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✂ Hisa Sasaki


〘 introduction 〙
Name: Hisa Sasaki [寿. 佐々木]

Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual [slight male preference]
Height: 4'11
Age: 18 (can change depending on rp!)

Occupation: Part-time student, part-time baker


〘 backstory 〙( tw/ dark stuff ahead)

Hisa was born with very poor vision, and had to wear glasses since she was a child. Though initially she didn’t mind, she began to grow rather insecure after constantly being picked on at school. She would always get comments about how she’d ‘look better if her glasses were off’ and so on, causing her to just completely despise the usage of them. But despite that; she continued to wear them- preferring to be made fun of, than to lose her own sight. But her insecurity certainly only worsened; as did her bullying.

Cruel jokes, and physical violence, haunted her throughout her high schools. She was even referred to as the 'mascot' for everyone, due to her inability to say 'no'- making it far easier for everyone to push her around. And it did not help that around this time, her parents had met their ends after being involved in a cruise accident.

Soon falling into an even deeper spiral of depression; Hisa no longer cared about the things that would happen to her. The harassment even became a sort of daily routine. That was till.. the new transfer student that all men and women were oogling at, stood up and defended her.

Before Hisa knew it, she had made her very first friend- a loud yet supportive girl, whom everyone seemed to love and yet- decided to stick by Hisa's side instead. As the girl had been the first connection Hisa made; she was soon lovestrucked.

But Hisa couldn't bring those feelings to light, before everyone wanted to be with her. Everyone wanted to hang out with her. Everyone wanted to take her- and Hisa couldn't ever allow that.

Her first friend; her first connection; her first crush. There was no way Hisa would allow her to leave- she just couldn't support the thought of her being with anyone else.

And so out of impulse.. Hisa had to act. She had to lure the girl into her empty home. And she had to make her want to stay forever, and away from everyone else.

But when of course- the girl denied, and called Hisa 'crazy'-
She snapped. The wrath and sadness she held throughout those years of pain that she endured, wrapped around each other in a spiral and created madness.

Grabbing the bat that once belong to her father who was a baseball enthusiast; she raised it high and swung it towards the girl's head, in hopes to knock her out- and buy her time to bring her into the basement.

But the girl didn't move, and she didn't breathe. And she was gone.


From then on, Hisa moved far from home; having completely erased such memories from her mind. She attends college after gaining an interest in literature, and works at a bakery, as baking is one of her long time hobbies.

But the hair pins she keeps stored away in a box, once belonging to a certain someone; forever follow- there to remind her of what she's done, and what her true nature is. And how it's unavoidable, no matter how hard she tries to be 'normal'.


〘 appearance 〙

Eyes: Bright Pink shade.

Hair: Platinum blonde, though mostly appears white, with purple tips

Clothes: She dresses in formal, but very 'girly' manners. Her regular outfit consists of: matching black jacket and skirt, white blouse, pink bow around neck, thigh-high white socks, and black school loafers

〘 personality 〙

Hisa is a very gentle and sweet girl, who tends to care about others perhaps a little too much.

She is often told that she's extremely selfless, but this is an act she puts out; as she truly is rather selfish.

After high school, she got over her timidness; but her gentle nature makes it seem like it is still around.

She is also seen as someone who takes things perhaps a bit too seriously or responsibly, as she has never been late to work nor school.

As to her yandere side:

Her behavior takes a complete turn, and she truly acts like an entire different person.

She is immensely possessive, and grows paranoid when her interest is in any area that she cannot access.

She gets heavily aggressive, and isn't afraid to hurt her love one, if it means getting them to stay

Hisa can get incredibly wrathful at time- being far from 'gentle'.

Because of her paranoia, she doesn' trust her loved ones; therefore, she takes the role as the 'dominant' one- feeling the need to become the one in control.


〘 hisa facts 〙

> Compared to Itsuki and Kaji; Hisa is the most stable one, but also the most unstable at the same time

> Meanwhile Itsuki and Kaji are more rather cheerful and/or lustful when it comes to their yandere side; Hisa differs, and is more rather angry or sad.

> Though she definitely will be lustful as well, once she feels that her loved one is completely under her control

> Her choice of weapon varies, depending on the circumstances. But if she were to choose, it'd be the baseball bat that she used on her first murder. She still keeps that bat around too.

> She hasn't visited a psychologist therefore she is undiagnosed, but she shows symptoms of possibly having DID

> She really does not remember her first crush at all; she was completely wiped from her memory. Though she does remember the killing.

> When someone calls her 'crazy' even as a joke, she gets heavily triggered and will grow furious. She does not understand why though; she just hates it.

> Baking was a hobby that her and her mother used to share together. After her passing; Hisa did her best to replicate her mother's desserts.

> Hisa herself has understanding who she is and what she wants; she constantly has internal crisis, and the haunting of her past follows her often.

> Hisa excels at just being incredibly normal; it helps that she has a pretty face, as everyone she meets sees her as the 'good girl'.

> Her paranoia causes her to often stalk her interests; and again, because she's completely normal on the outside and doesn't stand out, no one ever seems to suspect a thing

> She likes to use the hairpins she kept, for.. certain stuff.
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✂ itsuki plots


Note: all of these plots contain nsfw and triggering themes.

〘 plot 1 〙

(this plot is for dom characters)

Y/C is a wealthy person, who hires Itsuki as a maid- but also as their personal assassin. Each time Itsuki performs rather well, Y/C treats him kindly, and even.. Gives him the pleasure and affection that he so heavily seeks.


〘 plot 2 〙

(okay this plot is supposed to be more wholesome than dark and nsfw; but said themes MIGHT be included! This all just depends on the direction that it’s taken)

Itsuki and Y/C are both maids who work under the same wealthy lord, and so they live in the same manor. Aware that Itsuki gets the more.. darker tasks, Y/C can’t help but feel bad; unaware that Itsuki actually enjoys those tasks. And so, Y/C sets off to try and get closer to Itsuki- who grows incredibly confused by this, but.. Gladly invites the kindness that is given. Though what will occur when Y/C begins to find out of Itsuki’s true nature..?


〘 plot 3 〙

Y/C is someone that Itsuki was sent to kill. After Y/C is attacked and is at the verge of death, Itsuki has a taste of their blood.. And is immensely infatuated. And for the first time, he goes against his given orders, and decides to save your character. The next Y/C knows.. They’re in an unknown bedroom, tied up.

〘 plot 4 〙

(this plot is for female characters)

Itsuki is tasked with killing a certain student in a private all-girls school. Managing to enter successfully, he begins his mission by searching around for his victim; but at the same time as doing so, he meets Y/C- who is a victim of bullying at the school. And so in order to use her and further continue with his mission.. Itsuki befriends Y/C, and they begin to grow close. But what can occur when Itsuki finally finds his victim and kills her? Will he just leave the school and completely abandon Y/C.. or perhaps will he decide to stay?

〘 plot 5 〙

Y/C is a constant victim of severe bullying at school that leads to them self harming. While harming their wrists at the bathroom, Itsuki stumbles upon the scene and immediately is excited by the sight of the blood; and instantly considers Y/C as someone he now ‘loves’. And so he makes a request- in exchange for protecting Y/C from the bullies.. They are to stay by his side, no matter what. And he really means that.

〘 plot 6 〙

(vampire au; this plot is for male characters)

Itsuki is the leader of a powerful vampire ring. He is known to be incredibly hectic and ruthless, as he simply kills not to feast but.. To have fun. Upon raiding a village, Y/C is captured; but rather than being killed, Itsuki spares him as he finds him rather ‘cute’. Once Y/C is taken back to the ring’s place; Itsuki plans on draining their blood slowly. However.. He decides to have some fun with Y/C first. And it is then that Itsuki realizes that blood isn’t the only ‘tasty’ fluid that Y/C has..


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✂ kaji plots


Note: all of these plots contain nsfw and triggering themes.

〘 plot 1 〙

Y/C becomes a customer at Kaji’s tailor shop; and Kaji is immediately awestruck, and instantly makes an attempt to befriend them. And as Y/C starts to arrive more and more as they’re satisfied with Kaji’s work.. He then decides to finally create a plan in where one of Y/C’s visit.. they won’t leave the shop this time.

〘 plot 2 〙

(this plot is for female characters)

Y/C attends a religious all-girls school, at the demand of (relative). And as expected, it’s very much boring and dull till they receive a new- and quite tall, student by name as Kami. Instantly, the two begin to bond, but things start to take a turn when Kami continues to flirt with Y/C despite being girls. Things begin to grow hectic at school due to this though; and so as their relationship grows.. Things must begin to get rather secretive. That is till.. Kami’s secret is out. But what will Y/C do? Spill it out and have Kami get kicked out of school or.. Keep it secret?

〘 plot 3 〙

(this plot is for male characters)

Y/C and Kami have been friends for quite a while; but finally comes the time in where Y/C wants to confess his love to her. And once it happens, Kami happily agrees! And before they know it.. They find themselves in a “risky” situation pretty quickly, and it is then that Kami finally reveals that.. She’s a male. But that’s not even the biggest twist! From this day forth.. Y/C will not be able to leave his side. It seemed that perhaps.. There was a lot more to Kami, or well.. Kaji, that Y/C did not know of. Now he wonders if whether he did the right thing in having confessed..?


〘 plot 4 〙

Y/C has had a crush on Kami for a while, and is unable to hold their feelings any longer. And so one day, they make the decision to follow her home. But upon entering.. they are surprised when they suddenly find themselves trapped and are unable to leave. Next thing they know; they are knocked out. And upon awakening.. They don’t meet Kami- the cute girl they liked, but.. Kaji; a male who’s eyes are filled with excitement upon seeing them. Just what.. Had they gotten themselves into?

(this one is loosely based off of Killing Stalking, so if you’re familiar with the series- yeah you kinda get the point)


〘 plot 5 〙

Y/C is on their way home on a rainy evening, when they find a girl (Kami) simply standing in the rain while completely soaked. Assuming she has no place to go, they are kind enough to invite them to their home and allow them to warm up. But little would Y/C expect to have invited a literal psychopath, who claims to have fallen in love with them. For quite a long time actually.. And so.. Their little encounter couldn’t have been any coincidence, right?

〘 plot 6 〙

Y/C is a detective who is now working on the case of a missing girl (the one Kaji killed in his backstory). Due to their fast deductions; their reasoning all leads to Kaji. However.. there is no concrete evidence, as the case happened years ago. And Y/C is in a bigger pinch when they realize that Kaji is playing games with them in order to distract them from the case, and even.. Seems to want to kill them. And so the game of tag begins. But little would Y/C expect for Kaji to have fallen in love with them, as the investigations and their interactions carried on. Surely.. That’s not a good sign. After all- that missing girl was someone that Kaji loved; and yet she ended up dead.


〘 plot 7 〙

(this plot is for female characters)

At an all-girls school; Y/C is constantly a victim of bullying. This carries on till the new transfer student, Kami, saves her life as she threatens the bullies with a pair of scissors- saying that she’ll kill them. Feeling grateful and having the urge to thank her, Y/C mentions that they’ll do anything. And Kami.. gladly accepts that offer. And almost immediately.. She proposes something; doing lewd things, whenever and wherever. And if Y/C refuses.. then Kami will not hesitate in taking her heart! Quite literally.


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✂ Itsuki Arata


〘 introduction 〙
Name: Itsuki Arata [維月. 新]

Gender: Male
Sexuality: Omnisexual [slight male preference]
Height: 5’10
Age: 20 (can change depending on rp!)

Occupation: maid, secretive assassin


〘 backstory 〙( tw/ dark stuff ahead)

Itsuki was abandoned at birth after his parents believed he was to be a sickly child, due to his pale complexion and white hair. In fact, he looked nothing like his parents in the slightest. And so, his parents found him unworthy to keep and left him under the care of a random woman, who he grew up to refer to as ‘madame’ rather than mother or mom.

He was raised by her in a dirty home, and was constantly given tasks along with the several other children that the woman was ‘raising’. Just like him, every other child was ‘different’ in various ways. Some were frail, others had different appearances; but overall, it was clear they had all had been abandoned. And the Madame had taken the role to raise them and put them to do tedious tasks, in exchange for shelter and food.

Upon growing older, Madame took note of how ‘pretty’ Itsuki had begun to look. It seemed that his parents had been wrong, as he did not turn out to become into the sickly child they initially believed, and so.. He began to become Madame's favorite toy. He was incredibly obedient, and so.. It wasn't much of a hassle to give him harder tasks-

Such as killing others.

But this action began to cause major drastic changes in Itsuki. Rather than finding the thought of killing, sickening.. He began to enjoy it. So much that in fact, he began to request for more and more tasks. And that was when Madame realized her toy was broken.. And would have to be tossed out.

Angered by this, Itsuki later on that night sneaked into the building; and not only killed Madame, but as well as every other children that stayed there. He did so with the claims that he ‘loved them so much and wanted them to feel that love’.


From then on, he grew ominous craving urges to kill every here and then. But in order to keep things low.. He works as a maid, as doing tasks is what he’s good at. But when requested to kill; he will certainly accept the job, regardless of payment.

〘 appearance 〙

Eyes: Cerulean blue shade.

Hair: White, medium hair that falls a little past his shoulders. Usually, he ties the top into two small pigtails in order to look cute, and more feminime.

Clothes: He constantly wears his maid garments, even when going out. It consists of a white button up shirt, along with a long black shirt. A large pink bow and a frilly collar is attached around the neck. His pigtails are wrapped with two smaller pink bows, and he wears a pink headband to complete his maid look.


〘 personality 〙

Despite his past, Itsuki is an extremely cheerful person.

Though he has also been described as childish and even slightly immature, as he enjoys being incredibly playful.

Even if not close to him, he can be really clingful, and this is largely due to him feeling ‘lots of love’ for everyone.

Overall, he’s a rather kind and extroverted person who enjoys doing tasks and helping people.

As to his yandere side:

He remains almost the same.
Except now, he shows his twisted thrill for killing and arousement for blood.

Despite being constantly obedient; this will be the only case in which he’ll become the ‘dominant’ one, and turn out rather possessive.

Anger and sadness are hardly emotions he feels, but when they do.. Nothing good comes of it.


〘 itsuki facts 〙

> Itsuki is constantly mistaken as a girl and is referred to as she sometimes; though he does not mind in the slightest.

> The sight of blood incredibly arouses him, and gives him a hard time to contain himself

> He actually enjoys the taste of blood

> He has a praising kink; he just loves to hear his work getting complimented, whether its cleaning or killing!

> He loves to receive orders, as it’s his way of feeling needed. It’s also one of the ways he can feel ‘love’.

> He truly has no clue how love feels like though, and so his thoughts of it all are his own delusions and assumptions of it

> Actual affection heavily confuses him, and may completely throw him off guard

> He has an odd habit of licking objects he loves; including people at times

> He doesn’t have a preference in weapons. Working as an assassin just means he has to adapt to using anything.

> He would honestly be a great housewife/husband, as he’s rather great at cleaning, cooking, etc. (it’s a shame he’s nuts though!)

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✂ Kaji Eito


〘 introduction 〙

Name: Kaji Eito [加治.永都]
Female name: Kami Eito [神.永都]

Gender: Male
Sexuality: Pansexual
Height: 6’1
Age: 18 (can change depending on rp!)

Occupation: Part-time tailor, part-time student


〘 backstory 〙( tw/ dark stuff ahead)

Kaji was a lively and outgoing, curious child. Though unfortunately, tragedy soon affected him when his mother ended her life soon after his father had left for unexplained reasons. When the time eventually came for the funeral; something instantly caught his attention though- his mother’s favorite dress that had been long torn and worn.. had been repaired as new. And when she had it on inside the casket; it was almost as if she was still alive.. Just from how clean the dress had looked. And so from then on, Kaji grew a love for tailoring and began to try out on his own while now under the care of his aunt. And much to his surprise.. He became pretty adept at using a pair of scissors.

As Kaji grew older, he became rather charismatic and kind- despite his past. He would easily sway plenty of females with his charm; but he was attracted to none till finally.. Someone caught his eyes. And so of course, he made attempts to befriend her and when it eventually happened; he felt ecstatic. It was the first time he felt love.. And he heavily enjoyed the feeling; and refused to let go. And so when the time came in where she confessed to feeling rather unnerved by his.. ‘Infatuation’.. Kaji didn’t understand. He didn’t understand why she tried to run away. And for certain he couldn’t let her go.

Next thing he knew; flyers of the girl having gone missing, spread like fire throughout the town. And all he remembers is his tight grip on his pair of scissors; and the warm liquid that ran down through it.


By the time he became an adult, Kaji left his aunt and using his mother’s inheritance- he bought out a two floored building in a city. He transformed the bottom floor into his very own tailor shop; meanwhile he now uses the top as his home.

As his shop eventually became a hit; he watched as customers would come and go. Some attracted his attention more than others; but he made sure to restrain himself and avoid.. doing anything risky.

Eventually however, Kaji knew he couldn’t spent all his time cooped up in the building though; and so he made the decision of entering school. But this time.. In a different manner.

He’d enter school dressed as a female and under the name of ‘Kami’; in hopes of being able to charm more people. Though now.. he doesn't seek customers or friends but rather.. Someone to fulfill that infatuation he felt years ago.



〘 appearance 〙

As Kaji:

Eyes: Green shade.

Hair: Black, long hair that goes past the shoulder. Usually it’s tied up in a ponytail or a bun whenever he’s busy tailoring.

Clothes: As someone who tailors, Kaji loves to look his best every day; and so he’s often wearing suits- despite mostly just hanging around his shop.


As Kami:

Hair: In order to look more feminime while as Kami, he ties his hair up into two pigtails and leaves the rest down.

Clothes: He wears his school uniform which consists of a white button up, black skirt, and black loafers. Though in order to ‘pop out’ more, he wears a purple jacket along with a pink tie and two matching pink bows on his hair.



〘 personality 〙

( Note: Kaji and Kami are both equally the same. He doesn’t make any effort in behaving any more ‘masculine’ or ‘feminime’ as he despises gender norms- and so.. he acts the same despite who he’s dressed as. )

Kaji is very charismatic and enjoys flirting quite a lot, as he finds flustered expressions rather amusing.

He has a kind and caring side as well though; and almost anyone can easily just call him a ‘sweet guy’. He’s very talkative too; basically a complete extrovert.

But just like since he was a kid- he remains a curious person too, and is always on the search for finding something or.. Someone that will amuse him.


Now when it comes to his yandere side:

Kaji remains the same! Kind, caring.. And so on.

Except: he’s now also extremely clingy, protective, affectionate, and..
very lustful.

He would be willing to do whatever it takes to get whoever he’s interested in, to love him. Whatever it takes.



〘 kaji facts 〙

> He’s a huge sweet tooth; enjoys just about every candy there is

> He’s an optimistic nihilist

> His choice of weapon is scissors! Knives are good too, but he’s more skilled at using scissors.

> His aunt is a botanist; and so when he was under her care, he learned quite a lot- and now has a basic skill in making certain serums and drugs derived from various plants.

> Considering he’s rather tall; he gets a lot of.. stares when going as Kami. In fact, when as Kami, he gets told to become a model quite a lot!

> He’s incredibly lustful; so it wouldn’t be surprising to find any ‘magazines’ and so on, laying around in his room..

> Despite only being a cross-dresser and not exactly genderfluid; he doesn’t really mind getting referred to by other pronouns such as ‘she’ or ‘they’.
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