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﹠if I can’t hear my heart beating in my throat and ears while the whispers of the creaking wood behind me making it accelerate my adrenaline. My breathing so uneven that my lungs feel as though they have ruptured inside my cage— when your dark laugh ripples through the darken hall or trees begging me to run faster, further because if you catch me the game truly begins. If I can’t push every button that makes you tick only for you to make sure I fear you and crave you all at once. And if we can’t play the game until the gods take us. Because you have marked my soul, branded it as a piece of your own. If our love cannot consume us like wildfire and break every tether to our outer shell that keeps us hidden from others for only each other to see…all the f***ed up bits and pieces and if our souls don’t need each other so badly that they follow each other in every lifetime becoming shadows that hunt and haunt each other. If you can’t break me to be molded just for you, be the chased just for you…then simply… I don’t want it. </3
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ˚ ͙۪۪̥


Name: [ :: Davina Elloise Callaway :: ]
↳☼[• Nicknames: Vi, Vina; all the cute sh*t you can think of.
↳☼[• Age—Birthday: level 26 as of Feb 16th ‘98 ↳☼[• Preference: males and females occasionally.
↳☼[•Occupation facts: Gets paid for violence, using her body as a weapon, dabbles in a little bit of everything. Owns a dojo for women to learn self defense; men as well who feel they would like to help or learn themselves.

↳☼[• Pets: Golden Retriever — Remy (after her favorite x-men character)

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⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ [::: The ‘fun’ stuff :::]
For as much as her work is organized—is unorganized and emotionally unavailable despite her flirtatious behavior. Lots of spunk with a wild attitude that lands her in a lot of situations and situationships. Smart mouthed that likes to act dumb and make people think they can push her over to get what she needs. — ♤


[::: favorite things :::]
•grilled cheese
•baby bats
•dragons
•daggers and training—keeps the mind clear.
•territorial
•hot tempered
∵∴⋟ [• FavMovies: Beetlejucie, Big Lebowski, Boondock Saints, Pirate of the Caribbean, The Crow, Empire Records, HorrorMovies.
∵∴⋟ [• ComfortShows: Ink Master, Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Grimm adventures of Billy and Mandy, TrueBlood, GhostAdventures, Regular Show, NewGirl
∵∴⋟ [• ComfortFood: fruit, cream cheese with pepperoni.
∵∴⋟ [• FavColor: Red and Black

∵∴⋟ [• Hobbies: Painting, reading, cooking, playing cards and board games (competitive) , watching the stars because sunrises and sunsets are overrated; collecting weapons (due to her martial arts background)

∵∴⋟ [•Dislikes::Likes;
—Dislikes: People who think they can boss her around. Sushi, applesauce, history buffs that only talk about history; politics, bees, root beer, tacky gold jewelry, Sherpa blankets (f***ing ew), weird textures. Tea, tomatoes, when the dishes don’t get rinsed before going in the sink, people who don’t speak directly,

—Likes: quiet nights, going out, adding to her personal library, music(always blasting music somewhere), clothes, so many clothes. Walking or running with her dog, drying out flowers and hanging them in her home. Rewatching the same movies that actually make her feel something, peach ring candy gummies.


∵∴⋟ [• CurrentPlaylist: open.spotify.com/playlist/6mA4YwZCcishk7PNM9nUWg?si=xAThN4tdRVSRjgJRmNrEKg&pi=u-AALX2FzsQKy7

∵∴⋟ [• MusicTaste: Mostly a metalhead but it ranges fairly widely. Obviously ^^^^^^^^

[::: personality :::]
• will always try to make you laugh.
• caring deep, DEEP down
• has an attitude problem; tends to lash out when overstimulated and or feels attacked. —working through the trauma or whatever.
• goofy, reckless, addictive behavior, adventurous
•hates new aged slang, just say what you mean.
•doesn’t take attitudes well, very receptive to other people’s emotions and reacts to them accordingly. Basically if you’re a douche expect to be treated like one.



∵∴⋟ [• ImportantPeople:
@poised@kameron —the sweetest birds I know, I love you two so much.
@monsoon@Alchemical, @LazyBaby —bestie babes; ilyy
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By age eighteen life had shown Davina many things. But love wasn’t one of them. She got love from her grandmama and that had been the only person who believe in her, showed her what the world could be and what it really was. Defining the two so well she understood the difference.
After her father’s death her mom fell into a toxic wasteland. Remarrying into a mafia family, the De Luca’s for the financial security of course which left Davina in limbo of her mother’s life. Her now step “dad” Raul De Luca was well known and had made sure Davina was well taken care by the security guards and everybody else but them.
Within two years of her new life it had taken its toll leaving Davina to rebel as hard as she could, which of course brought more attention to her step father Raul and his illegal activities. One night while Davina and snuck out to see a boyfriend, Javier she kept around for her own amusement they had gotten into an argument and he had beat her so much she ended up in the hospital. Of course her mother had finally gave her the attention she had been wishing her whole life for. Raul on the other hand hadnt said anything that night, let alone anything to her while she was in the hospital. It wasn’t until she had healed mostly all the way that Raul had finally spoken to her. Raul had told her they needed to talk and go for a ride. Reluctantly Davina followed keeping her mouth shut, Raul not saying anything to her the whole ride that night until they had pulled up to an abandoned warehouse in the middle of nowhere far from civilization. Her heart rate had skyrocketed she surely thought her heart was going to come flying out of her chest. That night they had gone inside, Davina gasped loudly at the sight of Javier who was tied to a chair bloody, along with his father and mother.

Raul had looked at Davina with not a single ounce of emotion. He had told her that if she was going to be stuck in her rebellious state and be apart of this family she needed to do it constructively. Since Javier had put his hands on her he disrespected the family and most of all Raul himself. Javier’s father worked for Raul and that made the entire family a problem because his son was a problem. Handing Davina a gun she was told to kill Javier. She had protested at first but Raul said it was the only option for her there was no alternative. She had been arrested so many times that he had to make deals with the cops in his pockets to keep her records clean and to keep her from juvenile corrections per her mothers request; that she owed the family. So, she did it. She killed Javier and to prove to Raul that she could she shot his father leaving his mother untouched until Raul’s right hand Ray had done it for her. She couldn’t bring herself to kill the woman even though it was likely the woman had been in on a lot of things. She had seen her around too much to think otherwise.

Since that night Davina devoted her life to training, school, and did everything she could to repay the now debt that hung over her head. Davina not only trained to be a killer she graduated, got a degree in business—Raul’s request so he could have more area in the cities and countries he would send her too. She became his personal assassin. He allowed her to have her own business her Black Wydow dojo for women’s self defense and teaching kids because it left room for more business in his eyes. Over the years Davina had grown to hate Raul the more she kept doing everything he asked. With her business degree and her understanding of the world she lived in Davina had found a way to get her dojo out from under the mafias thumb put it under and alias name keeping it separate from Raul’s name and began to push herself away from her so called family, angering Raul naturally.

All she wanted was a quiet life without any of them. She just wanted to be normal…happy..without the De Luca family..and she will continue to do everything in her power to keep that. No matter what it takes. Who ever it takes down for her to have that.

Now she lives alone in another city far from her poor excuse of a family. Living her quiet life with her dog Remy, still taking certain business requests from Raul…the killings becoming less and less now leaving her to only be a pretty face for business unless it required some blood.
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