Child Protective Services) and this really cool guy came over and talked to me. My mom and her..5th boyfriend, Jimmy, were at the beach celebrating her birthday. I was at my grandparents. I can't really what happened during the weeks ahead but we had a court battle a month or two later. My mother lied to the judge, saying she didn't do anything to me. But, we had a photo of the bite mark from when I was six. That was the only thing that she admitted to. Cause we had proof. I had to stay in the deli with one of my uncles since no one under 18 was allowed inside the court room itself. Another one of my uncles was paying for my mother's lawyer so I lost all respect for him. We won after a few hours.
Second court battle a few months later...
My mother tried to fight to get custody of me and I had to stay in the deli again. I should point out that our lawyer was 15 grand each ($15,000) so it would be 30 Gs in total. I actually went to speak to the judge (really nice lady) alone in her office. We talked a bit and she said she couldn't charge her because evidence fades away over time. And all this was years ago. We won again but she sent me to a family reunification therapist for five months, once a week. Did nothing for me. She was a bitch. She was trying to get me back with my mother. I'm all like..'Hell to the no.' But she kept pushing it and it got annoying. The five months passed and I still do not wish to see my mother. F*** you mom! xD
Last year...
I had been living with my grandparents since the first court battle and life was good..until the detectives came. Yeah, one day two detectives came to our door. My grandma was at work and my grandpa is retired. I went into the garage and my grandpa went to go and talk to them. I can't remember much of what he said but I learned that he was looking at child p0rnography which is illegal. CPS came again and this time it was a woman. We went into my room and she asked my if I was being like touched or anything. And no, he wasn't. I'm fine. The closest thing of touching me was putting a frozen breakfast on my back. xD My grandpa packed his stuff and went to live with his niece or something. I rode with the CPS lady to her office and she contacted my grandma and told her all about this. The detectives took my grandpa's computer and they found a picture of a young boy on his computer. Like I said, I'm fine. After all this other stuff, he moved back in. But he f***ed up again and did it again. My grandma and I moved out to live with my aunt and uncle for 6-8 months.
While living with them, one of my aunt's disks in her spine popped out and was hitting her nerve. You know when you have muscle spasms? Imagine having that all day, all night, everyday. She recently got surgery so she's fine and she can walk on her own again. My grandma and I got our own place not far from my aunt and uncle's and we're living with two doggies. I also have the most wonderful and amazing girlfriend. ^-^ My life is now in a more happy stage now.
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Guys, my point is that you just need to wait it out. Life is too precious to throw away because you never know when something will happen. Sure, some bad things will happen. A lot of bad things will happen. But you never know when something good will come to you..
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In November of 2017 my uncle had a stroke caused by the doctor not keeping an eye on him. His pulse/o2 was in the fifties and had extreme hypertension. He was paralyzed from the belly button down. His initial stroke was so massive that until February he kept having smaller strokes throughout the night. From November to February I watched him from my loft. I watched him deteriorate slowly and painfully. I literally watched him die. Seeing him in active end of life was the hardest part for me. I walked into the back door from school and I see him groaning in pain, and my aunt administrating Morphine. When they told me what was happening I don’t believe I comprehended it at first, but then soon cried my eyes out. I knew that one of my most lively family members had a few days left to live. He did teach me one thing though. Don’t be afraid of death. Live your life how you want to, no matter the choices. My uncle didn’t care about anything because he knew that the only thing that was important was his friends and family. He knew his choices weren’t the best, but that didn’t stop him from doing whatever the hell he wanted.
Ayo, but fast forward to 2019. My dumbass graduated high school with the transcript of freshman, freshman, junior, senior and still graduated with the boys. Yes, I failed freshman year and skipped sophomore year. I’m just that stupidly smart. I’ve been through some sh*t, been out of some sh*t. Helped some people, made some f***ing enemies.
I’m back with my mom now but I still live with my grandma. I got some mother f***ing dreams now from being a SWAT Medic to a psychiatric nurse to a flight nurse. I wanted to be in the Navy and be a SARC but my heart gave me the middle finger.
As you can see, my stupid ass is now just ‘no f***s given’ and f***ing angry. I don’t roleplay as much anymore but I’m trying to get back into it. Can’t believe I’ve been on this bullsh*t site for almost five years now.
Ay but lemme say this. Chase your dream. Excel at what you love. Don’t let nobody hold you down. Only you hold you down, trust me I know.
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Its now 2022. I got my Certified Nursing Assistant. I've been a CNA for two and a half years. Going for my EMT this month (August). I also exterior detail cars as a side thing.
Got my heart broken. I think about her everyday for a year now. I hate her, I have so much I just want to say for keeping me going like that for four f***ing years. I love her too though. She was the one.
F*** these women, just chase money. Money can't play games with you.
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I've been working in healthcare for three years now as a CNA, its been good but rough. I've done my fair share of 16 hour shifts almost back to back and even back to back before, I got a better job, and I've gone through EMT class. I'm scheduled to take my NREMT (National Registry Emergency Medical Technician) exam May 30th and I will be working as an EMT in California. EMT class is no f***ing joke, man, that sh*t's hard. After that I'm going to be starting the road to Practical Nursing school to become an LPN. My stepfather got accepted into Stanford and has gotten an Alpha and Omega award. I can't wait to be like my mom. She's the best paramedic I know and its surreal tat I'm going to be like her. Gonna be chasing my dream of working for like FEMA or an international aid company to help out during things like the earthquakes in Turkey; as well as become a flight medic. Maybe work on a Mercy ship or a military base as a civilian. SWAT medic is always an option too.
As of mid 2022, I've gotten back with my girlfriend that I ranted about. God, that was such a long and bad year but I needed it, we both did. I love her dearly, always had even through the hate. Hah, when she came back.. maaaan I've never screamed so damn much in ten minutes. I was so angry. It's okay though, we're good. No one will understand my feelings for her, but she's the one.
My best friend came back from Saudi Arabia and Kuwait being in the Army. He's changed now. He isn't crazy or anything like that, just changed. I plead whoever reads this, always check up on your best friends and say you love them. You never know when it'll be the last time. Other than that..
Life's good.
That’s all for now. Enjoy the song.
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I have plenty of Facebook accounts.but i figure why not have another RP account especially with fb going around disabling accounts left and right x.x
raven
continuing my game, i now post a girl named raven, she is insane and cute and even a little shy....i lied on the last part
Alexander Lidelse
Name: Alexander Lidelse
Race: Human
Height: 6'4''
Age: 22
Personality: Friendly, but can become very protective.
Powers: Fire bending
History: Alex is an only child for one of the lesser islands, but one with a mighty trading node nontheless. He was only allowed out of the castle when he and his parents went to visit important parties and the coronation of the new empress.
Race: Human
Height: 6'4''
Age: 22
Personality: Friendly, but can become very protective.
Powers: Fire bending
History: Alex is an only child for one of the lesser islands, but one with a mighty trading node nontheless. He was only allowed out of the castle when he and his parents went to visit important parties and the coronation of the new empress.
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How I imagine serna, a stuck up full of herself samari....I don't like her.....I mean the character not the actual person
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This next pick is Bruno...in his late teens he has a cross bow and is happy to use it, plus he is unique for reasons I can't yet reveal....it might ruin a plot twist in my forum....