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Journal~ 6/8/21




“and in the end she realised no matter how much history they shared, there was never going to be a future.”

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Journal~ 6/7/21



I still want to be with you and I’ll probably always want that, but you deserve to be with someone you can actually love and connect with. And i just don’t think that’s me.

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Journal~ 6/1/21


I think the thing that bothers me the most is that we never got the chance to experience what it was like to have the “traditional” relationship with each other. I don’t know what it feels like to kiss you. I don’t know what feels like to run my fingers through your hair when you’re rambling on about something. I don’t know how it feels to make jokes with you while seeing you smile and hearing your laughter. I don’t know how it feels for you to show me off to your family and friends, and see how proud you were to have me by your side. I wanted to know though. I wanted to know how to felt to see the disappointment in your eyes after I’ve done something or said something that bothered you. I wanted to know how it felt to hear and see you say that you loved me and will always love me like you promised. I wanted to know how it would feel to lay in bed next to you and hear you breathe while holding me tightly against you. I wanted to know what it felt like for you to f*** me endlessly until I couldn’t walk or how i trembled against you from how intense my climax was; or the face and moan you’d make when you came inside of me while my walls clenched tightly around you. I wanted to know what that was like with you. But now i’m stuck with thoughts of what should have been and nothing else.
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Journal~ 5/31/21


i think the scariest part about this break up is that i know i’ll never stop loving you and i’ll never truly be able to get over you. you were and still are my first true love and the only man that has ever cared about me even at times when i didn’t deserve it. the only man that helped me build myself up to be the confident woman i am now. i hate how our last few days together ended because it didn’t represent the good that we had in our relationship of almost two years. regardless, i love you. i really f***ing love you. and i hope you’ll always love me too.

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Journal~ 5/30/21




You’re not about to keep using me until you find something better.

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