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† Citro Martialis †
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BASIC INFORMATION ♔
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Name: Citro Martialis
Age: 30
Gender: Male
Nationality: French
Orientation: Homosexual
Role: Submissive
D.O.B: 17th May
Mental Disorder: None
Species: Human
Occupation: Art teacher [full-time], Artist [on break]
Languages Known: English, French, Portuguese
Virgin: No
Noticeable features: Freckles on his shoulder. Black polished finger nails. Golden rings on his index finger, thumb and ring finger
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APPEARANCE ♔
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Skin color: Honey
Hair color: Black
Hair style: Curly voluptuous hair that he either wears as a french braid or in a low bun
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 159 Ibs
Tattoos: Latin tattoo on his left hand - designed by himself
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PERSONALITY ♔
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Summary: Citro holds his art in high regard, but he finds himself becoming bored with it. He no longer has the passion he had when he first began painting. Nonetheless, he is stubborn and will not back down if he believes he has been wronged. He comes across as arrogant and argumentative. He can hold a conversation but would not make an effort to talk to anyone. He pushes people away especially men who are interested in him.
Alignment: Neutral good
Fears: Giving up on his art
Likes:
- Painting,
- listening to music,
- smoking,
- romance,
- muscular men,
- chocolate
Dislikes:
- Messing up one of his pieces,
- people who speak badly of his art,
- being played by straight men looking for a good time,
- someone disrespecting his heart
- dishonesty
Good Traits:
- Organized
- Orderly
- Mature
- Genuine
- Romantic
Bad Traits:
- He may not realize when someone actually cares for him as he has immense trust issues,
- Pessimistic
- Paranoid
- Egotistical
- Stubborn
- Temperamental
Pet Peeves:
- People trying to worm into his life or business - just stay away
Kinks:
- Choking,
- bondage,
- foreplay,
- edge play,
- dirty talking,
- masochism,
- menage,
- amaurophilia,
- gags
- orgasm control
- vanilla
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BIOGRAPHY ♔
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Coming out as an homosexual was hard in France, the discrimination was torturous and left Citro distrustful of others. People were ignorant. Whilst others only saw him as an experiment to be toyed around with, there were those who abused him. His parents were adamant in telling him they did not accept his 'lifestyle' but still cared for him regardless. He could deal with that although it honestly still hurt. They constantly reminded him about their disappointment with his sexuality and why he couldn't be normal, this was not what God looked for in him.
As a child, he almost immediately knew he felt nothing for the opposite sex and when entering his teenage years, he had tried. He lost his virginity to a woman, tried to be normal but it never worked out for him. During this entire time, he had a best-friend named Carlos. They were close and Citro honestly believed he was someone he could trust, love even. He knew it was one-sided and with that, kept his feelings to himself. He came out as gay, not because he wanted to but because he was forced to. To this day, he can't remember how it happened, the events were too traumatic for him. He was bullied constantly for that in his school days and art was his escape. He was gifted the talent of being able to just splatter his canvas with his feelings and so he went to art school, received his degree and started his decent life of fame, selling different art pieces for large sums. His most prized art pieces were the ones he drew when thinking about Carlos, his love on a piece of paper. He stayed anonymous, mainly because he didn't want the spotlight on himself. He had bullies in his past he wanted to stay far away from and knew they would jump at the opportunity to take him down if they knew he was successful.
Carlos always stayed beside him, supported him and made it known he did not care about his sexuality. Citro believed he could keep loving him from a far and what they had was enough for him. That was, until Carlos started making moves on him and with his logic blinded with love, he went along with it. They started having sex regularly whilst also still keeping their friendship in tact, it was a bit messy but Citro believed that Carlos recuperated his feelings and it would only take time before things progressed into something official.
Citro was a fool. Carlos said he was getting married, he was so excited and so confident. Citro was upset, felt betrayed and used but congratulated him. He was a toy, used on the side whilst someone was already in his heart. However, when Carlos wanted to continue their sexual relationship, he blew up but all he received was - 'You love me, don't you?' All that time, he knew. 'You'll do this for me right? She doesn't have to know. I treat you well don't I?' It felt like a needle through the heart and every time, Citro says it will be the last time but somehow he finds himself coerced into Carlos' bed. He can't wait for the day, he can let go of this relationship before the guilt and his self-hatred takes over him.
He has thus lost his inspiration to paint. It had been a year since his last art piece, the last one he dropped was depressing at best and didn't do so well but that's all he feels right now, depressed. There's no love or spark in his heart to make such beautiful paintings like he once has before. Instead, he works as a art teacher, hiding his identity as the famous artist.
† Meant for slice of life, romance, omega-verse and/or supernatural roleplays †
Theme song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BAZLSJ87Vo
MISC ♔
- I already have a plot for this character but if you have any ideas then I am willing to listen
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QUOTES ♔
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"You love me? Don't make me laugh."
"You call this art? It lacks feelings, inspiration and insight."
"You're getting married? C-congratulations."
"You knew...YOU KNEW...YOU F***ING KNEW...
but yet you used me like some...some type of whore?"
"My art is beautiful. So beautiful you can't
begin to comprehend."
BASIC INFORMATION ♔
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Name: Citro Martialis
Age: 30
Gender: Male
Nationality: French
Orientation: Homosexual
Role: Submissive
D.O.B: 17th May
Mental Disorder: None
Species: Human
Occupation: Art teacher [full-time], Artist [on break]
Languages Known: English, French, Portuguese
Virgin: No
Noticeable features: Freckles on his shoulder. Black polished finger nails. Golden rings on his index finger, thumb and ring finger
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APPEARANCE ♔
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Skin color: Honey
Hair color: Black
Hair style: Curly voluptuous hair that he either wears as a french braid or in a low bun
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 159 Ibs
Tattoos: Latin tattoo on his left hand - designed by himself
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PERSONALITY ♔
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Summary: Citro holds his art in high regard, but he finds himself becoming bored with it. He no longer has the passion he had when he first began painting. Nonetheless, he is stubborn and will not back down if he believes he has been wronged. He comes across as arrogant and argumentative. He can hold a conversation but would not make an effort to talk to anyone. He pushes people away especially men who are interested in him.
Alignment: Neutral good
Fears: Giving up on his art
Likes:
- Painting,
- listening to music,
- smoking,
- romance,
- muscular men,
- chocolate
Dislikes:
- Messing up one of his pieces,
- people who speak badly of his art,
- being played by straight men looking for a good time,
- someone disrespecting his heart
- dishonesty
Good Traits:
- Organized
- Orderly
- Mature
- Genuine
- Romantic
Bad Traits:
- He may not realize when someone actually cares for him as he has immense trust issues,
- Pessimistic
- Paranoid
- Egotistical
- Stubborn
- Temperamental
Pet Peeves:
- People trying to worm into his life or business - just stay away
Kinks:
- Choking,
- bondage,
- foreplay,
- edge play,
- dirty talking,
- masochism,
- menage,
- amaurophilia,
- gags
- orgasm control
- vanilla
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BIOGRAPHY ♔
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Coming out as an homosexual was hard in France, the discrimination was torturous and left Citro distrustful of others. People were ignorant. Whilst others only saw him as an experiment to be toyed around with, there were those who abused him. His parents were adamant in telling him they did not accept his 'lifestyle' but still cared for him regardless. He could deal with that although it honestly still hurt. They constantly reminded him about their disappointment with his sexuality and why he couldn't be normal, this was not what God looked for in him.
As a child, he almost immediately knew he felt nothing for the opposite sex and when entering his teenage years, he had tried. He lost his virginity to a woman, tried to be normal but it never worked out for him. During this entire time, he had a best-friend named Carlos. They were close and Citro honestly believed he was someone he could trust, love even. He knew it was one-sided and with that, kept his feelings to himself. He came out as gay, not because he wanted to but because he was forced to. To this day, he can't remember how it happened, the events were too traumatic for him. He was bullied constantly for that in his school days and art was his escape. He was gifted the talent of being able to just splatter his canvas with his feelings and so he went to art school, received his degree and started his decent life of fame, selling different art pieces for large sums. His most prized art pieces were the ones he drew when thinking about Carlos, his love on a piece of paper. He stayed anonymous, mainly because he didn't want the spotlight on himself. He had bullies in his past he wanted to stay far away from and knew they would jump at the opportunity to take him down if they knew he was successful.
Carlos always stayed beside him, supported him and made it known he did not care about his sexuality. Citro believed he could keep loving him from a far and what they had was enough for him. That was, until Carlos started making moves on him and with his logic blinded with love, he went along with it. They started having sex regularly whilst also still keeping their friendship in tact, it was a bit messy but Citro believed that Carlos recuperated his feelings and it would only take time before things progressed into something official.
Citro was a fool. Carlos said he was getting married, he was so excited and so confident. Citro was upset, felt betrayed and used but congratulated him. He was a toy, used on the side whilst someone was already in his heart. However, when Carlos wanted to continue their sexual relationship, he blew up but all he received was - 'You love me, don't you?' All that time, he knew. 'You'll do this for me right? She doesn't have to know. I treat you well don't I?' It felt like a needle through the heart and every time, Citro says it will be the last time but somehow he finds himself coerced into Carlos' bed. He can't wait for the day, he can let go of this relationship before the guilt and his self-hatred takes over him.
He has thus lost his inspiration to paint. It had been a year since his last art piece, the last one he dropped was depressing at best and didn't do so well but that's all he feels right now, depressed. There's no love or spark in his heart to make such beautiful paintings like he once has before. Instead, he works as a art teacher, hiding his identity as the famous artist.
† Meant for slice of life, romance, omega-verse and/or supernatural roleplays †
Theme song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BAZLSJ87Vo
MISC ♔
- I already have a plot for this character but if you have any ideas then I am willing to listen
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QUOTES ♔
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"You love me? Don't make me laugh."
"You call this art? It lacks feelings, inspiration and insight."
"You're getting married? C-congratulations."
"You knew...YOU KNEW...YOU F***ING KNEW...
but yet you used me like some...some type of whore?"
"My art is beautiful. So beautiful you can't
begin to comprehend."
6 | Mar 29th 2021 09:28