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Hormones (?)


Needless to say, he is very unhappy because of the news. Is there really a man who would be joyful in his same position?
He feels ashamed and sad, terrified and full of worries. What is he going to do when his condition will become noticeable? The thought of revealing the truth to Timothy, Dorian and the King himself causes him a strong sense of anxiety that he can't help.
He wishes he could just hide in the bedroom and never come out, but he is forced to continue to work and live as usual, at least as long as it will be possible to hide the truth.

He is not angry, though. Especially not with his TiHao, as he gives for granted it was an accident he couldn't prevent. Nor foretell.
Even after this, he is still clueless on how exactly children are made. He always thought that it's something happening on it's own when a couple has been married for some time. He might seem stupid because of it, but that's how they make it look like, in North Korea, and without any kind of sexual education, a person can't just know by default. Also since he has always known to be into men, therefore he never felt the curiosity to learn more about girls either.

Anyhow, life continues, there is nothing he can do. Even if he was proposed to get rid of the baby, he would refuse just because it's TiHao's. For now, himself perceives the baby in a weird way. He can't manage to see it as his own too, more like a parasite than something he could love. But it's just the beginning.
As LaNi mentioned, his hormones are going crazy already and he finds it hard to contain the instincts they trigger in him. Sometimes he ends up almost acting like a totally different person and he notices it even from the first day ever since he got the news.

It's the day after LaNi gave them the news.
He went to work, regardless he felt so bad the previous day, and everything went, more or less, the same as usual.
He bought some food to eat in the afternoon and as soon as he returned home, he headed straight to their room, and remained there till evening.
Even with TiHao he behaves more or less normal, he actually tries to avoid to talk about the matter as much as possible.
After dinner, he goes to take a shower to prepare to go bed. And it's there that he starts to feel some strong desire. Nothing so strange, considering his age and how in love he is, but he is like burning for it.

He returns to the bedroom and waits under the blankets. He is lied to the side, a bit curled, facing TiHao's side of the bed, his usual position.
He thought he'd calm down a little, but when his boyfriend joins him in the room things get even hotter for him.
He waits for TiHao to lie down next to him and before he could say or do anything, he takes the initiative in a way he never manifested before.
WonPil gets on top of TiHao, with his legs at the sides of his body, kind of sitting on his lap. As he gets out of the blankets it becomes clear that he is wearing nothing, under the huge sweeter he has on top.
Not giving his boyfriend a scare, before he could get worried he makes his intentions clears. And he gets quite wild at it, very unlike him in general. He has never behaved that way also because that's not generally what he likes, since he enjoys a more submissive role.

In the end, he lies next to TiHao, as clingy as he always is, and falls asleep almost immediately. That was quite some sport for his standards. And he enjoyed like crazy.

The next morning, he wakes up at the usual time. At first, he really thinks that what happened the previous night was just a dream, it seriously felt as such, since it's something SO unlike him.
As soon as he gets up, though, he realises that it was even too real, so much that he will be walking weird and avoid sitting for some time. XD WonPil went a little rough on himself.
But what really bothers him is the behaviour he himself had and the effect it might have had on TiHao too. He gets all sort of worries and complexes, also feels terribly awkward. So much that he runs out of the room to prepare himself for the day and leave the house to wait for Timothy outside with quite some advantage, feeling so ashamed and wrong that he avoids to meet TiHao for now.

After work, he stops to buy some things before returning home, kind of slowing down on purpose. He has been thinking about the precious night for the whole day and even while walking through the alleys full of stores of the centre of Shadowmoor, he keep thinking and worrying about that.
The idea that the behaviour he had could, in some way, be connected to the pregnancy doesn't even cross his mind for a second.

Eventually, he just returns home, hesitant and insecure. He steps inside, being silent, and looks around.
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1 | 52 Comments | Nov 18th 2020 13:18

Peach the bitch.


The day proceeds all right. They train, and WonPil tries to overdo, but not really exaggerating to a point he could get hurt.
He doesn't skip meals, but he eats really too little for the whole day and only vegetables, still convinced he gained weight that he wants to get rid of in the fastest way possible.
And nothing out of the ordinary happens.

The next day, he wakes up feeling a bit strange, but he doesn't pay too much attention to it. He heads to the bathroom and, to his horror, his belly hasn't gone back to normal. As if it could really happen in one day, anyway, if it was really fat.
He skips breakfast and goes to work, where he also skips lunch, thinking it must improve things quickly if he doesn't eat.
And while at work, it starts. Increasing pain, all over his body. At first bearable but turning worse and worse as the time passes.
He doesn't mention anything to Timothy when he comes to pick him up to go home, not wanting to end up with some northern doctor.

He gets home earlier than usual, now that Winter II is so close, his work day was cut shorter for his safety, so he finishes work at around 3 pm, to have the time to be home before it's starts darkening.
As always, the first thing he does is to check if TiHao is at home, but it's early so it's still training time.

Pain starts to get out of hand shortly after he returned home. So harsh that he gets truly scared, as it's something that he never felt before.
It reaches a point where he gets scared he could be about to die and without thinking too much, he sends a message fo LaNi, literally begging him to help him, f*** pride.

LaNi rushes there like there is no tomorrow, worried by the sudden message. He is sure that WonPil wouldn't contact him like that, if it wasn't serious.
He knocks on the door and it has to be Dorian to open. If he makes stories for him being there, he just ignores and proceeds inside, looking for WonPil.
He finds him on the floor of his room, all curled up and messed, clearly in pain.
LaNi approaches him and helps him to stand up, trying to ask him to explain to him what's wrong. WonPil just says he feels pain everywhere, and LaNi can notice by his shivering that it's not constant but occurs regularly.
He tells WonPil to lie on the bed and uses his special electrified needle to put him to sleep while he checks his whole body.
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1 | 46 Comments | Nov 16th 2020 03:41

Monthversary.


His mind is what it is, everyone knows, but when it comes of remembering some things, he can be like a genius.
He pretended as if he forgot about it the whole previous day, but of course he had already prepared his evil plan for the next day, even when he acted clueless at the mention of TiHao's gift.

The morning of the 13th, he wakes up super early, wanting to get up while TiHao is still asleep. He goes to the kitchen, where he had previously hidden the means for his evil plan and prepares everything. Then he silently returns to their room and places a tray on the bed, on his own side, then kneels on the floor next to TiHao and leans his head against his chest, just wanting to wait for him to wake up on his own.
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1 | 53 Comments | Nov 13th 2020 06:34

Nero.


Hw Is having a lot of nightmares, lately, due to overthinking and being upset by the scary things that happened to him in the past days, mostly Roman's prank and the situation with that scary man among the refugees.

It's night and he is sleeping, having a nightmare again. It's hard to tell when and if he has any, due to the fact he is very quiet in the sleep, he is not one who moves, struggles or makes sounds, not even when having particularly intense dreams. At least he is cool to sleep with. XD
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1 | 36 Comments | Nov 5th 2020 11:59

Luck.


In WonPil, the powers of Avatar of Tifiul manifest this way:
• Infallible aim with weapons ;
• Prediction skills ;
* Using luck to make some accurate choices that always come true. Similarly to Jiho, he can make some little predictions of the future through tarots and other means. It doesn't have anything to do with time, but only in choosing, thanks to luck, the card with the right answer.
He is also extremely successful in gambling.
• He can, mostly unconsciously, grant brief periods of luck to other people, but not to himself ;
• He can create luck bringing items (jewelry and gems) and drinks with special properties.

Note: the Avatar of Tifiul needs alcohol in his diet. They could as well only feed on it without touching other food, but if they only eat food and don't drink alcohol, their body will suffer from malnourishment.
They can't get drunk from alcohol.

* Thanks to his passive powers from Fiared, he is surrounded by a magical shield that protects him from getting seriously injured. That's what kept him alive even in the most dangerous situations.
The downside of the shield is that it absorbs magic used against him and leave him with issues like the cold he always feels.

Seelie powers:
• Better reflexes (when he is focused) ;
• Superior agility (when he is focused) ;
• Enhanced senses, especially hearing and eyesight ;
• Ability to manipulate dreams of other people.

[More might come]
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1 | 0 Comments | Oct 21st 2020 04:43