Hello, this is admin R.

Before I start I want to make the notice I won't be adding any screenshots or anything like that. I don't feel the need for it and nor do I have the energy to find them.

What I like to make clear is that I am owning up to my wrongdoings to a certain point. But there is also a part of me that viewed it from a different perspective.

first and foremost, I want to apologize to those who I ever made uncomfortable with my roleplay or oc's. that was never my intention nor it will ever be.

now to the main point. Yes, I was wrong for roleplaying with someone not of age, that has been made clear to me and I can see it too. I should have known as an adult that it wasn't right. But in all honesty, I didn't roleplay with Asher with the thought he is 16/17 perfect. No, far from that, I roleplayed with him because I liked his style and his ideas. I looked apart of the age because I just like roleplaying and the joy it gives me, apart from the person it is I roleplay with. that it made him uncomfortable and I was never aware of that, I am sorry. I should have been the adult in that part and seen it, but the reality is I didn't at that time. I can't reverse it.

Now the part of me not accepting any feedback on my oc's is in my eyes not right. When the person in question came to what is being said, all vulnerable I more feel like it was an attack. because it wasn't a hey what you are doing isn't correct please be aware. no, it was more: "you did this and this, you don't care!" then yes you tick me off and I get defensive. You can approach me in a normal and civil way instead of claiming things like I don't care and don't do research. I like to talk things out but not if you come at me with an attitude, I match that energy. you can think of that whatever you like about that. Now if that was not the intention of this person then I also apologize for my reaction, I also can misunderstand things, I am not perfect. neither did I tell anyone to talk to anyone else or attack someone as it been said, so I don't know what went wrong there.

I am not going to address anything else apart from this. simply because it will turn into a game of he said, she said. As I said I am not perfect I make mistakes and I am sure I am not the only one who does. I also don't want to make things worse or drag them on. I am making this statement to clear things up not to add drama.

That brings me to the final part. Asher, I want to sincerely apologize to you for the time I made you uncomfortable or upset with my actions in the past. I never had any harmful intention and I am sorry it did end or seem that way. I can only say my apologies and what others or you do with that apology is your own choice. and I respect that.

For now, all I can do is once again apologize to everyone involved.

Bye R.

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