Sympathy.


Although he eventually made it to become a cairen, he can tell the Emperor has not been enthusiastic about him at all. Even starting from the fact all the other male cairen made it to become Jieju days after the arrival while he is still rank 1 and without having ever had a night with the Emperor.
In truth he doesn't really mind that fact. It was his father to force him to join the harem, after finding out about his homosexuality. PanAn's choose was either turn into a beggar, as his father would disown and kick him out of home, or serve the Emperor.

Not having much to do in the harem, he often goes to the nursery to lean a hand. He knows nothing of medicine, he mainly brings stuff is someone asks. He can't even be considered a nurse or something like that.

When Coco was taken to the Palace, he was brought to the nursery right away, since he didn't look in a good health state and also to check signs of abuse. That were of course found in large amount, but nothing happened within the last 5 months, which matches with the time he was found and rescued by the IA.
PanAn was present when they brought Coco in the nursery and also overheard some of the things the Physicians who visited him said to each others, which immediately triggered sympathy towards that unlucky creature.

~ After Tero's funeral, which he witnessed from afar, not daring to interfere into something he was not explicitly invited to, he notices that after the Emperor, Bang-sul and the people who decide to join them to.the throne room to discuss about the babe leave, Coco remains there, knelt and motionless.
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