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Old lyrics that I never really shared sooo


Sitting drowning in self hatred because of the time I wasted on her just to throw it away with a couple of pics. Now I'm not claiming to be perfect, but I was still lied for you and put my reputation on line, I'm with a new girl Tonight and I couldn't be happier, you tried to get me to cheat, tried to manipulate me, damn I'm only 15 why the f*** do I have deal with this, I swear y'all don't know all the bullsh*t we go through, it's always life was harder when we were kids, we've got own struggles in life, I met a girl who I thought I'd love only for her to stab me with a knife after all the times I was there to comfort her when she stuck one to her wrists, I was just kidding but she told me I was the reason she didn't she thought of me and said I love you only to to say f*** you a couple months later, was. Any of it really worth it? Or should I have just said f*** it you're bullsh*t ain't worth it, now I'm with a new one who won't cheat because we've had the same past heart breaks and broken mental states and yet some how we've never been happier so I hope you're happy with your perfect manipulator
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0 | 0 Comments | Jan 11th 2021 12:49

All girls are the same RĂ˜NIN


Valentine in December
You say you love me, but you don't remember
My mind, you cause me pain
All girls are the same, yeah, yeah
I don't love you now
All girls are the same
I don't need you now
All girls are the same

All of these demons, they're dancin' inside
I don't know whether to live or to die
But I keep fighting that feeling inside
I'm gonna ride, gonna ride till I die
Sorry my homies I left to the side
Do you ever think of suicide?
F*** all this pain you can see in my eyes
You f***ing around, you gon' pay with your life

Valentine in December
You said you love me, but you don't remember
My mine, you cause me pain
All girls are the same, yeah, yeah
I don't love you now
All girls are the same
I don't need you now
All girls are the same

(Me) you said you cared but you don't remember everytime I hear you with another man it causes me pain, you cheated and lied every exscuse felt the same, you don't even remember my name girl you're just insane, you were my one and only and I wasn't even your main yeah I got sick of the games the demons inside telling me to let go and just die but I let you go and died on the inside instead

All of these demons, they're dancin' inside
I don't know whether to live or to die
But I keep fighting that feeling inside
I'm gonna ride, gonna ride 'til I die
Sorry my homies I left to the side
Do you ever think of suicide?
F*** all this pain you can see in my eyes
You f***ing around, you gone pay with your life

I don't love you now
All girls are the same
I don't need you now
All girls are the same
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0 | 0 Comments | Jan 6th 2021 14:03

I don't want another sorry Dax ft. Trippy redd


(dax) After they hurt you the first time
Leave (ayy, this a Trademark production)
'Cause if they'll do it once (Stillsanexile)
They'll do it again

(Dax) Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)
Look at all the pain that you caused me
F*** it, I don't want another sorry (uh)
S-sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end
And I don't want another sorry
Sorry, you're not sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end (yo, uh)

(Dax) Two wrongs don't make a right
I turned left
Now you mad I don't pick up
I don't return texts
Like I'm supposed to, let it slide, what? And just forget
That you destroyed everything we had, what? Just for sex

(Dax) F*** that
I'm angry, I'm depressed and I'm mad
Reminiscing over days, living life in the past
How'd you do that sh*t? Was I really that bad?
I even let you stay
I even let you meet my dad
I don't know where we goin' but I know
That you're not for me, you're not for me
Aye, yo, aye, yo

(dax) Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)
Look at all the pain that you caused me
F*** it, I don't want another sorry (uh)
S-sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end
And I don't want another sorry
Sorry, you're not sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end

(Trippy redd)I'm sorry, it was a mistake
Every f***ing day another heartbreak
I can't take this pain, how much my heart aches
There won't be nothing left
Said you not sorry, I'm not sorry either
Told you I would love you to the moon and to the ether
Yeah, she think that I'm stupid and I peep her
Better off alone, by myself, I need to leave her, yeah, uh

(Dax) Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)
Look at all the pain that you caused me
F*** it, I don't want another sorry (uh)
S-sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end
And I don't want another sorry
Sorry, you're not sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end

(Me) Yeah f*** that all you do is say sorry, you broke me and my heart now I'm living life alone,guess what I'm not sorry any more now that I left her, s-sorry you're not sorry damn that drove me crazy handed out apologies like they didn't mean sh*t because they didn't you just wanted to ride his d*ck Because I wasn't good enough then you expected me to be sorry for leaving you, so glad that sh*t came to end, damn

(Dax) Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)
Look at all the pain that you caused me
F*** it, I don't want another sorry (uh)
S-sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end
And I don't want another sorry
Sorry, you're not sorry
I never thought this sh*t would end, end
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1 | 0 Comments | Jan 6th 2021 13:48

Better off dead jxdn free verse


[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead

[Refrain]
'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me f***ing crazy
You made me miserable

[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead

[Verse]
Yeah, yeah
Why you always gotta have the last word?
You know all my passwords
Watch you walk away, I'm bendin' backwards
Don't tell me that you love me and you miss me when you're plastered
We can f*** each other over faster, disaster
You make me worse, not better
You act like, "So, whatever"
Mistake my pain for pleasure
You changin' mind like the weather

[Chorus]
Cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (Maybe I'm just better off dead)

[Post-Chorus]
(Better off dead)

[Chorus]
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (Maybe I'm just better off dead)

[Verse- Me]
Yeah can't keep the demons inside of me, they come from the dark makin me go crazy, even just the thought of you and him makes me wish I could put a bullet in my head but I'm not weak enough to do it, I know I deserve better but I'm so use to the toxicity, it's been really cloudy and here comes the thunder you know I always wondered if you ever really loved me obviously not because your back with him I can see it all in my headdd

[Refrain]
'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me f***ing crazy
You made me miserable
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1 | 1 Comment | Dec 18th 2020 22:57

What do I think of dezi? Well he's uh unique


*dakota leaned back in his chair recalling the memories he had with dezi scratching his chin* "well let's start with when the sisters he's so found of showed up yeah?" *He took a deep breath*


*Dakota sat in dezi's dorm looking at him*
"You're walking a thin line of no return walker, you're sisters worried about you, I'm worried about you man, you're causing problems that don't need to be caused, you can't protect everyone, I know you want to after what happened to rose-

*Dezi instantly snapped* "No dakota you don't f***ing know, you have no idea, how would you feel if jasmine did in your arms? Looking into your eyes? Just because you moved her the wrong way? Knowing you very well could've saved her?"

*Dakota sighed* "I mean I guess you're right, I would be just as hurt and upset and depressed as you, have you found out anything more about the guys who killed her?"


*Dezi groaned* "nope, just that their still alive and apart of the monarchs gang, f***ing monarchs........ They'll pay once I find them"


*Dakota smirked* "so you and that new girl huh what's that about? You think she's cute? I mean if jasmine wasn't available I'd probably go for her sister, what's her name Vanessa? Dakossa? Has a nice ring to it"


*Dezi rolled his eyes* "she's pretty and doesn't have powers, reminds me alot of how rose was when I first met her *he paused as the same girl they were just talking to fell into the dorm*


"Speak of the devil, *dakota said* I'll leave you two to it"





*Dakota leaned forward in the chair* "now let's fast forward to a party about a month or so ago"



*Dakota jasmine dezi and Vanessa were all sitting up in the royals section*


*Dezi had a devious smirk on his face like he was trying to make a plan* "you know bub I still throw better parties these royal balls, never really have been my style"


*Dakota raised and eyebrow, and pointed to his scared and blind eye* "well neither am I put as King I'm stuck with them, I don't even look the part"

*Dezi smirk* "alright cyclops I get it go ahead and greet the guests"

*Dakota who playfully shoved dezi's head* "f*ck you too zombie" *he grabbed jasmines hand walking out to the front door greeting the guests, he looked back and dezi and Vanessa his arm around her, was he trying to make a move on her? He thought*


*The two seemed to get really close really quick, he remembered thinking as he watched dezi pull her onto the dance floor*


"Look at the love birds" *said jasmine mockingly*

*Dakota also noticed sabrina staring at the pair dancing, very fluently dancing*
"I know what he's doing, he's trying to make that girlie wanted to be jealous, I know sabrina really wanted them together, looks like they've resorted to jealousy"


*Jasmine and dakota both watch the kids dance the night away until they part ways and dezi goes to the porch to have a drink, I couldn't hear what was said but I did watch ivy try to rub up on him and Vanessa seemed to get very defensive of him, once ivy left the pair left too but with a third girl dakota didn't know*

(Blue butterfly in a glass ball, butterfly obviously represents Sabrina and the glass ball being Vanessa, idk she's can read people's minds and that makes me think glass ball XD
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