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Breaking.
He thought a lot, about the best way to end his life. The way that will be the least burdensome for the others, that is.
He doesn't want to traumatize his children with such a thing, nor to give TiHao a hard time. Plus, if he just died like that, he wouldn't achieve anything of what he wants the most: fix his mistakes.
He had already made a plan, about it, in case he wouldn't manage to find TiHao's powers with all his efforts. Qi's harshness just pushed him towards plan B, demotivating him from continuing to try. He clung to the hope that, if he had found TiHao's powers, everything would get solved. His pain would go away and he would just be like before.
He has taken the decision and he is sadly at peace with it. All he needs is to find a way to make his plan possible, since he intends to go back in time to kill the WonPil of that time, consequently disappearing too.
He chose carefully the moment he thought to be the most appropriate: few days after WonZi's birth. That way, he wouldn't cause any of his children not to be born and WonZi would be too little to understand what happens around him, or to feel the loss.
He couldn't do much to spare the others from the possibility they would suffer from his death, but at least he can count on the fact that the present versions of them will have overcome everything.
He doesn't want to traumatize his children with such a thing, nor to give TiHao a hard time. Plus, if he just died like that, he wouldn't achieve anything of what he wants the most: fix his mistakes.
He had already made a plan, about it, in case he wouldn't manage to find TiHao's powers with all his efforts. Qi's harshness just pushed him towards plan B, demotivating him from continuing to try. He clung to the hope that, if he had found TiHao's powers, everything would get solved. His pain would go away and he would just be like before.
He has taken the decision and he is sadly at peace with it. All he needs is to find a way to make his plan possible, since he intends to go back in time to kill the WonPil of that time, consequently disappearing too.
He chose carefully the moment he thought to be the most appropriate: few days after WonZi's birth. That way, he wouldn't cause any of his children not to be born and WonZi would be too little to understand what happens around him, or to feel the loss.
He couldn't do much to spare the others from the possibility they would suffer from his death, but at least he can count on the fact that the present versions of them will have overcome everything.
→(•°•)←
After spending quite a few hours out in the cold, near the house, giving himself a full immersion in the art of balancing rocks, he heads to Shiinden.
He starts to walk on the stairs towards the House of Fox.
He starts to walk on the stairs towards the House of Fox.
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He returns to Shiinden quite late in the evening, after spending some more time around in Shiirhuang after parting from Min.
As usual, he bought a sh*t load of stuff, for the new house, for the family, for his own things and for Itachi too.
As usual, he asked MoonPil to teleport him back to Shiinden, together with his fairy steed; he never goes anywhere without.
It's around 9:30 pm when he and his brother appear at the entrance of Shiinden.
As usual, he bought a sh*t load of stuff, for the new house, for the family, for his own things and for Itachi too.
As usual, he asked MoonPil to teleport him back to Shiinden, together with his fairy steed; he never goes anywhere without.
It's around 9:30 pm when he and his brother appear at the entrance of Shiinden.
Personal Hell Challenge.
• WonPil •
His personal Hell, he knows it already very well. He lived through it, in real life, with all the consequences it brought upon him. What he went through, afterwards, was like the bonus hell.
He is chained in the dungeons of the House of Wolf. He doesn't manage to move, he is unable to speak or communicate in any other way. His Silver Cloth covers his entire body and face, it's decoy hides the wounds drawing every drop of life out of him.
He feels close to lose consciousness, but has to fight with all his forces not to, because giving up to it will mean never opening his eyes again.
In that context, all the people he loves appear, to cover him with insults and hate, wishing him to die and suffer. They also hit and beat him, use magic to torment him and other cruel things. Totally new things that are produced by the illusion of his personal hell.
Everything feels as real as if it was happening, again. He knows those sensations even too well, he will never forget.
At some point, a tarot appears in his hand. He uses it, with some difficulties, to cut his wrist at the height of the veins.
In the moment he kills himself, he makes himself the one in control and therefore, the illusion ends.
It takes him around 15 minutes to come out of the Personal Hell.
• JiuZhu •
In his personal hell, he is a few years younger than he is now, 12 years old, in the specific. His body is still quite child-like and he is smaller than now.
He is in the same room of the tower where he waited for the people of Shiinden during the attack.
One of the twins, his cousin, is in that room as well. He has an heavy object in hand, lifted, and he is staring at the other from above.
JiuZhu is on the ground, blood coming from a wound on the side of his head.
He is stunned and weakened by the hit, but the awareness of where he is and what is about to happen makes his blood boil. Pain does nothing to him, but humiliation is the worst possible torment for him.
Just as the clan leader gets on top of him to overpower him, JiuZhu sinks his nails, of both hands, in his face, scratching him, wounding even his eyes. He makes the other bleed and scream in pain and manages to sneak away.
He picks up the heavy object his cousin used to hit him and, with blood-freezing coldness he starts to hit the other on the head with it. And he continues even after the cousin falls on the ground, clearly dead. The only thing JiuZhu says is: «I'll never be your bitch!»
After the death of the clan leader, JiuZhu aims to go to look for the other one, but sadly the illusion disappears. XD
He is out in about 28 minutes, due to taking his time to kill slowly and painfully ❤️
• ShiHao •
His own personal hell brings him all the way back to the military camp, where that little bit of sanity he had got lost for good.
He is locked up inside one of those choking, empty, small rooms in which they had to sleep. It's totally dark, wood everywhere and the overwhelming terror to be abandoned there to die.
Even breathing is hard, due to the space being small and almost totally sealed.
He doesn't manage to fight it, they have to bring him back forcefully, meaning he failed the challenge.
• QinShi •
His personal hell has the form of a recurring nightmare he always had, ever since he was a very small baby.
He is alone in a northern-looking place, somewhere he is certain he never saw in his whole life. There is a crazy northern guy who keeps questioning him about the Avatar of Magic and hurting him, but that's not the worst part.
He is starving, for real. He feels physical pain from it, he barely manages to move or keep himself awake. His body is reduced to a skeleton with skin.
He has no way to escape and has the certainty that nobody will come to save him, as if all the people he knows and would normally help him don't exist.
He too fails to break out of the illusion and has to be brought out by Tero, who is also probably the only one who actually knows where QinShi's hell comes from: when his close-future self was kept prisoner by the northern avatars.
• MoonPil •
Sailor Galaxia won. Chaos got unleashed to destroy every planet in the universe from within. Every member of his family is dead, killed in the battle against the powerful foe.
Silver Millennium reduced to ashed and rubbles.
He is alone, in what is left of what was once the palace where he and his family lived. He is in a state of total despair, holding the moon stick in his hand, so tight he could break it.
He is scared, but he knows that there is only one thing he must and can do: embrace the power of the Silver Crystal and use it to save the universe.
It will cost his life, he doesn't even know if his soul would survive, but he has no choice.
He focuses and channels the Silver Crystal to its fullness. A blinding light starts to spread from him and propagating through the whole galaxy, while his life force gets drained bit by bit. He can feel when he reaches the limit, but he doesn't stop and continues until he feels his own body starts to disappear.
At the end of it, he wakes up back in the arena.
Time: 1h and 20 minutes.
• YooJin •
In his hell, he is a child, 10 years old. He is in his bed, in Nian manor, falling asleep but not yet fully unconscious.
He hears someone opening his door, to which his heart skips a beat. He turns fully awake, but pretends to be asleep.
His father comes close and picks him up from the bed. He is not alone, there is another man with him, but he can't see, because he has to keep his eyes shut.
He can hear the man's voice and he is certain to have never heard it before.
They take him to the basement of the manor, which is pretty much an improvised dungeon. As they place him on a wooden table, he shuts his eyes more tightly. He doesn't try to escape, he is too terrified, until he hears someone else running downstairs.
WangJi, an even smaller child, rushes in at Yom and starts to hit him. «GEGE! WAKE UP, GEGE!»
YooJin finally opens his eyes wide and jumps off the table. Their father wrapped his arm around his little brother's neck and is tightening his grip.
To that sight, YooJin starts to hit Admiral Nian all over and eventually bites his arm, so hard he can taste his blood in his mouth.
As soon as Yom releases WangJi, he grabs his little brother's hand and runs out of the basement with him.
That's when the illusion fades and he wakes up.
Duration was of 25 minutes.
His personal Hell, he knows it already very well. He lived through it, in real life, with all the consequences it brought upon him. What he went through, afterwards, was like the bonus hell.
He is chained in the dungeons of the House of Wolf. He doesn't manage to move, he is unable to speak or communicate in any other way. His Silver Cloth covers his entire body and face, it's decoy hides the wounds drawing every drop of life out of him.
He feels close to lose consciousness, but has to fight with all his forces not to, because giving up to it will mean never opening his eyes again.
In that context, all the people he loves appear, to cover him with insults and hate, wishing him to die and suffer. They also hit and beat him, use magic to torment him and other cruel things. Totally new things that are produced by the illusion of his personal hell.
Everything feels as real as if it was happening, again. He knows those sensations even too well, he will never forget.
At some point, a tarot appears in his hand. He uses it, with some difficulties, to cut his wrist at the height of the veins.
In the moment he kills himself, he makes himself the one in control and therefore, the illusion ends.
It takes him around 15 minutes to come out of the Personal Hell.
• JiuZhu •
In his personal hell, he is a few years younger than he is now, 12 years old, in the specific. His body is still quite child-like and he is smaller than now.
He is in the same room of the tower where he waited for the people of Shiinden during the attack.
One of the twins, his cousin, is in that room as well. He has an heavy object in hand, lifted, and he is staring at the other from above.
JiuZhu is on the ground, blood coming from a wound on the side of his head.
He is stunned and weakened by the hit, but the awareness of where he is and what is about to happen makes his blood boil. Pain does nothing to him, but humiliation is the worst possible torment for him.
Just as the clan leader gets on top of him to overpower him, JiuZhu sinks his nails, of both hands, in his face, scratching him, wounding even his eyes. He makes the other bleed and scream in pain and manages to sneak away.
He picks up the heavy object his cousin used to hit him and, with blood-freezing coldness he starts to hit the other on the head with it. And he continues even after the cousin falls on the ground, clearly dead. The only thing JiuZhu says is: «I'll never be your bitch!»
After the death of the clan leader, JiuZhu aims to go to look for the other one, but sadly the illusion disappears. XD
He is out in about 28 minutes, due to taking his time to kill slowly and painfully ❤️
• ShiHao •
His own personal hell brings him all the way back to the military camp, where that little bit of sanity he had got lost for good.
He is locked up inside one of those choking, empty, small rooms in which they had to sleep. It's totally dark, wood everywhere and the overwhelming terror to be abandoned there to die.
Even breathing is hard, due to the space being small and almost totally sealed.
He doesn't manage to fight it, they have to bring him back forcefully, meaning he failed the challenge.
• QinShi •
His personal hell has the form of a recurring nightmare he always had, ever since he was a very small baby.
He is alone in a northern-looking place, somewhere he is certain he never saw in his whole life. There is a crazy northern guy who keeps questioning him about the Avatar of Magic and hurting him, but that's not the worst part.
He is starving, for real. He feels physical pain from it, he barely manages to move or keep himself awake. His body is reduced to a skeleton with skin.
He has no way to escape and has the certainty that nobody will come to save him, as if all the people he knows and would normally help him don't exist.
He too fails to break out of the illusion and has to be brought out by Tero, who is also probably the only one who actually knows where QinShi's hell comes from: when his close-future self was kept prisoner by the northern avatars.
• MoonPil •
Sailor Galaxia won. Chaos got unleashed to destroy every planet in the universe from within. Every member of his family is dead, killed in the battle against the powerful foe.
Silver Millennium reduced to ashed and rubbles.
He is alone, in what is left of what was once the palace where he and his family lived. He is in a state of total despair, holding the moon stick in his hand, so tight he could break it.
He is scared, but he knows that there is only one thing he must and can do: embrace the power of the Silver Crystal and use it to save the universe.
It will cost his life, he doesn't even know if his soul would survive, but he has no choice.
He focuses and channels the Silver Crystal to its fullness. A blinding light starts to spread from him and propagating through the whole galaxy, while his life force gets drained bit by bit. He can feel when he reaches the limit, but he doesn't stop and continues until he feels his own body starts to disappear.
At the end of it, he wakes up back in the arena.
Time: 1h and 20 minutes.
• YooJin •
In his hell, he is a child, 10 years old. He is in his bed, in Nian manor, falling asleep but not yet fully unconscious.
He hears someone opening his door, to which his heart skips a beat. He turns fully awake, but pretends to be asleep.
His father comes close and picks him up from the bed. He is not alone, there is another man with him, but he can't see, because he has to keep his eyes shut.
He can hear the man's voice and he is certain to have never heard it before.
They take him to the basement of the manor, which is pretty much an improvised dungeon. As they place him on a wooden table, he shuts his eyes more tightly. He doesn't try to escape, he is too terrified, until he hears someone else running downstairs.
WangJi, an even smaller child, rushes in at Yom and starts to hit him. «GEGE! WAKE UP, GEGE!»
YooJin finally opens his eyes wide and jumps off the table. Their father wrapped his arm around his little brother's neck and is tightening his grip.
To that sight, YooJin starts to hit Admiral Nian all over and eventually bites his arm, so hard he can taste his blood in his mouth.
As soon as Yom releases WangJi, he grabs his little brother's hand and runs out of the basement with him.
That's when the illusion fades and he wakes up.
Duration was of 25 minutes.
Fairy Steed.
Since he realises that technically Kevin's birthday passed and he bought a gift only for one of the three twins on that day — although only because he didn't know of the existence of the other two, back then — he decides to get him what he promised.
As he heads to the Seelie Court for his daily training there, that usually lasts three days in Fairyland but only few hours in Nortrig, he asks his mother, the Queen, to provide him a good steed for a gift.
When he is done training, the Seelie hands him the horse and he returns to Nortrig through one of the passages.
He uses MoonPil to get a passage back to Shiinden and walks the stairs with a second steed. His own is in mini pony size, the other full size horse.
Since the new steed isn't bounded with himself, he can't mind-control it and has to pull it through a rope tied around its neck.
As he heads to the Seelie Court for his daily training there, that usually lasts three days in Fairyland but only few hours in Nortrig, he asks his mother, the Queen, to provide him a good steed for a gift.
When he is done training, the Seelie hands him the horse and he returns to Nortrig through one of the passages.
He uses MoonPil to get a passage back to Shiinden and walks the stairs with a second steed. His own is in mini pony size, the other full size horse.
Since the new steed isn't bounded with himself, he can't mind-control it and has to pull it through a rope tied around its neck.