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[⠀ . . .⠀ ]⠀ don't you become your daddy
ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇᴍᴀɪʟ
⠀⠀⠀from: cardan
⠀⠀⠀to: mom
⠀⠀⠀mom, I'm sorry I stopped calling, I don't know what the hell I was caught in
⠀⠀⠀[ … ] I can't stop dreaming of chandeliers and your voice is all I hear **ʙᴇᴇᴘ**
i. general information
⠀⠀⠀full name. cardan august pryor
⠀⠀⠀nicknames.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀basic. cas, car, card, cardi
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀other. cardigan, cardinal sin, caravan
⠀⠀⠀pronouns. he / him / his
⠀⠀⠀date of birth. 30 / 12 / 1999
⠀⠀⠀place of birth. detroit, michigan
⠀⠀⠀zodiac. capricorn
⠀⠀⠀religion. atheist but grew up catholic
⠀⠀⠀spoken languages.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀english. it’s his first language, he grew up in the states and it was the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most spoken language at home.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dutch. his mother was born and raised in the netherlands, she moved
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to the states in her early 20s. he learned dutch to be able to communicate
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with his grandparents who moved to the states
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀spanish. he does not speak spanish fluently at all, but it’s a language he
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀recently started to learn and hopes to continue learning.
⠀⠀⠀education. graduated high school and attempted college but dropped out in
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀his first year there as he got to caught up in parties and addiction.
ii. physical appearance
⠀⠀⠀face claim. dominic fike
⠀⠀⠀music and voice claim. dominic fike
⠀⠀⠀height. 5’11 [ 180cm ]
⠀⠀⠀eye color. brown
⠀⠀⠀hair color. dark brown
⠀⠀⠀hair type. curly
⠀⠀⠀piercings. ears pierced
⠀⠀⠀tattoos.: it’s a forever growing collection
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most important ones are
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jessica. on his left arm, it’s his mother’s name.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ness. a cartoon character on his right arm for his brother. it was him and
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀his brother’s favorite game growing up.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀apple. on his right cheek, it’s for his little sister who’s nickname is apple.
iii. family tree
⠀⠀⠀biological father. unknown [ unknown ]
⠀⠀⠀step father. myles crawford [ 46, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀biological mother. jessica pryor [ 40, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀siblings.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀alexander. younger brother from the same father, neither of these boys
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀know their father. no name, no pictures, nothing. the two have always
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀been very close. he’s currently married and has a child. [ 21, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀apollonia. better known as ‘apple,’ she was shortly born after his mother
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀married myles. they’re very close as cardan and alex practically raised
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀her during their teenage years. [ 10, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀other.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor. his cousin and life saver. connor took him in after finding out that
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cardan was homeless. he helped cardan back to his feet and they still
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀are very close and see each other regularly [ @highway ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀benjamin. his grandfather, cardan doesn’t have a lot of memories of his
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀grandfather, as he passed away when cardan was seven years old.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀eline. his grandmother, the relationship between the two is very complicated
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cardan loves her but acknowledges how much she has hurt his mother.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀he still talks to her but not as often as before. he’s slowly losing contact
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with her fully like he is with his entire family.
iv. relationships, romantic and platonic
⠀⠀⠀sexual orientation. bisexual, no lean
⠀⠀⠀relationship status. single, not interested
⠀⠀⠀past relationships. none, cardan has never committed himself to anyone before due
⠀⠀⠀to his severe commitment issues. he has had flings and once gotten close to being
⠀⠀⠀in a relationship.
⠀⠀⠀past friendships.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀santiago. his best friend since 11 years old. the two were practically inseparable
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀from the day they met. it was like he finally found the family he had been missing
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀all these years. santiago’s family took him in like he was their own child, and he
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀forever will be grateful to not just santiago but also his family for showing him
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀that he was worthy of love. santiago passed away on july 27, 2018 in a car crash.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the guilt cardan feels surrounding his best friend’s passing is one he has never
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀spoken about to anyone. after the death of santiago, cardan lost contact with
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most of santiago’s family except for his sister angela. the guilt had been the main
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀reason for him disappearing on them but he also didn’t want them to see the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀self destructive state he got in after santiago’s death.
⠀⠀⠀friends. in no particular order
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor bedard . . . [ @bedsy ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀katherine ‘kitty’ moretti . . . [ @pride ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀juniper ‘junie’ von bonin . . . [ @defective ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor owens . . . [ @highway ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀andrés compano . . . [ @synthesize ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀julian ‘jude’ blythe . . . [ @braindead ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀angela kingston . . . [ @serenade ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀indina ‘indy’ daviau . . . [ @meadow ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀andrea ‘andy’ cross . . . [ @childish ]
v. physical and psychological health
⠀⠀⠀physical diagnosis. none, he’s physically healthy
⠀⠀⠀mental health diagnosis.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀adhd. attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. for him this both affects his
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀physical energy but also the loudness and business in his brain.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dysthymia. also known as pdd or persistent depressive disorder. together
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with the adhd this causes him to have severe mood swings.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀anxiety. diagnosed at an early age, cardan has always struggled with panic
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀attacks and while it slowly getting better, it still is something has to deal
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with daily.
⠀⠀⠀medication prescription.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prozac. antidepressants, though he has stopped taking them as he prefers
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀other ways of boosting his emotional state.
⠀⠀⠀addictions.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nicotine. preferably mixed with marijuana to reach a high-like state. cardan
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀has reached points in his life where he got high daily.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀alcohol. this addiction started shortly after the death of santiago, the past
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀two years has been a struggle to get sober as he finds himself relapsing
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀more and more.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀opioids. weed isn’t enough for cardan to reach the high he needs to get out
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀of his own brain. he started seeking these highs in other drugs, landing him
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with opioid abuse. his most used opioids are vicodin, oxycontin and xanax.
⠀⠀⠀sobriety state. fully relapsed after being sober for two years. cardan has been to
⠀⠀⠀rehab before where he has received treatment. but its a never ending battle.
⠀⠀⠀positive traits.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀loyal. openminded. genuine. empathic. caring. reliable.
⠀⠀⠀negative traits.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀self destructive. impulsive. obsessive. reckless. gullible.
vi. favorite things
⠀⠀⠀movie. dead poets society, he can talk for hours as to why the movie is so amazing.
⠀⠀⠀tv series. brooklyn 99, he rewatched the entirety of the show yearly and will always
⠀⠀⠀recommend to anyone who’ll listen.
⠀⠀⠀song. any song by the band weston estate.
⠀⠀⠀color. green, but it has to be a muted green like sage green.
⠀⠀⠀number. 97, it’s a random number that became important during his friendship with
⠀⠀⠀santiago. the meaning of the number is something he’ll always keep to himself.
– – – – – –
admin info: 21+ from the netherlands so please keep in mind english is not my first language. text talk to literate replies, usually between the 1 and 5 paragraphs. my character(s) pretty much always include triggering, n/sfw and dark themes, let me know if anything triggers you please do let me know. always looking for new connections, I love figuring out deep and interesting connections so message me any time about it. always ic unless indicated otherwise !!
last updated. 08/04/2024
discord. left.s0ck
⠀⠀⠀from: cardan
⠀⠀⠀to: mom
⠀⠀⠀mom, I'm sorry I stopped calling, I don't know what the hell I was caught in
⠀⠀⠀[ … ] I can't stop dreaming of chandeliers and your voice is all I hear **ʙᴇᴇᴘ**
i. general information
⠀⠀⠀full name. cardan august pryor
⠀⠀⠀nicknames.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀basic. cas, car, card, cardi
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀other. cardigan, cardinal sin, caravan
⠀⠀⠀pronouns. he / him / his
⠀⠀⠀date of birth. 30 / 12 / 1999
⠀⠀⠀place of birth. detroit, michigan
⠀⠀⠀zodiac. capricorn
⠀⠀⠀religion. atheist but grew up catholic
⠀⠀⠀spoken languages.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀english. it’s his first language, he grew up in the states and it was the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most spoken language at home.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dutch. his mother was born and raised in the netherlands, she moved
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to the states in her early 20s. he learned dutch to be able to communicate
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with his grandparents who moved to the states
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀spanish. he does not speak spanish fluently at all, but it’s a language he
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀recently started to learn and hopes to continue learning.
⠀⠀⠀education. graduated high school and attempted college but dropped out in
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀his first year there as he got to caught up in parties and addiction.
ii. physical appearance
⠀⠀⠀face claim. dominic fike
⠀⠀⠀music and voice claim. dominic fike
⠀⠀⠀height. 5’11 [ 180cm ]
⠀⠀⠀eye color. brown
⠀⠀⠀hair color. dark brown
⠀⠀⠀hair type. curly
⠀⠀⠀piercings. ears pierced
⠀⠀⠀tattoos.: it’s a forever growing collection
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most important ones are
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jessica. on his left arm, it’s his mother’s name.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ness. a cartoon character on his right arm for his brother. it was him and
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀his brother’s favorite game growing up.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀apple. on his right cheek, it’s for his little sister who’s nickname is apple.
iii. family tree
⠀⠀⠀biological father. unknown [ unknown ]
⠀⠀⠀step father. myles crawford [ 46, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀biological mother. jessica pryor [ 40, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀siblings.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀alexander. younger brother from the same father, neither of these boys
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀know their father. no name, no pictures, nothing. the two have always
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀been very close. he’s currently married and has a child. [ 21, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀apollonia. better known as ‘apple,’ she was shortly born after his mother
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀married myles. they’re very close as cardan and alex practically raised
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀her during their teenage years. [ 10, alive ]
⠀⠀⠀other.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor. his cousin and life saver. connor took him in after finding out that
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cardan was homeless. he helped cardan back to his feet and they still
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀are very close and see each other regularly [ @highway ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀benjamin. his grandfather, cardan doesn’t have a lot of memories of his
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀grandfather, as he passed away when cardan was seven years old.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀eline. his grandmother, the relationship between the two is very complicated
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cardan loves her but acknowledges how much she has hurt his mother.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀he still talks to her but not as often as before. he’s slowly losing contact
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with her fully like he is with his entire family.
iv. relationships, romantic and platonic
⠀⠀⠀sexual orientation. bisexual, no lean
⠀⠀⠀relationship status. single, not interested
⠀⠀⠀past relationships. none, cardan has never committed himself to anyone before due
⠀⠀⠀to his severe commitment issues. he has had flings and once gotten close to being
⠀⠀⠀in a relationship.
⠀⠀⠀past friendships.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀santiago. his best friend since 11 years old. the two were practically inseparable
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀from the day they met. it was like he finally found the family he had been missing
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀all these years. santiago’s family took him in like he was their own child, and he
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀forever will be grateful to not just santiago but also his family for showing him
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀that he was worthy of love. santiago passed away on july 27, 2018 in a car crash.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the guilt cardan feels surrounding his best friend’s passing is one he has never
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀spoken about to anyone. after the death of santiago, cardan lost contact with
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀most of santiago’s family except for his sister angela. the guilt had been the main
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀reason for him disappearing on them but he also didn’t want them to see the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀self destructive state he got in after santiago’s death.
⠀⠀⠀friends. in no particular order
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor bedard . . . [ @bedsy ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀katherine ‘kitty’ moretti . . . [ @pride ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀juniper ‘junie’ von bonin . . . [ @defective ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀connor owens . . . [ @highway ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀andrés compano . . . [ @synthesize ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀julian ‘jude’ blythe . . . [ @braindead ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀angela kingston . . . [ @serenade ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀indina ‘indy’ daviau . . . [ @meadow ]
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀andrea ‘andy’ cross . . . [ @childish ]
v. physical and psychological health
⠀⠀⠀physical diagnosis. none, he’s physically healthy
⠀⠀⠀mental health diagnosis.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀adhd. attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. for him this both affects his
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀physical energy but also the loudness and business in his brain.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dysthymia. also known as pdd or persistent depressive disorder. together
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with the adhd this causes him to have severe mood swings.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀anxiety. diagnosed at an early age, cardan has always struggled with panic
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀attacks and while it slowly getting better, it still is something has to deal
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with daily.
⠀⠀⠀medication prescription.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prozac. antidepressants, though he has stopped taking them as he prefers
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀other ways of boosting his emotional state.
⠀⠀⠀addictions.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nicotine. preferably mixed with marijuana to reach a high-like state. cardan
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀has reached points in his life where he got high daily.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀alcohol. this addiction started shortly after the death of santiago, the past
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀two years has been a struggle to get sober as he finds himself relapsing
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀more and more.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀opioids. weed isn’t enough for cardan to reach the high he needs to get out
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀of his own brain. he started seeking these highs in other drugs, landing him
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀with opioid abuse. his most used opioids are vicodin, oxycontin and xanax.
⠀⠀⠀sobriety state. fully relapsed after being sober for two years. cardan has been to
⠀⠀⠀rehab before where he has received treatment. but its a never ending battle.
⠀⠀⠀positive traits.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀loyal. openminded. genuine. empathic. caring. reliable.
⠀⠀⠀negative traits.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀self destructive. impulsive. obsessive. reckless. gullible.
vi. favorite things
⠀⠀⠀movie. dead poets society, he can talk for hours as to why the movie is so amazing.
⠀⠀⠀tv series. brooklyn 99, he rewatched the entirety of the show yearly and will always
⠀⠀⠀recommend to anyone who’ll listen.
⠀⠀⠀song. any song by the band weston estate.
⠀⠀⠀color. green, but it has to be a muted green like sage green.
⠀⠀⠀number. 97, it’s a random number that became important during his friendship with
⠀⠀⠀santiago. the meaning of the number is something he’ll always keep to himself.
– – – – – –
admin info: 21+ from the netherlands so please keep in mind english is not my first language. text talk to literate replies, usually between the 1 and 5 paragraphs. my character(s) pretty much always include triggering, n/sfw and dark themes, let me know if anything triggers you please do let me know. always looking for new connections, I love figuring out deep and interesting connections so message me any time about it. always ic unless indicated otherwise !!
last updated. 08/04/2024
discord. left.s0ck
