˚₊· | ♡ on my shoulder now,


⚠︎ trigger warnings.
― self harm.
― homicide.
― suicide.
― trafficking.

outline ..

˖❆ basics.
˖❆ appearance.
˖❆ persona.
˖❆ preferences.
˖❆ favorites.
˖❆ health.
˖❆ romance.
˖❆ family.
˖❆ other.

basics ..

name ⋆.˚
˖❆ shin junghwan.

nicknames ⋆.˚
˖❆ shinyu.
˖❆ yu.

gender ⋆.˚
˖❆ cisgender male.

pronouns ⋆.˚
˖❆ he/him.

current age ⋆.˚
˖❆ twenty-one.

birthdate ⋆.˚
˖❆ 11.07.03

zodiac sign ⋆.˚
˖❆ scorpio.

species ⋆.˚
˖❆ human.

nationality ⋆.˚
˖❆ korean.

occupation ⋆.˚
˖❆ artist.

hometown ⋆.˚
˖❆ yesan, south korea.

current town ⋆.˚
˖❆ seoul, south korea.

appearance ⋆.˚

faceclaim ⋆.˚
˖❆ shinju of tws.

voiceclaim ⋆.˚
˖❆ shinju of tws.

height ⋆.˚
˖❆ 5’11.
˖❆ 180 cm.

weight ⋆.˚
˖❆ 125 lbs.
˖❆ 56 kg.

hair color ⋆.˚
˖❆ black.

eye color ⋆.˚
˖❆ brown.

piercings ⋆.˚
˖❆ earrings.

jewelry ⋆.˚
˖❆ a locket necklace.

tattoos ⋆.˚
˖❆ none.

scars ⋆.˚
˖❆ pale white lines on the inner thighs.

distinguishers ⋆.˚
˖❆ faint moles along the face.

personality ⋆.˚

mbti: infp ⋆.˚
˖❆ introverted, intuitive, feeling, perceiving.
˖❆ drained by socialization.
˖❆ loyal, deeply empathetic, sensitive to feelings.
˖❆ highly idealistic, fragile, prone to anxiety.

enneagram: 4w5 ⋆.˚
˖❆ connected deeply to oneself.
˖❆ very curious, self-aware, eccentric.

global 5 type: rluai ⋆.˚
˖❆ difficulty with asserting oneself.
˖❆ fearful.
˖❆ frequently overwhelmed by unpleasant emotions.
˖❆ prone to jealousy.
˖❆ relates to broken and discarded things.
˖❆ focused on fantasy.
˖❆ weak sense of purpose.
˖❆ embarrassed by praise.
˖❆ discouraged.
˖❆ wounded core.

likes ⋆.˚
˖❆ his love interests. ˂3
˖❆ his puppy, ddalgi.
˖❆ flowers.
˖❆ horror.
˖❆ drawing.
˖❆ watching boys.

dislikes ⋆.˚
˖❆ rejection.
˖❆ abandonment.
˖❆ shirt tags.
˖❆ his parents, despite never meeting.
˖❆ loud sound.
˖❆ cooked meat.

habits ⋆.˚
˖❆ playing with sleeves.
˖❆ scratching his wrists.
˖❆ playing with his hair.
˖❆ gnawing his fingers.
˖❆ mumbling.
˖❆ staring.

preferences ⋆.˚

day vs. night ⋆.˚
˖❆ day.

indoors vs. outdoors ⋆.˚
˖❆ indoors.

cats vs. dogs ⋆.˚
˖❆ dogs.

sugar vs. spice ⋆.˚
˖❆ sugar.

books vs. movies ⋆.˚
˖❆ movies.

coffee vs. tea ⋆.˚
˖❆ tea.

hugs vs. kisses ⋆.˚
˖❆ kisses.

pastel vs. dark ⋆.˚
˖❆ pastel.

study vs. party ⋆.˚
˖❆ study.

friends vs. family ⋆.˚
˖❆ friends.

fight vs. flight ⋆.˚
˖❆ flight.

passion vs. revenge ⋆.˚
˖❆ passion.

love vs. lust ⋆.˚
˖❆ love.

flora vs. fauna ⋆.˚
˖❆ both.

water vs. fire ⋆.˚
˖❆ water.

salty vs. sweet ⋆.˚
˖❆ sweet.

favorites ⋆.˚

animal ⋆.˚
˖❆ arctic fox.

color ⋆.˚
˖❆ baby blue.

season ⋆.˚
˖❆ winter.

weather ⋆.˚
˖❆ snowfall.

flower ⋆.˚
˖❆ hyacinths.

book ⋆.˚
˖❆ uzumaki, junji ito.

song ⋆.˚
˖❆ spiracle, flower face.

game ⋆.˚
˖❆ silent hill 3.

anime ⋆.˚
˖❆ happy sugar life.

movie ⋆.˚
˖❆ i saw the devil.

health ⋆.˚

physical health ⋆.˚
˖❆ below average.

mental health ⋆.˚
˖❆ very poor.

phobias ⋆.˚
˖❆ nyctophobia.

physical conditions ⋆.˚
˖❆ postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome.
˖❆ anemia.
˖❆ migraines.

mental conditions ⋆.˚
˖❆ major depression.
˖❆ post traumatic stress disorder.
˖❆ schizophrenia.
˖❆ borderline personality disorder.
˖❆ dependent personality disorder.
˖❆ avoidant/restrive food intake disorder.
˖❆ homicidal & suicidal ideation.

medications ⋆.˚
˖❆ none. he stopped taking them.

allergies ⋆.˚
˖❆ dust.

hygiene ⋆.˚
˖❆ excellent.

romance ⋆.˚

sexual orientation ⋆.˚
˖❆ homosexual.

romantic orientation ⋆.˚
˖❆ homoromantic.

preferred gender ⋆.˚
˖❆ male.

love language ⋆.˚
˖❆ words of affirmation.

attachment style ⋆.˚
˖❆ anxious.

current partner ⋆.˚
˖❆ none.

ex-partners ⋆.˚
˖❆ none, but he’s had many crushes.

family ⋆.˚

mother ⋆.˚
˖❆ unknown. no relationship.
⤷ shinyu’s mother struggled significantly with financial troubles. she never wanted to have a child, and had no real way of caring for a son. she knew this.
⤷ as a result of her lack of options at the time, she handed shinyu off some days after his birth to a worldwide trafficking ring, with the promise of a great sum of money to pay for her schooling and housing. obviously this was an extremely inhumane decision, but she didn’t care- she had no issue with giving her son away to horrible people if it meant she could live a “proper” life.

father ⋆.˚
˖❆ unknown. no relationship.
⤷ a classic case of absence. shinyu’s father skipped town completely after shinyu’s mother fell pregnant. she never saw him since.

siblings ⋆.˚
˖❆ none.

pets ⋆.˚
˖❆ a dachshund named ddalgi.

other ⋆.˚

˖❆ after years of intense mental and physical trauma, shinyu was found by police at the age of seven and placed in various foster homes before coming into the care of a distant aunt.
˖❆ he began using art as an outlet for his trauma, and took a deep interest in various types of extreme horror in art, particularly body horror.
˖❆ throughout his life after his rescue, shinyu’s social skills were very much stunted- he hadn’t grown up around children his age. all he knew was that he longed to feel close to people, and his desire now manifests in very unusual and intense ways.
˖❆ a very gifted artist, even if his works are certainly not for everyone. commissions are how he earns his money- he’s tried a regular job, but his emotional lability got in the way.
˖❆ attempted suicide at fifteen, after harsh rejection from a crush. he lived, obviously.
˖❆ shinyu has no qualms harming people, but would never harm an animal- it would send him spiralling.
˖❆ tba.
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