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Chapter 3.


“I know the answer”

To be 14 and having only adults at your party didn’t bother Serena until she turned 14. She barely knew half the people there, yet they all seemed to know her. Some eyed her with disgruntled looks. Some gave her somber looks, with flashes of pity among their faces before they molded It back into a smile. Some looked at her with awe.
Being the youngest person to be affiliated with the Korean mafia was fine. A Chinese. A Female. Is what baffled everyone. Sure- there were females in the ranks, but they were born into it and treated like royalty under the hands of prosperity.
Serena would not be treated that way.

“I think if you just stopped talking. That would be better.”

Her brothers had explained what happened a couple of days beforehand. Rushed words of apologies and explanations that she wouldn’t be able to go to school any longer. Rushed words of her parent’s death, and rushed tears down their face. She only listened though. Her knees pulled up close to her chest. Serena felt like she didn’t have a choice. She now understood why they were so beat up that night. Why One of them has a permanent limp. It was all her fault. Thoughts swirled her mind. Life never liked her anyway. First, her brothers leave, then her parents died. No relatives would take her back in China for reasons unknown. She came to Korea. She had to adjust to a whole new way of life and now this. What was she to do? Runaway? The only way out of the Mafia was 6 feet under. No doubt they would not only kill her- but her brothers as well.

“Consider this conversation over.”

Poor little girl, who was at the party of mafia members sizing her up. Poor little girl, who was now thrust into a world she never wanted to be apart of- over a small glass of water. Poor little girl, who was now forced to interact with the children of the mafia members who sized her up. They were just like their parents- but talkative. They seemed well-versed in the world of killing, stealing and destroying. They talked her up, asking her questions that she couldn’t answer, most she could. Throwing racist slurs around- like it was funny she had a hard time understanding some of the vexed vocabularies there were using.

“A child. Needs to stay in a child’s place. Talk when spoken to, Do what is asked.”

At the peak of the party- it was time for her main present to be given. She stood in the center as everyone formed a circle around her- watching. She watched them back- a forever blank expression on her face. Then, it turned quiet. A dragging noise was heard through the crowd. It was weird- ruptured and raptured, but everyone made way for it anyway. There was a big red bow, tied to the handle of a long, Harley- Quinn styled Mallet. It was wooden- but with a thin layer of shine that would perhaps wear off. The height reached to the tip of her shoulder- and the head was huge, rendering it impossible for her to carry at the time. Everyone cheered, however- when she took it and smiled at them. That feeling was short-lived, however.

“ Make me feel alive. Shatter Me.”

The man walked through the line the crowd formed for him. The man had his hands in his pockets. The man seemed- soft almost. He looked angelic to Serena. He looked…ethereal. When he walked up to her though- it seemed as though everyone was holding their breath. Perhaps they were.
“Did you come to give me a present too?”
The crowd erupted into chaos. Shouts of “Stupid girl!” and “The present he gives you is your life!” among others echoed through the walls, but they bounced off of her as she stared him blank in the face, only to have her head pushed down by someone. “We don’t look him in the eye, Serena...”
Laughter. The Man was laughing, as he placed his fingers under her chin to lift her head up to look up at him again. Soft chuckles left his form, and Serena only stared back up at him again. The crowd went quiet. He pulled out a crinkled wad of cash, and placed it in her hand, the mallet swung off her- and fell to the ground. At which, she dropped the cash and picked up the present she adored.
It was still quiet. Everyone wanted to run. They didn’t want to see an innocent little girl get killed right in front of them.
But he simply smiled, patted her head. “Cheeky.” With that, he turned and walked away.
It didn’t take long for all those rat children to race up to her, and all their rat parents to race up to her brothers.

“The beginning.”

They all questioned her again. This time with admiration, and a bit of fear. There were no racist slurs- no laughs when she pronounced a word wrong- not even a correction. They all seemed to love her. She knew, that they were scared though. Their strained smiles, and awkward laughs.
The wood of the mallet seemed to burn her hands every time she wrapped them around it. But the word ‘swing me’ was written all over it…and as for everyone in the room. They all had ‘hit me’ written all over them.
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Chapter 2.


"I want a bike for Christmas"

At the age of 14, is when she started to get wind of what life her brothers were truly leading. However, from 8 to 13, serena was truly blind. Maybe it was the fact she owned a lot of popular clothes and shoes. Maybe it was the fact her brothers got her whatever she asked for. Maybe she got comfortable, and stopped bowing to her parent's picture everyday. Started talking more, and going to school. Maybe it was that she was bullied the first few days, but after her brothers found out, she was suddenly so popular.

"Red envelope? You shouldn't have."

They lived in a nice 3 bedroom connector house, a townhome as some would call it. Living there for about 5 years, she had gotten used to living in a high class society. She got used to seeing her brothers leave for work everyday.
To them saying they had extra shifts at the grocery store, but failing to realize that it didnt matter how many shifts they took- the money they would make from working at a small grocery store wouldnt place them in the higher social class as they were.

"No school today? Okay."

They would tell her to go up to her room and not come out for a period of time. The floors weren't too thick, and being the resourceful girl she was, she could here that people were in the house.

"Why cant any of my friends come over? Why cant I go to sleepovers?"

One time, she did come down. She had forgotten the rule and was thirsty, so she got a cup of water. Not even noticing the tense atmosphere. Not even noticing the way her brothers fell to their knees and begged their boss to let them keep her.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to some..."

Not even knowing that she was initiated into the mafia that day. Not even knowing that to be initiated, you had to be beat. She did notice, however, the many bruises that adorned her brothers body when they came upstairs to bring her dinner and tell her goodnight.
And that they loved her.

"We love you. "
" I love you too. "

At 14. Her training began.
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Chapter 1.


" You have very pretty hair... "


Serena's earliest memories, consist of numerous things, as any child's does. It was around the age of 8, though, where everything molded into a blur. Her brothers, who had always been kind to her, left the house. Doing their own lives. Their own things.


" It suits you. This hairstyle suits you "


...their own things. She was left alone with her parents. They were nice. Normal. The ideal couple even. They showed her so much love, and gave her so much love, that most of her childhood was filled with happy memories. The cliché pops up though...


" Eat Less, I like it when you're frail "


...coming home from school, she was immediately caught up in something. It captivated her so much, and that was her downfall. She came inside the house late. An hour late, to be exact. Everything was gone. Wiped down clean. The walls were white, and the house smelled of fresh paint. Everything that signified that her family lived there, was gone. An empty shell. A base.


" all you do is cry all the time "


It was a sad thing. A small girl was crying in a house she once called home, no parents to take care of her, no one. She stayed in the house for 3 days, not eating. Drinking tap water, and using the bathroom only. At school, teachers tried calling her parents, but no one answered or popped up. As if the number never existed. Emails, texts, everything. Being the prestigious school they were, a social worker was sent over.


" I'll give you something to cry about "


..the social worker was welcomed to the sight of Serena, sitting in the middle of her home. Sleeping, her head was resting on the wall, and her hair was matted with paint that was dry and had gotten in it. She had the same clothes on from 3 days ago. They thought she was dead.

She was not.

Soon enough, they contacted her brothers. And they brought her to them. They were happy. Crying- to see her even. Though she was different. Her hair had to be cut all off, and styled in a pixie cut. Her skin was dull, and lacked luster from malnutrition, and her eyes were shifty. Only opening her mouth to answer questions, and eat food.


" Serena, what are you doing? "


From then, she was raised in an awkward situation. Her brothers looked happy, yet confused. They almost sneered when the subject of how her parents died, came up though. Then, Any question of her parents was banned. And she lived like that without question. Until the age of 13.

To be continued.
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☆.


Sex: Female
Identify as: Female
Sexual Preference/Orientation: Bisexual/Biromantic. (No lean)
Virgin?: By definition, yes

Relationship Status: single and a pringle

Feeling status: middle, but getting happier.

Serena is a Switch, and has no lean. But she does like an even playing field so she just cant be dominant/ submissive for long.

KEY:
Giving:G
Receiving: R
Both:B

COMMON FETISHES... and does she like them (+Scale of how much):

Impact Play B
Yes
●●●●●●●●●○(9/10)
Role-Playing B
Tolerable
●●●○○○○○○○(3/10)
Sensation Play B
Yes
●●●●●○○○○○(5/10)
Orgasm Control B
Definitely
●●●●●●●●●●(10/10)
Bondage B
Yes
●●●●●●●○○○(7/10)
Psychological Play(i.e.Humiliation) R
Tolerable
●●●●○○○○○○(4/10)
Voyeurism N/A
Meh
●○○○○○○○○○(1/10)
Foot Fetish N/A
Never Ever
○○○○○○○○○○(0/10)
DDlg DMlb N/A
Nah/for money
●●○○○○○○○○(2/10)

NORMAL KINKS

Rough Sex
Yes
●●●●●●●●●●(10/10)
Vanilla Sex
Yes
●●●●●●●●●●(10/10)
Oral Sex
Yes
●●●●●●●●●●(10/10)
Anal Sex
Little bit
●●●●●●○○○○(6/10)
Oral Foreplay
Yes
●●●●●●●●●●(10/10)
Anal Foreplay
Meh
●●●○○○○○○○(3/10)
Name Calling( babygirl, etc) B
Yes
Dominant: Mistress, Mommy, Princess
Submissive: Princess, baby, whore(when asked)
Knife Play G
Sure
●●●●●○○○○○(5/10
Wax Play
Nah
●○○○○○○○○○(1/10)
Favorite Positions:

Facesitting/riding (giving)
-She usually does this when in control.
-makes her feel in control of the situation
-in Sub, she would prefer not to move her hips

Grinding (giving/recieving)
-self, explanatory

Bratty attitude, etc (giving/recieving)
-self explanatory,
-she doesnt take to kind to a bratty/disobedient sub.

ANY OTHER NOTES?:
N/a









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친구들


@edawn
How close are they?
●●●●●●●●○○(8/10)
Die for him?
Hm..
Kill for him?
Definitely.
Is he in the danger zone?
Depends
How much does she love him(Platonic)
●●●●●●●●●○(9/10)
Hate him?
○○○○○○○○○○(0/10)
Love him(Not platonic)
●●●●●●●○○○(7/10)
Notes about him:
" To be completely honest. I'm was an a**hole to you. It was...weird. I really do have feelings for you. They never ended, or stopped. I think I was driving us both insane, because I kept doing the same thing. I'm sorry. I'm also sorry I had to confess to you the way I did. I believe that is the first time I laid my heart out 100% to you about it. You know when someone has feelings, and you know when they know. It feels different when you say it out loud though. You just have to sit back and watch as I actually show them to you. "
p.s: don't be drinking your throw up back down like Juice ewew.

@Unstoppablehyo
How Close are they?
●●●●●●○○○○ (6/10)
Die for her?
No
Kill for her?
Yes
Danger zone?
Very close
How much does she love her?(Platonic)
●●●●●●●●●●
Hate her?
○○○○○○○○○○
Love her (Not Platonic)
●●○○○○○○○○
Notes about her:
"The cutest thing, ever! Makes me smile all day. Hilarious too. Her significant other and her are so cute together. Strikes me as a 100%sub. Adorable"

@ThaiSmiles
How Close are they?
●●●●●●●○○○ (7/10)
Die for her?
No
Kill for her?
Maybe
Danger zone?
No
How much does she love her?(Platonic)
●●●●●●●●○○(8/10)
Hate her?
○○○○○○○○○○
Love her (Not Platonic)
○○○○○○○○○○(0/0)
Notes about her:
"Very Nice and talented, I hope she achieves her dreams"

@drunkorhigh
How close are they?
●●●●●○○○○○(5/10)
Die for him?
Maybe.
Kill for him?
No.
Is he in the danger zone?
No
How much does she love him(Platonic)
●●●●●●○○○○(6/10)
Hate him?
○○○○○○○○○(0/10)
Love him(Not platonic)
○○○○○○○○○○(0/10)
Notes about him:
" I never know what you're feeling or what you mean. You never spell it out for me. Everytime I ask you just go around it.
So I've decided, that the answer is something you are afraid to tell me. Unsettling. You must secretly hate me? Dont you?"
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