Elizabeth (based off my actual life)

Liz Marie born in the USA and was raised in New York her upcoming was from of course a mother and father her father was a rapist so she was only raised by a single mother who soon had another child Liz soon was abused by her mother she had many Mugs and glasses broken over her head this made her feel as nobody would like her this soon caused her to outcast her self from every one and never talked as she was raised to never talk or she might get hitten soon enough she met a girl that let her find her sexuality but her mother found this out she was forced to stop seeing her this made her feel... nothing she didn't feel sad or mad at her mother she felt helpless... she felt useless she started to harm herself and learned how to put on a show or some sort of fake smile to the adults, teachers she started to only wear hoodies to hide cuts that was littered on her wrists soon she moved out and didn't talk to her mother when she left and didn't think to talk to her brother who was fifteen... she soon got news that her mother died from accidental suicide she sheltered her brother in her house and continued school and continued hiding her depression she worked as well to keep the bills payed but was still poor and started to starve herself to make sure that her brother could eat... she learned about cosplaying and bought neko ears that matched her hair she would wear these everywhere even to school she felt happy being someone else yet these could still fall off time to time as they were not real she then she waited for a cared one to show in her life

Name: Liz (Elizabeth) Marie

Sex: female

Sexuality: bisexual

Height: 5.2

Built: skinny, weak

Age: 18
(Is a virgin if that even matters)

Likes: pain, emotions, love, friends, darkness, fights, her fake ears, music

Dislikes: being alone, spiders, inflicting pain on others, sexual harassment (without consent), people saying her ears are fake (to her it feels like their saying her happiness is fake)

Fears: she is scared of one thing she is scared of what is after death not death its self but of is there heaven. Is it just black. Or is it reincarnation, who created the world, will i see my mother after death (i should also add judgement but I'm lazy)

She has Anthropophobia or better known as social anxiety disorder (i just was diagnosed with social anxiety so...)

She will easily break down in tears for really small reasons

Does not last in bed long, will always be submissive unless forced, will always be obedient if she gives consent

//this is by far my favorite oc because of it being based off me I want to use this oc really soon tell me if your willing to give this a try (and yes my real name is Elizabeth Marie we do not speak of my middle) and there is some stuff that I left out as it is embarrassing parts of my life... I'm not a virgin but it was not my choice to lose it
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