The Agnus Dei

Personal

Name: Aether
Age: 23
Height: 5'7
Birthday: September 17

Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bi (male lean)
Relationship Status: Single
Body type: Frail, borderline anorexic it feels. Bony.
Hair and eyes: Grey eyes, white hair
Skin: Fair
Tattoos: NA
Piercings: ears
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Professional

Occupation: Student
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Details

Personality

+ Quiet, kind, selfless
- angsty, conflicted, unreliable when planning things, depressive tendencies

Likes/Dislikes

+ Music, old novels (favorite is Dracula) and he tends to quote them a lot, TV shows, museums, walking in dark places, creepy unsettling things, actively seeks melancholy

- His light eyes barely stand stark lights (so he hates sunny days), beaches, crowds, stupidity, ignorance

Backstory: Aether was born in a quite a good family. At least that was the appearance. Abuse and demands were behind the corner. Aether was never good enough. He felt small, invisible. His father a workaholic, his mother frustrated with her life choices and oppressive towards the boy. Demands upon demands. Yet the boy seemed to hold up well. Then a cloud of misfortune seemed to start chasing the boy. His first girlfriend died accidentally, the same happened to his first boyfriend. These events, along with small accidents occurring quite often only reinforced his baseless belief of being cursed and unlucky. Such belief was reinforced by his mom's aunt, who always seemed to believe people cursed Aether out of jealousy for his beauty. She consistently prayed and protected him, so long she was alive, at least. The truth was hard to tell, but Aether did not have an easy life, curse or not. In school he was harassed by teachers, at home he was held to the highest standards, and in love he was simply not lucky. Unable to hold that up anymore, he escaped the golden tower in which he grew, disappeared across the Ocean, found a job and started college.

Personality: Aether has grown to be quite insecure and anxious. The doubts of years piled up on his weak shoulders. Hesitant and disillusioned with the world, he often isolates. Part of him does wish to feel a caress and some love. But the more time goes, the more he believes there is no happy ending in store for him. That some people are there to be life's sacrificial lambs. And that is his role. His depressive episodes definitely do not help. All in all, there are more days in which he desires not to wake up than those in which he feels any sense of belonging and purpose.

Tastes: Aether's tastes are influenced by the books he loves. Vintage, victorian-like clothing is his go-to and final goal in terms of clothing. He also has a taste for darker, goth-like vibes and environments. But in his indecision, he cannot deny his love for the countryside and cottagecore kind of vibes, as well. His tastes were varied and it was like he swung on a pendulum with them. Darkness, however, stands strong in his heart.

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