TO GROW


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being able to love and be loved is like finding out where you are meant to be. it is exciting and exhilarating. it’s scary but it’s secure. it’s like every wish you had ever made, came true. every year when you blow out the candles on the cake, or every time you had wished upon a falling star, the wonder and hopefulness presents itself into a person you get to love. you think, THIS is what i had been waiting for, THIS is exactly what i needed, THIS is a reason to live.

and that person turns into your world. they become your daily routine, even if they aren’t present every day. they are in your mind, and you don’t mind one bit. you think of every moment you spend together. every breath they take, every loud laugh, every sigh when they are frustrated. their signature scent, their morning breath, the feeling of their hand in yours, or their fingers tracing your skin, every soft kiss. every small detail by itself might not mean much, but you wouldn’t trade anything for it.

not everything is perfect, but you wouldn’t change a thing because they are your person. they are every breath you take and every choice you make. your mood reflects theirs and you’re sure they feel the same about you.

adrian is my person, my reason to be. i want to be better for him. he has shown me patience, care, devotion. he has chosen me over and over again, and i will choose him over and over again if that’s what it takes to love him every day for the rest of our lives. falling in love with him has been the most wildest ride i have been on, and he has made me feel every emotion known to man. i would give him my soul if he asked. my love for him is deep rooted, and its real. if adrian is no longer, than i am also no longer. i can’t imagine a world without him and i don’t want to.

i got better for him. now, i will breathe and live for him. i will spend every day loving him, even on my bad days. he is my stars, my moon and my sun. he makes galaxies in my head and universes in my heart. without him, everything would be dark.

thank you for being who you are, adrian, and for offering me a relationship ive wanted and needed all my life.
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1 | Feb 11th 2024 23:22